I am miserable by being attacked by the social bully

cough.In recent days, she has coughed up blood more frequently.

She became more quiet, and even Nanbei asked her if she was worried.

At night, she wiped Tong Rui's body and touched the scabbed scars on her back.

She bit her lower lip until she tasted blood in her mouth.

"If you die, I'll kill him."

Her voice was emotionless, not even rising and falling.

Tong Rui smiled, took her palm and wrote in her palm——

If I die, I just want you to live well.

She didn't answer Tong Rui, but silently carried her to the sink and looked at her from bottom to top.

Tong Rui bowed his head and kissed her.

Her fingers ran along Tong Rui's back and into her tailbone, but they didn't have any lust, and the most lingering kiss was full of sadness.

When she was lying on the bed with Tong Rui in her arms, she thought she would never learn to live well.

The most unacceptable thing is not to step into the darkness forever.It's that I have seen the light, but I can only fall into the darkness.

She stayed by Tong Rui's side every step of the way, trying to show all her vivid expressions in front of her.Tong Rui would kiss her and occasionally praise her, saying that she had changed from a cruel little sweetheart to a cute little sweetheart.

She could feel that when Tong Rui praised her, he was really happy for her.

She tried her best to remember Tong Rui's appearance. Although she was no longer that beautiful and charming woman, she still thought she was the most beautiful woman she had ever seen; although her voice was hoarse and terrifying, she still found it pleasant.

If this is love, then there is no doubt that she loves everything about her.

It was drizzling outside the window, she was leaning on the bedside to wipe the gun, Tong Rui was pillowed on her lap, with a smile on her lips, gently stroking her cheek.

Her fingers traced the texture of her skin, over and over.

She planted a kiss on her wrist.

Tong Rui smiled as she wished.

Finally, she told her that she was tired and wanted to sleep for a while.

She turned her head to look at Tong Rui silently, and saw that she closed her eyes gently.

In this cloudy and rainy day, never woke up again.

80. Weird ☆10

She found the letter written by Tong Rui in the second drawer on the windowsill.

For two days and nights, she specially wrote her a letter——

my sweetheart:

By the time you read this letter, maybe I'm gone.

Please don't be sad and live a good life.

It's a pity we didn't meet each other at a good time, and I'm not a good lover either.

But please believe me, I love you.

I'm sorry I didn't keep my hands in check, I'm a pauper and a thief.

I want to give you a beautiful and rich future, but life is very realistic and my ideas are naive.

But I still want to achieve it.

You will definitely scold me in your heart, right?In fact, on countless nights, I would also scold myself, what a stupid fool.

But life can not be repeated, give me another chance, maybe I will still make the same choice.

I regret it.

But not the decision to steal, but the shame of being a thief.

Yes, shame, often makes me feel unsuitable for you.

You are so cold and perfect in my eyes.

Sweetheart, the first time I saw you, I was your craziest fan girl.

The love I give you is the tenderest fanaticism.

I prayed to God that he would give me some more time.

I cherish every day with you.

If possible, I hope you can be a free man again.

I hid the gold bars in the hotel where we had our first date, under the fourth tile in the third row in the same room.

There are many beauties in this world, even though I can no longer accompany you to see them, they are still brilliant.

Take my blessings and find the love for you in the world.

It's not just love, and one day you won't be alone either.

In this life, I haven't been able to give you complete love, and I often hate that I show up too late.

If you are willing, in the next life, I still want to love you.

I will be more active, gentler, and fanatical than I am now.

I will turn into a candy and melt in your mouth.

All your senses and taste buds are my own sweetness and fragrance.

Promise me, don't be sad, live a good life.

Don't go after the hate either.

I have never apologized to you, and I shot you, as a last resort.

I'm afraid he will hurt you.

My sweetheart, you are so charming and beautiful when you smile.

In the days to come, I hope you will always be safe and happy.

It started to rain again outside the window, and the rain drifted into the house through the window eaves, wet the letter in her hand, and blurred the handwriting in circles, like someone's tears.

She held Tong Rui who was already stiff and stayed in the inn for three days, until some pungent smell came from her body.

She kissed her lips for the last time, and the nostalgia in her eyes disappeared.

She found Liao Muqiu and asked him to help Tong Rui buy a cemetery.

