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Nineteen years have passed in his life, and it is only now that Kang Ci knows that when he is extremely happy and excited, he is unable to speak at all, let alone answer.

In the dim light of the night, Kang Ci couldn't see Lu Chaonan's expression clearly, but those words kept ringing in his eardrums.

He didn't say a word, waiting for Kang Ci to respond.

The strength and warmth of Lu Chaonan's grip on him remained on his shoulders, Kang Ci's eyes flickered around, and he never had the guts to look at him.He didn't know where to start, from online dating, or from the sports meeting, the first meeting with Jianzuka in the game, or the moment in the study room that made his heart flutter?

Kang Ci suddenly realized that even though they didn't know Lu Chaonan not long ago, they seemed to have many memories worth remembering.

As if even the wind had stopped flowing, Kang Ci suppressed the uncontrollable trembling of his whole body when he spoke—he was too nervous, he might bite his tongue at any time, hesitating every word—to meet Lu Chaonan's bright eyes.

"Senior," Kang Ci's throat moved slightly, "When I liked you, I didn't know we were so close."

Lu Chaonan seemed to be smiling. He raised his hand and pinched Kang Ci's nose.

Dizzy, colorful fireworks exploded in his mind, but the background color was still gloomy black. Kang Ci felt that he could not see clearly, but he could see the light in Lu Chaonan's eyes very clearly.

His senior, his gangsters held him again: "It's cold, let's go back to the dormitory first."

"You see me off." Kang Ci said relentlessly.

"Well, I'll wait downstairs for you to go back to the dormitory before leaving."

In the past, there were always film and television dramas that described love Dou Chukai as "little deer bumping into each other". Kang Ci thought it was just an exaggeration. Until now, the heart wall really surrounds a pure land, the enclosed space amplifies all sounds, and he can hear every beat.He stared at Lu Chaonan holding his hand, there was also a small mole at the base of his thumb, like a speck of dust in the shadow of the street lamp.

Kang Ci couldn't help touching it with his other hand.

Lu Chaonan paused, turned to look at him, his eyes met for a moment, and Kang Ci suddenly smiled.

"I still think it's so unreal..." Kang Ci sniffled, "I even guessed whether the little pumpkin is my dad who opened an account to educate me, but I didn't guess that it was you."

Lu Chaonan tilted his head slightly: "Well, I can write 818."

Kang Ci smiled and pushed him: "Who wants to write it!"

There were only the two of them left on the school road, and the sound was crisp when they stepped on the leaves, leaving two rows of footprints on the concrete floor after the rain.

Kang Ci thought of all the oolongs since they met. At first, he and Lu Chaonan confronted each other in class and ignored each other, but how could they expect them to walk side by side today.

The undergraduate dormitory is not far away, and Lu Chaonan said he would go for a walk with him, but in fact he didn't go very far.

When it was time to part, Kang Ci suddenly felt reluctant to part with him, racking his brains to find an excuse, could he and Lu Chaonan get along for another half an hour or an hour—how could they go back to their respective houses as soon as the relationship was confirmed!

Wait a minute, they should count now...

Are they their boyfriends?

Dr. Lu, who is both talented and beautiful, is his "boyfriend" from today onwards.

"Hi, boyfriend." Kang Ci couldn't help shouting.

Lu Chaonan stopped in response, and looked at him intently in cooperation.

Kang Ci pinched himself, fearing that it was a dream: "I suddenly discovered that you don't work as a teaching assistant and don't give grades to homework, then you can't be regarded as carrying private goods if you help me guide my thesis in the future?"

Lu Chaonan said "um", his tone was a bit confused.

Kang Ci: "So can you correct my homework for me?"

The slightly drooping innocent dog eyes exuded a squeamish air of "helping me out". Lu Chaonan was fascinated for a moment, and just about to agree, he suddenly remembered something and quickly corrected him: "Yes...no, you have to do the homework yourself."

Kang Ci: "..."

Lu Chaonan: "Emotions are emotions, studies are studies."

Kang Ci: "...I really admire you brother."

Lu Chaonan smiled: "Okay, go back quickly, and send me a message when you arrive."

"Send QQ or WeChat?" Kang Ci asked subconsciously.

"It's all right."

Sending a message instead of "see you tomorrow", let's count it as a farewell message.

Kang Ci took two steps unwillingly, turned around furtively, and saw that Lu Chaonan was still where he was—the thin down jacket was open, and inside was a basic black tee. He was standing straight with his hands in his coat pockets, like the wind Medium green pine.

His heart suddenly became hot and hot, Kang Ci ran back without hesitation, opened his arms and hugged Lu Chaonan vigorously.

"Good night, Pumpkin." He said, suppressing the end of his voice, he heard Lu Chaonan laugh out loud.

The man never called his ID: "Okay, good night."

After hugging and saying good night, Kang Ci finally felt comfortable all over his body, and some kind of dream-like happiness floating in mid-air was trampled on the soles of his feet, supporting him with a reassuring thickness.

The dormitory was just a few steps away, and he was stunned when he saw it clearly.

The door was closed tightly, the fluorescent lamp on the outer wall was also turned off, and the curtains of the duty room were drawn tightly, with a faint light shining through the gaps, indicating that the dormitory auntie hadn't slept yet.

Kang Ci blinked: "Is it past eleven o'clock...?"

The Hongda dormitory strictly enforces the access control, but the rule is that the dead are alive. How can everyone come back obediently before eleven o'clock?If you meet a talkative dormitory auntie, just beg for mercy and buy some fruit and snacks as bribes, most of the time you will get in without worrying about the risk of being reported and criticized.

