I am miserable by being attacked by the social bully

Urgent contact.If you have to add something, you should change it to create excitement.

For love, I have always felt a lot, but without exception, it is just my feeling, and I have never received anyone's actual approval.

Compared to Reet, I think I'm more reserved about relationships, and although I've been in relationships since high school, I've never had a one night stand.

Therefore, before each relationship begins, I will seriously consider each other's future, what kind of life is suitable for her, what kind of character she is and how much I can tolerate, etc.

This is not unfounded worry, but just to make the two people part ways not as quickly as expected in the days to come.

When people's bottom line is touched, people will start to become sensitive.

That night, when I heard Liao Muqiu say he liked me, even though he wasn't sure, I started to be wary of him.

I'm not against homosexuality, I can also accept homosexuality.This can be seen from the fact that I didn't alienate Reet.

It's not that if I oppose homosexuality, I will alienate him, but it's inevitable that we will become polite when talking to each other.

Liao Muqiu's living habits haven't changed much, playing games, watching movies, cooking, and not washing dishes as always.Except for one thing, although this action is very subtle, if I don't observe it carefully, it may be ignored by me for a lifetime.But emotionally, as long as it involves me, I will become extra worried.

When people are sensitive, they are most afraid of two things, one is the suspicion of others, and the other is the touch of others.

The former can be vetoed by me, because Liao Muqiu never guessed anything about me.The latter is a phenomenon that has only appeared in the past few days, and it is not frequent. It probably will deliberately touch my body seven to eight times a day.

I can't say the exact number of times, because I haven't estimated it, I just count it by feeling, I don't want Liao Muqiu to notice my resistance to him.

Simply put, I didn't want him to have a showdown with me because my gut told me it would be an unpleasant process.

Liao Muqiu's touch was very careful, and he would move away immediately as soon as he touched it.His body temperature is not high, it can even be said to be low, especially his fingers, as soon as they touch my skin, I can almost immediately feel that it is too cold.

I once deliberately grabbed his fingers when he touched me, and teased him, saying, "Your body will be cold before winter comes."

His eyes dodged for a few seconds before he smiled and said, "It's not because your blood can't boil because you're sitting next to you."

His body temperature was transmitted to my brain through the nerves in my fingers, and it was so cold that my heart skipped a beat, and my pulse slowed down along with it.

However, his breathing was inexplicably accelerated.

Liao Muqiu withdrew his hand, looked at me with probing eyes, and said in a teasing tone, "You also care about me?"

I smiled and said, "Aren't you happy to care about you?"

"Very happy." He also laughed, "After all, I am also your friend, but I am a class lower than Reet."

I was dumbfounded, and after a while, I answered him with a smile: "It's good to know, I've known Reet for four or five years, and it's still too early for you to take his place."

He nodded and half-jokingly said: "So, I don't intend to replace him as the 'best friend' in your heart, I have other ideas." After finishing speaking, he looked at me motionlessly, with a smile on his mouth , but his eyes were extremely serious.

At that moment, I almost thought that Liao Muqiu was going to have a showdown with me.

I didn't ask him what his other thought was, and the air became dull with his laughing words.

For the first time in my life, I felt nervous for no reason.I'm afraid he'll say an answer that I can't resist, although I haven't known him very long, but I care about my friendship with him very much.

So I don't want something to come out and upset the balance between us.

After a long time, he suddenly smiled and said, "I decided to be your best friend."

This answer is like a feather blown by the wind.Loitering, falling into the hands of those who need it.

22. Long time no see, I miss you very much.

Liao Muqiu still shared the same room with me, to be precise, he occupied my bed.

I didn't drive him away, because that would have made the atmosphere unnatural.

So, no matter how much I have an idea, I can only hold back.

In the evening, Liao Muqiu took me to 1999, saying that Reet called him to go.But when I arrived in 1999, I didn't even see a hair of Reet.

Liao Muqiu ordered a glass of dark beer and Hennessy VSOP preemptively. The stout was his and the Hennessy was mine.

While drinking, I asked Liao Muqiu, "You said Reet called you here, but what about others?"

Without even thinking about it, he answered me directly: "I lied to you."

I wasn't surprised, because it wasn't the first time he lied to me that I came to the bar to drink, and generally he lied to me that Reet told him, let us drink whatever we want, and pay for Reet after drinking.

