[Comprehensive] Misfortune

When Yamato was sent to guard Sakurai Yuko at first, he had a vacation mentality.

In the ninja world, the strength of strength is the ranking of strength. Do you want Anbu who lives in the dark to believe that the appearance of an ordinary girl can have overwhelming strength?Don't be kidding, even Kakashi-senpai, who is holding a little yellow book all day long, won't be fooled by Jiraiya-sama's fantasy, knowing that the so-called stunning beauty who falls in love at first sight is like Kaguya Hime Same, it is a fairy tale exclusively for men, it is a false dream.

Then he was slapped in the face by the speed of light.

Naturally, Sakurai Yuko in the house would not still be wearing a bamboo hat and veil. When I first met him, he hid in the dark and peeped quietly in retrospect. Needless to say, the most important thing is not this.

It seems like a lot of people...almost everyone thinks this is important.

Sakurai Yuko is an unimaginable beauty, her beauty can make you fall in love at first sight and it is hard to restrain yourself...

They all decided that this was the only thing that mattered in Sakurai Tamako.

This made Yamato think of himself back then.

After Orochimaru's defection, he has existed as an "experiment" since he was conscious, and finally entered Konoha's sight.Before that, the "others" for him were Orochimaru, and after that, the "others" for him were everyone in Konoha Village.

They all felt that the wooden escape ninjutsu inherited from the first Hokage was the most important to him.

It's not that I can't understand it.

Wood escape ninjutsu is indeed a very powerful and rare blood inheritance boundary. He has come to this day, and his strength and achievements are not only due to his own efforts, but also because he has advantages that others do not have.

Everyone has a stupid time that they don't want to recall, and in his case it was the time when he just got out of the laboratory.

Yes, Orochimaru is a bad guy, all of this is his crime, I am innocent, I don’t need to blame myself or fear, and Konoha Village will be my home from now on, where I can live like a normal person.

That's right, wood escape ninjutsu is very precious, and the country's sharp weapon cannot be shown to others, so I can't expose myself as wood escape unless necessary. This is also for my safety, and it is a karma that must be borne. That guy has implanted cells from the first Hokage.

Ok, I never had a normal, orthodox education, although I was able to go to school with the ninja school kids, but the brain development of children is 80.00% completed by the age of three, and 90.00% by the age of six , so I have to work harder than other children to learn to be a normal, ordinary person.

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That period of time is really unbearable, not only because of the sudden injection of huge and complicated information, but also because the "truth" that was originally recognized was completely shattered.

At that time, he could hardly fall asleep under the warm quilt, and his mind was full of the psychological counseling he received during the day.At that time, he couldn't help but think, why did Orochimaru throw him here, didn't he want to observe his experimental product?It would be great if he could be taken away. He fears Konoha Village more than he fears Orochimaru. He even fears to the point of loathing.

Sometimes he hides in the corner of the bathroom and huddles, shivering. He doesn't understand why these people say that Orochimaru's research on Mutun is a high-risk behavior, but at the same time remind him to cherish his hard-won talents and must put them to work. It can be used flexibly, but it cannot be known to outsiders.

At that time, he thought that he was really like what they said, because his brain was fixed when he was a child, so he couldn't understand the world of normal people. He almost wanted to say that you should lock me in the laboratory again, I don't want to be a normal person...

At that time, "others" were distorted and changeable in Yamato's eyes.Sometimes he thinks that they are the best people in the world, but in an instant he feels that these people are extremely cold, more terrifying than Orochimaru.

At that time, Yamato was afraid of himself, and this fear was projected on everything he saw, and his various fantasies deepened this fear. He thought that he should not exist in this world that was sometimes beautiful and sometimes terrible.

He almost fell into the abyss.

It is not difficult to say it now, it is said that there is no saint in the heart, and after gradually figuring it out, it is not that he did not reveal some of his absurd thoughts in his words, and what he got was only the understanding of his teacher and companions And comfort, even I can't understand why I was so stupid at the beginning, and I actually have this kind of self-willing and depraved idea.

In Yamato's view, Sakurai Yuko is self-willed and depraved.

Seeing Sakurai Tamako's face, seeing those eyes, Yamato would be lying if he said he wasn't overwhelmed by the extreme beauty, but that's really not what really matters!

As long as he sees Sakurai Yuko, seeing this girl who has been demonized by the outside world sitting in the room with a blank face and wasting time, her eyes are empty and lifeless, Yamato will feel that Sakurai Yuko is the same as she used to be, only Sakura Jing Yuzi chose a different path from him.

Do not……

You can't draw conclusions like this arbitrarily. In fact, he is the person who understands you best, right?

This is not something you can choose, it is determined by the surrounding environment and the people around you.

He was lucky, he had teachers and companions to help him through the difficulties, but Sakurai Yuko was led to death, whether it was a daimyo or an ordinary person, even ninjas like them, no one would say that this girl is too beautiful ?

beautiful beautiful...

