The night is still young, the dream is not awake

?But your expression is not the same! "

"No! Not angry!"

"Li Ai! Are you angry because you lost to me or because you lost and couldn't hide from me?"

After hearing this, Li Ai looked at her in disbelief and said

"I didn't try to hide from you!"

"Then why are you angry?"

"I'm not angry, I'm just a little disappointed..."

"Why lost?"

When Wei Xiaoan asked this question, Li Ai struggled for a moment. She wondered if she could really speak the truth directly?But after a second, she figured it out. If there is still an excuse to say she is afraid in reality, then what is she afraid of in her dream? If even in her dream she cannot find the courage to face her true feelings for Wei Xiaoan, Wouldn't that be a waste of this dream?

A second of awakening made Li Ai decide to speak out without hesitation

"Because I lose, you can't draw with me!"

Wei Xiaoan's answer to Li Ai has never occurred to her. In fact, she has always had a vague feeling that Li Ai should not hate herself, but the rest of the boundaries are also quite difficult for her to handle, because sometimes Li Ai Love's behavior towards herself is very weird, and she may have referenced some real Li Ai, but her words seem to prove that her thoughts are correct, and she can even boldly guess that the Li Ai in the dream is actually not annoying. I feel good about myself

Li Ai, on the other hand, did not wait for Wei Xiaoan's reply after saying this. This was the second bold decision she made in her dream. The first bold decision was to tell others about her liking for Wei Xiaoan. , the second bold decision was to confess to Wei Xiaoan what she was thinking in her heart now. Although Li Ai was a little regretful about what she said again, she only hoped that Wei Xiaoan would not feel disgusted by these words.

Seeing Li Ai's uneasy expression and the way she lowered her head, Wei Xiaoan knew that she had made the girl a little uneasy, but now Wei Xiaoan's heart was more surprised and mischievous than distressed, so she put on a mischievous smile again. to say

"You want me to draw with you so much? But I can't draw!"

"It's okay, I won't teach you!" Li Ai deeply regretted when she raised her head and said this without hesitation, because what imprinted in front of her eyes was seeing Wei Xiaoan's puzzled expression, and felt that she was a little too much. Excited, I added

"Actually, you don't have to be able to draw, it's good to have some ideas! I need someone to give advice!"

"But isn't the theme already decided? Isn't it the little prince? Do you need any ideas?"

Hearing Wei Xiaoan's reply, Li Ai knew that there was no hope for her. This was probably what the public called polite rejection!Although she had thought of rejecting it when she blurted it out, she felt very painful when she was actually rejected. That kind of heartache made Li Ai's eyes red again. This time she really hated this dream. Why did she even Wishes cannot be fulfilled in dreams!

This time, Wei Xiaoan saw Li Ai's eyes reddened, and she really felt distressed suddenly. This is the first time, this girl always shows such a sad look in front of her, and it's all in this dream. She doesn't understand why she Casual paintings seem to make Li Ai cry, but she doesn't understand why she feels heartbroken instead of bored. Although she doesn't understand, she now knows that she doesn't want the girl to show such an expression, so she also said

"Are you sure you want me to accompany you on the drawing board? I really don't know anything, and it may hold you back! Do you still want me to accompany you?"

After hearing this painting, Li Aiyi couldn't react for a while, but she still heard it, but the red eyes couldn't recover immediately, so she had to smile happily and nodded with red eyes.

"want!"

Seeing Li Ai's expression, Wei Xiaoan said helplessly but dotingly.

"Well! I know! I can stay! Don't cry! Did you forget that if you cry again, I will call you Little Crying Bag forever?"

"I'm not crying! I'm just... a foreign body has come into my eye, so it's just red!"

"Same table! It's not surprising that this excuse is used too much! Have you heard the story of the boy who herded sheep?"

After being told by Wei Xiaoan, Li Ai found that she really cried too often in this dream, let alone cry and always in front of Wei Xiaoan, this is too embarrassing!But it's a dream, shouldn't it be okay?In reality, she doesn't know either!And being vulnerable in a dream shouldn't matter, it's not reality anyway!

After I figured it out, I admitted with a little embarrassment that

"I... just love to cry, okay?"

Hearing this sudden confession, Wei Xiaoan was really stunned, it made her really not know how to express her position, but she quickly recovered and said with a smile

"So are you admitting your identity as Little Crying Bag?"

