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But Mu Chen felt that he couldn't do it and completely ignore it.

He has never been in a relationship before, so he doesn't know what love feels like. It is said that he was not a person who cared about other people's opinions before, but when he saw that he and Jiang Hao were combined into a CP, he just felt a little... uncomfortable...

It's not that he thinks Jiang Hao is bad...it's just that he thinks...they should...just, just friends.

Jiang Hao is the most special and... the most precious friend he has ever met.

The relationship between friends is so good, the purest and the most stable, as long as there is no sudden separation, they can always be people who trust each other.

He didn't want their friendship to be ruined.

But does Jiang Hao know what this means?Will he hide from himself because of this in the future?

Thinking of this, Mu Chen felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

He didn't want Jiang Hao and his relationship to be disturbed by anything.

He had lost his best friend once and didn't want to lose it again.

But when Jiang Hao lowered his head, he happened to see the page he was searching, and his expression as if struck by lightning.

With such an ugly expression, does he still feel disgusted?

Even if Loveislove doesn't know what it means, then Mu Chen must be a straight man.

Will he discover his ulterior motives, and will he hide from himself because of this?

34. Revisit old people

Jiang Hao went to Jiang Yifei's office again on June 6, as agreed, and returned the USB drive to him.

"As expected of Young Master Jiang, a small link is really just a matter of moving your little finger for you."

"You said that what I want to investigate may be related to an orphanage.

Not long after the basketball game, the freshmen of senior high school began to prepare for the final exam.Jiang Hao has always been very concerned about his studies, and although Mu Chen has a naughty temper, he also knows what he should do. It can't be said that he spares no effort in his studies, but he also follows the steps.

Both Mu Chen and Jiang Hao tacitly didn't bring up the matter of the post bar. Anyway, it's just the girls' self-entertainment on the Internet, so there is no need to be serious.

However, although they didn't seem to care, there was an extra hurdle in their hearts that they couldn't overcome.

Always makes people feel awkward.

But after all, they are already high school students. Everyone is busy with their studies and their future. Some small troubles of youth will appear insignificant in front of these long-term things.Because everyone is busy, there is much less talk to each other, and the awkward feeling between the two of them will not be so obvious.

They are still helping each other with homework, helping to buy dinner, giving lectures, copying notes... It is still a pair of deskmates who help each other, so normal that no one can see any changes.

But when they approached each other, there was an invisible barrier between them.

Is it a concern?Is it a hidden worry?Still worrying about gains and losses?

They can't see its essence, they can only feel the powerlessness and helplessness that they want to get close to but dare not and can't.

In the last month of this semester, Mu Chen no longer used different tricks to make Jiang Hao laugh, no longer went in and out of classrooms and playgrounds with him inseparably, no longer secretly slandered him for his lack of words, and no longer huddled around him to copy his notes .

The only communication between the two other than studying was Jiang Hao's concern for Mu Chen's head injury and Mu Chen's simple "I'm fine".

Jiang Hao once heard of an astronomical concept called the Roche limit.When the distance between two celestial bodies is less than the Roche limit, one of them will be torn to pieces.

Perhaps the current distance between him and Mu Chen is such a Roche limit. It’s good to stay away, just to be friends. If you go further, the relationship that has been established may be destroyed. will lose all meaning because of the close distance.

So he was careful, calculated, and maintained such a distance. Every code was carefully written, fearing that as long as there was a little mistake, the entire program would completely collapse.

I'm afraid that if we get closer, we will be separated by the world.

A teenager's mind is simple yet complicated. The thread that wants to be directly connected to the goal is often inadvertently intertwined with other threads and becomes a mess.I want to untie it, but it becomes more and more chaotic; I don't want to be alienated, but I get further and further away.

It's nothing more than still young, still ignorant, not understanding others, let alone oneself.

On weekends, it was inconvenient for Jiang Hao to go to RECOLLECTION with Mu Chen, so he wanted to visit Uncle Li while he had time.

In fact, Jiang Hao visited Uncle Li once after he returned to China and settled down. However, after entering school, the time became much less, and he did not have the habit of keeping in touch with others, so their contact was much less.A few days ago, Jiang Hao sent a message to Uncle Li to express his desire to visit, but he heard that Uncle Li was sick and hospitalized, so he felt that he should visit him even more.

