how to portray you

I didn't think there was anything too serious, "Maybe there is something."

But some people don't think so...

"There's not enough paint." Xu Junyi took the opportunity to say, "I'll get some."

"Huh? Oh..." Gu Fengshang was a little confused. Isn't there still so much paint?Is it so troublesome to draw?

"It's okay." Shen Linlin said without looking back, "Let her go."

Upstairs studio.

Xu Junyi looked down at the phone with a gloomy expression, and unconsciously pressed the call button, a little dazed.

The empty studio, the people who lost contact suddenly, the phone calls that couldn't get through...

It seems that everything is the same as that day...

Finally, when Xu Junyi wanted to leave directly, the phone was finally dialed, and Xu Junyi subconsciously called into the receiver: "Xiang Li?!"

"Hmm..." Xiangli's voice on the other end of the phone was trembling, as if trying to suppress something, with a crying voice, which sounded a little vague.

"Jun, I...Junyi..."

"Well, I'm here." Hearing Xiang Li's voice, Xu Junyi finally calmed down, feeling Xiang Li's emotions, she said shallowly.

"Where are you?"

"Can I... can I go to you now?"

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Gu Fengshang, who was left alone with Shen Linlin: hold back, I'm afraid QAQ

19. Once upon a time

"Mom, how did I get here?"

This question seems to be an annoying question that all children will ask their parents, and most parents will tacitly use a nationally unified method to answer entangled children.

But Xiangli's mother, Li Qinghua, who was born and raised in this small town and has no romantic factors, would smile and brush off the flour that Xiao Xiangli had stuck to her face because she wanted to help, and said with a simple but beautiful smile.

"You are the pear blossom in spring, a gift for mom and dad."

And at this time, his father, Xiang Qicheng, would pat Xiangli on the head, and find a piece of sugar in the back kitchen to dismiss this little helper who was getting more and more busy.

Although he was silent, he could still feel his love for Xiao Xiangli in his heart.

Even though Xiao Xiangli didn't understand anything at that time, she still liked this sentence very much, so much that she wanted to add this sentence to any composition.

After being praised by the teacher, Xiangli liked this sentence even more. Although when I grew up, I looked back and thought it was just a child's heart, but at that time, Xiangli used this sentence to add to her ordinary name. Not a lot of romance.

At least, at that time, Xiangli didn't realize what was wrong at all...

When did you start wanting to be an actor?Xiang Li still couldn't remember clearly, but she only remembered that she watched some TV series at sister Xiang's house next door, and this thought came to her head.

So Xiang Li, who was taken home by her mother, tried her best to raise her head high, and innocently said to her mother: "Mom, I want to be on TV!"

Li Qinghua was amused by her childish words. Although she said it was okay, she shared her daughter's ambitions with her husband as soon as she got home.

But Xiang Qicheng didn't treat it as a child's joke like Li Qinghua and let it go, but explained it to Xiang Li seriously.

"That's not called a person on TV, that's called an actor."

"Then, Dad, I want to be an actor."

"Yes, Xiao Lizi can do what she wants."

"But first you promise mom that you will eat the radish first"

"Well……"

"Ah, actors can't be picky eaters."

This busy but happy home was the only support Xiangli could get when she was in despair.

A mother who is always gentle, always looks at her father quietly, a very conventional family, Xiangli feels that even if there is a new family, all this will not change.

When the mother was pregnant, the atmosphere at home was actually a bit wrong, even Xiao Xiangli could feel it, which reflected how serious the situation was.

At that time, Li Qinghua was very firm in wanting a child, but Xiang Qicheng was very opposed to it. Xiang Li, who was a little older, could understand what was going on after a little thought.

At that time, the mother's health was very poor, and it was really a big burden to have children. Although there were problems in terms of expenses, they were not very serious. On the other hand, Xiang Qicheng considered that Xiangli was still young, and it was not appropriate to have younger siblings.

Although Xiangli felt that she was nothing, and secretly told her father behind her mother's back, her father still seemed concerned.

In the end, they were still not as stubborn as their mothers. In a not-so-warm winter, Xiang Tong and Xiang Yangyang came to this world.

The house became more crowded, the parents became busier, and Xiang's family became poorer, but Xiangli was still very happy. Just when she thought that such days would last forever, what made her realize something was wrong?

what is it then……

Ah, it was probably that time, Xiang Yangyang was like his older sister Xiangli who hadn't had to learn to be mature yet, shaking his chopsticks and asking inarticulately: "Ma Ma, why did I come here?"