But the problem is that the aunt in the Kangci dormitory building is well-known in the whole school for being pungent, and no one dares to mess with her.He once heard the campus legend that the senior of the architecture department next door was afraid to knock on the door because he came home late, climbed up to the second floor and entered through the window with bare hands, but was still arrested...

Kang Ci's dormitory is on the third floor.

He raised his head, goosebumps appeared on his arms, and then resolutely walked back and forth.

Lu Chaonan waited for him to send a message, but he didn't leave. When he saw Kang Ci came back, he showed a puzzled expression: "What's wrong?"

"Access control." Kang Ci was dejected.

"Then you now..."

"Go home." Kang Ci curled his lips, "Fortunately, there will be no classes tomorrow morning."

The subway was still half an hour away, so he could take Line [-] out of the school gate. Although he didn't bring a mobile phone, Kang Ci had a transportation card in his coat pocket all the year round—he used one and threw one away, and he didn't know how many he bought.

Thinking that this arrangement was the best plan that could be done at this time, Kang Ci didn't hear Lu Chaonan's reaction for a long time, and exhaled, "Senior, it's time for me to see you off now."

"Kang Ci." Lu Chaonan called him, and stretched out a hand in front of him naturally, "Do you want to hold me?"

Is this person so upright when it comes to dating?

Kang Ci was secretly funny, and he had no resistance to Lu Chaonan's directness - the character who was bored in class is now 12 points cute, maybe this is the difference in perception caused by the difference in perspective - he thought in a mess, his hand just Taking it out of the jacket, Lu Chaonan grabbed it.

Then he stuffed it into the outer pocket of his large down jacket, wrapped in double heat, Kang Ci was not used to it, he stretched his fingers to break free, Lu Chaonan held it even tighter.

"It's warmer this way," he said, half an explanation and half a gentle whisper, "you're just fine with a cold."

Kang Ci felt his nose itch, pursed his lips, and controlled himself not to sneeze again.

The doctor's building and the undergraduate dormitory are in opposite directions at the fork outside the cafeteria. He and Lu Chaonan went to the campus late at night again. The camphor was shaking, the fog was thin, and the quiet winter day was not inferior to the summer night wind.

"Are you going to apply for the Property Law tomorrow?" Lu Chaonan asked, but it was a declarative sentence.

Kang Ci: "Did you really memorize my schedule?"

Lu Chaonan nodded. Seeing that the doctor's dormitory was coming soon, he hesitated for a moment, pinched Kang Ci's thumb in his pocket, and twirled his fingerprint intentionally or unintentionally, successfully attracting the other party's attention.

"What are you doing..." Kang Ci's ears were burning because of the excessive intimacy.

"How long will it take to go back?"

"Huh?" Kang Ci counted the number of subway stations, "Six stations, about 10 minutes... I should be home sooner than [-]:[-], and my mother should not be asleep yet. She is watching the city at Midnight Theater recently. love--"

"It's a bit late, too."

"Eh?……"

"You haven't brought your mobile phone yet, it's not safe."

"Ah, this..."

"How about," Lu Chaonan was afraid that he would refuse, so he said very softly, "Go to my dormitory for a night?"

Less than half an hour after the confession, they decided to share a bed tonight.

It sounds exciting, but in fact there is no eclectic plot.It was the first time that Kang Ci heard that the postgraduate dormitory did not have access control, and he was suddenly uneasy, muttering something he didn't understand, and deliberately playing with the punch card when entering the gate.

Less than 20 years old, is indeed a child.

When Lu Chaonan left, he walked too hastily and did not lock the door.The dormitory is relatively closed, and the temperature is a little higher than that of the open space. Seeing him open the door directly, Kang Ci immediately criticized him for not being aware of theft. Power on, bring the key, and lock the door!"

"I thought I'd be back soon." Lu Chaonan said, locking the door behind him.

This is not the first time Kang Ci has come. He seems to have gained some kind of privilege. He inspected Lu Chaonan's bedroom - he slept in the afternoon, so the bed was a little messy, the computer was still on, and the screen was still on the Yujian Jianghu game interface. .

Seeing the girl in red, Kang Ci suddenly became energetic: "Can I take a look?"

"What's there to see?" Lu Chaonan couldn't help laughing, "I've been addicted to it, and now I can't get on it."

"The preview interface, I want to feel the cuteness from the first perspective!" Kang Ci begged him, "Can you please?"

"Go." Lu Chaonan rubbed his hair.

Seeing the 19-year-old Kang Ci sitting in front of the computer with great interest, he manipulated his game character to look left and right with freshness, and he didn't show impatience when he couldn't go online.

Lu Chaonan was stunned for a moment: he seemed to see his 19-year-old self.

But that was six years ago.

Later, he experienced a lot, and he knew that the game is a place to escape from reality, no matter how much energy he spends to write the analysis of a certain profession as perfect as possible into the essence of "newcomers must-see" posts in the forum, it cannot serve his true self. The troubles are reduced by half.He turned off the computer and still had to face everything alone.

Heavy school work, the pressure of the judicial examination, complex family relationships, applying for an offer to study abroad, and whether you will start a new family if you will study abroad and work in a foreign country in the future...

19-year-old Lu Chaonan spent three years trying to figure out that games can't bring him everything.

But after so long, the game suddenly did bring him something again.

"Pumpkin Gua!" Someone yelled very smoothly, "Use your computer to log in to my account, otherwise the account will hang up and burn some cards, and you don't bring your mobile phone—"

... So the past addiction is not all good.

Lu Chaonan thought, and laughed dumbfoundedly.

"Okay," he said, "I'll find you some pajamas."

The author says:

Get stuck here for now, watch the sky and rest for two days