The night is still young, the dream is not awake

Xiaoan didn't reply to her, and went directly to Zhou Yirou's place and said

"let's talk!"

After Zhou Yirou only glanced at Wei Xiaoan, the expression on his face seemed to be as expected, and he said without any resistance.

"Okay! Let's talk!"

When Zhong Peiling heard it, she immediately asked

"Can I talk about what you want to talk about?"

At this moment, Wei Xiaoan and Zhou Yirou turned their heads and said in unison

"Can Peiling fill me with water?"

"Can Peiling buy something for me?"

As soon as Zhong Peiling heard that the two of them wanted to put her aside in unison, she said unhappily

"Okay! It's all right! Anyway, you don't want me to join! I know you want to talk about a little secret, a secret without my presence, I will take your water bottle! I'm going to fill the water! I also know what Xiaoan wants to buy! Anyway, she will only buy those fixed things! Goodbye! See you!"

Seeing Zhong Peiling so angry, Zhou Yirou originally wanted to catch up, but was blocked by Wei Xiaoan

"Talk about it! She won't be angry for long! Don't you understand her temper?"

Seeing Wei Xiaoan so angry, Zhou Yirou thought she had really reached her bottom line this time, but she was not afraid to say

"Okay! Let's talk! But let's change the place first! Do you want to talk here?"

At this time, following Zhou Yirou's gaze, Wei Xiaoan realized that the whole class was paying attention to him. They turned their eyes away when they saw Wei Xiaoan. Seeing this, Wei Xiaoan said helplessly

"Let's go! Let's talk in another place!"

When they came to the rooftop, Zhou Yirou curiously asked

"Why do you have the key to the rooftop? Isn't the key in the student council president's place?"

"I borrowed it! That's not the point! Yirou, why are you doing this?"

"Go straight to the point? Much like your style!"

"Hmm! I'm never sloppy with people close to me! Because I don't think you'd do that to me!"

Hearing this, Zhou Yirou smiled sarcastically, and she said with a smile

"Wei Xiaoan, do you know? I hated you so much from the first time I saw you!"

"so what?"

"Yes! It's because of your attitude! I don't understand how you can ignore everyone's eyes like this! You are always the first to say things that everyone dare not say! Obviously everyone in this society is watching their faces!"

"Do you think I didn't watch it? I did! Otherwise, how do you think I got rid of the class teacher in the second grade?"

"I knew it was you who made it! Me! I just hate you! As long as you make a decision, you will never turn back! But it is very affectionate! When I asked you in junior high school, you really didn't know that Liu Xinfei did everything behind your back Something? I still can't help but doubt, how can you not know if you are so calculating?"

"I really don't know! Because I trust her very much! Don't you think it would be very immoral if I even checked my friends? My calculation is external, internally I have always been tolerant as you said !"

"That's right! That's why you don't know what I did! But I didn't expect you to be cheated for the first time and then for the second time. You should be kind to the people around you!"

"Of course I can do this! I just don't think I need to be so tired! It's a sad thing when there is no one I can trust in this world. It is possible to be deceived just because I believe, but instead of being afraid of being deceived and not going Believe, I would rather choose to believe, this is just my choice!"

"But you're obviously scared too, aren't you? Otherwise, how could you change so much!"

"Yeah! I have been hit! I have become less trustworthy! But it is also because I met you and Pei Ling that I feel that I don't want to live in a world where I can't be deceived, because that means I Can't trust anyone anymore, do you know how time consuming and tiring it is to have to figure out everything that person says and moves when I don't trust anyone?"

"I don't want to know! That's something only you can do!"

"I don't want to do this to you! So can you tell me why you did it?"

"I did it because I was jealous of you! It's okay!"

"What are you jealous of me for?"

"Why are you jealous? I'm jealous of how much you have! I'm jealous that you don't care about other people's eyes, I'm jealous that you can show your dissatisfaction at any time, I'm jealous that your family has money! I'm even more jealous that you have a group of people at random. People surround you! You may think that you are very cold in high school, but in fact, everyone still looks at you with admiration, you know? And why your relationship can be so smooth!!"

Zhou Yirou uttered the last sentence with a roar, after which the two were silent for a long time, Wei Xiaoan only opened his mouth after seeing that Zhou Yirou had recovered

"Is it Pei Ling?"

