The strategy was almost successful!
Chapter 62 Self-knowledge
Cheng Ran stayed at home for three days.
In the past three days, his mood has changed from "Sir will definitely come back!" to "Why hasn't Mr. come to me?" to "Should I go to Mr.?" to "Mr. Wuwuwu really doesn't want me! "
Such ups and downs of mood made Cheng Ran finally unable to sit still on the third day.
He thought Liao Ruming was just leaving for a while.Maybe he has something urgent at home, or maybe he is angry because of Cheng Ran's unruly behavior during this time.
No matter what, Cheng Ran thought that Liao Ruming was just out of breath for a while.
However, three days later, Liao Ruming no longer appeared in his life at all.
At this moment, Cheng Ran realized how much wrong he had done—he realized how important Liao Ruming was in his life.
It was the first time he had discovered this.Because when he was 18 years old and finally able to leave that closed but safe environment, Liao Ruming appeared in his life.
He gets along with Liao Ruming almost day and night.
Although Cheng Ran often goes out to play with his friends, he will always report his whereabouts to Liao Ruming.In other words, even if Liao Ruming was not present, he would accompany Cheng Ran from afar.
So this is the first time that Cheng Ran no longer has Liao Ruming's company.
When he woke up in the morning, it was no longer Liao Ruming knocking on the door, but Cheng Ran was woken up by the shrill alarm clock.
When eating breakfast in the morning, Liao Ruming would not hand him a boiled egg that had already been peeled, nor would he tell him the schedule for the day.
During the day, even though Cheng Ran saw a friend sending a message to ask him to go out to play, but when Cheng Ran thought of telling Liao Ruming, he realized—no, no, his Mr. Liao had already left.
But at night, the feeling of something wrong became more and more clear.
Cheng Ran's body is not very healthy, at least according to the Cheng family's standards for cultivating heirs, his body can be said to be more or less thin.
Because of this, every night, Liao Ruming would bring a bowl of supplements from Cheng's kitchen for Cheng Ran to eat.
Then Liao Ruming would stare at him taking a shower, blow dry his hair, brush his teeth, chat with him for a while, or read a book or play a game for a while, until Cheng Ran fell asleep, and then left.
This is almost a necessary process for Cheng Ran before falling asleep every night.
And no matter how late Cheng Ran stays outside, even if he doesn't go home for dinner, he will definitely go home before [-]:[-] pm, and then complete this interaction with Liao Ruming.
It seemed that without such a process, he would not be able to fall asleep at all.
...In fact, he did suffer from insomnia after Liao Ruming left.
No one will accompany him during this period of bedtime, just him alone, lying on the bed alone, staring at the ceiling, and then... unable to sleep.
The hot feelings that would always overflow in my heart at this time period turned into ice cold at this moment.
That's why Cheng Ran realized how important Liao Ruming was.
"Merry" is famous, but Cheng Ran is actually just a little virgin. Every night before Liao Ruming accompanied him to sleep, he was eagerly thinking about his confession plan.
Sometimes, he wants to be more romantic.His group of cronies and friends all knew that he had a sweetheart, so they all gave him some advice.Some are to arrange some extravagant big scenes, and some are for him to prepare expensive gifts.
Sometimes, he wondered if he should be straightforward and simple.For example, choose a sunny afternoon, when Liao Ruming is with him on a lunch break, and suddenly confess to Liao Ruming, maybe Liao Ruming will agree in surprise.
Sometimes, Cheng Ran wonders whether he should be more straightforward.Like before going to bed at night... like while he's in the shower...
But he stared at himself in the mirror again, wondering if he was too thin.He seemed to have a vague intuition, a sixth sense, reminding him that Liao Ruming didn't seem to like this skinny feel.
But Cheng Ran really couldn't gain weight.
Whenever he thinks of this question, Cheng Ran will show a frustrated and sad expression that he never showed in front of Liao Ruming.
So he always procrastinates without confessing.
He felt those emotions already overflowing his heart.When he saw Liao Ruming, Cheng Ran felt his heart gurgle one after another with small bubbles.
It must be the reflection of Liao Ruming's shadow in his heart, and then tumbling in the lake of his heart, the brilliant and lively love bubble bar.
But Cheng Ran is always hesitant, hesitant, and timid.
Until...he lost his Mr. Liao.
On the first day Liao Ruming left, Cheng Ran lost his mind.Even if his parents haven't arranged a new deacon for him yet, and he doesn't have any homework to deal with, he still hasn't gone out to have fun with his cronies.
And on the second night after Liao Ruming left, Cheng Ran was lying on the bed at one o'clock in the morning, still unable to sleep.
