change god

If this is a fantasy and suspense story, thinking about it from the perspective of the protagonist, after suddenly knowing so much incredible information, Xie Yingzhou feels that she should be able to catch all the clues that can solve the mystery and put them together in an orderly manner. Together.

She will be enlightened, everything will come to light, and the truth will be revealed to the world.

Then there should be some things that she had lost for a long time returned to her body, back to her mind, they would break through the confinement, and let herself, who has been searching in confusion, see all the memories buried in the deep corners.

She will be enlightened, she will embrace the past, and in the dead of night, she will think of the people and things that have passed away, and recall the people who may have died because of her, and she will cry and tremble, unable to extricate herself... ..

But she didn't.

She was still mired in the fog, and all she had was endless doubts, anxiety, and resignation.

Xie Yingzhou was wandering in a daze in the snowy and windy streets. It was already midnight, the streets were covered with snow, and there was no sound, except for the faint sound of Xie Yingzhou stepping on the snow alone.

And she no longer had the vitality of the past, she just dragged a line in the snow numbly, like a poor calligrapher, after experiencing too many setbacks, she has completely disappeared. Spirituality, she just randomly scribbled in the world, and even if it was just like this, it already made her feel painful and tormented.

Because of this, Xie Yingzhou didn't make any pretense at all at this time, and like Yin Ya, she hated aura.

It would have been fine if I hadn't thought about cultivating aura to settle down in this world.

In the final analysis, I am still too arrogant, thinking that I can completely control my life, my own destiny, how arrogant?How ridiculous?

As early as under a seemingly dull thought, he was unknowingly thrown into a galloping carriage, and he didn't even have a chance to jump off.

It's just that the past can no longer be persuaded, so how can the comer chase after it?

Letting her long snow-white hair hang loose, and letting herself blend into the night in a thin black uniform, Xie Yingzhou exhaled white air and trudged numbly. The above is dazed and confused, and its deeds are like a lonely ghost.

As she walked, pale golden rays of light continued to disappear from her feet.

And the thoughts in Xie Yingzhou's mind still couldn't stop like this. According to her habit, she began to think about everything she encountered since she became conscious.

She should have time traveled into a novel called "Son of the Devil". This is an ancient world where cultivating immortals is common. She met the hero and heroine of this novel, and fell in love with the female villain in this novel. That's all.

Before the time travel, he was a professional killer, and his parents were a pair of doctors without borders. Because his parents passed away when he was very young, he had no memory of his mother, but he still had some impressions of his father.

In my memory, my father was a gentle man who seemed to be very tall. In his spare time, he would buy candy for himself, hug himself on his lap, and tell himself some interesting martial arts stories about great heroes. , Sometimes there are fairy tales, he would even call himself a little princess.

Although she couldn't remember their faces clearly, Xie Yingzhou remembered these things.

And when my parents were very young, when they were treating refugees injured by the war, a bomb fell near the refugee camp. Their accidental death made me an orphan, and was adopted by Kara. At that time, I was surrounded by only A khaki cub puppet.

Carla is a tall, mixed-race woman who likes to wear black clothes, has a soft face, and long dark brown but very soft wavy hair.

Her eyeballs are dark green, filled with ice that will never melt, and at the end of her right eyebrow, there is a small crescent scar, which was accidentally made when I sparred with her with a short blade. broken.

Carla is a person who is very strict with herself. From assassination methods to dealing with people, she asks about every detail. Of course, this is when she is still under her command.

Because she always wears a smiling face mask, she was brought up by her, and gradually imitated her, often using a mask to cover herself.

I am a fighter, and I can quickly throw myself into battle anytime, anywhere. No matter what happens, I can't influence my calmness and judgment, otherwise Kara will give me a "good look".

Then when I was [-] or [-] years old, I was pushed out to practice.

I am growing up slowly by myself, and my killing skills are getting better and better. No matter when and where, I can perfectly implement Kara's education, without any emotions, just a machine that obeys killing instructions.

At that time, I had no friends, no lover, only an apartment of more than 100 square meters, and two cats. I killed people very regularly, and then went home, sometimes cooking by myself, and sometimes bringing home food from outside.

Xie Yingzhou thought it would take a long time for this kind of back-and-forth killing, until one day, she missed and was killed by her opponent in a dark corner of the street, and her sad life came to an end.

But later, I received the commission to assassinate Kara. Although I accepted it at that time, I secretly told Kara about the commission and asked her to be careful about the commissioner, but Kara said that she also received the commission to assassinate herself, and she did not Planning to reject this commission...

Xie Yingzhou grabbed her hair and stroked the memories of the past one by one, tears kept falling from her eyes.

The wind and snow seemed to be even bigger. In this snowy and cold night, there was only one lost soul wandering in the darkness. Her feet seemed to be wrapped in a heavy burden, and pale golden rays of light gathered at her feet continuously. .