Li Qinghua answered Xiang Yangyang with a smile as if facing Xiang Li.

"You came into this world because of the love of your parents."

"Just like my brother."

It's a very true sentence, but for some reason, Xiangli, who was a child, vaguely sensed something was wrong...

Smiling, he took the food his father brought to Qicheng, and Xiangli suppressed the uneasy emotions in his heart, and helped his mother teach the chattering little sun a lesson.

"Okay, let's eat quickly, my sister will play toys with you later."

But everything that Xiangli wanted to ignore was broken one day without warning.

No, it should be said that there are plenty of signs...

Xiang Yangyang didn't like studying since she was a child, but because she was timid, she didn't get any bad habits. Although her parents lamented that she was not easy to learn, they didn't put too much pressure on Xiang Yangyang.

But it may be because of the indulgence and doting of his parents that Xiang Yangyang is too naive and easy to be deceived.

That afternoon, when his father Xiang Qicheng got Xiang Yangyang out of the hotel, the little Xiang Yangyang was even a little disheveled. If it wasn't for Xiang Qicheng, even if he found something wrong, the consequences would have been unimaginable.

Xiang Qicheng couldn't hold back and beat that man up. At that time, Xiang Yangyang was screaming, cursing, and beating his father.

The girl who was confused by the rhetoric couldn't even tell who was the one who really loved her. She just kept protecting the person who had evil intentions and cursed her father with the most vicious words.

It was raining heavily one day, but even Xiangli, who was drenched by the rain, never felt the bone-chilling cold like this moment.

Fortunately, the police finally came to resolve the dispute, the man knew he was right and didn't bother him anymore, and finally Xiang Qicheng took Xiang Yangyang back home.

Looking at Xiang Yangyang, who was still unrepentant in defending that evil person, the gentle and gentle father who had been silent since childhood, hit the child for the first time.

Everyone present was stunned, including Xiang Qicheng.

Xiang Qicheng trembled angrily, pointed at Xiang Yangyang for a long time, but still didn't say anything serious, he just waved his hand quite hating iron and steel, and said angrily: "When will you save me some time, that's great If you don’t learn from the bad, you will learn from the bad!”

"When can I learn from your sister, I really..."

"Heh." Xiang Yangyang stared at Xiang Qicheng viciously, unable to believe that such a flowery girl would say such vicious words.

"Sister, sister, you will care about sister."

"When will you be able to care about me! Ah?!"

Even Xiang Tong couldn't stand listening to this anymore, he stepped forward to stop him and said, "Xiang Yangyang, don't go too far, everyone in the family is worried about you."

Xiang Yangyang didn't speak, but just gave Tong Tong a disdainful look, which angered Xiang Qicheng again.

Xiang Qicheng couldn't help wanting Xiang Yangyang to calm down alone, and was going to let her go to her room to calm down alone.

But at this moment...

"Enough!" Li Qinghua, who had been silent all this time, finally couldn't control his emotions, stepped forward and grabbed Xiang Qicheng's hand and shook it, and shouted almost collapsed, "Xiang Qicheng, you are enough, Yang Yang must feel uncomfortable, you Don't force her!"

Xiang Qicheng was so angry that he was a little speechless, looking at the mother and daughter, he felt a little unreasonable.

"I forced her?"

"If she learns a little better and is as worry-free as her sister, will I be so angry?"

Xiang Yangyang finally pushed his mother away uncontrollably, and shouted at his father something that she still regrets when she thinks about it today.

"Xiangli, Xiangli, Xiangli all day long!"

"Xiang Qicheng, who is your real daughter!"

The whole world fell silent, and Xiang Li's ears could only hear ringing in his ears and Xiang Yangyang's uncontrollable panting.

"Yangyang."

Is that so...

"what are you talking about?"

So that's what happened...

"What's wrong, sister, don't you understand at all?"

Xiangli really, really knows everything this time...

"This is too much." Xu Junyi, who had been sitting there quietly listening to Xiang Li's words, finally interrupted with a frown.

"It is a very childish behavior to maintain one's precarious self-esteem by stabbing other people's pain points, and I personally cannot approve of it."

Xiangli, whose eyes were a little red, finally smiled for the first time, and was caught by Xu Junyi's strange attention.

"People generally don't care about this."

"I know." Xu Junyi just looked at Xiang Li and said softly.

"But since you can say it, it means that this matter is not so important to Xiangli now."