[Comprehensive Classics] Guide to Cannon Fodder Counterattack
Chapter 19 Jia Yuanchun
"Later, when I was six years old, my mother's health suddenly became ill, and she couldn't afford to be ill. We used all the valuable things to ask the imperial doctor to see her, but we didn't keep it. Father, he was very careful from the beginning to the end. If you haven’t been here, the funeral will be hastily handled.”
At this point, he was so choked up that he could hardly speak.
"Since then, I used to feel that the small palace was suddenly empty, and it was a bit scary. Except for a few palace ladies, only I and Ping An remained."
"Safety?"
"Ping'an is a puppy that my mother gave me when she was sick. Although it is not a rare breed, it is chubby and cute. She said that when she is gone, Ping'an will be by my side just like her The name Pingan also hopes that it can grow up with me safely."
"What about peace? Why haven't I seen..."
At this point, Yuan Chun suddenly stopped talking. She thought that the lifespan of dogs and humans is different. It has been 15 years, and she may have died of old age.
Unexpectedly, Shui Mu's face was ferocious, and he said bitterly: "Shui Ze!"
Mizusawa is the name of the sixth prince.
Yuan Chun knew that there might be something hidden in it, and it might be cruel in the future, so she couldn't bear to listen any longer.
"Ping An has always been very obedient, but he is a puppy with a very lively personality. I didn't watch him for a while and told him to run away. I don't know how he ran into Mizusawa."
Speaking of this, Shui Mu's eyes were full of pain.
"Shui Ze asked Ping An to play with him, but Ping An had never seen a stranger before. He was timid and shy, and when he was caught, he was afraid and screamed fiercely, but he never bit. If it stopped, he had someone beat it to death."
"When I found out that Ping An was missing and came out to look for it, there wasn't even a body left, only a pool of blood on the ground."
Shui Mu's eyes fell on the table, as if he saw the glaring pool of blood again.
"I named it Ping An, but it can't grow up safely."
Yuan Chun's eyes turned red when she heard that, since she was pregnant, she has been very soft-hearted towards children and small animals.
Now as long as I think of that scene, the little child lost his mother, and even the puppy that his mother stayed with him was beaten to death. It hurts again.
"How old was An Junwang at that time, maybe four years old, how can a child be so vicious!"
"What good things can be taught by Mrs. Zhen?"
Then a hateful smile appeared on the corner of Shui Mu's mouth.
"But I didn't make it easy for him. My personality was different when I was a child, and I was used to it by my mother. I knew that Ping'an was beaten to death by Mizusawa. I was very angry at that time. I went directly to Mizusawa and killed him in front of everyone. I was beaten hard. Anyway, I am also the prince, and those palace people didn't dare to drag me desperately. I knocked out Mizusawa's tooth and bit him hard, and he didn't dare to show up for the next few years In front of me."
It's a pity that no matter how safe it is, it is impossible to come back.
At that time, the strength was still too small, and the shot was not heavy enough.
"Then what happened afterwards? Concubine Zhen and the others didn't do anything to you afterwards, did they?" Concubine Zhen and Shui Ze didn't seem to get along well. At that time, Shui Mu had no one to rely on, and she didn't know how to be tortured.
"Later, my father found out, and someone reprimanded me, saying that I was too hostile and had no brotherhood at all, and then punished me to kneel in front of Concubine Zhen's palace for a day to plead guilty."
Shui Mu laughed mockingly, "The mother concubine who was still a noble concubine at the time looked at me really pitifully, and she always hated Zhen's mother and son very much, so she asked the emperor to adopt me. Although the mother concubine has some selfish intentions, she has always been very kind to me. Without her blessing, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to grow up."
Originally, maybe it was just pity for him, or maybe he had no children all year round, but these years he and his mother concubine supported each other under the suspicion of the emperor, and it really gave birth to a bit of mother-child affection.
Later, under the guidance of his mother and concubine, he also gradually changed his previous temperament of extroverted emotions, and became moody and angry.
Of his two mothers, one gave birth to him and raised him, and taught him how to love and what happiness is; the latter taught him, guided him, and let him learn how to survive in the palace.
