Cheng Linyu
Chapter 3
He put away his mobile phone, walked to the door, and prepared to get off the car.
As soon as he got out of the car, he saw Shen Yicheng walking towards the elevator.
"Shen Yicheng."
Shen Yicheng turned his head blankly, saw him, turned around with a smile, and stood at the door waiting for him, "What a coincidence today."
"Yeah, what a coincidence today...Maybe I waited a long time for the car today."
Because of the activities in the afternoon, everyone went out later, so Qi Mulin missed the first bus.
The two walked towards the elevator together.
Qi Mulin carried his schoolbag upwards.
Seeing that he was struggling, Shen Yicheng took the bag over.
"No, I can recite..."
"You can rest if you can move your back, it's not good for your shoulders to keep pressing."
Qi Mulin pursed his lips when he heard the words, and didn't insist anymore.
"We came to the team building in the afternoon. We played some games, and even played Werewolf Killing. In the end, I shouldn't lose too badly."
Shen Yicheng smiled, "Don't you students often play this kind of thing, why do you lose so badly?"
Qi Mulin sighed, "I didn't like playing at the time, and I don't like playing now even more. This kind of activity that requires talking in public is actually not suitable for me."
"Really. I think you are quite lively."
"It's all an illusion. In fact, you don't know the real me."
"What about the live broadcast?"
"Is there anyone listening? Besides, even if someone listens, they don't know me."
"Then if others don't know you, how dare you?"
Qi Mulin nodded, "Unless I can be sure, I won't have more interactions with these people."
"what about me?"
"you?"
"During the military training, did you have the same attitude towards me?"
Qi Mulin thought for a while, "Really... After all, who would think that he would meet his instructor again."
Qi Mulin turned to look at Shen Yicheng, "And at that time, you were the one who took the initiative to talk to me."
"You took my picture because I talked to you first?"
At this time, the two of them had already got off the elevator and were heading home.
"Do you remember?"
"Recently remembered."
Qi Mulin nodded, and said confidently, "Someone else is taking pictures. I think it's good to keep a souvenir, so I took pictures. But didn't you ask me to delete it later?"
Shen Yicheng nodded, and just as he opened his mouth, he heard someone calling Qi Mulin's name in front of him.
"Qi Mulin."
The two looked up at the front together.
Qi Mulin froze for a moment, "Dad."
Chapter 9
After Qi Mulin brought Qi Wei into his room, he stood beside him with a worried face.
Qi Wei looked around, "That's right, I usually clean it often. It's pretty clean."
Qi Mulin nodded and pursed his lips, "Didn't you say you will come over tomorrow?"
Qi Wei put down his things, "I came here just in time today. Don't you have class the day after tomorrow. I think I can stay with you longer when I come today."
Qi Mulin's mind tightened first, and then he said slowly, "Then you still leave tomorrow?"
"Well, leave tomorrow afternoon. You should be fine tomorrow."
"Punch in. After punching out, there's nothing to do."
Qi Wei nodded, "Then take me shopping tomorrow."
"it is good."
"Okay, I'll go wash up first." After speaking, Qi Wei went to the bathroom.
As soon as the bathroom door closed, Qi Mulin walked out gently.
He walked to the next door and knocked on the door of Shen Yicheng's house.
After a while, Shen Yicheng opened the door, "Mu Lin, what's wrong?"
Qi Mulin tried to keep his expression as natural as possible, and said, "Child instructor, do you have any extra quilts at home? My father is staying at my house tonight, but I only have one quilt at home."
Shen Yicheng looked at Qi Mulin's expression, and just said, "Yes, come in, I'll get it for you."
"Okay." Qi Mulin said as he walked, "Thank you."
Shen Yicheng smiled, "You're welcome."
After Shen Yicheng handed him the quilt, Qi Mulin took the quilt and said with a smile, "Then I won't bother you, I'll go back first."
Shen Yicheng nodded and said nothing.
When Qi Mulin left Shen Yicheng's house, the smile on his face fell completely.
He opened the door lightly.
Qi Wei hasn't come out of the bathroom yet.
He put the quilt in the cabinet and put it away, then packed the things in the schoolbag, took out the teaching plan, sat at the table, and started to do the questions.
After a while, Qi Wei came out of the bathroom, "What are you doing?"
"Lesson preparation. Do the questions in advance."
Qi Wei nodded, "Aren't you washing?"
"Wash." After finishing speaking, Qi Mulin got up and went into the bathroom with his things.
He took a quick shower, then put on his clothes, stood at the sink and brushed his teeth.
When he was about to finish brushing his teeth, Qi Wei opened the door and came in, "Didn't take a shower?"
Qi Mulin rinsed his mouth, "Washed."
Qi Wei didn't speak, and started to go to the toilet next to him.
Qi Mulin came out of the bathroom immediately after rinsing his mouth, and saw that the quilt had been spread on the bed.
Qi Wei came over from behind him at this moment, "I'm tired, so I'll go to bed first."
Qi Mulin nodded, "I'll write the questions for a while."
Qi Wei didn't stop him and went to bed early.
Qi Mulin nodded and continued to work on the question.
Only when Qi Wei's breathing behind him became calm, he sighed, rubbed the center of his eyebrows with the index finger and thumb of his left hand, put down the pen, got up and walked to the cabinet, and took Shen Yicheng's quilt from inside. Come out, cover the quilt and start to sleep.
When Qi Mulin woke up the next day, Qi Wei was already up.
"Are you awake? Just pack up when you wake up, and we'll go out later."
Qi Mulin woke up for a while, then nodded, and went to the bathroom to wash up.
After washing up, he took Qi Wei out the door.
They first went to Qi Mulin's campus to check in, and then, according to Qi Wei's opinion, they went to Temple L where X went.
In fact, the two of them didn't spend much time alone, and they didn't have much to talk about at all, so during the whole process of strolling, the two of them walked around here and there, and didn't say anything.
After eating at noon, Qi Wei saw that it was almost time, so he went to the airport.
"Okay, you go back. I'll go there by myself. Remember to call home more, you know?"
Qi Mulin nodded, "Understood."
"Take me away." After speaking, Qi Wei took two steps forward, took a taxi, and left.
Seeing Qi Wei's car go away, Qi Mulin was deeply relieved.
He looked around, found a bookstore, and planned to wait here until the time was almost up before going back to check in.
After Shen Yicheng returned home from get off work at the usual time, he originally wanted to find Qi Mulin next door, but was worried that his father would be inconvenient, so he leaned against the bed and read a book quietly.
After an unknown amount of time, he heard a knock on the door, so he got up, went to the door and opened it.
Qi Mulin stood at the door holding Shen Yicheng's quilt, with a bright smile on his face, "Thank you for your quilt, I've run out of it."
Shen Yicheng looked at Qi Mulin's expression, the smile seemed much more natural.
He raised his eyebrows and let Qi Mulin in, "Your father is gone?"
Qi Mulin nodded, "Leave after lunch."
Shen Yicheng watched Qi Mulin put his quilt in the place where he put the quilt before.
"I didn't misplace it."
Shen Yicheng nodded, hesitated for a moment, and asked again: "Are you afraid of your father?"
Qi Mulin's complexion suddenly became very bad, and then he reluctantly raised the corner of his mouth, "Why do you ask that?"
Shen Yicheng raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "Has anyone ever told you that your emotions are very attractive?"
