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Qi Mu walked down from the second floor after the early morning. After the holiday, there were obviously more people coming to play. In the middle of the field, people moved their bodies next to each other to the music. The smell, he frowned, the feeling of drunkenness last night was still fresh in his memory.

When Na Le came out from the inside, he saw him standing there in a daze, asked for a glass of boiling water from the bar, walked up to him and handed it to him, saying, "Your head still hurts?"

Qi Mu watched him take the water glass, the temperature was a little hot, he changed his other hand calmly and said, "It's okay, it's much better."

Na Le turned his head and glanced at the central venue and said, "Let's just say, kids can't drink so much wine!"

Qi Mu was amused by his tone and laughed softly: "Kids? How can there be any kids." After speaking, he pointed to the high people inside and said, "Are you talking about them?"

Na Le said: "Stop interrupting, you know who I'm talking about, you don't want to talk about this time, I won't ask any more questions, but Ah Mu is not an example, next time I will definitely tell Yan Fan and see how she cleans up you."

Qi Mu said, "Okay, let's not take this as an example."

After saying this, the two of them stood for a while and chatted about some unnecessary things.Later, he was busy with something, and Qi Mu stood there by himself.The lights above flashed on him from time to time, and you could see a strange expression in his eyes when the light and shadow overlapped. In fact, when he came down from the second floor, he saw Gu Weihe sitting in the corner and wanted to ignore him. But the feeling of being watched has always followed him.

He walked to that corner, where the lights were dim, and he could only see Gu Weihe sitting there quietly, with a bottle of wine and a wine glass on the table, there was no wine in the glass, and it was placed on the table empty.

Qi Mu sat opposite him, with one arm resting casually on the armrest next to him, his upper body leaning along the direction of the armrest.Wearing only a thin top, the shoulders can clearly see the arc of the collarbone after the arm rests on the armrest.Her hair was let loose wantonly, with an unruly attitude.

The silence between the two seemed to be competing with each other, but it was not, Qi Mu was waiting for him to speak, and Gu Weihe didn't know how to speak.

Gu Weihe looked at the person opposite, today he is different from yesterday, no, to be more precise, he is different from any time he has ever seen him before, today gives people the feeling of undisguised ignorance and indifference, before Although he would speak coldly at each other but with some reservations, today he was totally indifferent.

Qi Mu waited a little impatiently, changed his sitting posture and said, "Young master Gu ran all the way here just to sit here in a daze, right? I feel like you won't be so idle, or is it this?" Another method of Young Master Gu?"

"Qi Mu!" Gu Weihe interrupted the hurtful words by calling his name.

"Qi Mu, I hurt you unconsciously before, I apologize to you, you should not forgive me, and then I really want to care about you, every time I see you alone, I will have a kind of want The feeling of stepping forward to stand with you, the more I understand your past, the stronger this feeling is, just like yesterday when you were sitting alone in the coffee shop, I was watching outside, that feeling was very uncomfortable, but I Don’t dare to go in, I know you hate me, you think I approach you with a purpose. But Qi Mu did one thing wrong, it doesn’t mean that everything in the future is wrong, they all have a purpose.”

Qi Mu lowered his head and laughed when he finished speaking, and when he looked up at Gu Weihe, his Danfeng eyes with slender arcs were slightly raised and said: "Gu Weihe, you are boring like this, or say There are other values ​​in me that can be used to make you use this method again."

Gu Weihe stared into his eyes and said word by word: "Qi Mu, what I just said is from the heart."

"Okay, your sincere words make me feel sick, we're still the same as before, it's fine, you study your graduate school and go back to inherit the family property after graduation. I will continue my life, and the well water will not violate the river water. And in the future, Young Master Gu Don’t come to City West No. [-] when you want to drink again, I’m afraid. I want to believe that there must be a lot of bars that I want Young Master Gu to visit.”

After saying this, Qi Mu got up to leave, Gu Weihe grabbed his elbow and said, "Qi Mu, you can't judge me out of the game just because of one thing."

Qi Mu stood there without breaking free from his hand and turned his back to him and said: "Have you ever thought that all these thoughts of yours come from your sister, just because my childhood is similar to hers, she was abandoned when she was young and then you I was adopted at home, and I had no father since I was a child, and was abandoned by my mother later, and then my grandma was gone..." He paused for a while before he collected his emotions and said again: "To be more precise, my The experience cannot be compared with that of He Mo. She is luckier than me to meet your family, and I have nothing but one person. You can’t transfer the feeling of guilt for your sister to someone similar to her. The feeling is not What can be transformed cannot be divided in two."

"No, you are you, my sister is my sister, you are different, and you will never be the same. I know that I didn't handle this matter well and hurt you, but you can't question what I just said .Yes, you and my sister have similar experiences but I can still tell the difference between the two."

