[Comprehensive] Misfortune

It sometimes says: "I am beautiful, do my bidding,

As long as you love me, you only need to surrender to beauty,

I am the Guardian Angel, God of Poetry and Our Lady! "

- Baudelaire, The Flowers of Sin

At the moment when she was revived from the void, it was Sakurai Yuko who saw it.

He has come back to life many times, but only this time, when he opened his eyes, he saw Sakurai Yuko.

This matter is very important.

When you understand this, you understand the reason for everything.

When the spaceship almost crashed into meteorite fragments due to the distraction of the pilot, Xu heard Yuko Sakurai leaning against the window saying: "You should have enough self-confidence, because you are a powerful enough existence, and the world itself Nothing can hurt you."

Is that how you beat Yoshida Matsuyo?

"No matter what happens, it is not your fault. You must have this kind of self-confidence before you can calmly exist in this world as an individual life."

Is that why you hate Yoshida Matsuyo?

"It's okay if you can't, just look at me."

Is it okay to watch you?

The miraculously beautiful woman said so, then took his hand and told him he just had to look at her.

She didn't ask him if he was willing, but tyrannically shattered the original world completely, and pulled him directly into the place where she was, without even thinking that he would reject this possibility in her mind.

This sense of absolute majesty overwhelmed him, and even his soul trembled. The knife pierced his heart, and the cold and stinging feeling was brought by the woman holding his hand in front of him. When he opened his eyes again, this woman It was everything he could see, this woman was the only one left in the whole world, her sense of existence was overbearing and unreasonable, there was no room for her own existence, and even her consciousness was occupied by her.

Xu knew that he didn't need to answer, because Yuko Sakurai was not asking at all, but announcing.

Sometimes, looking at the vast starry sky outside the window, the darkness that the starlight cannot reach is like a whirlpool, and even gravity cannot escape, and the void is penetrated by the loneliness of the entire universe, as if floating naked in space, instantly The time was crushed... At this time, Xu would think, maybe it was another person who came back to life.

Xu had been to a planet where people doubted everything, and he had talked to one of them.

The man asked him a question he couldn't answer, "If parts on a ship are gradually replaced until all parts are not the original parts, is the ship still the same ship?"

He couldn't answer the question, so the man asked a new question, "If the parts removed from that ship were used to rebuild a new ship, which ship is the best between this ship and the new ship?" Is that the real ship?"

Substituted into him, "that ship" is the Xu before he died, "this ship" is Yoshida Matsuyo, and the "new ship" is him, the current Xu.

In this case, there can only be one answer.

Thinking about these questions without any practical use, the answer to any question can point to Yuko Sakurai.Just like when he tried to hide his gaze from the beginning, now he uses a tortuous thinking circuit to draw his attention to Sakurai Yuko in a logical way.

This 500-year-old incarnation of Altana can be said to be quite clumsy in a sense, so Sakurai Yuko especially likes to tease him, and she just wants to tear his disguise to pieces.

But when the teasing was over and the fun was over, Sakurai Yuko left him alone and left him in the boundless universe, but she returned to the earth and told him that she liked him, but she still had something to do, so she waited until she wanted to see him When he is, she will contact him.

Xu sometimes hates Sakurai Yuko uncontrollably, because he can't control her and can't get her. This kind of anxiety that can never be touched is called love and hate.But this hatred can only be rooted in the soil of love, so Xu Xu doesn't want to admit that he hates Sakurai Yuko, he doesn't even want to admit that he cares about Sakurai Yuko.What he focused on was what Sakurai Yuko did, those important intelligence and news, and had nothing to do with Sakurai Yuko herself.

Yuko Sakurai doesn't care about Xu's complex mood, she only cares about Oboro now, she thinks Oboro is ridiculous.

That's right, she pushed Oboro at a critical moment, but no one can deny that it was Oboro's own decision to capture Yoshida Shoyo.

This crime was entirely committed by him alone, and he had no room for excuses, let alone compensation.

This world does not give humans the opportunity to make up for their mistakes.

So why be loyal to vanity?

Is the person he is really loyal to Yoshida Matsuyo?

Can it only be Yoshida Matsuyo?

Can't anyone do it?

Sakurai Yuko lay on her side on the bed, flipped through the book, and asked this question.The hand that was making tea trembled, and the hot water splashed on his feet, but he didn't realize it.

"Teacher Songyang is dead."

Hazy said softly.

Sakurai Yuko wanted to laugh a little, but she held back seeing Zailong suddenly become depressed, but the brilliance in her eyes made her blame her and herself.

"That's right, because Yoshida Shoyang couldn't meet your request, so you killed him and replaced him with someone who won't be robbed by you, and you even called it repayment and atonement...Hao, I really like you very much."

Saying heartbreaking words in an intoxicating voice is itself the contradiction and charm of Sakurai Yuko. I have known this for a long time, but every time I have to be frightened, the impact is huge Yes, people don't know how to react. If you want to satisfy this woman's viciousness, you must make yourself vicious.

But at this moment, Oboro remembered the time when he took off his shoulder pads to play for Yuko Sakurai, the blood flowing in his heart gradually thickened, like a filthy quagmire, and all thoughts were inevitably infiltrated by the poisonous miasma.

Maybe it's self-comfort.

Thinking vaguely, if Sakurai Yuko was not so vicious, then perhaps he would not have the courage to approach her.