Qi Mulin drooped his head when he heard the words, "Yes, many people say that."
He looked up at Shen Yicheng, then turned his head and sat on Shen Yicheng's bed, still hanging his head, staring at a corner of the floor, "I seem to be a little afraid of him."
Qi Mulin stared at the corner of the floor, and his mind wandered back to the summer vacation of his third year in high school.
At that time, Qi Mulin stayed at home because he had nothing to do.
He remembered that for a few days, it seemed that because of his grandfather's poor health, Qi's mother went to his grandmother's house.
Only Qi Wei and Qi Mulin were at home.
One afternoon, when Qi Mulin was watching a video in the room, Qi Wei suddenly walked in and sat beside him.
Qi Mulin didn't know how long he sat there, when he suddenly heard Qi Wei calling him.
"Dad, when did you come in?"
"come here."
Qi Mulin stood up with an inexplicable expression on his face, and walked over.
Qi Wei pulled Qi Mulin, let him stand between his legs, and then hugged Qi Mulin's waist tightly with both hands.Putting their heads on Qi Mulin's chest, the two of them just stood like this, and the other sat, and were tied tightly together by Qi Wei's arms.
Qi Mulin was at a loss for a while.
But as Qi Wei hugged for longer, Qi Mulin became more and more afraid.
Cold sweat slowly began to break out from behind.
After an unknown amount of time, Qi Wei let go of his hand and said, "Keep watching."
Qi Mulin nodded awkwardly, walked back to his original position and sat down calmly.
Since then, he has become more and more afraid of being alone with Qi Wei.
Although he sometimes thinks about it, maybe he thinks too much.
But I still couldn't stop myself from being afraid.
Especially after he realized his sexual orientation, he felt more and more afraid.
Qi Mulin removed himself from the memories.
"Maybe most kids are afraid of their daddy."
"Aren't you afraid?"
Shen Yicheng smiled, "My father is... a very free person. He supports all my choices. He just tells me the problems I may encounter in advance before I make a choice, so that I have to be prepared and be serious. Think about whether I really want to make that choice. But he will not interfere with my decision."
"Even if you think those choices are wrong?"
"Even if he thinks those choices are wrong."
"My father will not stop me because of those choices that he thinks will be unsafe, or which road is not easy to walk. He thinks that the road is my own and should be walked in the direction I want. All he needs to do is to let me Help me do a good job of analysis and psychological construction before making a decision. When I know all the possibilities, how I want to make a choice is my own business.
He has always felt that as a parent, he should not do everything possible to stop me and block the road because he thinks that the road is not easy to walk, but to help me prepare for everything and become my strong backing.Let me know that even if I fail, I can still fall back on them. "
As Shen Yicheng said, he turned his head to look at Qi Mulin, "He always felt that parents who keep saying 'no' can't make their children feel safe, but just push them further and further away." He smiled, "I always I am very grateful to them. With them, I can do anything boldly. Because I know that they will always stand behind me."
Qi Mulin looked at Shen Yicheng, and after a while, slowly said, "I envy you so much."
I envy all children who can get a sense of security from their parents.
In classrooms.
Qi Mulin looked at Huang Yu quietly.
A few minutes later, he said slowly, "Huang Yu. Do you feel safe?"
Huang Yu frowned, "What?"
"Do you think your parents love you?"
Hearing these words, Huang Yu lowered his head slowly. "Teacher, shouldn't we be in class? Why are you talking about this?"
"I was just wondering, you've been insisting on getting back to where you were on your own. Are you confident?"
"of course."
"Then what would you do if you didn't return to the previous position after a semester of hard work?"
Huang Yu lowered his head and did not speak.
"Actually, it's not that we don't believe you. We just think that the road is too dangerous. If you work hard for a semester, but you don't get what you want, what will you do?"
Huang Yu frowned.
"Are you able to accept it calmly, or are you more irritable?"
"How do you know, I won't reach the original level."
"If not? Tell me, if you can't, what will happen to you? If you can tell, I can help you, convince your parents, and let you study by yourself."
Huang Yu suddenly raised his head, "Really?"
Qi Mulin nodded, "Really."
"If it doesn't work..." Huang Yu bit his lower lip fiercely, "I just want to try it for a semester. If it doesn't work, I'm willing to continue tutoring."
"Then if you missed this semester, your final test scores will be much worse than what you want."
"Did you say high school entrance examination?"
"Correct."
"Then I admit it too... Teacher, I just want to prove that I'm not useless yet, I can do it."
Qi Mulin looked at Huang Yu's flushed eyes and said, "Okay."
◎The author has something to say:
In fact, I didn't want to mention Huang Yu here.
But when it comes to the sense of security, I somehow think of him.In fact, his parents distrusted and indulged him more.It seems that it is for his own good, but it is more to make excuses for his irresponsibility.
As for Huang Yu, everything he did was actually just a resistance to this distrust.There will be such feelings and reactions, and it is also in this parent-child relationship that they do not get the sense of security they deserve.But this paragraph feels a bit awkward to write.It may be that the entry of this sense of security is a bit blunt.Mainly because I didn't intend to mention it and he suddenly mentioned it.
Shen Yicheng's father is my ideal family. Maybe not many people think the same as me, but I always feel that life is already very painful, why even my family should stop me from doing what I want to do.Such parents should not be able to make themselves feel the power behind them.And parents who can really give themselves strength should be like Shen Yicheng's father.I will tell you everything you have to face. After that, I will support you whatever choice you want to make. Even if you fail, get hurt, and want to turn back, I will always support you behind you, waiting for you to come back .
I think this kind of parent can really make children feel, "I can still go back to them."
Of course, this is just my opinion.
Chapter 10
"Hello teacher."
Qi Mulin looked up at Su Meng who entered the door, "Well, how did you come here today?"
There was no obvious expression on Su Meng's face, "He came over."
"again?"
Su Meng put the things on the table, supported the chair with her hands, and looked at him, "My mother is going to send my brother off."
"What about your father?"
"He's very busy. He went into the country yesterday."
Qi Mulin responded casually, "Huh?"
"To see my aunt."
Qi Mulin thought that this aunt might be his father's brother's wife, so he didn't ask any more.
"You can take the bus next time. You can get there on the 160 bus."
"……Oh."
Then the two of them continued their lessons.
Because this is the second period in the morning, it's time for them to eat after class.
Qi Mulin took Su Meng downstairs together, "I'll take you to the bus stop."
"Oh."
"Are you able to keep up with class now?"
"Okay."
"In the future, if you have any questions that you don't understand in class, you can also ask me."
Su Meng nodded and didn't say much.
The two of them waited together at the bus stop for a while, and after Qi Mulin sent Su Meng into the bus, he turned and walked downstairs to the convenience store.
He actually doesn't really like the stuff in the convenience store.But because there are too many people in class here, when it’s time to eat, all the places to buy food are full of people. Qi Mulin doesn’t like crowds, so he can only buy things in convenience stores and go to the classroom. eat.
He bought some food as usual, then went upstairs with the things and entered the classroom.
There were not many people in the corridor at this time.There are also many children in kindergarten.
Hearing the children running around in the building, still screaming, Qi Mulin couldn't help feeling, "Sure enough, the children from other people's homes are cuter."
He unpacked his food, took out his cell phone, and was thinking about eating while watching a video, when he saw a message alert on his cell phone, probably because he didn't hear the cell phone ringing when he just went upstairs.