But now, they all left him, and the root of their misfortune was his biological father, his indifference and desire to control power.
Thinking about it this way, even if the concubine mother and the others are gone, they can be regarded as finally liberated.
I hope they can find a lover in their next life and never come to this deep palace again.
Thinking of the tragedies of the two mothers, Shui Mu said to Yuan Chun: "Yuan'er, don't worry, I will never let you be like my mother and the others. I didn't meet you before, but we will live a good life together in the future. Just keep you alone, there will be no one else, okay?"
Hearing what Shui Mu said, and thinking about his past, Yuan Chun was a little moved, but she still hesitated:
"In terms of status, the concubine is the wife that the prince is marrying. I know that the prince treats me well, but it is not appropriate to treat the concubine and the princess like this."
Hearing what she said, Shui Mu knew that she really cared in her heart, He and the others were always a hurdle between them.
"Yuan'er, before I met you, I thought that I would never meet someone who made my heart flutter in this life. All these years, I thought my heart was already cold. It was not until I met you that I knew what it means to be heartbroken. What is full of joy."
"As for He's and the others, even though they owed them, I haven't been sorry to them all these years. If they want to find a husband again in the future, I will never stop them. If they don't want to, I will support them well. But for the rest of my life, I just want to spend it with you."
"But my family background is not the best, and I am not the most beautiful. I don't know how many women the prince has met. Why did you choose me?"
"There are so many women in this world, but what does it have to do with this king? I have a deep affection for you. It is probably the phrase you said when we met for the second time, 'When the golden wind and the jade dew meet, they will win but there are countless in the world' Bar."
"the second time?"
Yuan Chun was full of question marks, she remembered this word, and she read it out on time, but isn't this the scene when they first met?
In order to calculate the time accurately, she specially practiced for a long time that time, and she was almost nauseated from studying.
Yuan Chun really couldn't believe it, she frantically thought back, except this time she had never met Shui Mu before, could it be that the original owner had met him before?
In that case, Shui Mu actually liked the original owner.
That's right, isn't she also named her a virtuous concubine in the original book? Maybe it's not because of her hidden secrets, but because she simply likes her.
Well, you Shui Mu, you actually confessed your love to the original owner to her, a counterfeit.Although she didn't like Shui Mu very much, she was quite touched by the confession just now. Now that she thinks about it, she really doesn't like anything. Is she a substitute for the original owner?
Just when Yuan Chun was thinking wildly, Shui Mu smiled and said to her:
"That time when I entered the palace to greet my mother and concubine, I passed by the library and saw you climbing up a tree from a distance and hugging a kitten that couldn't get down from the tree. At that time, you were sitting on a tree, and I watched from afar. You, the peach blossoms are blooming brightly, blocking your appearance, but hearing your laughter, I think you must be beautiful. At that time, I thought of the peach blossom bride that I had imagined when I was a child, coming to me."
"After finding out your identity, I imagined that my concubine promised you to me. Before I realized it, we officially met, and you even read that line to me when we met."
Speaking of this, Shui Mu was a little ashamed.
Speaking of this, Yuan Chun remembered that she was reading a book at that time, and it was very pitiful to hear the kitten crying outside. She couldn't help but came out to have a look, and found a naughty kitten climbing up the tree but not getting down.
Seeing that there was no one around, she felt itchy when the kitten meowed, so she moved a stool and climbed up. After taking the kitten down, she gave birth to it several times as reward. She didn't know why she was so courageous at that time.
This is really true, unintentionally interfering with willows and willows, if she had known about this, she would have spent more than a year in the palace.
However, "What does the peach blossom bride mean? Is it because you saw me on the peach blossom tree?"
Shui Mu smiled and said nothing, the allusion of the peach blossom bride should be regarded as a little secret in his heart, anyway, Yuan'er has a lot of things to hide from him, doesn't he?
He picked up Yuan Chun, "Yuan'er, it's getting late, you have a body and you need to rest early."
Yuan Chun was really hooked by him and was a little curious. He wanted to ask the answer, but Shui Mu just silently carried her to the bed, then took off her coat and covered her with a quilt.