Hearing this, Zhou Yirou, who was looking at the scenery on the rooftop, turned her head suddenly, and looked at her with a surprised expression, as if she knew what to ask, Wei Xiaoan spoke first

"I guessed it! But I guessed right from your expression! Why didn't you confess?"

Hearing this, Zhou Yirou smiled bitterly, and she said with a smile

"Confession? Why do some people always think that confession is an easy thing? Confession between the opposite sex is already difficult, let alone the same sex?"

"Really? I don't think it has anything to do with gender! What's the difference! They're all the same! How do you know there's no result if you don't strike?"

"Then I ask you, what if she rejects me? If it's good, she won't even be a friend! If it's bad, she will even think I'm disgusting! It's perverted! I have an older sister ten years older than me! When I was young, I went to my sister. My sister’s dormitory. At that time, there was a project that drew them to their dormitory. One question was, how do you feel when you know that your best friend of the same sex likes you? Do you know what they say? Everyone is the same Said with a disgusted face, of course, immediately refused and did not communicate! Some people even said, this is too disgusting! He still kept that kind of thinking about me and stayed with me for so many years! From that time on, I knew that I This love affair is absolutely unspeakable!"

"But Yirou is them! It's not Peiling!"

"Actually, they are all the same! Pei Ling is not gay! So it will be very troublesome for me to like her!"

"How do you know she's not? You haven't tried to confess! I have at least tried to confess. I know confession is not an easy thing..."

Before Wei Xiaoan finished speaking, Zhou Yirou interrupted her sadly and said to her

"You don't understand! You are the one who is loved, what do you understand? You said it was difficult for you to confess, but I can't see any difficulty! If you want me to say that Li Ai is much more difficult than you! You don't understand at all!"

After speaking, Zhou Yirou shed tears for the first time, she subconsciously turned around and said

"Sorry! Got a little excited!"

"No! Do you want tissues?"

"No! I have one! Xiaoan, you may not know that not everyone is as brave as you, why don't you tell me why I don't confess to her, I have been by her side for many years, every boy she has a crush on, everyone she likes Male star, I even know the type I like! I even helped her change her look, just to attract the person she likes, so I knew she was not gay, and I was told that I was only rejected, and I couldn’t even be with her beside me, why should I?"

"But maybe she just hasn't noticed it yet, just like me!"

"You are different! Xiaoan, have you ever been in love in the past 17 years? For boys? Have you ever been in love with Yang Junyu?"

Seeing Wei Xiaoan's expression, Zhou Yirou smiled wryly, looked away and said

"No, right! But Peiling is different! She was really moved! It is said on the Internet that people can be broken, but that must be wrong. In fact, it is natural to be attracted to that gender, and only to the same sex. If you are attracted to the opposite sex, you are heterosexual. If you are attracted to both genders, you are called bisexual. If you are not broken, you will only find out if you don’t find out. Xiao An, you just found out!"

"But maybe Pei Ling just hasn't been discovered, maybe she's bisexual!"

"Although there is this possibility, this idea is just deceiving myself! I don't want to, and I dare not think so. In fact, what you said is right. If Peiling knew what I mean, she would definitely not laugh at me, but it is still embarrassing. , besides, I'm afraid that she will accept my heart because she doesn't want to make me sad or sympathize with me. You also know Pei Ling's personality. I really think she will do that! That's not love! And if she does, things will change It's very troublesome!"

Hearing Zhou Yirou say so much, Wei Xiaoan didn't know how to speak, seeing that Wei Xiaoan was more troubled than himself, Zhou Yirou smiled and said

"So you have to take good care of Li Ai! She is not easy! It can be seen that she loves you very much!"

Speaking of this, Wei Xiaoan remembered what she was going to discuss, and she said angrily

"You actually know how you can be an informer! How can you! Do you know how much hurt Li Ai suffered because of what you did?"

"What happened to Li Ai?"

"What's wrong! She can't wake up in the hospital!"

"Why can't she wake up? Did she kill herself by swallowing sleeping pills?"

"No! But I don't know why she can't wake up! But how do you think she will commit suicide?"

Hearing Zhou Yirou laugh, she said

"That's why you don't understand! Li Ai and I may be inexplicably similar! We are all afraid of the attitude of others, especially the one we like. We all want not to cause trouble for the person we like, but it often backfires! You Ask me why I did this? Because it’s an alternative for me! Wei Xiaoan you can withstand the pressure of others but Pei Ling can’t! I’m sorry! But you owe her this! I don’t regret doing it myself Decide