Jealousy and I love you

It was as if cold water had been poured into my happy mood. I packed my luggage dejectedly. Brother Wang was quite conscientious. He helped me book a plane ticket and called a car to take me to the airport.

The flight at [-]:[-] noon takes less than an hour from here, so there is no need to worry too much.There are still a lot of ingredients in the refrigerator that I haven’t finished eating. If I can’t come back in five months, it will definitely go bad. I subconsciously want to give these things to Liu Xun at the opposite door, but when I walked to the door, I realized that the guy pointed Maybe I'm still homeless, let alone start a fire to cook by myself.

I put the plastic bag gently at the door, planning to go out and throw it away.

Five months, I haven't been able to go home for such a long time.There were activities before, most of them were two or three days, and I was rarely able to grind outside. I am used to living a lazy life, and I have forgotten how eagerly I was looking forward to the precarious life of no fixed place.

I hope Chen Ya can arrange a better place for me to live, I'm already used to the conditions of high-end commercial housing.

The aisle between the two houses was quiet, and the elevator never came up, so I waited patiently.

He didn't want to knock on the door opposite and say to Liu Xun, "Hey, I have a job and I'm going to live in Hongcheng."

Anyway, we can meet again at the next shoot.

Well... Actually, it's because that guy is still carefree every time he gets out of bed, but it's because I can't let go of being honest with him.

I don't know what happened to his waist yesterday.Taking into account his work, and he himself is cooperative, I have tried my best to be gentle these two times, although I am not very happy, but...

Alas, forget it, don't care about him next time, you must fuck him upside down.

On the way, I called home. My parents seemed to be living a good life. The two civil servants were still enjoying a good life while eating the national grain and retiring.

"Ann, I haven't been home for a long time, are you coming back this year for the Spring Festival?" Mom said softly, then turned around and yelled at the old man, "Hey! Go to the kitchen and turn off the fire!"

"I don't know either, let's see when the time comes."

The sound of the old man kicking the slippers was far away, and the mother asked quietly again: "Um... have you got any company?"

"Mom...I'm going to Hongcheng recently to do a TV show. Remember to watch "Challenge Accepted" by Hongcheng Satellite TV this weekend."

"Okay! You must watch it!" My mother was also happy for me. My son who has been struggling for ten years is finally a little bit hopeful.

"Then what... so have you talked to someone recently?" Mom asked again unwillingly.

I sighed: "No." If the object does not include the relationship between me and Liu Xun.

My parents are both intellectuals, with trendy and open-minded thinking. When I was young, the only thing that cared about me was self-discipline. I had to study when it was time to study, but they never restricted me when I was playing.

When I was 15 years old, I began to realize that my sexual orientation did not seem to be a girl. I had nothing to hide from my parents since I was a child. After graduating from high school, I came out with them. Although I didn’t even have a relationship at that time, I I'm pretty sure I like boys.

Parents were silent at the dinner table for a long time.

My mother said the first sentence: "Then...how did you come here for the past three years? Why don't you tell your parents as soon as you have something to do?"

I didn't expect them to care about this.

Dad poured himself a cup of tea, and said to me earnestly: "Homosexuality is born, and parents can't force you. If you have feelings for girls, of course we hope you can get married and have children, but if not..."

I could see Dad's hands shaking.

"Mom, I'm sorry."

I spent the summer vacation with a guilty heart. Before I went to college, my parents stuffed a letter in my schoolbag.

On the letter was my father's vigorous handwriting:

"Promise to Mom and Dad that you must know yourself correctly and keep yourself clean."

I guess they must have consulted a lot of books on this subject before solemnly writing this line.

I kept this letter in my collection, and gradually it became my safe amulet. I put it in the interlayer of my wallet, so that no one would see it, and I could take it out to have a look for myself from time to time.

In the past few years, my mother has started to worry about my relationship problems, but unlike heterosexuals, she can't get relatives and friends to help me find a partner. Instead, she has to help me push away a bunch of blind dates, so she is even more worried that I will die alone.