Qi Mu interrupted him: "Okay, don't say any more misleading words. If something is wrong, it is wrong. It's not too late to stop when there is still room. Today's drink is my treat for you." , and leave after drinking, and don't come again." After speaking, he broke away from his hand and walked straight inside.

Gu Weihe looked at his hands, and the feeling of emptiness in his heart became stronger and stronger.

After that day, Gu Weihe heard what Qi Mu said and never went to Chengxi No. [-] again. Every day, except for the laboratory, he just hid in the study room. Gu Tingyu didn't see him for several days in a row. He only found out about his abnormality after asking his aunt at home. , the aunt at home said: "I haven't gone out for several days, and I will go out for a while. These days, I completely stay in the study and don't come down to eat. Madam and the others are not at home recently, and we servants don't go out." What can I say, go up and have a look.”

Gu Tingyu went upstairs to the study room and knocked on the door. There was no sound from inside. He turned the doorknob and opened it by an arc, and saw that the curtains inside were closed and there was no other light in the room except for the faint light on the table.Looking around but not seeing Gu Weihe, he reached out to turn on the headlight in the study, the sudden light was dazzling, and there was a sound from the sofa, Gu Tingyu approached and saw the person curled up there, bent down and called him: " Ah Wei, wake up, why are you sleeping here, and the air conditioner is still not on."

Gu Weihe covered his eyes with his arms, and after a while, he slowly got up and sat on the sofa, glanced at the person sitting on the other side of the sofa and said, "Brother, why are you here?"

Gu Tingyu: "The aunt at home said that you haven't gone out for several days, so I'll come up and take a look."

"Oh, it's okay, it's just that the progress of the new experiment is tight recently, and I'm rushing to get the data."

Gu Tingyu knew that his younger brother didn't want to say anything, so he didn't ask too much. It's normal for an adult to have his own thoughts. After confirming that he was fine, he got up and left the study. When he walked to the door, a voice came from behind: " Brother, how long has it been since you visited your sister?"

"The company is very busy recently, and I will go after I finish my work." He replied.Suddenly thought of something Gu Tingyu turned around to look at him and asked, "Did something happen at the end?"

"It's okay, Qi Mu has been to the hospital, and my sister's condition is still the same as before."

"What is the reason why you have been sleeping at the end?" Gu Tingyu asked silently in his heart.

Seeing that he was absent-minded at the door, Gu Weihe sighed and said, "I think my sister has other reasons. The doctor said that her physical condition is normal."

The person at the door said: "Yes." When he walked out of the study, his back was heavier than when he came.

The person in the study room sat alone on the sofa and looked at the books spread out on the table in front of him, whispering: "Sister, is it because of your brother that you don't want to face it? If so, three years won't be enough for you Let it go?"

He Mo likes big brother Gu Wei. How does he know, and Gu Tingyu also knows that in Gu Tingyu's eyes, the adopted sister has been obedient since she was a child, and every time I go home, I can see her sitting there obediently and quietly watching over her. TV, with a border collie lying on its feet, the picture is warm.It may be because of her childhood experience that she was cautious in everything she did and spoke softly.Later, he went abroad to study and was away for a long time. When he returned to China for a vacation and saw her, he found that the little girl had grown up, standing slim and graceful in the living room, and when he saw him, there was an unconcealable joy in her eyes.

It should be at that time that she caught his eyes, but he didn't know that he had already lived in that girl's heart.

During the latter part of the winter vacation, Gu Weihe didn't go to Qi Mu again, not even far away. He wanted to use this time to face up to his heart.The emotional feeling he felt for the first time made him question himself a little.

Everything on Qi Mu's side is the same as before, except that the insomnia is getting more and more serious. The insomnia all night makes his mental state very poor. Sometimes he will have heart palpitations during the day and chest pains.Several times in Chengxi No. [-], I was happy to see him clutching his chest, walked over to help him sit down, looked at him and asked, "Amu, have you been sleeping well lately? I think you look very bad."

Qi Mu replied with a reluctant smile: "It's okay, Brother Le, I know my own situation, don't worry."

Knowing that he wouldn't listen to what he said, Na Le didn't say anything in front of him, and asked him to go to the second floor to rest first, and went outside to call Qu Yanfan. After the connection, the other party's voice came over: "What's wrong, Brother Le? ? Something happened in the shop?"

Na Le lit a cigarette outside and held it between his fingertips and replied to her: "No, everything in the store is fine, except that Amu is not fine."

"What happened to Amu?"

"I feel that he has suffered from severe insomnia recently, and his spirit is not very good. I saw him clutching his chest several times."

The other party was silent for a while and said: "I knew it. Every time I asked him, he said that he was fine and could sleep. Shen Shiju's meeting here

It's over, I'll go back soon, no, I won't wait for him, I'll go back by myself first. "

After hanging up the phone, Qu Yanfan went to find his assistant, told him about the situation, and went back first, and asked him to wait for the meeting to end.

Shu told Shen Shiju, and then booked a flight back home.