He clicked on the message, and it was Shen Yicheng's message: [Picture]
The picture shows a table of sumptuous meals.
Qi Mulin looked at the food on his table and was speechless.
Qi Mulin: The things on my desk instantly looked like plastic
Shen Yicheng looked at Qi Mulin's reply, smiled, and called.
"Hey."
"What did you eat for lunch?"
Qi Mulin looked at the bread in his hand, "Bread, milk."
"So plain?"
"I don't want to either," Qi Mulin felt a little depressed for a moment, "but I can't buy any delicious food here at noon. I can only bear it until I get off work in the evening and eat delicious food when I go home."
Shen Yicheng smiled, looked at the newly bought lunch box, "I'll bring you a meal tomorrow."
Qi Mulin froze for a moment, "Huh?"
Qi Mulin stood beside Shen Yicheng, watching him put the prepared meals into the lunch box, "Is this really good?"
"What's wrong? Anyway, I eat alone, and I make a lot every time, just treat it as you help me solve some, so as to avoid waste."
"But then again, you actually know how to cook?"
Shen Yicheng smiled and said, "It's so strange."
"When did you learn it?"
"I have been living outside by myself these years, and I don't want to always eat takeaway, so I started to try to cook by myself. The more I tried, the better I got. At the beginning, I cooked the same food, and I I don't want to eat it."
"Ah... Then can I also... No, I can't."
Shen Yicheng was stunned for a moment, and then he couldn't help laughing, "I changed my mind so quickly."
"Compared to cooking by myself, I hope I can take a good rest. You don't know, I finished my classes on Saturday, day and two, and I feel like I'm going to be useless."
Shen Yicheng pursed his lips, "I can imagine."
"So, on my days off, let's take a good rest... I think takeaway is pretty good."
Shen Yicheng nodded, "But it's still not good to eat takeaway all the time."
"I'll hold on for a while. Maybe one day I'll suddenly get tired of eating takeaways and think to myself... No," Qi Mulin looked at Shen Yicheng, "I still have you."
Shen Yicheng raised the corner of his mouth, "Yes."
"...You don't think I'm annoying, do you?"
"will not."
"Oh."
Early on Wednesday morning, Qi Mulin was lying on the table to catch up on sleep, when suddenly someone sat next to him and patted him.
Qi Mulin sat up and squinted at Li Ning, "What are you doing?"
Li Ning leaned his head over, "What do you think of Yin Tianxin?"
"what?"
"I think she's fine.
"How is it?"
"Look, she is like you, she likes to read some weird books..."
"That's not weird!"
"I know, I just don't know how to describe the books you read, just put it this way."
"Oh."
"Don't you like to drink the brand of yogurt sold in the convenience store downstairs? She also likes to drink..."
"..."
"Besides, she has a very similar personality to yours..."
Qi Mulin suddenly felt something strange.
"Don't you think she's fine?"
If you insist that she is the same as me..."It's pretty good."
Li Ning nodded upon hearing this.
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Because we're studying together, I often chat with Yin Tianxin."
"……Oh."
"She doesn't have a boyfriend yet, so I plan to chase her."
"?"
"Just because she doesn't have a boyfriend and you chase her?"
"No, didn't I just tell you that I think she's pretty good. I like them all, so I want to chase her."
"...Oh." It still feels weird.
"what do you think?"
"... If you have a crush on her, you can contact her and see..."
"I think so too." After finishing speaking, Li Ning patted Qi Mulin's shoulder, went to the front, and walked to Yin Tianxin's side. He didn't know what he said, and they both turned their heads back and looked in his direction. Then turned around at the same time, Yin Tianxin said a few words, moved a seat in, and Li Ning sat next to her.
Qi Mulin:?
Not long after, Ding Ru came in, and she stood in front of the stage, "Let me tell you, Eleven is coming soon, and we will have a summer summary meeting on the Wednesday before the eleventh week, to summarize the work of the summer vacation, and to reward better work performance." teachers. There is also a need for teachers to perform, and I hope that talented teachers will actively sign up..."
Listening to Ding Ru's words, Qi Mulin suddenly remembered the guitar he had never touched since he was working.
Qi Mulin's guitar was bought by his part-time job during his undergraduate studies, and he also learned it by himself.
In fact, Qi Mulin liked music very much when he was very young.
In other words, he likes many things, but as he grows older, many of the things he once liked seem to be forgotten by himself.
Or.
He thought he had forgotten.
However, at the freshman welcome party, he looked at the friends who were certified to sing and perform seriously on the stage, and then remembered that he also had a dream.
So, during the holidays, he helped the teachers in the library and financial office sort out materials at school, exchanged a little money, and finally bought a guitar that was not too expensive.
In fact, he also practiced every day before graduation, but he played very poorly.
But he still persisted.
After he started working, his free time seemed to be wasted by doing nothing.
In fact, when he started the live broadcast, he also hoped that he could not only read books, but also play the guitar and sing.
But he felt that he played too badly and felt ashamed, so he never implemented it.
"You can start now."
Shen Yicheng sat on the seat, looking at the guitar in Qi Mulin's hand. "From today on, you don't just read books, you can also sing. Anyway, there is no one else but me, so what are you afraid of?"
"Or you don't want to start the live broadcast, but just play it for me, that's fine."
Qi Mulin looked at Shen Yicheng, and suddenly laughed, "Child instructor, I find you are really gentle."
Shen Yicheng also laughed, "Is this gentle?"
"Well. I think you are very gentle."
Qi Mulin raised the corner of his mouth, "Let me sing a song for you."
Qi Mulin played the guitar and began to sing softly.
"You've always been optimistic, you like to laugh and put your shoulders on people's shoulders, I'm in the crowd, on the side far away from you, I can only watch and I can only turn my head silently..."
This was the first time Shen Yicheng heard Qi Mulin sing.
He sang softly, but Shen Yicheng could feel his seriousness.
When he strummed the strings, Shen Yicheng could feel that he was really happy.
"...This is what I don't want to say in my heart. I don't know if you understand it?"
As the singing ended, the movements of Qi Mulin's hands gradually stopped.
He looked at Shen Yicheng, and stuck out his tongue a little shyly, "The singing...was a bit bad."
Shen Yicheng smiled lightly and shook his head, "It's pretty good. What are you singing?"
"Ding Li's song was borrowed from the neighbor."
"what?"
"No... I just forgot where I heard it before. Because I remembered it, I hummed it... Actually, I wanted to sing you another song."
Qi Mulin lowered his eyes, "When I was very young, when I didn't know what composing lyrics was, I once wrote a song. A song about waiting and love. But I can't remember it now. This It makes me feel sad and powerless. At this time, I actually don’t want to sing other people’s songs. But, I don’t have my own song…”
"You can continue singing in the future."
"Ok?"
"You keep singing. If you want to sing other people's songs, I will listen. If you want to sing your own songs, I will wait. I will always be your audience."
Qi Mulin froze for a moment, raised the corner of his mouth, "Thank you."
"It should be me thanking you."
Qi Mulin nodded, "What song do you want to hear now, I'll sing it to you."
Shen Yicheng really frowned and thought seriously, "I like... that man's song."
"Ok?"
"Sing me "A Little Bit", after all, it used to be his favorite."
"... Are you hurt or not?"
Shen Yicheng laughed out loud, and said while laughing, "How could it be damaged, this is the truth."
