Canglan Ji

Excessive.

Once this kind of war involving the entire continent spreads out, how serious will it be?The difficulty of the war is getting higher and higher every time. Even Solanda has not shown a clear attitude on whether he can overcome it this time.

Where can he and Yu Chuan find a piece of pure land?

Xiao Ran was silent for a long time in the private room alone, and took out a piece of leather with a square meter from the space.This is one of the leather fragments of the land trout lord, the 7th-level intermediate Warcraft skin of the Great Rift Valley, and its protection is far superior to that of ordinary 7th-level upper-level lords.

The strength of monsters in the Great Rift Valley is generally one level higher than that of monsters of the same level, and the number of lords is extremely rare. He lived in the Great Rift Valley for three years and slaughtered thousands of monsters, but only met three lords.

The leather is 4 inches thick, and it is difficult to bend. When Xiao Ran packed the booty, it took a lot of effort to roll it into a tube and put it into the space.The outermost layer of skin is extremely hard, covered with thin fish scales, which is hard to hurt by swords.Although the land trout is huge, thick scars have grown on most of the scales, and only a small part of the scales that are still intact can be used.

He took the leather and found the best tailor shop in the imperial city, and took out all the leather: "How many sets can you make to make combat inner armor?"

The owner of the sewing shop is an aunt who looks about 50 years old. She was shocked by this pile of leather exuding wild beasts, but she has excellent professionalism. She didn't ask what kind of leather it was, nor did she ask where it came from. Touching for a long time, he said: "I can't say for sure. I won't know the exact value until I finish it. If only the outer skin is used, it will look like four or five sets."

"Is the inner skin useful?"

"It can be made into soft armor. Although the protection is not that high, it has good air permeability and is stronger than ordinary leather."

"How much did it all cost?"

"Hey, it costs more than 1000 gold coins." The aunt looked up at his plain attire, and said kindly, "You can only use the outer skin, and the inside can be sold for money."

"It's all done." Xiao Ran said.

"What size do you need?"

Xiao Ran thought for a while, and wrote down a string of data on paper: "When can the delivery be delivered?"

"Three months, a deposit of 500 gold coins."

Xiao Ran handed her 500 gold coins, took a pick-up card, and left the tailor shop.

He has always kept in mind Brother Xiao Ma's kindness to him and Yu Chuan, and has never forgotten it.Once the war broke out, these two people must rush to the front line, Xiao Ran hoped to bring them more security.

But ever since he saw the land trout leather, he always had a vague feeling of uneasiness in his heart.

He seemed to have seen a faint light in the Great Rift Valley, but his mind was very confused at that time, and he didn't know whether the fleeting picture in his vague memory was a dream or real.

—Forget it, anyway, I won’t go there again in the future.

"Are you back? Is the hunting going well?" Yu Chuan asked Xiao Ran who had just opened the door while drying the clothes.

"Very good." Xiao Ran walked behind him, reached for the hanger, "I'll do it."

His hand brushed Yu Chuan's waist lightly. Yu Chuan's body froze slightly, and he didn't dodge. He pushed himself away and walked into the room silently.

Xiao Ran has been very close to him recently, and often has slight physical contact, but he will stop before he feels uncomfortable.

He knew what Xiao Ran was thinking, and he also knew that he would give in again and again for Xiao Ran's sake, but although he didn't refuse, he couldn't accept it, so he could only silently "let nature take its course" again and again.

One day, he suddenly felt that it was really not a problem for him to be like this. He didn't accept or reject it, as if he was hanging on to Xiao Ran.So he wanted to talk to Xiao Ran several times, but every time he saw Xiao Ran's gentle and deep eyes with a smile, he panicked and lost again and again.

Fortunately, Xiao Ran never behaved excessively, and these touches seemed very natural, never embarrassing him.

Yu Chuan never understood why Xiao Ran was so devoted to him, wouldn't it be good to find another girl or guy?Why are you so sad?

An Sheng's words suddenly flashed in his mind - the person you fall in love with for the first time will never be forgotten in your life.

Who was the person you loved for the first time?

Yu Chuan racked his brains for a long time, and was surprised to find that he had never really loved anyone.

Those ignorant and youthful emotions in the student days are not so much unforgettable love as they are curious and inquiring love.He doesn't even remember what his former girlfriend looked like, and the girl he had a crush on is even more vague. He just thinks that everyone has a crush on that girl. He also stupidly wants to try what it feels like, and finally whether he likes himself or not. Not sure either.In elementary school, junior high school, high school, and university, he actually had a good relationship with his classmates, but he never took the initiative to contact anyone after graduation.