When we met for the first time, a beauty beyond human imagination smiled at him, and his voice sounded like a seductive sea monster... If the malice in Sakurai Yuko's eyes was not so obvious at that time, maybe he didn't even dare to take a second look. .

Everything has a degree.Excessive, beyond the limit, that is incomprehensible and intolerable.It is precisely because Sakurai Yuko's different thinking from ordinary people makes up for her beauty that cannot be seen directly, so it gives people the illusion of "being close".This is a delicate flower that can disguise itself, rooting itself in the filthy quagmire to attract people to sink, and make people have illusions and impulses to save her.

In this way, Yuko Sakurai is actually right.

Because Yoshida Shoyo is inaccessible, his hands are already stained with blood, the blood of innocent people cannot be washed away, and there is no room for him in the laughter, so he will take Yoshida Shoyo away, acquiescing The flawless Yoshida Matsuyo is replaced by Xu.Because... For him, he only deserves to stand beside Xu, and Yoshida Shoyang is untouchable happiness.

Really... is that so?

"You see, as I said earlier, we are the same."

Sakurai Yuko's voice was soft, she played with the ends of her hair, turned over and sat up, staring at the obscurity of self-doubt, something sticky and hot was surging in her chest.

Sakurai Yuko narrowed her eyes slightly, and the curve of her lips was gentle. If she wanted to look gentle, no one would not be moved by it.

"Come on, Oboro." Yuko Sakurai opened her hands, with a smile on her lips and compassion in her eyes.Hazy trembled slightly, looked up, and saw an ocean, the ocean was wide and contained everything.

All of Oboro's attention was on that seemingly very gentle ocean, and before he knew it, he bent his knees and knelt in front of Sakurai Yuko.

Sakurai Yuko lowered her eyes, gently pressed the poor Oboro's head on her lap, and ran her slender fingers through the man's curly and messy hair, like a mother coaxing a child, "It's okay, I will tolerate you, Oboro, I will tolerate you, so it doesn't matter if you don't forgive yourself."

From an angle that Oboro couldn't see, Sakurai Yuko's eyes narrowed, she bit her lower lip impatiently, and took a deep breath, as if she wanted to suck the man's despair and pain into her body.

No one noticed that Sakurai Tamako's voice was slightly higher.

"That's right, maybe you had a moment of regret in the middle, maybe you did regret it after the death of Teacher Songyang, so you deceived yourself and acted as a lackey to make up for it, but any degree of cruelty is unforgivable. Halfway It doesn't make any sense to be soft. You have done irreparable things to Mr. Songyang. Even if he went with you willingly and never blamed you until the moment before he died, isn't that not enough? The one who can't forgive you is not Songyang Teacher, it's you."

"I know everything, Oboro, I know, it's so pitiful, how can my Oboro be in such pain? Why do human beings have this kind of pain? How can this world treat you like this? There must be something in your heart Have you ever thought about it? It’s so pitiful, I’m going to cry just thinking about it.”

"But, Oboro, don't you think this kind of thinking is strange? It's just your decision, why do you want to raise the fault to the whole world or the human race? Where there is day, there is night, and where there is light, there is shadow. Isn't this the most simple truth? It is because of this that it is called the "human world". It is not heaven or hell, but just the "human world". Human beings are neither gods nor demons, they are just simple human beings."

"You're just the side of the human race that leans towards the shadows. There are people who yearn for the light, and there are naturally people who yearn for the shadows. But since Oboro regrets and suffers, you probably belong to the kind of people who yearn for the light? That's right, after all. Oboro's favorite is Matsuyo-sensei, so why can't I forgive myself?"

"Jade……"

"It's okay, it's completely okay! Because I like Oboro very much, I will help Oboro, and I will stand by your side. Don't you like shadows? If I am in the dark, if only by falling into hell can I be with you If I go with you, Oboro won't regret it, right?"

"That's right, you killed Teacher Songyang. Although the person who wielded the sword was Gintoki, we all know that you were the one who killed Teacher Songyang. But so what? Is this a mistake? I hope someone What's wrong with companionship? What's wrong with wanting to be with important people? The wrong person is not obscurity, no one makes mistakes, you just do what you want out of your own desires, and there is nothing more natural than this in this world It's about! Isn't it?"

"I am willing to be with Oboro, I am already lying in hell, I will come down, will I, will I? The world says that I have a beauty that surpasses Kaguya Hime, so my beauty must also shine on the whole world Hell is right. Let me be the night that entangles you, treat me like the blood that can't be washed off your hands... If that's the case, Oboroya will definitely, will definitely fall in love with hell!"

The author has something to say: That ship is "The Ship of Theseus". For those who are interested in specific questions, you can search it on Baidu~(^з^)-☆

There is no philosophy group of Hokage, let’s practice with silver fucking philosophy group~(￣▽￣～)~

(The little angels guess how Miss Yuzi will fool the philosophy group hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha)

It is worth mentioning that today, the author is a little nervous about the exam tomorrow, so he casually opened "Flowers of Sin" to relax (don't ask me why I came to the exam and brought a book with me. forced question), and then found a poem that I had ignored before, just the first few sentences of this chapter.

When I saw it at the time, I thought it was a good fit for this chapter! (/≧▽≦/)

This must be a fateful encounter!

So I added it!

I am seriously curious why the author Jun disliked Baudelaire two years ago!

The current author is his brainless fan!

By the way, God bless the exam well!