Usually, he would fall asleep before eleven o'clock. This is what his parents have repeatedly instructed, and Liao Ruming must force Cheng Ran to maintain a routine.But this time, Cheng Ran didn't do it.
And, he didn't do it yesterday.
This made Cheng Ran feel a little tired physically - he really doesn't look like an alpha, although he is indeed an alpha.
He's an unusual alpha.He doesn't have the powerful and sharp aura of the usual alphas.Sometimes, people are more inclined to think that he is a beta, and there are even some unfriendly rumors that he is an omega.
Cheng Ran has no prejudice against other genders, but he hates being mistaken for other genders.He is indeed an alpha who is not very alpha.
...That's why he fell in love with an alpha.
It is impossible for a normal alpha to have any affection for the same kind, and it is even difficult to establish ordinary friendship.Every alpha is hostile to its own kind, the closer they get, the more they think that they have violated their own territory.
And Alpha has always attached great importance to its own territory, and has a strong desire to possess it.
During the susceptible period, which symbolizes the true adulthood and maturity of alphas, alphas will even use their favorite, habitual, and preferred things to build their nests.The final formed nest will be the embryonic form of the place where they will stay every year in the future, during the one-month susceptible period.
Generally speaking, the "pedestal" for nesting is the item of alpha's sweetheart.
And in historical records, very few alphas have sweethearts who are alphas.Even so, they tend to avoid alpha items when building their nests, as that might stimulate one of their... senses.
Alphas who are sensitive and irritable during the susceptible period will think that there are enemies and similar people who are competing with themselves for territory and sweethearts.
Even if it is the object of their sweetheart, this instinct is difficult to control.
But... Cheng Ran is different.
He is now in Liao Ruming's room, and he is like a duck in water, feeling very comfortable and comfortable.
...Yes, just as Liao Ruming thought, after he left, Cheng Ran came to his room, took out Liao Ruming's clothes, and slept on them.
But one thing Liao Ruming didn't realize was that it was precisely because he left these clothes here that Cheng Ran mistakenly thought that he only left for a short time because of urgent matters or some kind of impulsiveness.
Cheng Ran thought, Liao Ruming should be back soon.He believed so.
However, a certain kind of panic lingered in his heart all the time, and it intensified until the second night when Liao Ruming left... No, to be precise, this was already the third night.
This emotion finally broke out completely in Cheng Ran's heart.
Liao Ruming thought that Cheng Ran would do something irrational, but the fact is that Cheng Ran seemed to be more tolerant and rational than he imagined.This makes Cheng Ran more like Ji Zhihuai or Fu Pingli.
But Liao Ruming did not see this scene.
Cheng Ran just turned over and buried his head on Liao Ruming's clothes.His nose moved slightly, smelling the breath of Liao Ruming remaining on the clothes.
Only at this moment can he clearly realize that he is indeed an alpha, otherwise he would not be able to have such keen five senses forever, as if Liao Ruming was in front of him at this moment, wearing this dress, and then hugged him into his arms.
...as if it really happened.
A blush flashed across Cheng Ran's cheeks.He got excited.One of his nerves tensed, and there was an imperceptible, almost pitiful whine in his heart.
At this moment, Cheng Ran suddenly froze.
The physiology lessons that Liao Ruming had taken countless times made him realize that his susceptibility period might be approaching.
...coming soon.
Cheng Ran stared blankly at the darkness, then murmured softly: "Sir..."
He likes to call Liao Ruming "Mr."Every time he is called that, Cheng Ran's heart will flash with joy.
This should have been a relatively unfamiliar title, and it seemed that the relationship between the two was estranged and cold.But in Cheng Ran's heart, the situation is not like this.
Because that's what his mother called his father.
Moreover, his mother always used a very elegant, relaxed, slightly reproachful tone, and when talking about her husband, she always called "my husband".
...that is what wives call their husbands.
And Cheng Ran always secretly and secretly called Liao Ruming in his heart.That is his Mr. Liao.If Liao Ruming can accept his feelings, then he can remove the word "Liao" in front and just call him Mister.
That was indeed a slightly euphemistic, intimate title that only he knew.
...but now Liao Ruming has left.
Cheng Ran turned over, covered his head with a piece of clothing, and took it away because he was too stuffy.He was lying on the bed in Liao Ruming's room, looking at the ceiling, and then a trace of bitterness and hesitation flashed in his eyes.
He whispered, "I was wrong, Liao... no, sir." He murmured, "I know it's wrong. You come back."
