I am miserable by being attacked by the social bully

eet, causing Reet not to tell me the truth.

Or maybe it's because the two of them are colluding and fighting together, neither of them is willing to tell me the truth.

But what can be done?I think, even if I ask Gao Xu, he will not tell me. Now I can only follow Reet's instructions and walk step by step.

What I will face and what I will gain, I have no way of knowing.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help sighing. This kind of compromise in a daze and failure made me feel that life is extremely difficult.Besides, there is one more tricky thing waiting for me to solve.

I couldn't help sighing again, pulled the quilt up over my head, and felt a splitting headache.

Do not live by committing sins.

I cursed myself silently, and called Jiang Peipei.

Because it was noon, I invited her to a beef noodle shop on the grounds of treating her to lunch.

Still the same beef noodle shop, still the same beef noodle.

Jiang Peipei was still pretty and casual, she sat across from me gracefully, and didn't blame me why I always invited her to eat noodles.

The atmosphere is very congenial, and I certainly don't bring up the spoils while eating.

After Jiang Peipei finished his noodles, I offered to go for a walk together, and Jiang Peipei agreed happily naturally.

The weather in November is a little bit chilly when the wind blows over.

I still don't know how to talk to Jiang Peipei, nor where to take her.

Before I knew it, she and I walked to the door of Reet's bar.

The Reet Bar is undergoing renovations and is open during the day.

I was a little embarrassed, but Jiang Peipei smiled and said, "Since we're here, let's go in and have a drink at the bar? I've never drank alone with you before."

Looking at Jiang Peipei's smiling face, an unexplainable emotion surged in my heart.

I smiled and replied, "Okay."

Reet is not in the store at the moment, but the staff in the store know us all.

This time I didn't order wine, only Jiang Peipei ordered a glass of Hennessy - that is my favorite wine.

My throat was a little bitter, but I still said, "I asked you out today, actually there is something I want to tell you."

Jiang Peipei tilted his head and smiled, "What's the matter?"

"I like to be alone."

Jiang Peipei froze for a few seconds, then smiled brightly and beautifully.

"Is it me?"

She spoke softly, her voice was as gentle as the drizzle moistening willows.

I looked at Jiang Peipei's face, her face was full of joy, anticipation, and shyness. There were many, many expectations for love that I couldn't describe...

In the end, I still shook my head and said honestly, "It's not you."

Time seemed to stand still after I said this sentence, even the tiny dust in the air did not dare to kiss the ground again, for fear of disturbing the tranquility of this moment.

The various expressions on her face were frozen in an instant, and the stiffness replaced the puzzlement in her eyes and the embarrassment at the corners of her mouth.

After a long time, she asked me.

"Then...who are you talking about?"

Her tone was filled with disappointment and discomfort, and her eyes gradually turned red, "Then...why are you with me?"

Perhaps because of her stronger personality, she didn't shed tears in the end, but bit her lip and choked up.

"I'm sorry." I said guiltily, "I'm a scumbag, I took advantage of you."

"You use me? Why?"

"Because I wasn't sure how I felt about Liao Muqiu at the time."

"Xiaoqiu? It really is him..."

Jiang Peipei laughed suddenly, she sucked her nose, and her tone was a bit sour, "The first time I saw him, I felt a wave of hostility, not because of his attitude towards me, but because of the relationship between rivals in love. There is an inexplicable heart-to-heart connection.”

"Have you ever had this intuition? An intuition about a crisis in love?"

Jiang Peipei asked me, and without waiting for my answer, he said again: "You won't have it, you are such a careless and casual person... But I can feel his liking for you, the way he looks at you, the way he speaks, The movements in the manner, every detail, can make me deeply feel...he likes you just like me..."

I was silent and told her: "I know he likes me, but I thought he was joking."

"That's why." Jiang Peipei smiled and said, "I feel lucky, and I feel that I am luckier than him, because the person you said can be with you is me, not him."

She looked at me, her eyes filled with mist, but she refused to blink, "But you told me today that all of this is fake, you lied to me, I like you so much, but you use my feelings to inquire about other people Attitude? North and South... How can you let me accept it?"

"Sorry." I said.

So far, I can only say sorry to her over and over again.

Guilt took root in my heart, grew wildly, and finally turned into a towering tree, blocking all the sunshine that came to shine on my heart, making my heart gloomy and dying.