"I'll search for the sheet music."
When Qi Mulin was searching for the score, Shen Yicheng got up and turned around, looking at the paintings by Qi Mulin piled up on one side of the table, "Why do you know so many things?"
Hearing this, Qi Mulin raised his head and looked at Shen Yicheng, "Huh?"
Shen Yicheng picked up the painting on the table and waved it, "Can you still draw?"
"Just follow other people's paintings. The paintings don't look like it."
"Ever learned?"
Qi Mulin looked down at the phone, continued to search, and shook his head while looking at the phone, "No."
"Why didn't you learn it?"
Qi Mulin pursed his lips, put down everything in his hands, and looked at Shen Yicheng seriously, "Actually, have you ever felt that way?"
"what?"
"'If only my parents would have supported me in what I did'. That kind of thinking."
Shen Yicheng didn't speak.
Qi Mulin lowered his eyes slightly, "I have. Almost every day."
◎The author has something to say:
The last part is still not very satisfactory, but it can only be written like this for the time being.
Qi Mulin is actually a person with a rich inner world.
He likes singing, playing the guitar, and drawing.But he didn't have the opportunity to get in touch with these things, so he didn't take his favorites to heart, but when he knew all this, he was very sad when he came.
Because he didn't have the opportunity to get in touch with and learn things he would like, which made him feel that his past seemed to have no meaning and value at all.
In fact, Qi Mulin is a person who really wants to have a future, but is locked in the past.
Chapter 11
At this moment, Shen Yicheng saw so much sadness on Qi Mulin's face for the first time.
He felt that this kind of emotion was about to overwhelm Qi Mulin, but he didn't understand where all his sadness came from.
Qi Mulin quietly looked at a corner of a floor.
"Mu Lin?"
Qi Mulin just came back to his senses. He raised his hand to look at the time, "It's getting late. Then go back. You have to go to work tomorrow."
Shen Yicheng nodded.
In fact, he has a lot of things to ask.
But he also knew that now was not the time.
Perhaps one day, Qi Mulin would be willing to tell him something.
Shen Yicheng got up, said goodbye to Qi Mulin, and returned to his home.
He entered the house, and just as he was getting ready to wash up, his phone rang.
Shen Yicheng picked up the phone and glanced at it. It was Jin Xiangmo's call.
He answered the phone, "Hello."
"Hey, a ride, is it convenient for your home?"
"what?"
It was almost eleven o'clock when Jin Xiangmo arrived at Shen Yicheng's house.
When he entered the room, he was carrying a backpack, "Excuse me."
"It's okay. I haven't rested yet... What's the matter with you?"
Jin Xiangmo put down his things, sat down beside him, and sighed.
Jin Xiangmo called Shen Yicheng because he wanted to stay at Shen Yicheng's house for a while.
Although Shen Yicheng felt very strange, he still agreed without asking any further questions.
It's just that seeing Jin Xiangmo's state now, I still can't help but ask a few more questions.
Jin Xiangmo lowered his head, fell silent for a moment, raised his head, frowned, and looked at Shen Yicheng, "...I just can't figure out some things recently, and I don't want to stay at home and think about it, so I think..."
"Is there anything I can help you with?"
Shen Yicheng looked at him seriously.
Jin Xiangmo shook his head slowly, "I just don't want to stay by myself today...you can just lend me a day. Tomorrow, tomorrow I'll be fine."
Shen Yicheng nodded, "The bathroom is over there, do you want to wash up?"
"it is good."
Liu Yue: Teacher, which classroom are we in today?
The news on Qi Mulin's screen showed helplessness: 8-3
Liu Yue: [expression package]
Liu Yue: Okay!
Not long after, Liu Yue opened the door and came in.
There was still a box of rice cakes in his hand.
"I'm sorry, teacher, because the road is a bit congested, so I'm late."
Liu Yue was a student Qi Mulin picked up when school was about to start.
He is beautiful and capable.Qi Mulin still remembered that when he turned on the class phone, Liu Yue's mother said proudly that Liu Yue was the chairman of the student union of their school, participated in various activities and competitions, and all the teachers liked her very much.The results remain in the top ten of the age group.
It's just that the math is a bit of a drag.
When Qi Mulin actually saw Liu Yue, he realized that this girl really has capital.
But she did not express too much sense of superiority and self-confidence because of her excellence. On the contrary, Qi Mulin felt that she had an inferiority complex that did not match her strength.
Qi Mulin didn't understand why such an excellent child would feel inferior. Of course, he didn't ask too many questions, but when Liu Yue was willing to chat with him, he gave her more support and praise.
"How was your last exam?"
Liu Yue and his school had a monthly exam last week.
Hearing this, Liu Yue pretended to be serious and said, "I have good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear first?"
Qi Mulin looked at Liu Yue trying to hold back a smile, but couldn't help it, and pretended not to notice, "Let's tell the good news first."
Liu Yue opened her mouth, "You should hear the bad news first."
"Then tell me."
"That's right, I have a calculation question. I did the calculation well on the draft paper, but when I copied it on the answer sheet, I made a mistake. As a result, three points were deducted."
Qi Mulin tilted his head and looked at him, "Then the good news."
"It's just that I only deducted three points from the paper...otherwise I would have been able to get full marks in the exam."
Qi Mulin looked calm, "That's a pity. Do you think the paper is difficult?"
"I don't think it's very difficult. However, I still took the first place in mathematics."
Qi Mulin nodded, "I've always said that you can take the first place in physics, and you must be fine in mathematics."
Liu Yue nodded, and handed Qi Mulin the homework, and Qi Mulin began to read her previous homework.
After two days of busy work from morning to night, Qi Mulin finally ushered in a day of rest.
He slept until almost ten o'clock in the morning before getting up to take a shower.
After getting up, he quietly stared at the guitar in the corner for a while, then slowly stood up and walked over.
In fact, he wanted to write a song a long time ago.
A song about himself.
When he was holding the guitar and playing, the phone rang.
He put down his guitar, crawled to the head of the bed, and saw the name "Qi Wei" on the caller ID, he was taken aback for a moment, then picked up the phone, "Hello, Dad."
"Let's take a rest today."
"Yes."
"Why don't you call home recently?"
"Ah? You just left... I have nothing to do recently, so I didn't call."
Qi Wei nodded, "No matter what happens, you still have to remember to call home more often."
"understood."
Qi Mulin fell silent after answering, wanting to see what else Qi Wei wanted to say.
He just listened to Qi Weigang opening his mouth, and the voice of "Mmmmmmmahahhhh" came from the opposite side.
Qi Mulin felt that it should be his grandma's voice.
Then Qi Wei responded, "Ah, I see, you rest your... what do you want to do? What do you want to do?"
"Okay, remember to call home more often. Hang up." Then, without waiting for Qi Mulin to respond, he hung up the phone.
Qi Mulin glanced at the phone screen, but didn't speak, and then looked at his guitar, but he lost interest.
He threw himself on the bed and stared at the ceiling without speaking.
Qi Mulin didn't have a deep impression of his grandma.
When Qi Mulin was four years old, Qi Mulin's grandfather passed away.
In fact, logically speaking, Qi Mulin should have no impression of his grandfather.
How much of the memory of a four-year-old is true.
But in Qi Mulin's few memories of him, his grandfather was a very good person.