When I wanted to enter the entertainment industry, my parents were not very happy. I always felt that the people in it were not very self-disciplined, especially when it comes to sex.I reassured them, but it ended up being nothing more than forcing myself to wear a condom every time I went to bed.

Dad turned off the fire and came back, took the microphone from my mother and continued: "If the work is not going well, you can go home. Our country is paying more and more attention to it, and there are still many job opportunities."

"Yes, yes," my mother echoed, "Nowadays, the Internet platform is very developed, and you can still find a partner when you come back!"

I can't help my forehead, my God, do my parents think that I went to work in a big city to find a partner before entering the entertainment industry... And my mother, there are opposite-sex blind dates on the current online platforms, but the same-sex only has dating ah!

It turns out that parents all over the world are the same. When they were young, they were taciturn, but when they were old, they could still babble to the child on the phone for a long time.

I comforted them a few words, saying that there is someone who can develop and try, but I didn't tell them that it was Liu Xun, only that it was a work partner.

My parents probably also felt that I was not popular, and they didn't have to worry about the risk of being exposed in love and sexual orientation. They just said that they still need to take care of themselves, so they were fooled by me and hung up the phone.

"Alas." Putting the phone back in my pocket, I couldn't help but sigh.

"Are you on the phone with your parents?" The little brother who was driving couldn't help talking to me, "My parents are like this, and they will nagging when they are old."

I was very tired, but I still showed a warm smile and chatted with him: "Yes, parents are always worried. They worried about your studies when you were young, your work when you grew up, and your dating, marriage and having children when you have a job."

"Hahaha, it's all like this, but celebrities generally get married late, so don't worry too much."

"That's right." I returned him absent-mindedly, thinking that I probably don't have to worry about it for the rest of my life.

There was some congestion on the road, and it took more than an hour to get to the airport.

The luggage is not heavy and can be carried with one hand.I didn't bring a lot of things. I was embarrassed to bring the clothes I usually wear at home. I always felt that they were too cheap and shameful. I planned to buy new ones when I arrived in Hongcheng.Oh, so I forgot to ask Chen Ya or Brother Wang how much the director's assistant can get paid.

While waiting for the plane, I checked Weibo, and Liu Xun's Weibo was retweeted a lot, all of them said: oh oh oh, I seem to understand something.

So, once the radar of the rotten girls was turned on, they beat Bao Qingtian, completely defeated Jin Tianichi, and instantly killed Sherlock.

The boarding time was 15 minutes later than scheduled. I sent a text message to Chen Ya, and he said that the car was ready and he would show me the house when I arrived.

Just about to turn off the phone after reading the text message, Liu Xun called.

"Hey?"

"Aren't you at home? I still want to have breakfast over there."

I didn't tell him that I was going to Hongcheng, but changed the subject: "You didn't announce today?"

"Ah, yes, but it's afternoon, I want to eat something first."

I repented for two seconds for the wasteful behavior of throwing away the ingredients just now, and then said: "I have other things to do today, you can find something to eat yourself."

"alright."

I saw the stewardess coming over, hurriedly said goodbye to Liu Xun, and put away the phone.

I squinted for a while on the plane, and when the plane landed, I woke up, feeling my stomach resonating with the cabin, and screaming.I ate casually for breakfast, because packing wasted time and I didn't have time to eat lunch, and now I wake up feeling dizzy and hungry.

The person who came to pick me up was a native of Hongcheng in the program group——Xiao Xie, the assistant of Director Lin. A little girl drove the car so fast and furiously that I almost vomited out my stomach acid.

"Grandma, please slow down! I almost vomited because I didn't eat lunch." I groaned in the passenger seat while holding on to my seat belt.

"Ah? You didn't eat, so wait downstairs and buy something. I'm afraid Chen Yage won't be happy after waiting too long." Xiao Xie, a heartless person, still has time to laugh at me when I look frightened, "You Car sickness? That's not easy, I'll spend more time in the car in the future."

"No..." I was too weak to refute, thinking that if she braked suddenly again, I would jump out of the car!