...how did you do it yourself?Xie Yingzhou stopped suddenly, covered her tear-stained face with her hands, closed her eyes tightly, and tried to dig out the memories that she tried so hard to cover up, even though when those memories were recalled again, her heart and liver seemed to be covered with blood. Cut open.

Before he pulled the trigger to kill himself, he shot Kara first?

Why did she abandon herself and want to kill herself?Xie Yingzhou sobbed, and thought of this question that she had been thinking about all her life.

I obviously respect her so much, and even treat her as my own mother, why can she look at me with such ruthless and cruel eyes, why can she want to kill herself without hesitation?

and then?

Then, the only person who was important to me at that time fell down, her eyes lost their luster, and the corners of her mouth lost their smile. At that time, I picked up Kara, who was covered in blood, and drove to a private clinic by car. He fell into a coma due to excessive blood loss.

The results of it?

Not being able to say the last word to Kara when she was awake, her brain was permanently lost, and she could never recover, and she could only live in a nursing home for the next life.

Xie Yingzhou bent down and couldn't make a sound. She kept digging up the memories that she had already buried, trying to prove that those memories of her past were never false, that pain was not false, and neither was Kara.

She never thought of abandoning these painful memories, and she never thought of forgetting Kara. It was these bad things that shaped her and saved herself. Xie Yingzhou never thought of throwing them away. .....

On the day when Xie Yingzhou walked outside the small world, it was raining heavily, lightning and thunder, countless violent thunders rolled across the sky of Zhenyang, and layers of dark clouds were pressing on everyone's heads.

It was like the wrath of a god, the heaven and earth were silent, and no one dared to speak loudly, lest they attract the attention of this angry creature.

Among the clouds, amidst the rumbling thunder and sword-like lightning, a huge, angry green dragon appeared vaguely. It roared and roared, as if warning all creatures that had malicious intentions towards Xie Yingzhou.

Don't get close to her anymore, don't hurt her anymore, otherwise it will usher in its thunderous fury, and it will smash it regardless...

And not far from the distraught Xie Yingzhou, Li Jun floating in mid-air looked at the distraught little figure with pitiful eyes, let the wind and rain beat him, he manipulated the spiritual energy, and let his domain cover the entire area around Xie Yingzhou invisibly. area, to protect her from being discovered by those in Zhenyang who are staring at her because of her self-abandonment at the moment.

Because Jingshen's divine box cannot integrate Taoism and human nature, it has become more and more split. He is looking for Xie Yingzhou all over the city, wanting to find out the reason why Tianqi Lord's divine box can integrate Taoism and human nature.

Li Jun can't take that risk and bet that Jingshen's box won't hurt Xie Yingzhou because of going crazy.

This afternoon, when Jiang Chenbi heard that Xie Yingzhou had lost track of a demon in her arms, he began to shake all his hidden powers, only wanting to reach her side before others when Xie Yingzhou reappeared.

The damage was already doomed to be done.

And what he can do, after all, are these insignificant things, which are of no use in alleviating the pain Xie Yingzhou is suffering now.

Being smart, she must have noticed many discordant places.

But everyone has long been forced to the point of desperation, they can no longer jump off this carriage on the road to becoming a god, and no one can help the suffering person at this time.

"Father, where Elder Sister Ya'er lives, all the people nearby have been replaced by our people." Yin Mu also rushed over at this time, although he was reporting, he kept looking at Xie Yingzhou in the distance.

Li Jun silently built a quiet world for Xie Yingzhou, isolating the storm outside, and Xie Yingzhou, who was unwilling to use spiritual energy, didn't notice anything wrong, but walked down the dark street again in a daze.

"I've told Wei Ning to keep an eye on the Nestorians. For the next period of time, unless Ya'er wants to contact her, don't let anyone bother her."

"In this way, will your identity be revealed, father?"

"...We try our best to let her know the truth later, and to let her be safe...for fear that she will be like Ah Li, who can't accept it and collapse," Li Jun looked at her with tears in his eyes. The daughter who lost her voice in the snow, her voice choked, "But now, we are forced by her to such an irresistible point. Because of the incident in Zhaorang City, she refused to stop her pursuit of the truth. Your mother has really cultivated a good girl!" child..."

"Smart, hardworking, not rubbing a little sand in her eyes, and so emotional, she is the best magic box..." At this point, Li Jun raised his hand to cover his face, "But, this is really annoying I am so guilty of not being able to let her just be my daughter."

Yin Mu lowered her head, and the anger surging in her heart caused her lower lip to be bitten by herself.

"...Let's do everything that can be done, maybe we won't even have such an opportunity in the future." Li Jun took a breath and sighed.

"Yes."