Until he blew out the candle, and after a while, he also took off his clothes and went to bed, when she thought she couldn't get an answer, a hot kiss fell on her forehead.
"Yuan'er, as long as you know that I love you, the real you with a smile brighter than a peach blossom, nothing else is important, and it doesn't matter. No matter what, you are you, so don't be afraid, no matter how much Try to trust me a little bit."
Yuan Chun was startled by the kiss and Shui Mu's words, his head was in a mess, and then he was hugged into a hot embrace, and just fell asleep listening to the strong heartbeat in his ear.
In the darkness, noticing Yuan Chun's gradually steady breathing, Shui Mu smiled silently.
In this palace, the personalities of everyone who can survive are actually distorted. A truly innocent person, just like his mother, cannot survive.You can only live well if you are assimilated by this deep palace, darker and colder than it, and so is he.
He never felt that he was a good person. What remained in his body was the cold blood of his father. He didn't learn the gentleness and kindness of his biological mother, but became more paranoid.
He knew early on that power was not a good thing, but it kept what he wanted.Like mother, Ping An, if he had had power early, they would not have died at all, so he was extremely eager for power.
Therefore, he continued to endure, step by step, just when he thought he would eventually become the same person as his father, he met Yuan Chun.
From the moment he saw Yuan Chun for the first time, and felt a bright and fresh life that was completely different from his own, he wanted to have her, and he wanted this butterfly that flew in from outside the palace to stay in his palm forever.
He knew that she was not as gentle and kind as she showed, but it didn't matter, he was not a good person either.
For this reason, if she wants power, he will give her power; if she wants glory and wealth, then he will give her glory and wealth.
He used power and status as a net and himself as a bait to show her his harmlessness, paralyze her, and let her grow from pity to love.
Sure enough, this beautiful butterfly was tempted by the sweet honey and fell into a trap without knowing it.She thought she was a hunter, but in fact she had already been the prey on someone else's territory, and she would foolishly want to bear children for him in the future.
Oh, it's so cute.
In the end, he still trapped the butterfly firmly by his side, unable to go anywhere.From now on, whether it's light or darkness, she can only perish in this world with him, inseparable from life to life.
At this point, he was so choked up that he could hardly speak.
"Since then, I used to feel that the small palace was suddenly empty, and it was a bit scary. Except for a few palace ladies, only I and Ping An remained."
"Safety?"
"Ping'an is a puppy that my mother gave me when she was sick. Although it is not a rare breed, it is chubby and cute. She said that when she is gone, Ping'an will be by my side just like her The name Pingan also hopes that it can grow up with me safely."
"What about peace? Why haven't I seen..."
At this point, Yuan Chun suddenly stopped talking. She thought that the lifespan of dogs and humans is different. It has been 15 years, and she may have died of old age.
Unexpectedly, Shui Mu's face was ferocious, and he said bitterly: "Shui Ze!"
Mizusawa is the name of the sixth prince.
Yuan Chun knew that there might be something hidden in it, and it might be cruel in the future, so she couldn't bear to listen any longer.
"Ping An has always been very obedient, but he is a puppy with a very lively personality. I didn't watch him for a while and told him to run away. I don't know how he ran into Mizusawa."
Speaking of this, Shui Mu's eyes were full of pain.
"Shui Ze asked Ping An to play with him, but Ping An had never seen a stranger before. He was timid and shy, and when he was caught, he was afraid and screamed fiercely, but he never bit. If it stopped, he had someone beat it to death."
"When I found out that Ping An was missing and came out to look for it, there wasn't even a body left, only a pool of blood on the ground."
Shui Mu's eyes fell on the table, as if he saw the glaring pool of blood again.
"I named it Ping An, but it can't grow up safely."
Yuan Chun's eyes turned red when she heard that, since she was pregnant, she has been very soft-hearted towards children and small animals.
Now as long as I think of that scene, the little child lost his mother, and even the puppy that his mother stayed with him was beaten to death. It hurts again.
"How old was An Junwang at that time, maybe four years old, how can a child be so vicious!"