When she said this again, she raised her eyebrows with malicious intentions. Li Ai likes Wei Xiaoan very much, so this time she is no longer stubborn but nodded in relief.

"Well! So you have to call me Little Crying Bag for the rest of your life! For the rest of your life!"

Faced with Li Ai's frank appearance, as if she no longer held back anything, Wei Xiaoan felt very novel, but she liked the current Li Ai better, because now this Li Ai seems to have just begun to accept that she took her most authentic self. show the side of you for yourself to see

But Li Ai also figured it out at this moment. Anyway, this is a dream. In addition to being honest with Wei Xiaoan, I also confess a little bit to myself. Although I may still not be able to confess, at least I can create more memories with Wei Xiaoan in this dream. That's okay, these things will be preserved for a lifetime, even if it never happened in reality!

Sure enough, after school, Wei Xiaoan stayed with Li Ai to draw on the board. Although she was really not very good at drawing, she still tried her best to help Li Ai get chalk or give some advice. After the drawing was almost done, the two of them went back together. Home, today is too precious for Li Ai, so at night she picked up the notebook again and wrote on it: The third wish, go home with Wei Xiaoan after school

Seeing the fulfillment of these three wishes, Li Ai couldn't hide the smile on his face at all. He happily put away the diary and rolled on the bed, thinking: This is only a few days in the dream, four days?I fulfilled my three wishes!Will it really be possible to be with Wei Xiaoan!

When I think of this, I am so excited that I can’t sleep, but when I think of Yang Junyu in reality, I suddenly feel lost and wish that I can only live in the dream~ Thinking about it, I gradually entered the dream, And ushered in the morning of reality

19. Return things to their original places

In reality, Li Ai still didn't want to go to school with them, but this time she got up at 06:30 earlier and left the house before [-]:[-], but because it was too early, Li Ai didn't go to school first, but went around and The musical instrument store chain opened by my father also has practice rooms, and one of the practice rooms was specially built by Li's father for Li Ai, so Li Ai didn't go to school, but instead went to the practice room of the musical instrument store first.

After entering through the back door, I looked at the clock and it was only seven o'clock. I thought it would take less than 10 minutes to get to school from here, so I can leave at 07:30 at the latest. However, Li Ai didn't pick up the practice In the living room, she is sitting on a chair listening to music with earphones on, enjoying the time alone

The sunlight outside the window is not so glaring because of the screens and curtains, and the curtains flutter with the wind, allowing the sunlight to shine in with different sizes, as if playing with the floor, and the change of shadows is the game they play

In this sunny weather, it should be a good day with a good mood, but it is not for Li Ai. She wants to escape and does not want to go to school, but she knows that this is impossible for her. It was her own choice. She escaped once in elementary school, but she found that the escape did not make her feel better, so she came back again, but she found that she did not feel much better when she came back.

I have made all kinds of efforts in junior high school, but the high-collared flower in her heart is still indifferent. She no longer knows what to do. In the first year of high school, she even started to give up on herself, and even planned to give up, but Every time I pass by her at school but don’t want to give up, my heart is like a rope. The two ends of giving up and not giving up are tug-of-war with each other. Giving up always wins when you don’t meet each other, but when you don’t give up when you see her, you will be ruthless. snapped back the rope

Li Ai felt very tired after going back and forth like this, especially when she saw her classmates saying that Wei Xiaoan and Yang Junyu were golden boys and girls, it made her heart hurt even more

"Maybe we can't even have a one percent chance!"

Because she was very melancholy, Li Ai decided to pick up the guitar and put all her unrepentant love into the song. That was the best salvation for her, and it was also the pillar for her to go all the way after returning to China.

"Accidentally と Xia の Magic と やら の 力で拍のものになるわけないか.."

When she sang this line, Li Ai showed a sad expression and said the next words briskly

"やはりあたしのものになるわけないね!" (Sure enough, I can't turn you into my thing!)

After she was sad for five seconds after she finished speaking, she cheered up again, looked at the time on her watch and felt that it was time to start, so she packed herself up, turned around and left the practice room to go to school

After arriving at the school, Li Ai almost stepped on the spot. When Bai Zehao saw Li Ai stepped on the spot, he asked worriedly.

"Why are you almost late today? Are you uncomfortable? Don't you usually come early?"

After hearing this, Li Ai shook her head and said

"No!