In the photo of the side hall of the old house, he is a kind-hearted old man.Grandpa likes him very much, every time he comes back
As soon as he got out of the car, he saw Shen Yicheng walking towards the elevator.
"Shen Yicheng."
Shen Yicheng turned his head blankly, saw him, turned around with a smile, and stood at the door waiting for him, "What a coincidence today."
"Yeah, what a coincidence today...Maybe I waited a long time for the car today."
Because of the activities in the afternoon, everyone went out later, so Qi Mulin missed the first bus.
The two walked towards the elevator together.
Qi Mulin carried his schoolbag upwards.
Seeing that he was struggling, Shen Yicheng took the bag over.
"No, I can recite..."
"You can rest if you can move your back, it's not good for your shoulders to keep pressing."
Qi Mulin pursed his lips when he heard the words, and didn't insist anymore.
"We came to the team building in the afternoon. We played some games, and even played Werewolf Killing. In the end, I shouldn't lose too badly."
Shen Yicheng smiled, "Don't you students often play this kind of thing, why do you lose so badly?"
Qi Mulin sighed, "I didn't like playing at the time, and I don't like playing now even more. This kind of activity that requires talking in public is actually not suitable for me."
"Really. I think you are quite lively."
"It's all an illusion. In fact, you don't know the real me."
"What about the live broadcast?"
"Is there anyone listening? Besides, even if someone listens, they don't know me."
"Then if others don't know you, how dare you?"
Qi Mulin nodded, "Unless I can be sure, I won't have more interactions with these people."
"what about me?"
"you?"
"During the military training, did you have the same attitude towards me?"
Qi Mulin thought for a while, "Really... After all, who would think that he would meet his instructor again."
Qi Mulin turned to look at Shen Yicheng, "And at that time, you were the one who took the initiative to talk to me."
"You took my picture because I talked to you first?"
At this time, the two of them had already got off the elevator and were heading home.
"Do you remember?"
"Recently remembered."
Qi Mulin nodded, and said confidently, "Someone else is taking pictures. I think it's good to keep a souvenir, so I took pictures. But didn't you ask me to delete it later?"
Shen Yicheng nodded, and just as he opened his mouth, he heard someone calling Qi Mulin's name in front of him.
"Qi Mulin."
The two looked up at the front together.
Qi Mulin froze for a moment, "Dad."
Chapter 9
After Qi Mulin brought Qi Wei into his room, he stood beside him with a worried face.
Qi Wei looked around, "That's right, I usually clean it often. It's pretty clean."
Qi Mulin nodded and pursed his lips, "Didn't you say you will come over tomorrow?"
Qi Wei put down his things, "I came here just in time today. Don't you have class the day after tomorrow. I think I can stay with you longer when I come today."
Qi Mulin's mind tightened first, and then he said slowly, "Then you still leave tomorrow?"
"Well, leave tomorrow afternoon. You should be fine tomorrow."
"Punch in. After punching out, there's nothing to do."
Qi Wei nodded, "Then take me shopping tomorrow."
"it is good."
"Okay, I'll go wash up first." After speaking, Qi Wei went to the bathroom.
As soon as the bathroom door closed, Qi Mulin walked out gently.
He walked to the next door and knocked on the door of Shen Yicheng's house.
After a while, Shen Yicheng opened the door, "Mu Lin, what's wrong?"
Qi Mulin tried to keep his expression as natural as possible, and said, "Child instructor, do you have any extra quilts at home? My father is staying at my house tonight, but I only have one quilt at home."
Shen Yicheng looked at Qi Mulin's expression, and just said, "Yes, come in, I'll get it for you."
"Okay." Qi Mulin said as he walked, "Thank you."
Shen Yicheng smiled, "You're welcome."
After Shen Yicheng handed him the quilt, Qi Mulin took the quilt and said with a smile, "Then I won't bother you, I'll go back first."
Shen Yicheng nodded and said nothing.
When Qi Mulin left Shen Yicheng's house, the smile on his face fell completely.
He opened the door lightly.
Qi Wei hasn't come out of the bathroom yet.
He put the quilt in the cabinet and put it away, then packed the things in the schoolbag, took out the teaching plan, sat at the table, and started to do the questions.
After a while, Qi Wei came out of the bathroom, "What are you doing?"
"Lesson preparation. Do the questions in advance."
Qi Wei nodded, "Aren't you washing?"
"Wash." After finishing speaking, Qi Mulin got up and went into the bathroom with his things.
He took a quick shower, then put on his clothes, stood at the sink and brushed his teeth.
When he was about to finish brushing his teeth, Qi Wei opened the door and came in, "Didn't take a shower?"
Qi Mulin rinsed his mouth, "Washed."
Qi Wei didn't speak, and started to go to the toilet next to him.
Qi Mulin came out of the bathroom immediately after rinsing his mouth, and saw that the quilt had been spread on the bed.
Qi Wei came over from behind him at this moment, "I'm tired, so I'll go to bed first."
Qi Mulin nodded, "I'll write the questions for a while."
Qi Wei didn't stop him and went to bed early.
Qi Mulin nodded and continued to work on the question.
Only when Qi Wei's breathing behind him became calm, he sighed, rubbed the center of his eyebrows with the index finger and thumb of his left hand, put down the pen, got up and walked to the cabinet, and took Shen Yicheng's quilt from inside. Come out, cover the quilt and start to sleep.
When Qi Mulin woke up the next day, Qi Wei was already up.
"Are you awake? Just pack up when you wake up, and we'll go out later."
Qi Mulin woke up for a while, then nodded, and went to the bathroom to wash up.
After washing up, he took Qi Wei out the door.
They first went to Qi Mulin's campus to check in, and then, according to Qi Wei's opinion, they went to Temple L where X went.
In fact, the two of them didn't spend much time alone, and they didn't have much to talk about at all, so during the whole process of strolling, the two of them walked around here and there, and didn't say anything.
After eating at noon, Qi Wei saw that it was almost time, so he went to the airport.
"Okay, you go back. I'll go there by myself. Remember to call home more, you know?"
Qi Mulin nodded, "Understood."
"Take me away." After speaking, Qi Wei took two steps forward, took a taxi, and left.
Seeing Qi Wei's car go away, Qi Mulin was deeply relieved.
He looked around, found a bookstore, and planned to wait here until the time was almost up before going back to check in.
After Shen Yicheng returned home from get off work at the usual time, he originally wanted to find Qi Mulin next door, but was worried that his father would be inconvenient, so he leaned against the bed and read a book quietly.
After an unknown amount of time, he heard a knock on the door, so he got up, went to the door and opened it.
Qi Mulin stood at the door holding Shen Yicheng's quilt, with a bright smile on his face, "Thank you for your quilt, I've run out of it."
Shen Yicheng looked at Qi Mulin's expression, the smile seemed much more natural.
He raised his eyebrows and let Qi Mulin in, "Your father is gone?"
Qi Mulin nodded, "Leave after lunch."
Shen Yicheng watched Qi Mulin put his quilt in the place where he put the quilt before.
"I didn't misplace it."
Shen Yicheng nodded, hesitated for a moment, and asked again: "Are you afraid of your father?"
Qi Mulin's complexion suddenly became very bad, and then he reluctantly raised the corner of his mouth, "Why do you ask that?"
Shen Yicheng raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "Has anyone ever told you that your emotions are very attractive?"
Qi Mulin drooped his head when he heard the words, "Yes, many people say that."