Yu Chuan suddenly discovered that he was actually a very cold-hearted person, as if he had never really cared about anyone except his parents.He went to boarding school since he was a child, and he spent less time with his parents, but every time he went home, he could feel his parents' love and affection for him.Therefore, the emotional connection in his heart has always been indifferent but long-lasting, and has never had much ups and downs.

The only person who can affect his mood is Xiao Ran. As long as anything has something to do with Xiao Ran, he can leave him in an instant with calmness, rationality, prudence and meticulousness.

In the past three years, he has missed Xiao Ran for a minute and a second, but he knows that it is the same love for his family.For Xiao Run, he would risk his life at all costs and consequences, but his own sexual orientation really couldn't be reversed.He also tried to persuade himself to accept Xiao Ran, gave Xiao Ran a result, and told himself not to be entangled, but in the end he still couldn't pass that hurdle.

He can tolerate and understand the same-sex love of friends around him, but he can never accept it.He didn't want to hurt Xiao Ran, but he really didn't want Xiao Ran to love her so patiently and persistently.Xiao Ran's feelings for him are destined not to receive any response, and one day he will be covered in bruises, and he doesn't want to see that day.

89. Chapter 89

(89)

"What's on your mind recently?" Ye Erwen asked him when he was blowing the air on the bench.

"Ah."

"Or because of Xiao Ran?"

"Ah."

Ye Erwen turned his head to look at him: "I think you care about him."

Yu Chuan sighed: "It's different from what you think, I don't like men."

"Why? What you like is people, not gender." Ye Erwen asked, "You have said 'male' several times, and you are particularly repelled by the same sex?"

Yu Chuan looked up at the cloudless sky, thought for a long time, and finally picked up something from the depths of his memory, and said slowly: "Before I came here, there was an institution like a training center in our world called The school is classified according to age. When I was in the first year of junior high school, I played basketball and met a brother who was in the second year of high school. He was 4 years older than me. He was very fair, with a very gentle temper, and his grades were particularly good. One day his parents came to the school to take him The homeroom teacher... oh, it’s a teacher like a professor who beat up the teacher and made a big fuss, and the whole school knows about it.”

"why?"

"Because his parents looked through his diary and knew that he liked a male classmate in the class. They thought it was the teacher's fault and scolded him very badly."

Ye Erwen opened his eyes slightly, a little confused: "What's the trouble? What does it have to do with the teacher?"

"In our side, same-sex love is not tolerated by most people. His parents... are more extreme. They blamed it on the teacher and everyone knew about it, so this incident almost became a scandal. Yu Chuan closed his eyes, "He committed suicide the next day, but was rescued. His parents thought he was a disgrace, and they only hired an unreliable nurse when he was hospitalized, and no one went to see him." I have a good relationship with him, so I went to the hospital to visit him. His wrists were wrapped in gauze, his face was pale, and he smiled at me. There was a fruit basket beside the bed, which was given to him by the boy he liked, but he only came here I took one look at him and left. I saw him lying alone in the spacious ward, and felt very sad. I didn’t know how to comfort him, so I sat with him for a long time. When I left, he asked me to put He took the fruit basket away and said he didn't like it, it was too bitter."

"and after?"

"I didn't know until a few days later that after I left, he tore the wound on his wrist while the nurse was absent from work at night to play cards next door, and he couldn't save it again."

"What did he say to you when you were with him?"

"He said, 'Chuan'er, you have to live better than me, not like me.'"

"Don't be like him..." Ye Erwen was silent for a long time, and asked, "Is it because of this?"

"I don't know." Yu Chuan shook his head, "When I was in college, I had some same-sex friends around me, and I didn't think it was a problem. But I have to say that it has some influence, it seems that this is the only thing. "

"You are no longer in that world," Ye Erwen said, "Love has nothing to do with gender, as long as every relationship is taken seriously."

"I know," Yu Chuan closed his eyes, "but I... I really don't accept it easily."

"I understand, these things can't be forced." Ye Erwen said.

"Bad Mo! Stop!" Luluka's angry shout came from a distance, interrupting the communication between the two.

Faramir appeared in the field of vision of the two with a teleportation, and waved an ice wall spell. Luluka slammed on it, then circled around from behind the ice wall, and continued to chase Faramir: "It's you who killed me!" My salad juice spilled! Make it up to me!"

"Do you want money!" Faramir shouted as he ran, "You can't catch up with me!"

"Look if I can catch up!" Luluka threw his legs and ran wildly, out of the aura of a combatant, but fell to the ground again in a blink of an eye