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It's midsummer again.

After Mr. Ji came back from Tibet, he went to the desolate northwest desert.This time she went to the northwest desert, her mentality changed a lot.

Since she was a child, she has always lived in southern cities with abundant water sources. Even when she travels, she always goes to places with better environment.But that trip to the desert was a living environment she had never experienced before.

It was also the closest she was to death.

In a barren desert, she was alone, and the extreme lack of water made her almost faint.The occasional wind and sand blowing up nearly killed her.In the yellow desert, she felt that life at this moment was small and insignificant in front of nature.

Only by going straight forward can we see the hope of life.

Standing where you are, you can only wait for death.

Only by being alive can we find hope.

When you die, there is nothing left.

In such an environment, Ji Yi felt that the extreme pessimism she had hidden in her bones since she was a child was not worth mentioning at all.At this moment, all she thought in her heart was to survive and move on.

Nothing else.

After returning from the desert area, she lived in Taicun Homestay for a while.

During that time, she didn't go anywhere.She lives alone on the west side of the top floor, and every evening, she watches the sunset slowly sinking.

Looking at the sunset slowly setting in front of her eyes, the sunset she saw in the desert would always appear in her eyes.

As written in the poem: "The lonely smoke in the desert is straight, and the sun is setting in the long river."

Later, in the extremely ordinary life, I have never seen such a spectacular scene again.

This, she thought, was the meaning of the journey.

How many people give up the comfortable life in front of them and want to see the outside world, the most fundamental original intention.

Perhaps this is also the story written by Sanmao in "The Story of the Sahara". People always realize that they are still alive when they are wandering.

Every day in the past, Ji Yi would ask herself what the meaning of or is.

She didn't get the answer she wanted.

But during the journey, there is no need to worry about the so-called answers at all.

Or ask yourself repeatedly why you want to live.

Does that matter?

At the moment when you face death, you have struggled and felt reluctance, that is your answer.

There is nothing more important than living well.

On the day Teacher Ji came back, Gu Xing went to pick him up.

Because among the three of them, he is the most idle.Jiang Shi was busy with the tea in the store, so she insisted on brewing every cup of tea.Ensure that the proportion of each cup of tea is standard and the taste is the best.Ni Ran is busy drawing and coloring the blanks. Recently, she is full of inspiration and has many works to be completed.

Gu Xing said that they didn't care about Teacher Ji, and when Teacher Ji didn't come back, he was looking forward to her return. Now that Teacher Ji is coming back, he pretended to say, oops, I really want to pick it up, but I don't have time.

Although he complained so much, he was actually quite happy in his heart.

It seems to be a good feeling to see Teacher Ji again and listen to her tell me the story of the journey alone.

Originally, people should stand at the exit of the station and wait for the person who wants to pick up people.But Gu Xing couldn't wait outside, he wanted the first person she met when she got out of the station to be him.

So he bought a ticket to enter the station.

Only for the first person she saw when she got out of the car was him.

The train obviously didn't arrive until around three o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Xing had lunch and then drove to the station.He waited for a long time, his legs were numb, only then did he see the train that Ji Yi was taking arrived at the station.

He stands very straight.

He was obviously tired from waiting, but he was still willing to cheer up and meet the person he was looking forward to.

Ji Yi traveled a long way this time.

The cacti that have been home for a long time probably died because of lack of water. She originally planned to go home, but for some reason, when she came from the desert to the oasis, she only had one thought in her mind, and that was to meet the people she wanted to see. people.

The only people she could think of that she wanted to see the most were Ni Ran and the others.

This is also an agreement between several of them.

At the end of every trip, we have to come back and meet each other.

Ji Yi seems to have regained the precious emotion she once cared about when she was young, and it seems that she has never experienced it in the past few years as an adult.

About half an hour later, the train pulled into the station, and Ji Yi packed up her belongings.She doesn't have anything, and the most precious thing is probably the camera that she bought with a huge sum of money.

That's what she takes with her on every trip.

Every time she is on the road, she will have many feelings.

She will record every feeling.At first, I kept a journal, but later I thought it would be fine to post it on the Internet.

In the beginning, the photos she took were very mixed, and most of the time she took pictures of natural landscapes.

But one day later, she suddenly felt that she was actually pretty good at taking pictures of people.Because she has a background in painting, she has her own unique views on proportion structure and color.

So, she will also take a picture.

Ji Yi didn't edit those pictures very much, and many netizens liked them very much.

She is different from other travel bloggers. Every time she puts her own painting at the end of the photo.Then write down what you see and hear during the trip.

These are very simple, but very warm words.

Slowly, she became a travel blogger.Every time she travels, there will be many fans looking forward to her news.

Ji Yi was very happy.

It's like when she was young, she got the feeling of being liked and praised for drawing a picture well.

She thinks that as long as people take every step down-to-earth, they will always find things that make them happy and bring tears to their eyes inadvertently.

When Ji Yi typed this text, the train just stopped.

The moment she got out of the train gate, before she had time to stretch herself, she saw Gu Xing waiting on the platform at a glance.