Although he said so, it was impossible for the person he called to hear him.He just said this to the silent air, but how could the silent air reply him?
In such silence, Cheng Ran finally panicked completely.He finally realized that Liao Ruming was gone.
And, if he didn't take the initiative to look for Liao Ruming, then Liao Ruming might disappear from his life from then on.
His Mr. Liao... Cheng Ran thought aggrievedly, why did he abandon him so suddenly?He didn't even know what mistake he made, he just repeated what he had been doing day by day... Then, Liao Ruming left.
Why exactly?
Cheng Ran, who fell asleep with this question in mind, still yawned profusely when he woke up in the morning.
His mother asked him what was wrong, if he didn't sleep well.
And Cheng Ran replied: "I was wondering why my husband left."
His parents looked at him with strange eyes that surprised Cheng Ran for a moment.
His serious father asked in his very serious tone: "Don't you know?"
"I..." Cheng Ran hesitated, "I don't know. I've always been like this, I haven't changed, but...he suddenly left."
His mother said in a gentle tone: "But, Ran Ran, many things in the world are like this... accumulating little makes more, overwork leads to illness, water drops through stone... that's it.
"You may think it's nothing, but Mr. Liao may have been patient for a long time. He may have been disappointed in you, so he finally chose to leave."
Cheng Ran looked at her blankly: "Is that so? Maybe he has...disappointed in me?"
His parents did not answer the question.
And Cheng Ran also lowered his head in despair.
After a while, he suddenly raised his head and said loudly: "No matter what, I definitely want my husband to come back! I'm going to find a way!"
Excitedly, he left the house to find a solution with his friends.
And his parents watched him leave.
After a while, the always elegant and gentle wife of the head of the Cheng family asked, "Do you think this is a good way to deal with it? Two alphas...?"
The Patriarch of Cheng's hand gently covered the back of her hand, and said calmly: "Children and grandchildren have their own blessings." The Patriarch's wife thought for a moment, then smiled and said, "You are right."
And poor Cheng Ran—he didn't know that his parents had no opinion on his relationship, but his prospective love partner was about to run away.
Now he just listened to the bad ideas of his friends with a sad face, while holding the mobile phone, hesitating whether he should contact Liao Ruming at this time.
...But if Liao Ruming found out that he was in the bar, would he be even more angry?
Cheng Ran finally had some self-knowledge, hung his head, and stared at the phone screen hesitantly.
In the past three days, his mood has changed from "Sir will definitely come back!" to "Why hasn't Mr. come to me?" to "Should I go to Mr.?" to "Mr. Wuwuwu really doesn't want me! "
Such ups and downs of mood made Cheng Ran finally unable to sit still on the third day.
He thought Liao Ruming was just leaving for a while.Maybe he has something urgent at home, or maybe he is angry because of Cheng Ran's unruly behavior during this time.
No matter what, Cheng Ran thought that Liao Ruming was just out of breath for a while.
However, three days later, Liao Ruming no longer appeared in his life at all.
At this moment, Cheng Ran realized how much wrong he had done—he realized how important Liao Ruming was in his life.
It was the first time he had discovered this.Because when he was 18 years old and finally able to leave that closed but safe environment, Liao Ruming appeared in his life.
He gets along with Liao Ruming almost day and night.
Although Cheng Ran often goes out to play with his friends, he will always report his whereabouts to Liao Ruming.In other words, even if Liao Ruming was not present, he would accompany Cheng Ran from afar.
So this is the first time that Cheng Ran no longer has Liao Ruming's company.
When he woke up in the morning, it was no longer Liao Ruming knocking on the door, but Cheng Ran was woken up by the shrill alarm clock.
When eating breakfast in the morning, Liao Ruming would not hand him a boiled egg that had already been peeled, nor would he tell him the schedule for the day.
During the day, even though Cheng Ran saw a friend sending a message to ask him to go out to play, but when Cheng Ran thought of telling Liao Ruming, he realized—no, no, his Mr. Liao had already left.
But at night, the feeling of something wrong became more and more clear.
Cheng Ran's body is not very healthy, at least according to the Cheng family's standards for cultivating heirs, his body can be said to be more or less thin.
Because of this, every night, Liao Ruming would bring a bowl of supplements from Cheng's kitchen for Cheng Ran to eat.
Then Liao Ruming would stare at him taking a shower, blow dry his hair, brush his teeth, chat with him for a while, or read a book or play a game for a while, until Cheng Ran fell asleep, and then left.
This is almost a necessary process for Cheng Ran before falling asleep every night.
And no matter how late Cheng Ran stays outside, even if he doesn't go home for dinner, he will definitely go home before [-]:[-] pm, and then complete this interaction with Liao Ruming.
