[Comprehensive] Misfortune

The Ah Ye we know... is a good boy like a god.

——Osamu Dazai, "No Longer Human"

Having seen Orochimaru, Sakurai Yuko, who got the answer, rushed to Sand Ninja Village in a hurry, but as soon as she reached the border of U Ninja Village, Uchiha Obito, who was elusive, stopped in front of her.

Obito Uchiha found a perfect reason.

"Are you going to see Iptail Jinchurik again? You just came back, right? As I said, he will die sooner or later."

Sakurai Yuko is not in a good mood now, her indifferent eyes fell through the continuous drizzle onto Uchiha Obito's mask, Sakurai Yuko raised one corner of her mouth slightly, "Before he dies, you will die first oh."

"You can give it a try." Uchiha Obito said coldly.

Sakurai Yuko was taken aback for a moment, but lost her voice for a while.

Seeing this, Obito Uchiha asked forcefully, "What are you thinking?"

what do you think...

Sakurai Yuko slowly looked away, the lingering rain was like a broken soul, roaring around her, but she couldn't touch it.

"Actually, I was originally on your side, but..."

just what?

Sakurai Yuko concealed her figure.

Uchiha Obito was confused by Sakurai Yuko's half-sentence, but the other party left again, and he didn't even have a place to ask questions, so he gritted his teeth angrily.

When going to Sand Ninja Village, Yuko Sakurai thought about many things, all about herself.

This is rare.

Why would you want to kill Uchiha Itachi?

Why couldn't she not want to kill him?

In Sakurai Yuko's thinking, after killing that person, she can completely abandon the past and start over.Whether it's for Gaara or others, she can follow her own wishes and follow Yoshida Shoyo's teachings to be a good person, to make Sakata Gintoki, who is far away in this world, long forgotten about her, happy, and make Fengxian not die in vain... …

Sakurai Yuko thought a lot, it can be said that she was full of ambition, and her heart was full of kindness to others.

But Uchiha Itachi's serious illness completely beat her back to her original form. The world rejected her and hated her. Sooner or later, she would die, and she would die as a bad person.

Sakurai Yuko could not accept this.

The cherry blossoms flying all over the sky were Yuko Sakurai's last plea for mercy to the world, but from the moment the cherry blossoms bloomed, she declared her unforgivable sin.

If the mere existence would hurt the people around him, then there is no need for this person to exist.

This is unquestionable truth.

Sakurai Yuko didn't want to die in such embarrassment, she acted calmly, but it wasn't like that.She can only retreat to the limit, shrink herself into a ball, and try her best to do some good things to show her harmlessness.

Sakurai Yuko's desire to survive and her attitude of not admitting defeat are fighting against her nature. The two forces are fighting bloody battles in her mind, refusing to give in to each other, either you die or I die.

Yuko Sakurai didn't want to die as a bad guy.

She couldn't die with the name that man had given her.

Thinking about it now, Jun Xun's deal on April [-]st was really ruthless, they all forgot it, only Yuko Sakurai remembered it.

Humans are not such easily changed creatures, the past is a god to human beings.

If you want to understand a person and why he said what he said and did what he did, you have to understand her beliefs, that is, her past.

That person is dead, but his corpse is still tightly wrapped around Sakurai Yuko's soul, like a maggot attached to the bone.

Be nice to Gaara...just be nice to Gaara...

Isn't the nine-tailed demon fox pitiful?

Doesn't it exist like me?

All are tragedies caused by human selfish desires.

Because of the great power in the body, do you have to be driven by others?

Isn't Renzhuli a prison to put it bluntly?

When will human beings learn to take revenge in person?

That person is like this... Uchiha Obito is also like this...

Gaara will die sooner or later?

Do not joke.

I can kill you once, I can kill you a second time.

Don't think I'm soft-hearted.

I don't regret not knowing him, and I don't regret not knowing you.

Don't think I'm soft-hearted.

This is a world where evil cannot prevail.

This is how the world is.

Since she is destined to be a stepping stone...don't act like a miserable life experience to be annoying!