"What good things can be taught by Mrs. Zhen?"
Then a hateful smile appeared on the corner of Shui Mu's mouth.
"But I didn't make it easy for him. My personality was different when I was a child, and I was used to it by my mother. I knew that Ping'an was beaten to death by Mizusawa. I was very angry at that time. I went directly to Mizusawa and killed him in front of everyone. I was beaten hard. Anyway, I am also the prince, and those palace people didn't dare to drag me desperately. I knocked out Mizusawa's tooth and bit him hard, and he didn't dare to show up for the next few years In front of me."
It's a pity that no matter how safe it is, it is impossible to come back.
At that time, the strength was still too small, and the shot was not heavy enough.
"Then what happened afterwards? Concubine Zhen and the others didn't do anything to you afterwards, did they?" Concubine Zhen and Shui Ze didn't seem to get along well. At that time, Shui Mu had no one to rely on, and she didn't know how to be tortured.
"Later, my father found out, and someone reprimanded me, saying that I was too hostile and had no brotherhood at all, and then punished me to kneel in front of Concubine Zhen's palace for a day to plead guilty."
Shui Mu laughed mockingly, "The mother concubine who was still a noble concubine at the time looked at me really pitifully, and she always hated Zhen's mother and son very much, so she asked the emperor to adopt me. Although the mother concubine has some selfish intentions, she has always been very kind to me. Without her blessing, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to grow up."
Originally, maybe it was just pity for him, or maybe he had no children all year round, but these years he and his mother concubine supported each other under the suspicion of the emperor, and it really gave birth to a bit of mother-child affection.
Later, under the guidance of his mother and concubine, he also gradually changed his previous temperament of extroverted emotions, and became moody and angry.
Of his two mothers, one gave birth to him and raised him, and taught him how to love and what happiness is; the latter taught him, guided him, and let him learn how to survive in the palace.
But now, they all left him, and the root of their misfortune was his biological father, his indifference and desire to control power.
Thinking about it this way, even if the concubine mother and the others are gone, they can be regarded as finally liberated.
I hope they can find a lover in their next life and never come to this deep palace again.
Thinking of the tragedies of the two mothers, Shui Mu said to Yuan Chun: "Yuan'er, don't worry, I will never let you be like my mother and the others. I didn't meet you before, but we will live a good life together in the future. Just keep you alone, there will be no one else, okay?"
Hearing what Shui Mu said, and thinking about his past, Yuan Chun was a little moved, but she still hesitated:
"In terms of status, the concubine is the wife that the prince is marrying. I know that the prince treats me well, but it is not appropriate to treat the concubine and the princess like this."
Hearing what she said, Shui Mu knew that she really cared in her heart, He and the others were always a hurdle between them.
"Yuan'er, before I met you, I thought that I would never meet someone who made my heart flutter in this life. All these years, I thought my heart was already cold. It was not until I met you that I knew what it means to be heartbroken. What is full of joy."
"As for He's and the others, even though they owed them, I haven't been sorry to them all these years. If they want to find a husband again in the future, I will never stop them. If they don't want to, I will support them well. But for the rest of my life, I just want to spend it with you."
"But my family background is not the best, and I am not the most beautiful. I don't know how many women the prince has met. Why did you choose me?"
"There are so many women in this world, but what does it have to do with this king? I have a deep affection for you. It is probably the phrase you said when we met for the second time, 'When the golden wind and the jade dew meet, they will win but there are countless in the world' Bar."
"the second time?"
Yuan Chun was full of question marks, she remembered this word, and she read it out on time, but isn't this the scene when they first met?
In order to calculate the time accurately, she specially practiced for a long time that time, and she was almost nauseated from studying.
Yuan Chun really couldn't believe it, she frantically thought back, except this time she had never met Shui Mu before, could it be that the original owner had met him before?
In that case, Shui Mu actually liked the original owner.
That's right, isn't she also named her a virtuous concubine in the original book? Maybe it's not because of her hidden secrets, but because she simply likes her.