"Sorry……"

Jiang Peipei repeated my words with a smile, his throat choked up, and his tone was trembling imperceptibly, "So why did you tell me these things... You clearly know that you will let me..."

Jiang Peipei stopped talking suddenly and stopped looking at me. She stared at the wine glass in front of her and asked me, "Is it because you are with him that you are telling me this now?"

I shook my head and told her, "He's gone."

"why?"

"Because I'm a scum," I said, "I hurt you and drove him away."

"I'm sorry." I said again, "I can only tell you I'm sorry, and I'm leaving too."

"Where are you going?"

"Go after him."

Jiang Peipei smiled, the tears in his eyes grew more and more, but he still held back the tears.

"So you broke up with me and you're going to chase him?"

"Yes."

"Then go, I won't stop you."

"But when I don't want to leave, my heart is still so heavy."

"What do you mean?"

"I hope you can leave me something so that I can go away easily. Although I still feel guilty, I don't want to be so heavy. I'm afraid that when I find him, I will find him with a sad face and a lot of thoughts."

I looked at Jiang Peipei and said seriously, "He will be unhappy."

Tears finally slid down her cheeks, drop by drop, more and more, silently flowing through the gap of time to form a river.

In the end, she slapped me and laughed while weeping.

"Nanbei, you are an unprecedented bitch!"

46. ​​Looking for someone?Who are you looking for?Find a lover.

I booked a ticket to Harbin, it was after [-]:[-] the next morning.

I don't have much luggage, I brought a few sets of cotton and down jackets. Reet was afraid that I would freeze to death in Harbin, so I insisted on wearing a sweater, hat, gloves and big cotton shoes.

When I left, no one saw me off, and I didn't let them see me off, I thought it was too hypocritical.

Only Jiang Peipei didn't listen to my persuasion. She ran to my house early in the morning, packed my luggage, bought breakfast for me, and took me all the way to the airport.

Before leaving, Jiang Peipei said to me, "Go ahead and find him happily, and when you bring him back, we can drink and have fun together."

Jiang Peipei frowned, "Don't worry, I don't blame you. Although you are not a good lover, you are still a good friend."

Jiang Peipei waved his hand, "Go, go, North and South, we are still friends, you come back early, Reet and I are waiting for you in 1999."

When the plane took off, the whistling sound made people's eardrums extremely itchy, and they were top-heavy.

Looking at the increasingly smaller crowd and the higher and higher scenery outside the window, I still couldn't hold back the soreness of my nose.

very nice.

I thought in my heart, it's great to be someone who is willing to be friends with you regardless of past suspicions.

It took me a day to arrive in Harbin, and it was past ten o'clock in the evening when I got off the plane.

Reet made a phone call and asked me if I arrived in Harbin safely, whether the weather was cold, whether I had added clothes before getting off the plane, and so on.

I walked aimlessly on the street, rubbing my hands in a white breath, and the strange street scene made me feel a little dazed in a foreign land.

In Harbin in November, the temperature is extremely low, below freezing, and there are still moderately large and small snowflakes in the sky, all of which fall on the shoulders of my black woolen coat.Some snowflakes got into the clothes along the neck, and the icy cold feeling slid all the way, which made me shiver uncontrollably.

Before I got off the plane, I didn't check the nearby hotels on the Internet, and I didn't make a reservation before I came. I'm a slow and easy-going person, so I don't know where to go at this moment.

I can only walk around the streets with a huge suitcase while looking around for suitable hotels.

Don't live in a hotel, it's too expensive to save money.

Before I knew it, I didn't know where I had gone.The surrounding area is lively, with stalls selling things lined up one after another, and there are entertainment places such as bars, Internet cafes and hotels nearby.

I thought to myself, I guess I stumbled into a night market like Snack Street by mistake.I bought a bunch of grilled skewers at a barbecue stand. The food on the plane was not good. I was really hungry after watching these meals at night.

I walked for more than ten minutes, but I didn't reach the end of this small street. Looking at each other from a distance, the street was still brightly lit.

I was a little tired from dragging the box, so I stopped.Taking a glance from the corner of the eye, I coveted a shop with a very different style at the corner on the right.

It was a tavern, with small warm yellow orange lights quietly hanging on both sides of the door, and a string of colorful shell wind chimes hanging on the top of the door, when the cold wind blows past, it will make a crisp sound of jingling bells, It sounds really good.

And the reason why I noticed this tavern was not because I was attracted by the sound of the wind chimes, but because there was a