Sakurai Yuko's speed is getting faster and faster.

Gaara woke up early today, he wanted to meet his first friend early, but when he opened his eyes, there was nothing but everything he was familiar with.

No.

Not here.

Gaara's heart was suddenly filled with panic, he even began to wonder if he had a sweet dream, Zashiki Warji is just a god in fairy tales, it doesn't exist at all.

This child's mind is too delicate and fragile, because he can't live without it. Lonely children are not insensitive, because they are full of panic about everything around them-the world.

Gaara sat on the bed in a daze, and gradually hugged the teddy bear in her arms tightly.

He wanted to try to say hello to the teddy bear again, the same way he called Zashiki Doji yesterday.If we try again, will Zashiki Warji appear again?

Is it because the "ceremony" was not performed, so the Zashiki warji did not appear?

Gaara reassures himself so childishly, his precociousness makes him realize that this is impossible, but his subconscious rejects it.

Why is it impossible?

As long as I say hello again, Miss Yuzi will definitely show up, she promised me.

Because Gaara is a good boy, Miss Yuko must like Gaara.

The little boy repeated in his mind over and over again, and finally mustered up the courage to hold up the teddy bear. His light blue eyes were fixed on the poorly made doll, making one wonder whether such a fragile toy could bear it. Such deep expectations.

It turns out it can.

#Let us give a thumbs up to Yuko Sakurai, who is growing in strength day by day, and can go back and forth between Sand Ninja Village and Rain Ninja Village in one night. #

Gaara's entire face brightened up, and with a grin, she opened her hands to Sakurai Yuko, who was floating in mid-air, pretending to be innocent and cute.

The smile in Sakurai Yuko's eyes froze.

The innocent and lovely Gaara is still trying to reach out his hands in the direction of Sakurai Yuko, with stars in his eyes.

"Miss Yuzi, give me a hug!"

Gaara looked at Sakurai Yuko expectantly, he wanted to hug his friend, just like a parent hugging their child, he wanted a hug that would not be rejected, it was not enough to express his joy.

Sakurai Yuko said that he is a good boy, so his request will definitely be met. He doesn't want much, just a hug.

Please, give me a hug.

I really... don't want to be hugged by my own hands anymore.

Sakurai Yuko was silent for a moment, she could perceive Gaara's joy and hidden anxiety through special perception.

"Because I'm not a human, so I don't have the body temperature of a human... it will... be very cold."

Gaara didn't speak, but stretched out her open hands in the direction of Sakurai Yuko, so hard that her fingertips trembled slightly.

There is really no way...

Sakurai Yuko hugged Gaara gently with a trace of anxiety.

Sakurai Yuko felt that Gaara was shrinking from the cold, and she wanted to let go, but Gaara grabbed her clothes.

"Is the body of all gods like this?" Gaara's voice was filled with curiosity.

Sakurai Yuko paused, eyes half-closed, and said softly: "It should be... I... I haven't hugged other gods, so I don't know."

"Won't it be cold?" Gaara raised her tender face, and her clear eyes were full of childlike innocence and curiosity.

Sakurai Yuko looked away, "No, because it's a god."

Gaara stared at Yuko Sakurai for a while, and then buried herself in Yuko Sakurai's arms. The hot breath he exhaled when he spoke directly steamed on Yuko Sakurai's chest, making her feel numb all over her body, urging people cry.

Gaara said: "If it's cold, I can warm Miss Yuzi...so...if I feel hot...it's summer...Miss Yuzi..."

Can you stay with me until next summer, until next summer?

Can you not leave me?

"I love Luo..."

"In the!"

"Gara is a good boy like a god. In this world... I like Gaara the most!"

promised you

never abandon you

I love Luo

i promised you

I will not leave you

Sakurai Yuko took root in Sand Ninja Village.

In the first few days, the red sand scorpion could wait silently, but when the number of days since Sakurai Yuko left could be expressed in two digits, the red sand scorpion couldn't sit still.

The lack of emotes for golems always comes into play at times like this.