Well, you Shui Mu, you actually confessed your love to the original owner to her, a counterfeit.Although she didn't like Shui Mu very much, she was quite touched by the confession just now. Now that she thinks about it, she really doesn't like anything. Is she a substitute for the original owner?
Just when Yuan Chun was thinking wildly, Shui Mu smiled and said to her:
"That time when I entered the palace to greet my mother and concubine, I passed by the library and saw you climbing up a tree from a distance and hugging a kitten that couldn't get down from the tree. At that time, you were sitting on a tree, and I watched from afar. You, the peach blossoms are blooming brightly, blocking your appearance, but hearing your laughter, I think you must be beautiful. At that time, I thought of the peach blossom bride that I had imagined when I was a child, coming to me."
"After finding out your identity, I imagined that my concubine promised you to me. Before I realized it, we officially met, and you even read that line to me when we met."
Speaking of this, Shui Mu was a little ashamed.
Speaking of this, Yuan Chun remembered that she was reading a book at that time, and it was very pitiful to hear the kitten crying outside. She couldn't help but came out to have a look, and found a naughty kitten climbing up the tree but not getting down.
Seeing that there was no one around, she felt itchy when the kitten meowed, so she moved a stool and climbed up. After taking the kitten down, she gave birth to it several times as reward. She didn't know why she was so courageous at that time.
This is really true, unintentionally interfering with willows and willows, if she had known about this, she would have spent more than a year in the palace.
However, "What does the peach blossom bride mean? Is it because you saw me on the peach blossom tree?"
Shui Mu smiled and said nothing, the allusion of the peach blossom bride should be regarded as a little secret in his heart, anyway, Yuan'er has a lot of things to hide from him, doesn't he?
He picked up Yuan Chun, "Yuan'er, it's getting late, you have a body and you need to rest early."
Yuan Chun was really hooked by him and was a little curious. He wanted to ask the answer, but Shui Mu just silently carried her to the bed, then took off her coat and covered her with a quilt.
Until he blew out the candle, and after a while, he also took off his clothes and went to bed, when she thought she couldn't get an answer, a hot kiss fell on her forehead.
"Yuan'er, as long as you know that I love you, the real you with a smile brighter than a peach blossom, nothing else is important, and it doesn't matter. No matter what, you are you, so don't be afraid, no matter how much Try to trust me a little bit."
Yuan Chun was startled by the kiss and Shui Mu's words, his head was in a mess, and then he was hugged into a hot embrace, and just fell asleep listening to the strong heartbeat in his ear.
In the darkness, noticing Yuan Chun's gradually steady breathing, Shui Mu smiled silently.
In this palace, the personalities of everyone who can survive are actually distorted. A truly innocent person, just like his mother, cannot survive.You can only live well if you are assimilated by this deep palace, darker and colder than it, and so is he.
He never felt that he was a good person. What remained in his body was the cold blood of his father. He didn't learn the gentleness and kindness of his biological mother, but became more paranoid.
He knew early on that power was not a good thing, but it kept what he wanted.Like mother, Ping An, if he had had power early, they would not have died at all, so he was extremely eager for power.
Therefore, he continued to endure, step by step, just when he thought he would eventually become the same person as his father, he met Yuan Chun.
From the moment he saw Yuan Chun for the first time, and felt a bright and fresh life that was completely different from his own, he wanted to have her, and he wanted this butterfly that flew in from outside the palace to stay in his palm forever.
He knew that she was not as gentle and kind as she showed, but it didn't matter, he was not a good person either.
For this reason, if she wants power, he will give her power; if she wants glory and wealth, then he will give her glory and wealth.
He used power and status as a net and himself as a bait to show her his harmlessness, paralyze her, and let her grow from pity to love.
Sure enough, this beautiful butterfly was tempted by the sweet honey and fell into a trap without knowing it.She thought she was a hunter, but in fact she had already been the prey on someone else's territory, and she would foolishly want to bear children for him in the future.
Oh, it's so cute.
In the end, he still trapped the butterfly firmly by his side, unable to go anywhere.From now on, whether it's light or darkness, she can only perish in this world with him, inseparable from life to life.
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