Fortunately, the two of us arrived safely. As soon as Xiaoxie got out of the driver's seat, he returned to Xiaojiabiyu's appearance, and even thoughtfully ran to the convenience store to buy bread and hot milk for me.

I stuffed them into my stomach in two or three bites, didn't taste anything, wiped my mouth without image, and followed him into the TV station.

This is the first time I have entered the building of Hongcheng TV Station. The fully modern construction and the sky-high floor height are also very bluffing.Foolishly following Xiao Xie to the next floor, Chen Ya and several others were discussing something in the editing room.

"Ah! Su An is here." Chen Ya smiled and asked me to sit aside first.

Xiao Xie and I moved a stool in the corner and huddled together. While listening to Chen Ya chatting with the other two directors, we talked in a low voice: "What's going on?"

Xiao Xie stuck out her tongue at me: "You're so cool, go home and sleep after filming, we are so miserable, come back overnight to edit the film."

"The director's assistant also wants to edit the film? Isn't it none of your business?"

"Oh, it was none of my business at first, but Director Chen was more... well, BT, knowing that Xiaocai and I live nearby, he called me and Xiaocai to come over and have a look... Damn, what is it called to take a look, It's just working overtime all night!"

Xiao Xie was afraid that other people would hear her, so she kept speaking in a quieter voice, until she almost whispered in my ear.

I couldn't help laughing because of her exaggerated tone and the heat that sprayed into my ears, and felt ashamed in my heart, for fear that Chen Ya might think of me because of this.

But it seems I'm overthinking it.Chen Ya and the two directors spoke a few more words, then stood up and walked out.

"Su An, come, let me show you the house."

"Okay!" I quickly followed, and before leaving, I didn't forget to stick out my tongue with Xiaoxie to show off.

"Brother Chen, is there anything else I need help with?" I saw Chen Ya's haggard face, heavy dark circles under his eyes, and a freshly lit cigarette in his hand. asked.

"Help? I'll be busy in the future. Don't worry, let's take a look at the house first." Chen Ya put out the cigarette and led me out of the building.

"Wait, remember to apply for a pass."

"Yes." I was not familiar with this place, so I had no choice but to follow Chen Ya. Along the way, he didn't take the initiative to speak, and I didn't dare to talk too much.

The house is very close to the TV station. It is an old house, but the one-person residence is cleaned up. The furniture and electrical appliances are basically there. You can live in it directly.I expressed my satisfaction to Chen Ya.

Chen Ya nodded, feeling very tired, and even spoke a little softer than usual: "As long as you are satisfied, you don't need to pay the rent. Clean it up first, and I will call you later."

"Brother Chen, do you want to take a break? Uh... You don't look very well."

Chen Ya scratched her hair, went to the toilet to wash her face, looked in the mirror for a while, then came out and said, "Well, I'm going to lie down for a while, your phone is on."

"Row."

Watching Chen Ya leave, I took a closer look at the place, and it was indeed pretty good.

After taking out my luggage and tidying it up, I was a little hungry again. I wanted to go out for a stroll but I was afraid that Chen Ya would find me, so I could only buy something at the fast food restaurant downstairs.

During the meal, a little boy came to pack the food, and said loudly to the chef in the kitchen: "Why don't you eat spicy food, master, remember to make it lighter!"

How proud?I looked up at the boy, he was wearing the uniform of Hongcheng Satellite TV, it seemed that he ran out from the TV station to buy food.

Rong Youyan is a female artist who has been in the limelight recently. She is gentle and tough, and several of her plays have been rated as Changhong.

But the few citizens who were eating in the restaurant were not surprised when they heard the younger brother call Rong Youyan's name, they still ate their own meals and chatted about their own affairs.

It seems that everyone lives in Hongcheng, an entertainment metropolis, and is already immune to celebrity artists.

A high school student next door and her sister Tao whispered: "It's a lie if you don't eat spicy food. Last time I saw Rong Youyan eating very happily in the spicy pot shop."

I quickly lowered my head and took a few mouthfuls of rice to prevent myself from laughing.

Anyway, Hong Cheng, here I come.

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