Break the line

, important people can never be slaves, but treat them as equals and follow them sincerely..." "Partners, the two of you are my partners. "

Kan Jian's eyebrows twitched, and finally, he slowly raised his head: "Call the Lord, because following you is not because you are the princess."

Finally he stood up, looked at Li Zui at the same level, and said frankly: "I received the kindness from the second young master of the Chao family when I was young, but I couldn't repay it. On the day he left the capital, he asked me to take care of his younger sister, which is your mother, and I When I found your mother...she guarded you, who was seriously injured, and I, since then, swore to protect the grandson of the Chao family."

seriously injured?That's right, when I was eight years old, I fell from heaven to hell within two months of leaving Sister Cui. How did my injuries come about?Shaking various colors come to mind, purple clothes, white clothes, blue clothes, yellow, and, red prince robes!Li Zui had a headache, his mind was restless, a mouthful of blood spewed out, and the dark green leaves of the original orchid were dotted with blood.

When she woke up again, Kan Jian and Ying Lan both knelt in front of her, "I told you, you are partners, get up," Li Zui said hoarsely.

"My lord! The past is in the past, don't you think about it? We will be with you for the rest of our lives like this!" Ying Lan threw herself in front of her bed crying.

"I won't vomit blood anymore, I've already remembered it all." Li Zui stared wide-eyed and looked up empty. The painful pain, shame, wailing and despair finally returned to the memory at the age of 16. middle.

She heard the sound of the blade scratching her back and cutting two bones. When she raised her eyes, her father was looking at her, watching helplessly.

Suddenly, it was his cousin, Li Shou, the thin and frail little emperor who never dared to speak loudly, screamed and pulled out the imperial uncle's sword that symbolized imperial power, and said against his throat, "I don't want my sister's bones, If you touch her one more time, I, I will die!" Then, the Empress Dowager desperately promised that by replacing the two spines with moonstones, Li Zui would not only be able to live, but even prolong his life and enjoy the moon forever!However, when he believed his mother and put down the knife, the imperial physician knelt down in front of the Queen Mother and King Xiande with the two bloody spines, tremblingly saying: "The bones don't fit, so they can't be used." Then he was ordered Entering a small golden coffin, King Xiande said with a sad face: "I'm sorry for my father. I was born in the emperor's family. It is your responsibility to sacrifice you alone to save the country. Go early, my father." I will let you be buried in the imperial mausoleum and deserve to enjoy the Taimiao!"

Until the sound of the Zhengdao drum in front of the palace, this is the drum specially set up by Emperor Xuanzong for literati and lofty ideals to sing against the traitors and Shang Datian. , I don’t know where the energy came from and knocked 81 times. Xuanzong has a decree, 81 drums, and the world discusses it.And the secret in the palace is the Queen Mother, King Xiande, or a secret that no one can tell. Finally, the mother tremblingly watched them open the golden coffin, and replaced the two missing bones with two golden moonstones enshrined in the Taimiao. The bright moonstone attracted wisps of silver-white moonlight, and the dying Li Zui came back to life.All the imperial physicians who knew about it were given medicines, but a little medicine boy stepped forward to take the two moonstones that his mother had snatched with the face of the Li family, and carefully bandaged and sewed them up. , frail and sickly, everyone was waiting for her to die before reaching adulthood, staring at her body, or the body that hadn't died yet, and took out the two golden moonstones, the treasure of the suppressed country, and look, she was that The useless rags are used by this monstrous power, and then thrown away.

Li Zui lay quietly, thinking about the memory covered by the drug, maybe it was because he didn't want to remember it, so he couldn't remember it, the pain, the pain when the knife cut the skin, the pulling feeling when the knife cut the flesh , The knife made a sizzling sound when it was cut across the bone seam, and the bone was removed to return the father, and the account between me and the Li family was settled.

◎The author has something to say:

I especially hate those righteous people who sacrifice this to save that at every turn. If you want righteousness, you sacrifice yourself. Why sacrifice others to fulfill your so-called heroism? Do they want you to save them? Are they willing to be sacrificed by you?

indeed

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Chapter 21

"I'm not a good mother." Suddenly a voice came from far to near. The plain-looking Xiande princess, no, she hoped that she was just Miss Chao, and walked in slowly.Ying Lan got up and bowed: "Miss Si is well!" She glanced at Li Zui who was still silent, elbowed her and Kan Jian hurriedly retreated, closed the door gently, and pulled Miss Chao's two maids Keep the courtyard firmly, and the space and time inside are reserved for the mother and daughter who are both strangers and entangled.