It seemed that without such a process, he would not be able to fall asleep at all.
...In fact, he did suffer from insomnia after Liao Ruming left.
No one will accompany him during this period of bedtime, just him alone, lying on the bed alone, staring at the ceiling, and then... unable to sleep.
The hot feelings that would always overflow in my heart at this time period turned into ice cold at this moment.
That's why Cheng Ran realized how important Liao Ruming was.
"Merry" is famous, but Cheng Ran is actually just a little virgin. Every night before Liao Ruming accompanied him to sleep, he was eagerly thinking about his confession plan.
Sometimes, he wants to be more romantic.His group of cronies and friends all knew that he had a sweetheart, so they all gave him some advice.Some are to arrange some extravagant big scenes, and some are for him to prepare expensive gifts.
Sometimes, he wondered if he should be straightforward and simple.For example, choose a sunny afternoon, when Liao Ruming is with him on a lunch break, and suddenly confess to Liao Ruming, maybe Liao Ruming will agree in surprise.
Sometimes, Cheng Ran wonders whether he should be more straightforward.Like before going to bed at night... like while he's in the shower...
But he stared at himself in the mirror again, wondering if he was too thin.He seemed to have a vague intuition, a sixth sense, reminding him that Liao Ruming didn't seem to like this skinny feel.
But Cheng Ran really couldn't gain weight.
Whenever he thinks of this question, Cheng Ran will show a frustrated and sad expression that he never showed in front of Liao Ruming.
So he always procrastinates without confessing.
He felt those emotions already overflowing his heart.When he saw Liao Ruming, Cheng Ran felt his heart gurgle one after another with small bubbles.
It must be the reflection of Liao Ruming's shadow in his heart, and then tumbling in the lake of his heart, the brilliant and lively love bubble bar.
But Cheng Ran is always hesitant, hesitant, and timid.
Until...he lost his Mr. Liao.
On the first day Liao Ruming left, Cheng Ran lost his mind.Even if his parents haven't arranged a new deacon for him yet, and he doesn't have any homework to deal with, he still hasn't gone out to have fun with his cronies.
And on the second night after Liao Ruming left, Cheng Ran was lying on the bed at one o'clock in the morning, still unable to sleep.
Usually, he would fall asleep before eleven o'clock. This is what his parents have repeatedly instructed, and Liao Ruming must force Cheng Ran to maintain a routine.But this time, Cheng Ran didn't do it.
And, he didn't do it yesterday.
This made Cheng Ran feel a little tired physically - he really doesn't look like an alpha, although he is indeed an alpha.
He's an unusual alpha.He doesn't have the powerful and sharp aura of the usual alphas.Sometimes, people are more inclined to think that he is a beta, and there are even some unfriendly rumors that he is an omega.
Cheng Ran has no prejudice against other genders, but he hates being mistaken for other genders.He is indeed an alpha who is not very alpha.
...That's why he fell in love with an alpha.
It is impossible for a normal alpha to have any affection for the same kind, and it is even difficult to establish ordinary friendship.Every alpha is hostile to its own kind, the closer they get, the more they think that they have violated their own territory.
And Alpha has always attached great importance to its own territory, and has a strong desire to possess it.
During the susceptible period, which symbolizes the true adulthood and maturity of alphas, alphas will even use their favorite, habitual, and preferred things to build their nests.The final formed nest will be the embryonic form of the place where they will stay every year in the future, during the one-month susceptible period.
Generally speaking, the "pedestal" for nesting is the item of alpha's sweetheart.
And in historical records, very few alphas have sweethearts who are alphas.Even so, they tend to avoid alpha items when building their nests, as that might stimulate one of their... senses.
Alphas who are sensitive and irritable during the susceptible period will think that there are enemies and similar people who are competing with themselves for territory and sweethearts.
Even if it is the object of their sweetheart, this instinct is difficult to control.
But... Cheng Ran is different.
He is now in Liao Ruming's room, and he is like a duck in water, feeling very comfortable and comfortable.
...Yes, just as Liao Ruming thought, after he left, Cheng Ran came to his room, took out Liao Ruming's clothes, and slept on them.
But one thing Liao Ruming didn't realize was that it was precisely because he left these clothes here that Cheng Ran mistakenly thought that he only left for a short time because of urgent matters or some kind of impulsiveness.
Cheng Ran thought, Liao Ruming should be back soon.He believed so.
However, a certain kind of panic lingered in his heart all the time, and it intensified until the second night when Liao Ruming left... No, to be precise, this was already the third night.
