Could it be predetermined
Chapter 2 also deleted most of the content
A trace of uneasiness suddenly rose in my heart.
"Stomach...is uncomfortable" Leng Qingqiu said with difficulty while covering his stomach with his hands.
It was the first time in Leng Qingqiu's life that she had this kind of experience, because she was full of food because of her greedy mouth for a while, and at the moment she was embarrassed and angry, but the feeling of fullness from her abdomen made her have no time to take care of the food in her stomach. It seems that it has reached the mouth of the throat, and it will spurt out with a slight pressure.
Seeing her slightly pale lips, and the cold sweat breaking out from the pain, Guan Ju couldn't help feeling distressed.
Helping Leng Qingqiu to sit down on the bench by the side of the road, Leng Qingqiu frowned due to the discomfort caused by too much fullness, and bit her lower lip tightly with her white teeth, without saying a word.
Guan Ju straightened his back, grabbed Leng Qingqiu's shoulders, and let her lean in his arms.
"I'll rub your belly for you, it might feel better," Guan Ju said softly.
Leng Qingqiu nodded slightly, then buried his head in Guan Ju's neck, eyes slightly closed.
Guan Ju adjusted his sitting posture so that Leng Qingqiu could relax his body more. Then he stretched his hand through the hem of his clothes and covered Leng Qingqiu's lower abdomen. Soft and tender, as silky as milk, such a good touch...
Guan Ju hurriedly shook his head to get rid of the inappropriate thoughts in his head.
Guan Ju's hands made a circular motion around Leng Qingqiu's navel, rubbing it clockwise and counterclockwise, and then stroked the lower abdomen from top to bottom, repeatedly, back and forth, softly and forcefully.
The moment the warm and slender hands covered the lower abdomen, Leng Qingqiu couldn't help trembling, and then rubbed the lower abdomen frequently and orderly. After a long time, Leng Qingqiu felt his stomach gradually relieved.
In the past, she only knew that slender fingers are suitable for playing piano music, but at this moment, Guan Ju's fingers are playing the strings on Leng Qingqiu's heart, and the most beautiful music resounds in her heart.
After a little relief, Leng Qingqiu raised her head, wanting to look at Guan Ju, only to see her sweat streaked down her cheeks, dripping on the back of Leng Qingqiu's hands, the back of Leng Qingqiu's hands trembled slightly, as if scalded by sweat , unknown emotions welled up in my heart...
Feeling the person in his arms raise his head slightly, Guan Ju pulled away slightly, trying to see her face clearly, only to see her gentle brows and eyes looking at him with deep eyes.
Guan Ju hooked his lips: "Is it better?"
Leng Qingqiu felt an urge to hug Guan Ju tightly.
As a matter of fact, Leng Qingqiu did exactly that, that unknown emotion was surging in his heart, and his heart was also beating wildly at this moment, it seemed that only by tightly hugging the person in front of him could he slightly relieve the surging emotion in his heart .
After burying himself in her neck, he muffled a hum.
Sensing Leng Qingqiu's sudden surge of emotion, Guan Ju patted her on the back lightly, and the two hugged each other quietly.
"Walk to digest it?" Guan Ju suggested.
Leng Qingqiu nodded slightly.
Guan Ju wraps one arm around Leng Qingqiu's back and hugs her arm, puts one hand on her arm, wrapping half of Leng Qingqiu's body in his arms.
In the cold night, the two cuddled each other and walked in the quiet street, feeling warm in their hearts.
Walking all the way home, the two-kilometer journey consumed a lot of energy, and with Guan Ju's previous massaging and rubbing, Leng Qingqiu no longer felt full and uncomfortable.
"Do you still feel uncomfortable?" After entering the house, Guan Ju helped Leng Qingqiu to sit down on the sofa, maybe because he didn't like to exercise, after walking two kilometers back, Leng Qingqiu was sweating a little on his back, and his calves were also slightly tremble.
Leng Qingqiu thought that she was overeating and her stomach ached and her legs were sore all night, she couldn't help despising herself, facing Guan Ju also made her feel ashamed and embarrassed, she didn't dare to look at her directly, she shook her head slightly .
"Then go take a shower later, your body is still hot after sweating," Guan Ju said warmly.
Leng Qingqiu suddenly remembered something, and his mood dropped visibly with the naked eye.
It was already eleven o'clock when the two of them lay in bed. Since getting up in the morning, cooking, making dumplings, posting Spring Festival couplets, fighting Wei Guoqiang, Guan Ju has been busy all the time. He didn't even have a lunch break. He was already sleepy. His head was dizzy, and he fell asleep when he touched the pillow.
"elder sister……"
There was a thin breathing sound coming from the side, a faint fragrance lingered on the tip of the nose, Leng Qingqiu turned sideways, and under the twilight of the moonlight, he used his eyes to trace the peaceful sleeping face of his sweetheart, the delicate and stretched eyebrows, the tall and straight The bridge of the nose, the full and moist red lips, there is no part that is not beautiful, no part is not attractive...