But every time, I am the one who pays the bill.

Once, after I paid the bill, I called Reet and asked when he would return the money owed to me.

Reet was unequivocal and said straightforwardly, "What?"

I silently hung up the phone, thinking about Liao Muqiu's stupid horse ten thousand times in my heart.

However, unexpectedly, this evening, Reet came.

When Reet came, Liao Muqiu and I were about to leave. As soon as we turned our toes, Reet and Gao Xu stood in front of us.

Reet greeted Liao Muqiu with a smile, "Sister, long time no see, I miss you so much!"

Liao Muqiu also laughed, "It's been a long time, but I don't miss it. After all, I still want to live a few more years. Nanbei taught me not to talk to mentally handicapped people who can't tell the difference between men and women, as it will lower my IQ."

I slapped Liao Muqiu on the back of the head, "Fuck you, don't use my name to make jokes, okay?"

Reet waved his hand and ordered two cold beers.

"I went out tonight, and I had a strong premonition—" Reet said to me, "I knew that I would run into you when I came to 1999 today!"

I ignored Reet and sat down next to him.

Liao Muqiu leaned in front of Reet and said, "I also have a strong premonition when I go out tonight."

"What premonition?" Reet asked casually.

"I knew that when I came to 1999 today, I would meet a fool."

Reet pretended to be calm and looked at Liao Muqiu, "I can't come up with some fresh lines."

"Okay." Liao Muqiu thought for a while, and said, "I knew that if I came to 1999 today, I would definitely meet a big idiot!"

The extra word 'sure' and 'big' fully demonstrated his determination to call Reet an idiot.

Not to be outdone, Reet rolled his eyes at Liao Muqiu and said, "Give me a look, and experience it for myself."

Liao Muqiu covered his eyes, shook his head and fell on top of me.While rubbing his eyes, he cried out in pain, "Ah! My eyes! It hurts so much! I'm blind! I must be blind!"

I looked at these two idiots, and I didn't want to say anything.

Reet turned his head, deliberately ignored Liao Muqiu, and asked me, "What have you guys been up to lately?"

"Eat, sleep and watch movies, how about you?"

"Eat, sleep and make movies."

I'm not quite sure what Reet means by 'making a movie', but my intuition tells me that it shouldn't be much different from the 'making romance' he said on the phone last time.

But just because I don't ask, doesn't mean others won't.

"What is 'making a movie'?" Liao Muqiu asked Reet.

Reet smiled, with an inscrutable look on his face, "The study of the structure of human body posture, the frequency of in-depth and extraction, the scientific name is 'animal world'."

"Fuck!" Liao Muqiu opened his mouth exaggeratedly, and said two words to express his deep admiration for Reet.

"—Beast!"

I don't know if it was inspired by Reet, Liao Muqiu began to touch me boldly.

He would deliberately follow me when I was holding the bowls and chopsticks, and then forcibly pulled the chopsticks from my hand.His fingertips slid across the back of my hand, and instead of leaving quickly as usual, he drew a curved line on the back of my hand in a meaningful way, provocative beyond words.

Whenever I want to take a bath, he deliberately ran into the bathroom first, and then deliberately did not take the pajamas, deliberately walked out naked, and then pretended to be innocent and said, "Didn't I tell you to give it to me?" Take off your pajamas? If you don't take it for me, I'll just come out naked!"

And if I send the pajamas over, he will either quickly close the bathroom door, turn on the shower to the maximum, and pretend that he can't hear me shouting outside the door.

Or be more ruthless, simply not answering, and when he came out, he would put on an innocent expression and blame me for not giving him pajamas.

It's the same when eating, he picks up whatever I put in.Sometimes on a whim, he would put all the dishes I put in the bowl into his own bowl, and then use the chopsticks stained with his own saliva to pick up some dishes I don't like and throw them in my bowl.

It's also a good name-your mother told me, let me take care of you more, knowing that you don't like onions the most, I will give you more.

At night, I was lying on the sofa watching a movie, and he fell on my stomach without saying a word, and wrapped his arms around my neck as soon as he stretched out. The force was so fast that I almost suffocated to death.

I gave him a push, no push.So he slapped him on the ass, "You want to crush me to death? How many times have I said, don't fall on me suddenly. Your impact is too strong, I can't bear it."

Liao Muqiu squeezed me twice