She was surprised: "Why are you here?"

Gu Xing pretended to be natural: "I'll pick you up."

Ji Yi replied: "I know you're here to pick me up, but shouldn't you be at the exit?"

"Yes," Gu Xing touched his nose and said, "But I'm afraid you have a lot of things, so I want to say come in and wait for you."

"Just right, the ticket inspector outside is also nice, so he let me in."

"That's it." Ji Yi saw through without saying anything, she said, "But there is nothing, just a backpack."

"That's okay." Gu Xing wanted to pick up her bag, but Ji Yi didn't intend to give it to him, "It's okay, I can do this bag myself."

Gu Xing stretched out his hand and paused: "Ah, good."

She seems to be quite dark.

Gu Xing turned around and said something in his heart.

But there is light in the eyes.

black and white.

She was quite happy, and stretched her waist towards the sky, "The air here is really good."

"Yes, living here is quite comfortable."

Ji Yi said softly.

"Boss Ni and the others are very busy recently. Summer is here, and the business in the scenic spot is pretty good." Gu Xing began to look for topics.

"is it?"

"Yeah."

"Do you need my help? I just want to experience it."

"Okay. You come to my tavern, not to the two of them. They are always showing affection."

"Ha ha ha ha."

Ji Yi smiled heartily.

Gu Xing also smiled, "I mean it, the two of them get tired of it every day."

Ji Yi nodded.

With a look on my face, I believe this is something the two of them can do.

"Do you have any good wine?"

"Yes, I have."

"You can have whatever you want to drink."

"Okay, then I'll go to your place."

"it is good!"

Ji Yi hasn't had a drink for a long time.

The word travel is easy to say, but it is not so easy and simple to travel alone.In particular, every place she goes to is not the kind of place where she punches in and takes pictures.

She loves to explore strange places.

The fewer people there, the better.

Recently, she also had the idea of ​​playing extreme sports.

But she is still afraid to try it lightly. First, because she doesn't have much athletic talent. After all, she sits and draws all the year round. How can she have any athletic talent? Second, she is still thinking about which sport is suitable for her.

She doesn't have anything in particular she wants to play with.

But the heart is always ready to move.

When I opened a studio in the past, I always felt that as long as I had a source of students, I would be fine.She is responsible for teaching students what she is good at.When the students learn it, she feels that life is like this.

But now, she cares more about herself.

Is there anything she wants to do.

Is there anything she wants to learn.

It seems that everything she has experienced in the past is spent in the rest of the time to find the love that really belongs to her.

When Ji Yi came back, Ni Ran and Jiang Shi were very happy. They said they were busy with things in the store. In fact, after Gu walked, the two of them went to the town to buy dinner for Teacher Ji.

And to prepare her where she will live at night.

All the quilts and quilts were replaced with new ones, and her favorite room with windows was also selected.Everything is what she likes.

Seeing Ni Ran busy, but very happy, Jiang Shi couldn't help but said: "It would be great if Teacher Ji was here all the time."

"Ok?"

"Then our classmate Ranran will always be very happy."

Ni Ran stopped what she was doing and said, "I am very happy every day."

Jiang Shi snorted softly: "Really?"

"Of course!" Ni Ran immediately went to her, hugged her and said, "I just feel very happy that Teacher Ji can trust us. And we seem to be the only people she can trust now."

A marriage that ended without a disease, and the family's unhappiness broke up.

Teacher Ji, who has passed the age of 30 and will soon be 40, has started her new life.But the friends she can make and the people she can trust will only become fewer and fewer.

"Ah."

"I don't know what Teacher Ji's journey will be like this time. I didn't say she was going to the northwest desert last time."

"I really hope that Teacher Ji can return safely every time he travels."

"Yes."

into the night.

It is a carnival of a group of people.

In the evening, a few people held a welcome party in Gu Xing's store, drinking, singing, bragging, and talking about life thoughts.A group of people are lively and non-stop.

Teacher Ji also learned to play the guitar.

She sang in a slightly deep and hoarse voice: "I hope that I will be crazy, and I hope that I will not live alone.

Miss me glamorous, also miss me frivolous and casual.You want me to be sunny, and I want my style to be unshakable. "

"Play me crying and laughing without anyone, but also play my heart like a dead tree."

"Give me a dream, and grant me to wake up soon."

"Sleep with me, and spend time with me without mercy."

"Love me purely, but also love me not decadent."

"Watch me playing and singing, and watch me heartbroken."

"May I be like smoke, and may I be graceful and lazy. If you look at me crazy, you may also look at me as funny and dignified. If you want me to be beautiful, you also want me to be cold and unblinking. May I be happy from now on, and may I wither forever."

……

Finally, she smiled coldly.

In one sentence: "May all women be able to live out the splendor of their lives."

"Don't care about what other people think of you, what they want you to live. What you have to care about is always yourself and what kind of person you want to be."

"Finally, I also hope that all women who lose themselves for a short time can be loved and bravely loved."

"Like the stars can get lost, but—

"You'll always find someone who loves you."

……

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