The only impression Sakurai Yuko can give people is "beauty", just like when he thought that his only existence value was Mu Dun.

Just the word "beauty" seems to be enough to summarize the whole life of this girl.

Yamato is not a child anymore, he already has a mature three views, his mind is enough for him to look at all this rationally, but whenever he sees Sakurai Yuko sitting silently like a puppet, he still can't bear it. The place of residence is heartbroken and chilling.

He poured all his pity and pity for himself in his youth into his view of Sakurai Yuko. He hid in the dark and complained hard for this poor and sad girl. The original self was even worse.

His tragedy was caused by a human being, Orochimaru. If he wants to vent his anger, if he is extreme enough to want revenge, he can easily find a target to aim at.

But Yuko Sakurai did not.

Who can Sakurai Yuko blame?

Blame the gods for giving her unbearable beauty?

Is it strange that humans are so weak that they are bewitched by her beauty?

She is like an experimental product dropped by the gods in the human world. The gods live in Gao Tianyuan, observing their own experimental products indifferently.

There is nothing more cruel than this in this world.

How innocent is this girl, why should she bear these disasters?

Why wouldn't anyone want to see something other than that beauty?

Yamato thought like this, and then he suddenly realized that the only person who could do this was himself who discovered Sakurai Yuko.

The only person who can help Sakurai Yuko is him.

Since then, Yamato has paid special attention to Sakurai Yuko, because he feels that he has the responsibility and obligation to help this girl.

But what could he do for her?

Whether it's the fresh flowers in the vase or the cherry blossoms that are called "demons" by outsiders, they are not things that can help Yuko Sakurai. At most, they can make the girl feel better.

The ensuing gossip and rumors are even more loud and desperate.

Yamato realizes that other people's views are actually correct, because everyone has thought so since ancient times.The things left over from generation to generation are generally called "truth" or "experience". Society is composed of these moral principles and codes of conduct. If you break through these things, you will be alien.

Humans have never been friendly to aliens.

He was lucky, he was not classified as "heterogeneous", and was accepted by this world, but Sakurai Yuko could not become another him, neither the world nor Sakurai Yuko herself allowed.

That's right, Yamato finally understood this.

His wooden escape can be hidden, but Sakurai Yuko's beauty can be seen at a glance.At any rate, there is a more dazzling precedent for Mutun Ninjutsu. Even if his existence is exposed later, it will not disturb the ninja world, but Sakurai Yuko's beauty is unprecedented.

If you want to stand on Sakurai Yuko's side, it means you have to be an enemy of everyone's ideas.

It is a universal law for the minority to obey the majority. If he has no ability, he can only obediently abide by these laws. What else can he do other than change some flowers?

He can't do anything.

At this time, Yamato already had some complaints about Sakurai Yuko's beauty.At first he blamed others for overemphasizing Sakurai Tamako's beauty, but the facts told him that Sakurai Tamako's beauty was indeed not tolerated by the world, so he had no chance to implement his own help, so he began to blame Sakurai Tamako for being too beautiful .

No matter how much he pities Sakurai Yuko, he also knows that things that are too extreme should not exist in the world. He has no way to excuse Sakurai Yuko against his will. He thinks that there is no other way but Sakurai Yuko's self-destructive appearance. Walk.

Then there was the beginning of what later generations called the War of Disaster for the Nation. Everything that happened on the final stage of the Zhongnin Exam was unacceptable to him. He watched in pain that his village was destroyed, and the companions who had been handed over to his back died in front of his eyes. ...he felt that all this was extremely absurd.

Sakurai Yuko has an unimaginable beauty, people will go crazy just by looking at her, and they will die or live for her, so the place where this girl lives is full of the dark side of human beings, death and blood, endless greed and endless love Hate...

Deep down in his heart, he can still tell himself rationally that this is not Sakurai Yuko's fault, Sakurai Yuko is just beautiful, and this beauty is innate, not created by herself.But it is undeniable that "beauty" is an indelible label on Yuko Sakurai.

Obviously knowing that it has nothing to do with Sakurai Yuko, but Sakurai Yuko must disappear for the happiness of more people.

No one is wrong in this matter, each side tried their best to do their best, and sacrificing a young girl is the most affordable solution.

Yamato couldn't find an excuse to stop it, and even he felt that perhaps it would be best if Sakurai Tamako died.

He was sorry for Sakurai Yuko.

He once secretly decided to help Sakurai Yuko, and later secretly regretted it. Although no one knew about it, the shame still caused him pain.

What exactly is right?

Is Sakurai Yuko okay in this world?

Will Sakurai Tamako become a Buddha?

Will you forgive him?

Time has passed and the world has changed, but Yamato has never been able to let go of this incident.

The author has something to say: This episode is very important, it is already very obvious, actually 2333