She loves her, but she doesn't even have the right to bury her body.

This kind of love is not recognized by the times, and it is sad that the world ridicules it.

People of their status seem to be doomed not to have happiness.

The more this is the case, the more she wants to prove the existence of love.

She did something extreme.

She cut open the flesh at the position of Tong Rui's heart, tore off the human skin connected to the heart, and sewed it on her face.

The needle and thread penetrated the skin and slowly pricked her senses, and the blood oozed from the needle and dripped down her face, like tears she shed.

One stitch at a time, until the thin layer of cortex merged with her flesh and blood.

She lightly touched the suture on her face, as if Tong Rui had still gently stroked her cheek.

81. Weird ☆11

She returned to Moscow and took the diamonds and gold bars from the hotel.

She settled at the original foothold, arranged the equipment one by one, wiped and checked, and drew up a plan.

She spent a small amount of money to collect the man's information. The identity of this man made her a little tricky, and she couldn't guarantee that she would be able to escape unscathed after the assassination.

She hibernates in tall buildings every day, waiting for an opportunity to move.

At the same time, she sent a gift to the old man in Poland—three bullets from Colt.

This is her body pistol.

Three Bullets - Represents Absolute Denial.

She rejected the mission of hunting and killing, and also gave up the identity of returning to the organization.

Red K moved quickly, and immediately started chasing her after receiving the news.

No one can leave the organization intact.

The old man called her on the inside, his laughter was chilling to the bone, and it was as chilling as ever.

"You can't escape." He said in a strange voice: "Come back now, I can pretend nothing happened."

"K." She called his code name, "I won't be coming back."

"You know the fate of betraying the organization."

"I didn't betray." She defended herself: "I just want to break away."

"You know better than anyone else the feeling that life is worse than death." K advised her, "Come back on your own initiative, and I will make you less punished."

The old man seemed to sigh, "A few traitors were captured and brought back alive. I remember they were handed over to you. The fate of those few is miserable..."

She was silent.

"However..." The old man changed the subject and smiled slowly: "If you die now, I don't have to embarrass you."

"Give me some time," she told K. "Let me kill someone."

The old man stopped talking, and his hoarse and terrifying laughter came into her ears from the receiver, as if he had slapped her several times in the face.

"You don't have much time..." the old man said to himself, "I'm going to Moscow soon."

After he finished speaking, he hung up the inside line.

A house across the street was playing a Russian song, and the singing sound from the stereo floated into her eardrums from far and near.

When she left Moscow with Tong Rui in her arms, the driver of the taxi also played this song.

"Детство".

Tong Rui told her the title of the song, and her hands only held her fingers, humming softly in her arms.

With a gun on her back, she went downstairs.

The man will go to his seaside villa to have a party today, and there will be mixed fish and dragons at night, which is a good time for her to strike.

She found a high cliff, and the angle here was aimed at the man's bedroom.As long as the man returns to the room, she can kill him immediately.

The sea breeze hit her face head-on, and she smelled a fishy smell of the sea.

She lay motionless on the ground, and a figure of a man appeared in the scope.

good chance!

She pulled the trigger, and the bullet flew out of the gun.

But the moment she pulled the trigger, another bullet pierced into her right arm from fifteen directions beside her.

Her trajectory is off.

She looked regretfully at the bullets nailed to the wall, and the man's face that turned from bewilderment to fury for a moment.

She turned her head, gathered herself in the darkness in the fifteenth direction, and called out the old man's code name accurately.

"K."

The old man paced out of the night, staring at her with a smile on his face.

Her three sides are surrounded by killers of red K, and behind her is a cliff.

She understood that she had nowhere to go.

It's just a pity that I couldn't kill that bastard.

82. Weird ☆12

She stared thoughtfully at the dark blue sea in the night, and said in a neutral tone, "K, let me go."

The old man was playing with the lighter in his hand, and the cap was lifted to ignite a faint flame, which was quickly blown away by the sea breeze.

"There are many people who negotiate with me, but none of them can come up with a bargaining chip that will make my heart beat."

The old man asked her, "Do you have any?"

"My foothold has a batch of diamonds and gold bars. I can use these to compensate you for your loss this time." She replied, "I can't give you anything else."

The old man smiled: "These are not enough."

"I know."

she covers herself