He looked up at Shen Yicheng, then turned his head and sat on Shen Yicheng's bed, still hanging his head, staring at a corner of the floor, "I seem to be a little afraid of him."
Qi Mulin stared at the corner of the floor, and his mind wandered back to the summer vacation of his third year in high school.
At that time, Qi Mulin stayed at home because he had nothing to do.
He remembered that for a few days, it seemed that because of his grandfather's poor health, Qi's mother went to his grandmother's house.
Only Qi Wei and Qi Mulin were at home.
One afternoon, when Qi Mulin was watching a video in the room, Qi Wei suddenly walked in and sat beside him.
Qi Mulin didn't know how long he sat there, when he suddenly heard Qi Wei calling him.
"Dad, when did you come in?"
"come here."
Qi Mulin stood up with an inexplicable expression on his face, and walked over.
Qi Wei pulled Qi Mulin, let him stand between his legs, and then hugged Qi Mulin's waist tightly with both hands.Putting their heads on Qi Mulin's chest, the two of them just stood like this, and the other sat, and were tied tightly together by Qi Wei's arms.
Qi Mulin was at a loss for a while.
But as Qi Wei hugged for longer, Qi Mulin became more and more afraid.
Cold sweat slowly began to break out from behind.
After an unknown amount of time, Qi Wei let go of his hand and said, "Keep watching."
Qi Mulin nodded awkwardly, walked back to his original position and sat down calmly.
Since then, he has become more and more afraid of being alone with Qi Wei.
Although he sometimes thinks about it, maybe he thinks too much.
But I still couldn't stop myself from being afraid.
Especially after he realized his sexual orientation, he felt more and more afraid.
Qi Mulin removed himself from the memories.
"Maybe most kids are afraid of their daddy."
"Aren't you afraid?"
Shen Yicheng smiled, "My father is... a very free person. He supports all my choices. He just tells me the problems I may encounter in advance before I make a choice, so that I have to be prepared and be serious. Think about whether I really want to make that choice. But he will not interfere with my decision."
"Even if you think those choices are wrong?"
"Even if he thinks those choices are wrong."
"My father will not stop me because of those choices that he thinks will be unsafe, or which road is not easy to walk. He thinks that the road is my own and should be walked in the direction I want. All he needs to do is to let me Help me do a good job of analysis and psychological construction before making a decision. When I know all the possibilities, how I want to make a choice is my own business.
He has always felt that as a parent, he should not do everything possible to stop me and block the road because he thinks that the road is not easy to walk, but to help me prepare for everything and become my strong backing.Let me know that even if I fail, I can still fall back on them. "
As Shen Yicheng said, he turned his head to look at Qi Mulin, "He always felt that parents who keep saying 'no' can't make their children feel safe, but just push them further and further away." He smiled, "I always I am very grateful to them. With them, I can do anything boldly. Because I know that they will always stand behind me."
Qi Mulin looked at Shen Yicheng, and after a while, slowly said, "I envy you so much."
I envy all children who can get a sense of security from their parents.
In classrooms.
Qi Mulin looked at Huang Yu quietly.
A few minutes later, he said slowly, "Huang Yu. Do you feel safe?"
Huang Yu frowned, "What?"
"Do you think your parents love you?"
Hearing these words, Huang Yu lowered his head slowly. "Teacher, shouldn't we be in class? Why are you talking about this?"
"I was just wondering, you've been insisting on getting back to where you were on your own. Are you confident?"
"of course."
"Then what would you do if you didn't return to the previous position after a semester of hard work?"
Huang Yu lowered his head and did not speak.
"Actually, it's not that we don't believe you. We just think that the road is too dangerous. If you work hard for a semester, but you don't get what you want, what will you do?"
Huang Yu frowned.
"Are you able to accept it calmly, or are you more irritable?"
"How do you know, I won't reach the original level."
"If not? Tell me, if you can't, what will happen to you? If you can tell, I can help you, convince your parents, and let you study by yourself."
Huang Yu suddenly raised his head, "Really?"
Qi Mulin nodded, "Really."
"If it doesn't work..." Huang Yu bit his lower lip fiercely, "I just want to try it for a semester. If it doesn't work, I'm willing to continue tutoring."
"Then if you missed this semester, your final test scores will be much worse than what you want."
"Did you say high school entrance examination?"
"Correct."
"Then I admit it too... Teacher, I just want to prove that I'm not useless yet, I can do it."
Qi Mulin looked at Huang Yu's flushed eyes and said, "Okay."
◎The author has something to say:
In fact, I didn't want to mention Huang Yu here.
But when it comes to the sense of security, I somehow think of him.In fact, his parents distrusted and indulged him more.It seems that it is for his own good, but it is more to make excuses for his irresponsibility.
As for Huang Yu, everything he did was actually just a resistance to this distrust.There will be such feelings and reactions, and it is also in this parent-child relationship that they do not get the sense of security they deserve.But this paragraph feels a bit awkward to write.It may be that the entry of this sense of security is a bit blunt.Mainly because I didn't intend to mention it and he suddenly mentioned it.
Shen Yicheng's father is my ideal family. Maybe not many people think the same as me, but I always feel that life is already very painful, why even my family should stop me from doing what I want to do.Such parents should not be able to make themselves feel the power behind them.And parents who can really give themselves strength should be like Shen Yicheng's father.I will tell you everything you have to face. After that, I will support you whatever choice you want to make. Even if you fail, get hurt, and want to turn back, I will always support you behind you, waiting for you to come back .
I think this kind of parent can really make children feel, "I can still go back to them."
Of course, this is just my opinion.
Chapter 10
"Hello teacher."
Qi Mulin looked up at Su Meng who entered the door, "Well, how did you come here today?"
There was no obvious expression on Su Meng's face, "He came over."
"again?"
Su Meng put the things on the table, supported the chair with her hands, and looked at him, "My mother is going to send my brother off."
"What about your father?"
"He's very busy. He went into the country yesterday."
Qi Mulin responded casually, "Huh?"
"To see my aunt."
Qi Mulin thought that this aunt might be his father's brother's wife, so he didn't ask any more.
"You can take the bus next time. You can get there on the 160 bus."
"……Oh."
Then the two of them continued their lessons.
Because this is the second period in the morning, it's time for them to eat after class.
Qi Mulin took Su Meng downstairs together, "I'll take you to the bus stop."
"Oh."
"Are you able to keep up with class now?"
"Okay."
"In the future, if you have any questions that you don't understand in class, you can also ask me."
Su Meng nodded and didn't say much.
The two of them waited together at the bus stop for a while, and after Qi Mulin sent Su Meng into the bus, he turned and walked downstairs to the convenience store.
He actually doesn't really like the stuff in the convenience store.But because there are too many people in class here, when it’s time to eat, all the places to buy food are full of people. Qi Mulin doesn’t like crowds, so he can only buy things in convenience stores and go to the classroom. eat.
He bought some food as usual, then went upstairs with the things and entered the classroom.
There were not many people in the corridor at this time.There are also many children in kindergarten.
Hearing the children running around in the building, still screaming, Qi Mulin couldn't help feeling, "Sure enough, the children from other people's homes are cuter."
He unpacked his food, took out his cell phone, and was thinking about eating while watching a video, when he saw a message alert on his cell phone, probably because he didn't hear the cell phone ringing when he just went upstairs.