Calmly speaking, he was going to the Land of Winds to check the property he had bought over the years. The Red Sand Scorpion behaved beyond normal, and was mercilessly laughed at by Orochimaru.

The two of them fought back and forth again, and Orochimaru finally told the red sand scorpion the outdated news in a malicious way.

After listening to Orochimaru's words, Red Sand Scorpion raised his eyebrows, "What's wrong with Gaara?"

Orochimaru spread his hands leisurely, took off his gloves slowly, and said in a leisurely tone, "Who knows...but it probably has something to do with the Fourth Kazekage, that man really doesn't hold back his child, it's already the first time Three times?"

The Red Sand Scorpion seemed to sneer, "I shouldn't have killed the third generation."

Orochimaru folded the gloves and placed them on the table beside him, "The peaceful days are coming to an end soon."

The Red Sand Scorpion turned his head and glanced at Orochimaru, but said nothing.

Just after stepping out the door, Orochimaru's disgusting voice came into the ears of the red sand scorpion again.

"Mr. Scorpion, if you are too arrogant, you will be killed by children who don't look down on you. Please bring this sentence to Miss Yuzi for me."

The red sand scorpion paused.

He has always disliked Dashewan, even though he has been together day and night for so many years, he still hates this man, and I believe this man is the same.

But if two people who hate each other can get along peacefully, there must be something in common.

"If he could die in Uchiha Obito's plan, that guy might be very happy, maybe... She is such a contradictory woman."

Orochimaru watched the red sand scorpion gradually being buried and melted by the never-ending drizzle of Aminin village, he suddenly felt very lonely, like a plant, if it does not shine in the sun for too long, it will become weak, especially for cold-blooded animals.

The author has something to say: It should have been written at the time of the whole chapter, that is, chapter 100, but the author had something to do in the past few days and it was delayed. Chapter 105 is also considered a whole chapter, so let’s do it~

Summarize the author's writing ideas.It will be very long, the little angels who don't want to read it can directly return to the catalog page and click on the next chapter.

[Continuing the story of Chapter 50]

The evolution of Ms. Yuzi will come to an end in the second week of Hokage, and she can be called a complete existence when the hunter goes to act recklessly, and then it will only gradually change with the increase of experience.

Her evolution started when she met Yinsang, and then Songyang 33 personally planted a seed, and after going through all kinds of things, she was cultivated and irrigated by Lord Scorpion and Fengxian, and finally grew a seed called Sakurai Yuzi. flower.

The reason why Yuzi said that she hated Songyang 33 was because he made her understand the truth, let her know that her life is a tragedy, she is not a favored existence at all, and a tool is a sad thing.

She stubbornly said that she can sublimate in doing evil, and hell is her heaven, but her reason can no longer pretend to be calm.

Just like the bad guys in the present world, although they do evil, when evaluating something, they still use the universal moral standards to evaluate. They know that they are doing evil, and they also know that if they are not careful, they will fall into the abyss.

Human beings are group animals, and Okja is no exception.

Going back to Hokage, killing that person, and completing her coming-of-age ceremony, Yuzi thought that she had made a clean break with the past.

She was tortured by Fengxian's death, which means that she was tortured by Fengxian's love for her, and she was tortured by Yinshi's willingness to redeem her sins with her.

She used to be able to take it as normal, because everyone treated her like this.But that person is not.

If it's not the case for everyone, then it's not something that can be taken for granted.

Miss Yuzi's self-confidence has completely disappeared, she lowered herself, and since Naruto dug the first crack, Miss Yuzi's deliberately distorted self has been completely shattered.

It's crushing, not disappearing.

So in terms of heart, she is still not a good person, even if she says she wants to do good things, like Songyang 33, she is still not a good person.

Yuzi told Obito that she was originally from his side, and she realized this, and it was Itachi-kun's illness that made her realize this.

She is still struggling now, maybe something good or bad will happen to push her in the future, but for now, she is still struggling.

That's it.

I work very hard to build a personality as real as possible, an existence as real as possible. I am not so conceited that such a person really exists, but being as real as possible is all I pursue.

So far, I am very satisfied~

I hope the little angels can also be satisfied~