This emotion finally broke out completely in Cheng Ran's heart.
Liao Ruming thought that Cheng Ran would do something irrational, but the fact is that Cheng Ran seemed to be more tolerant and rational than he imagined.This makes Cheng Ran more like Ji Zhihuai or Fu Pingli.
But Liao Ruming did not see this scene.
Cheng Ran just turned over and buried his head on Liao Ruming's clothes.His nose moved slightly, smelling the breath of Liao Ruming remaining on the clothes.
Only at this moment can he clearly realize that he is indeed an alpha, otherwise he would not be able to have such keen five senses forever, as if Liao Ruming was in front of him at this moment, wearing this dress, and then hugged him into his arms.
...as if it really happened.
A blush flashed across Cheng Ran's cheeks.He got excited.One of his nerves tensed, and there was an imperceptible, almost pitiful whine in his heart.
At this moment, Cheng Ran suddenly froze.
The physiology lessons that Liao Ruming had taken countless times made him realize that his susceptibility period might be approaching.
...coming soon.
Cheng Ran stared blankly at the darkness, then murmured softly: "Sir..."
He likes to call Liao Ruming "Mr."Every time he is called that, Cheng Ran's heart will flash with joy.
This should have been a relatively unfamiliar title, and it seemed that the relationship between the two was estranged and cold.But in Cheng Ran's heart, the situation is not like this.
Because that's what his mother called his father.
Moreover, his mother always used a very elegant, relaxed, slightly reproachful tone, and when talking about her husband, she always called "my husband".
...that is what wives call their husbands.
And Cheng Ran always secretly and secretly called Liao Ruming in his heart.That is his Mr. Liao.If Liao Ruming can accept his feelings, then he can remove the word "Liao" in front and just call him Mister.
That was indeed a slightly euphemistic, intimate title that only he knew.
...but now Liao Ruming has left.
Cheng Ran turned over, covered his head with a piece of clothing, and took it away because he was too stuffy.He was lying on the bed in Liao Ruming's room, looking at the ceiling, and then a trace of bitterness and hesitation flashed in his eyes.
He whispered, "I was wrong, Liao... no, sir." He murmured, "I know it's wrong. You come back."
Although he said so, it was impossible for the person he called to hear him.He just said this to the silent air, but how could the silent air reply him?
In such silence, Cheng Ran finally panicked completely.He finally realized that Liao Ruming was gone.
And, if he didn't take the initiative to look for Liao Ruming, then Liao Ruming might disappear from his life from then on.
His Mr. Liao... Cheng Ran thought aggrievedly, why did he abandon him so suddenly?He didn't even know what mistake he made, he just repeated what he had been doing day by day... Then, Liao Ruming left.
Why exactly?
Cheng Ran, who fell asleep with this question in mind, still yawned profusely when he woke up in the morning.
His mother asked him what was wrong, if he didn't sleep well.
And Cheng Ran replied: "I was wondering why my husband left."
His parents looked at him with strange eyes that surprised Cheng Ran for a moment.
His serious father asked in his very serious tone: "Don't you know?"
"I..." Cheng Ran hesitated, "I don't know. I've always been like this, I haven't changed, but...he suddenly left."
His mother said in a gentle tone: "But, Ran Ran, many things in the world are like this... accumulating little makes more, overwork leads to illness, water drops through stone... that's it.
"You may think it's nothing, but Mr. Liao may have been patient for a long time. He may have been disappointed in you, so he finally chose to leave."
Cheng Ran looked at her blankly: "Is that so? Maybe he has...disappointed in me?"
His parents did not answer the question.
And Cheng Ran also lowered his head in despair.
After a while, he suddenly raised his head and said loudly: "No matter what, I definitely want my husband to come back! I'm going to find a way!"
Excitedly, he left the house to find a solution with his friends.
And his parents watched him leave.
After a while, the always elegant and gentle wife of the head of the Cheng family asked, "Do you think this is a good way to deal with it? Two alphas...?"
The Patriarch of Cheng's hand gently covered the back of her hand, and said calmly: "Children and grandchildren have their own blessings." The Patriarch's wife thought for a moment, then smiled and said, "You are right."
And poor Cheng Ran—he didn't know that his parents had no opinion on his relationship, but his prospective love partner was about to run away.
Now he just listened to the bad ideas of his friends with a sad face, while holding the mobile phone, hesitating whether he should contact Liao Ruming at this time.
...But if Liao Ruming found out that he was in the bar, would he be even more angry?
Cheng Ran finally had some self-knowledge, hung his head, and stared at the phone screen hesitantly.
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