He clicked on the message, and it was Shen Yicheng's message: [Picture]
The picture shows a table of sumptuous meals.
Qi Mulin looked at the food on his table and was speechless.
Qi Mulin: The things on my desk instantly looked like plastic
Shen Yicheng looked at Qi Mulin's reply, smiled, and called.
"Hey."
"What did you eat for lunch?"
Qi Mulin looked at the bread in his hand, "Bread, milk."
"So plain?"
"I don't want to either," Qi Mulin felt a little depressed for a moment, "but I can't buy any delicious food here at noon. I can only bear it until I get off work in the evening and eat delicious food when I go home."
Shen Yicheng smiled, looked at the newly bought lunch box, "I'll bring you a meal tomorrow."
Qi Mulin froze for a moment, "Huh?"
Qi Mulin stood beside Shen Yicheng, watching him put the prepared meals into the lunch box, "Is this really good?"
"What's wrong? Anyway, I eat alone, and I make a lot every time, just treat it as you help me solve some, so as to avoid waste."
"But then again, you actually know how to cook?"
Shen Yicheng smiled and said, "It's so strange."
"When did you learn it?"
"I have been living outside by myself these years, and I don't want to always eat takeaway, so I started to try to cook by myself. The more I tried, the better I got. At the beginning, I cooked the same food, and I I don't want to eat it."
"Ah... Then can I also... No, I can't."
Shen Yicheng was stunned for a moment, and then he couldn't help laughing, "I changed my mind so quickly."
"Compared to cooking by myself, I hope I can take a good rest. You don't know, I finished my classes on Saturday, day and two, and I feel like I'm going to be useless."
Shen Yicheng pursed his lips, "I can imagine."
"So, on my days off, let's take a good rest... I think takeaway is pretty good."
Shen Yicheng nodded, "But it's still not good to eat takeaway all the time."
"I'll hold on for a while. Maybe one day I'll suddenly get tired of eating takeaways and think to myself... No," Qi Mulin looked at Shen Yicheng, "I still have you."
Shen Yicheng raised the corner of his mouth, "Yes."
"...You don't think I'm annoying, do you?"
"will not."
"Oh."
Early on Wednesday morning, Qi Mulin was lying on the table to catch up on sleep, when suddenly someone sat next to him and patted him.
Qi Mulin sat up and squinted at Li Ning, "What are you doing?"
Li Ning leaned his head over, "What do you think of Yin Tianxin?"
"what?"
"I think she's fine.
"How is it?"
"Look, she is like you, she likes to read some weird books..."
"That's not weird!"
"I know, I just don't know how to describe the books you read, just put it this way."
"Oh."
"Don't you like to drink the brand of yogurt sold in the convenience store downstairs? She also likes to drink..."
"..."
"Besides, she has a very similar personality to yours..."
Qi Mulin suddenly felt something strange.
"Don't you think she's fine?"
If you insist that she is the same as me..."It's pretty good."
Li Ning nodded upon hearing this.
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Because we're studying together, I often chat with Yin Tianxin."
"……Oh."
"She doesn't have a boyfriend yet, so I plan to chase her."
"?"
"Just because she doesn't have a boyfriend and you chase her?"
"No, didn't I just tell you that I think she's pretty good. I like them all, so I want to chase her."
"...Oh." It still feels weird.
"what do you think?"
"... If you have a crush on her, you can contact her and see..."
"I think so too." After finishing speaking, Li Ning patted Qi Mulin's shoulder, went to the front, and walked to Yin Tianxin's side. He didn't know what he said, and they both turned their heads back and looked in his direction. Then turned around at the same time, Yin Tianxin said a few words, moved a seat in, and Li Ning sat next to her.
Qi Mulin:?
Not long after, Ding Ru came in, and she stood in front of the stage, "Let me tell you, Eleven is coming soon, and we will have a summer summary meeting on the Wednesday before the eleventh week, to summarize the work of the summer vacation, and to reward better work performance." teachers. There is also a need for teachers to perform, and I hope that talented teachers will actively sign up..."
Listening to Ding Ru's words, Qi Mulin suddenly remembered the guitar he had never touched since he was working.
Qi Mulin's guitar was bought by his part-time job during his undergraduate studies, and he also learned it by himself.
In fact, Qi Mulin liked music very much when he was very young.
In other words, he likes many things, but as he grows older, many of the things he once liked seem to be forgotten by himself.
Or.
He thought he had forgotten.
However, at the freshman welcome party, he looked at the friends who were certified to sing and perform seriously on the stage, and then remembered that he also had a dream.
So, during the holidays, he helped the teachers in the library and financial office sort out materials at school, exchanged a little money, and finally bought a guitar that was not too expensive.
In fact, he also practiced every day before graduation, but he played very poorly.
But he still persisted.
After he started working, his free time seemed to be wasted by doing nothing.
In fact, when he started the live broadcast, he also hoped that he could not only read books, but also play the guitar and sing.
But he felt that he played too badly and felt ashamed, so he never implemented it.
"You can start now."
Shen Yicheng sat on the seat, looking at the guitar in Qi Mulin's hand. "From today on, you don't just read books, you can also sing. Anyway, there is no one else but me, so what are you afraid of?"
"Or you don't want to start the live broadcast, but just play it for me, that's fine."
Qi Mulin looked at Shen Yicheng, and suddenly laughed, "Child instructor, I find you are really gentle."
Shen Yicheng also laughed, "Is this gentle?"
"Well. I think you are very gentle."
Qi Mulin raised the corner of his mouth, "Let me sing a song for you."
Qi Mulin played the guitar and began to sing softly.
"You've always been optimistic, you like to laugh and put your shoulders on people's shoulders, I'm in the crowd, on the side far away from you, I can only watch and I can only turn my head silently..."
This was the first time Shen Yicheng heard Qi Mulin sing.
He sang softly, but Shen Yicheng could feel his seriousness.
When he strummed the strings, Shen Yicheng could feel that he was really happy.
"...This is what I don't want to say in my heart. I don't know if you understand it?"
As the singing ended, the movements of Qi Mulin's hands gradually stopped.
He looked at Shen Yicheng, and stuck out his tongue a little shyly, "The singing...was a bit bad."
Shen Yicheng smiled lightly and shook his head, "It's pretty good. What are you singing?"
"Ding Li's song was borrowed from the neighbor."
"what?"
"No... I just forgot where I heard it before. Because I remembered it, I hummed it... Actually, I wanted to sing you another song."
Qi Mulin lowered his eyes, "When I was very young, when I didn't know what composing lyrics was, I once wrote a song. A song about waiting and love. But I can't remember it now. This It makes me feel sad and powerless. At this time, I actually don’t want to sing other people’s songs. But, I don’t have my own song…”
"You can continue singing in the future."
"Ok?"
"You keep singing. If you want to sing other people's songs, I will listen. If you want to sing your own songs, I will wait. I will always be your audience."
Qi Mulin froze for a moment, raised the corner of his mouth, "Thank you."
"It should be me thanking you."
Qi Mulin nodded, "What song do you want to hear now, I'll sing it to you."
Shen Yicheng really frowned and thought seriously, "I like... that man's song."
"Ok?"
"Sing me "A Little Bit", after all, it used to be his favorite."
"... Are you hurt or not?"
Shen Yicheng laughed out loud, and said while laughing, "How could it be damaged, this is the truth."
"I'll search for the sheet music."