Her eyes were fixed on Guan Ju's red lips, a thought flashed in her mind, she was very nervous because of this sudden thought, her heart was beating rapidly, it was aching and swollen because of longing, the blood in her whole body was flowing rapidly, Her body was driven by desire at this moment, she slowly bent down, approaching her ignorant sweetheart.
The lips touched, the warm and soft touch, the burning breath, Leng Qingqiu was so satisfied that she wanted to cry, because she was too guilty, she quickly left.She touched her lips, the temperature just now seemed to remain on her lips, which made people feel unsatisfied.
Looking at the unconscious sleeping face in front of her, Leng Qingqiu's eyes once again fell on the lips that she had just kissed, so soft, she wanted to... kiss again.
Leng Qingqiu leaned forward again, and pressed Guan Ju's lips carefully, very lightly, for fear of waking her up.Compared with the first time, Leng Qingqiu was obviously a little bolder, she slightly sucked Guan Ju's lower lip, bit by bit wet/wet, the soft wet/slippery touch was so beautiful, the desire/desire of the body once again Overcoming reason, wanting more and deeper, she tentatively sticks out the tip of her tongue and licks Guan Ju's plump and moist lips, but observes the reaction of her sweetheart without blinking her eyes, as if she is deeply asleep.
Maybe it's the cover of night, Leng Qingqiu's heart is clamoring, wanting to kiss Guanju deeply and deeply, wanting to suck/suck her lips hard, wanting to dance with her uvula.
But she dare not...
The soft tip of the tongue gently brushed Guan Ju's white teeth, and then stepped back, full of sweet taste.
Leng Qingqiu smiled foolishly, looking at the lips that had just been licked/touched by herself, they were as red as blood, extremely alluring.
The night was gentle.
My first kiss was finally given to my sweetheart, Leng Qingqiu's heart was sweet and shy at the same time, and he was a little ready to move, he couldn't restrain the thought of kissing Fangze again.After all, she is a novice in love, even if she thinks about it again, Leng Qingqiu still restrains herself.
Seeing her sweetheart sleeping soundly, Leng Qingqiu skillfully threw herself into Guan Ju's arms, adjusted to a comfortable position, smelled her fragrance, and gradually fell asleep.
Leng Qingqiu didn't know that after she fell asleep, Guan Ju's closed eyes slowly opened...
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Today, I tried to post a clip of the lantern show on a certain website, and the account was blocked immediately after going up, so whether I can watch the following ones depends on fate...
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Chapter 42
The sky is bright, and bundles of golden warm sun slip in through the gaps in the curtains, making it peaceful and comfortable.
People with insomnia can't fall asleep because they think too much, or do they think too much because they can't sleep?Anyway, Leng Qingqiu couldn't sleep well because of her reluctance to part with her. Thinking of Guan Ju's going back to Nancheng today, deep sorrow of parting flooded her heart.
At this moment, she was looking affectionately at Zhu Yan, who was close at hand without blinking. The tip of her nose was filled with the fragrance of her sweetheart. The person in the bed was emitting a steady stream of heat. Nesting in her arms, she was extremely comfortable. up.
The eyeballs under the eyelids are turning, and the neurons in the head seem to be connecting one by one. Guan Ju, who is about to wake up, instinctively tightens his arms, and the soft things in his arms are tightly attached to his body, soft and soft. Xiangxiang, all of this was done unconsciously in a hazy state.
Feeling being hugged tightly, realizing that Guan Ju seemed to be waking up, Leng Qingqiu hurriedly closed her eyes, on the outside she looked like she was in a deep sleep, but in her heart she was so sweet because of this person unconsciously hugging her tightly ...
Just like the previous few days, Guan Ju is used to seeing a person with a dark head nestled softly in his arms when he wakes up in the morning.The moment he just woke up, he was still chaotic, his mind was blank, he just hugged Leng Qingqiu quietly, feeling the lazy and quiet beauty of this moment.
After regaining consciousness, Guan Ju walked out of the room lightly.
The "sleeping" Leng Qingqiu woke up immediately after Guan Ju left, with a faint smile on his face, for Guan Ju did not leave immediately after waking up, but quietly hugged himself and lay down for an extra hour. Yes, Leng Qingqiu felt very relieved and faintly excited about this move...
Leng Qingqiu lay on the bed, dreaming in his head, one confiscated, thinking a little far...
It was more than half an hour later when I came out.
Guan Ju is still cooking breakfast in the kitchen. Today's breakfast is glutinous rice balls with red dates and glutinous rice and fried dumplings.
Leng Qingqiu gently smoothed the hair that fell on her cheeks behind her ears, sipped her breakfast, occasionally looked at Shang Guanju, and her eyes filled with smiles...
It was an unusually quiet breakfast.
After the meal, Guan Ju went to the kitchen to make trouble again, and even forbade Leng Qingqiu to make trouble, and was ordered to sit on the sofa and watch TV.Time passed by little by little, Leng Qingqiu was anxious and sad, wanted to buy more time to be with Guan Ju, but was too embarrassed to speak.
Just when Leng Qingqiu couldn't sit still and wanted to find Guan Ju, Guan Ju happened to come out from the kitchen
"What are you doing in the kitchen?" Leng Qingqiu pouted, a little unhappy
"Secret..." Seeing her losing her temper, Guan Ju thought of teasing her.