Coincidentally, the hospital where Uncle Li was hospitalized happened to be the hospital where Mu Chen and Jiang Hao sent Zheng Feng to last time, because Jiang Hao found the place easily because he had been there once.

When Jiang Hao was in the UK, he heard that Uncle Li’s family conditions in China were not good, his wife died young, and his only son was in his thirties but still couldn’t find a suitable job. There was no final payment, and these problems were not resolved until the elderly were hired to work in the UK.In fact, I can guess that an old man who goes to a foreign country alone and retires after working at such an age must be forced to do so.

Jiang Hao has always respected this old man who has taken care of him for eight years. Although he is not good at establishing friendly relationships with others, he still cares about Uncle Li in his heart.So when I learned that he was sick and hospitalized, I couldn't help worrying about his health.

"The second floor of the inpatient department, Ward 203..."

Jiang Hao read the address silently in his heart, scanned the door numbers one by one, and finally found Uncle Li's ward. He tapped three times and no one responded, so he walked in lightly. Unsurprisingly, he didn't see him. Uncle Li's family.

Uncle Li's son is an unworthy son. When he was young, he acted recklessly and didn't think about making progress. He failed the second college entrance examination and refused to go to technical school. He hangs out with "friends" all day long. When he was 30 years old, he almost squandered the family's money. With the help of relatives and friends, he married a wife and gave birth to a daughter, and bought a house with the old man's savings.Uncle Li has no wife, and his only relative is this bastard son. He thinks about him in everything, because he has worked in England for eight years before retiring, but now that the old man is sick, he doesn't care about it.

When Jiang Hao and Uncle Li got close back then, maybe apart from the affection they got along day and night, there was also this kind of sympathy for each other.

Why are there so many feelings in the world that give blindly but get nothing in return?

Uncle Li was still asleep, Jiang Hao didn't dare to wake him up, put down the fruits and flowers bought for him lightly, sat by the hospital bed and waited quietly.

The quilt in the hospital was very white, but it was not a shiny white, but a bloodless pale. The corners of the white quilt hung down on the wrinkled old man's cheeks, making him look even more haggard.

Jiang Hao didn't know Uncle Li in a daze. When we met nine years ago, although he was old, he was by no means so pale and weak.

Uncle Li's original appearance in his memory could not help appearing in his eyes, as if he wanted to find out the changes in him over the years, the newly filled traces of the years.

But recalling the first meeting with Uncle Li nine years ago, he couldn't help but think of that man.and some unpleasant memories.

That was Jiang Hao's first time flying by plane, and he had a strong nausea and dizziness reaction.

The whole person seems to be thrown into a ball of cotton wool, trapped in it, trying to struggle but has nowhere to exert force, can only let the thoughts in the mind form a whirlpool, let it spin faster and faster, and finally form a vortex. A black hole sucked away the last trace of clarity in his mind, leaving only a void of darkness.

He fainted.

When he woke up again, the familiar streets and alleys of Liucheng were no longer in front of him.

It is a strange city full of exotic customs.

Those who sent Xiao Jiang Hao here took him into a black car just after he got off the plane. From his hazy vision, he seemed to see the car driving for a long time, turning many corners, and finally It stopped in front of a tall villa.

Those people took him out of the car and sent him to the iron gate of the villa.

A tall man stood in front of him.

When Jiang Hao was taken away by a group of strange men by the small pond, he was terrified in his heart, but he didn’t dare to call for help. After getting on the plane, this fear was completely overwhelmed by the pain of airsickness. When he got off the car, the dizziness faded away. That fear just returned.

He leaned his back against the iron flower gate, staring at the man without blinking, trembling all over, not daring to step forward and unable to retreat, not knowing what he should do.

The man turned around.

If Jiang Hao often looked in the mirror, he should have found that his facial features and face shape were very similar to this man, but he didn't have the habit of looking in the mirror, and because of the fear at this time, he didn't find anything.

The man walked towards him, gently took Xiao Jiang Hao's hand, and led him into the villa.

Jiang Hao still remembers the gentle strength when the man held his hand that day.

Because that's when they're closest.

At that time, Xiao Jiang Hao didn't have any clear ideas about the decoration design of the room. He only thought that the house was so big, bigger than the school's basketball court.

And it's beautiful.

But even such a beautiful house can't dispel Xiao Jiang Hao's vigilance.

Having been bullied for a long time, his immature mind has formed a protection mechanism that allows him to