The mother gently sat beside her, gently wiped away her tears with a silk handkerchief, and sighed softly: "I was imprisoned in Jingjiwei's prison at your age." Her Looking through Li Zui's young face, it seems that he has returned to his own past. His father was killed by the most trusted "Prince Brother", the three brothers were tortured in the prison, and the famous family of the three dynasties fell into ruins and the monkeys scattered. Seeing that the disciples who spoke for her father were packaged up and demoted out of the country, everything went smoothly. Miss Chao, who grew up to be 16 years old, felt the helplessness of living for the first time. .Then suddenly one day, the father turned back into a loyal Taifu, but the elder brothers have wasted their years, ruined their bodies, and even more ruined their hopes for the royal family.Although the royal family won the war by annihilating the three kings, they were reputed to be perfidious among the scholars. Therefore, the prince brother brought the Chao family out again.It's a pity that the brothers would rather never be scholars again, and they can no longer serve and kill their fathers and enemies, and they themselves have become the only rope and tool that binds the scholars and the court in the world.Giving marriage, getting married, and giving birth to a daughter, she has fulfilled the duty of a tool. Let the prince brother who once held the innocent and romantic her in the palm of his hand to see for himself how she has become a dull-eyed, superstitious pope, and silent words. Quiet fool!The pain in his eyes is real, that's why she's happy!Since he is powerless to take revenge, he can manage to watch his enemy suffer, how happy it is!The sweet words from many years ago, it is so funny to think of it now, living, using her own painful work, to bring the pain of living to the enemy, this is the only thing she can do for the Chao family and for her own grievances.

It's just that she didn't expect that the enemy didn't live long and died.Li Shizhao died, and the white funeral ceremonies covered the capital, but she was no longer happy, nothing at all, but deeply tired, since she could no longer take revenge, she might as well die early, this rotten log of herself should have been thrown into the fire long ago, reduced to ashes.Until the dowry Ah Xing rushed into the family temple and pushed her awake, miss, miss, wake up, please go and save the little miss, that is your daughter, they are going to kill her!Miss!

That's right, apart from my enemy, I also have a daughter, the one who engraved the crimes of the Li family with her name, daughter.I'm not a good mother, I don't love this child, she makes me feel that I betrayed my father, and obtained this glory and wealth by virtue of his blood donation, no, by virtue of the wisdom of generations of the Chao family.Since I was born with such a vicious name, I have been avoiding her existence. I greet each ten days across the temple gate, and try not to see each other during the New Year. The third brother wrote me a letter, only writing The word "kiss", I know, he wants me to be close to my only relative, but I dare not, I just think that when she grows up, I will pass on to her the monstrous dowry of wealth that my enemy compensated me, to compensate her, Unexpectedly, she would not live to grow up.

81 drums of the righteous way, every hammer is resentment towards the Li family!The Chao family has been loyal for generations, the old father's head is delaying the opportunity for you, the daughter's marriage will reshape the court for you, and the grandson's life is going to be ruined like this, Li family, I want you to kill off your sons and grandchildren, and the ancestral temple is uneasy!

Later, I snatched my daughter back, and although she was still half alive, she was still alive; the well-behaved drug boy gave her a drug to cover her memory, it's okay, don't live in hatred like me.I ruined the poison I was going to use to kill myself, yes, I am alive, although I am not a good mother, although my child has been difficult to live to grow up, but every day from now on, she lives, I live.

This night, Li Zui finally fell into a deep sleep. For many years, every night in the middle of the night, vitality circulated in her body, and the pain in her back swallowed up the brilliance in the young man's eyes bit by bit. I stayed up night after night, as if falling asleep, silently, in great pain.But this night, the faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus permeated the air, and it was from my mother's body. It didn't hurt so much, and she really fell asleep.

At dawn on the second day, the familiar voice of the eunuch A Jia came from outside: "Your Majesty ordered, please invite Princess Jialan to enter the palace."

The little emperor sent his chariot as usual, and Li Zui sat in it, looking at the deep palace that was approaching step by step. In this world, the only people closest to him were his mother and little cousin, no, there was also Sister Cui.

"Sister! Sister!" The 15-year-old little emperor is actually only one year younger than Li Zui, but no matter whether it is a thin figure or a trembling appearance, he is still the fragile one who can hold a sword for her child.

"Chang'an, I'm back. How are you doing? Are your palms sweating a lot?" She pulled the little emperor towards him, and patted him on the back habitually to comfort him.

The little emperor did not coquettishly complain to her as before, the master had too much homework, the food in the kitchen was too bland, and the clouds in the palace were unsightly. Instead, he raised his head and trembled.