When Qi Mulin was searching for the score, Shen Yicheng got up and turned around, looking at the paintings by Qi Mulin piled up on one side of the table, "Why do you know so many things?"
Hearing this, Qi Mulin raised his head and looked at Shen Yicheng, "Huh?"
Shen Yicheng picked up the painting on the table and waved it, "Can you still draw?"
"Just follow other people's paintings. The paintings don't look like it."
"Ever learned?"
Qi Mulin looked down at the phone, continued to search, and shook his head while looking at the phone, "No."
"Why didn't you learn it?"
Qi Mulin pursed his lips, put down everything in his hands, and looked at Shen Yicheng seriously, "Actually, have you ever felt that way?"
"what?"
"'If only my parents would have supported me in what I did'. That kind of thinking."
Shen Yicheng didn't speak.
Qi Mulin lowered his eyes slightly, "I have. Almost every day."
◎The author has something to say:
The last part is still not very satisfactory, but it can only be written like this for the time being.
Qi Mulin is actually a person with a rich inner world.
He likes singing, playing the guitar, and drawing.But he didn't have the opportunity to get in touch with these things, so he didn't take his favorites to heart, but when he knew all this, he was very sad when he came.
Because he didn't have the opportunity to get in touch with and learn things he would like, which made him feel that his past seemed to have no meaning and value at all.
In fact, Qi Mulin is a person who really wants to have a future, but is locked in the past.
Chapter 11
At this moment, Shen Yicheng saw so much sadness on Qi Mulin's face for the first time.
He felt that this kind of emotion was about to overwhelm Qi Mulin, but he didn't understand where all his sadness came from.
Qi Mulin quietly looked at a corner of a floor.
"Mu Lin?"
Qi Mulin just came back to his senses. He raised his hand to look at the time, "It's getting late. Then go back. You have to go to work tomorrow."
Shen Yicheng nodded.
In fact, he has a lot of things to ask.
But he also knew that now was not the time.
Perhaps one day, Qi Mulin would be willing to tell him something.
Shen Yicheng got up, said goodbye to Qi Mulin, and returned to his home.
He entered the house, and just as he was getting ready to wash up, his phone rang.
Shen Yicheng picked up the phone and glanced at it. It was Jin Xiangmo's call.
He answered the phone, "Hello."
"Hey, a ride, is it convenient for your home?"
"what?"
It was almost eleven o'clock when Jin Xiangmo arrived at Shen Yicheng's house.
When he entered the room, he was carrying a backpack, "Excuse me."
"It's okay. I haven't rested yet... What's the matter with you?"
Jin Xiangmo put down his things, sat down beside him, and sighed.
Jin Xiangmo called Shen Yicheng because he wanted to stay at Shen Yicheng's house for a while.
Although Shen Yicheng felt very strange, he still agreed without asking any further questions.
It's just that seeing Jin Xiangmo's state now, I still can't help but ask a few more questions.
Jin Xiangmo lowered his head, fell silent for a moment, raised his head, frowned, and looked at Shen Yicheng, "...I just can't figure out some things recently, and I don't want to stay at home and think about it, so I think..."
"Is there anything I can help you with?"
Shen Yicheng looked at him seriously.
Jin Xiangmo shook his head slowly, "I just don't want to stay by myself today...you can just lend me a day. Tomorrow, tomorrow I'll be fine."
Shen Yicheng nodded, "The bathroom is over there, do you want to wash up?"
"it is good."
Liu Yue: Teacher, which classroom are we in today?
The news on Qi Mulin's screen showed helplessness: 8-3
Liu Yue: [expression package]
Liu Yue: Okay!
Not long after, Liu Yue opened the door and came in.
There was still a box of rice cakes in his hand.
"I'm sorry, teacher, because the road is a bit congested, so I'm late."
Liu Yue was a student Qi Mulin picked up when school was about to start.
He is beautiful and capable.Qi Mulin still remembered that when he turned on the class phone, Liu Yue's mother said proudly that Liu Yue was the chairman of the student union of their school, participated in various activities and competitions, and all the teachers liked her very much.The results remain in the top ten of the age group.
It's just that the math is a bit of a drag.
When Qi Mulin actually saw Liu Yue, he realized that this girl really has capital.
But she did not express too much sense of superiority and self-confidence because of her excellence. On the contrary, Qi Mulin felt that she had an inferiority complex that did not match her strength.
Qi Mulin didn't understand why such an excellent child would feel inferior. Of course, he didn't ask too many questions, but when Liu Yue was willing to chat with him, he gave her more support and praise.
"How was your last exam?"
Liu Yue and his school had a monthly exam last week.
Hearing this, Liu Yue pretended to be serious and said, "I have good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear first?"
Qi Mulin looked at Liu Yue trying to hold back a smile, but couldn't help it, and pretended not to notice, "Let's tell the good news first."
Liu Yue opened her mouth, "You should hear the bad news first."
"Then tell me."
"That's right, I have a calculation question. I did the calculation well on the draft paper, but when I copied it on the answer sheet, I made a mistake. As a result, three points were deducted."
Qi Mulin tilted his head and looked at him, "Then the good news."
"It's just that I only deducted three points from the paper...otherwise I would have been able to get full marks in the exam."
Qi Mulin looked calm, "That's a pity. Do you think the paper is difficult?"
"I don't think it's very difficult. However, I still took the first place in mathematics."
Qi Mulin nodded, "I've always said that you can take the first place in physics, and you must be fine in mathematics."
Liu Yue nodded, and handed Qi Mulin the homework, and Qi Mulin began to read her previous homework.
After two days of busy work from morning to night, Qi Mulin finally ushered in a day of rest.
He slept until almost ten o'clock in the morning before getting up to take a shower.
After getting up, he quietly stared at the guitar in the corner for a while, then slowly stood up and walked over.
In fact, he wanted to write a song a long time ago.
A song about himself.
When he was holding the guitar and playing, the phone rang.
He put down his guitar, crawled to the head of the bed, and saw the name "Qi Wei" on the caller ID, he was taken aback for a moment, then picked up the phone, "Hello, Dad."
"Let's take a rest today."
"Yes."
"Why don't you call home recently?"
"Ah? You just left... I have nothing to do recently, so I didn't call."
Qi Wei nodded, "No matter what happens, you still have to remember to call home more often."
"understood."
Qi Mulin fell silent after answering, wanting to see what else Qi Wei wanted to say.
He just listened to Qi Weigang opening his mouth, and the voice of "Mmmmmmmahahhhh" came from the opposite side.
Qi Mulin felt that it should be his grandma's voice.
Then Qi Wei responded, "Ah, I see, you rest your... what do you want to do? What do you want to do?"
"Okay, remember to call home more often. Hang up." Then, without waiting for Qi Mulin to respond, he hung up the phone.
Qi Mulin glanced at the phone screen, but didn't speak, and then looked at his guitar, but he lost interest.
He threw himself on the bed and stared at the ceiling without speaking.
Qi Mulin didn't have a deep impression of his grandma.
When Qi Mulin was four years old, Qi Mulin's grandfather passed away.
In fact, logically speaking, Qi Mulin should have no impression of his grandfather.
How much of the memory of a four-year-old is true.
But in Qi Mulin's few memories of him, his grandfather was a very good person.
In the photo of the side hall of the old house, he is a kind-hearted old man.Grandpa likes him very much, every time he comes back
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