Leng Qingqiu snorted coldly, turned around and sat back on the sofa.
Guan Ju went straight to the bedroom, rustled in the room for a while, then went to the bathroom to put away all his toiletries, a box and a bag, and pushed them at the entrance.
"The food for these few days is ready for you, and you have to eat on time. If you are bored, you can send me a message." Guan Ju sat down on the sofa next to Leng Qingqiu, squeezed the back of her hand affectionately, and said: " You still have to pay New Year's greetings to Master during the Chinese New Year, you know?
Hearing this, Leng Qingqiu couldn't help having a sore nose, a lump in his throat, tears in his eyes, ready to drip...
From the moment Guan Ju pushed the suitcase out, Leng Qingqiu's originally calm mood instantly fell to the bottom, and the strong reluctance spread from his heart to his whole body.
Guan Ju felt Leng Qingqiu's reluctance, and felt a slight throbbing pain in his heart...
Holding Leng Qingqiu's face with both hands, gently wiped away the tears falling from the corners of her eyes with her thumbs, and softly said: "Why are you still crying?"
Leng Qingqiu looked at her steadfastly, her wet eyes were charming, her lips were tightly pressed together, and she didn't say a word.
Guan Ju sighed slightly, gently hugged Leng Qingqiu into his arms, instinctively raised his hand and patted her on the back, and comforted her: "After the Chinese New Year, I'll come back early to accompany you, okay?"
Leng Qingqiu hugs Guan Ju's waist tightly, yearning for the tenderness of this moment...
She was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would not be able to help but let her stay, so she could only muffled a yes.
"Ling..." The phone rang, breaking the warmth of this moment, Guan Ju had no choice but to let go of Leng Qingqiu and answer the phone.
"The car has arrived downstairs." Guan Ju couldn't bear to look at the disappointed Leng Qingqiu.
"I'll accompany you to the airport" Leng Qingqiu hurriedly said to Guan Ju.
Guan Ju shook her head and interrupted her: "No, I don't worry if you come back alone."
"But……"
"No but, be obedient..."
At the entrance, Guan Ju put on his shoes, straightened up, sneered, and stretched out his arms to hug Leng Qingqiu: "One must be obedient..."
Leng Qingqiu sent Guan Ju downstairs and watched her get in the car and drive away.
He stared for a long time until he couldn't see the shadow of the car.
At the airport, in the VIP rest area, the lid of the thermos cup was opened, and wisps of smoke slowly rose from the mouth of the cup, dissipating in front of unfocused eyes...
The scalding temperature, the slippery touch, Guan Ju touched his lips, the memory of last night emerged clearly, and the tip of his nose seemed to be able to smell a lingering fragrance left by the deserted autumn.
Among the seven passions and six desires, Guan Ju has always felt that he lacks passion and desire. From childhood to young girl, and now, he has never been in love.The marriage contract with Jiang Shuhong is nothing more than the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker.
The Guan family and the Jiang family are family friends, they have been in contact since their grandparents, to Guan's father and Jiang's father, the two have played since they were young, and their friendship with open crotch pants is better than brothers.Guan's father runs a garment factory, Jiang's father is a real estate developer, and the two have always supported each other. That year, Guan's father was unable to make money, and Jiang's father sent the money without saying anything, which solved Guan's urgent need. The communication is also getting closer.
Guan Ju grew up with her parents and was very familiar with Jiang's parents, but she didn't know Jiang Shuhong when she was a child. Jiang Shuhong was sent to a closed school to receive education since he was a child. He went abroad to study in high school and came back after graduating from university.It was also when the two met for the first time.
Guan Ju's first impression of Jiang Shuhong was actually not bad. Although he is not tall, maybe a little more than 1.7 meters, but his facial features are three-dimensional and elegant, he is gentle, has a smell of books, and his clothes are also very good. Talented people are the best It attracted Guan Ju's attention, so when they first met, they often got together to chat and talk, which was very comfortable.
At that time, Guan Ju was still a single mother and child, and the harmony with Jiang Shuhong was seen by the two parents.The two parents were discussing in private whether they should get closer or not, but they hit it off right away.Therefore, they created many opportunities for Guan Ju and Jiang Shuhong to get along.Guan Ju only thinks that Jiang Shuhong is a big brother who is easy to talk to, and has no other thoughts. He knows everything about him and trusts him completely.Jiang Shuhong doesn't know what he thinks about Guan Ju, he only knows that he is really like an older brother and takes good care of Guan Ju.
Until one day, Guan's father suddenly talked to Guan Ju and asked her if she was interested in Jiang Shuhong.Guan Ju was still looking at Dad Guan in shock at that time, not understanding why he would ask such a ridiculous question.Dad Guan didn't beat around the bush, he just told her the meaning of the two families and asked her to think about it.Guan Ju really thought about it, she didn't have anyone she liked, she didn't feel moved, and she got along well with Jiang Shuhong, anyway, she didn't hate it...
Yes, Guan Ju at that time was very casual and thoughtful about this issue. She had no obsession with love, and she didn't even feel that it was a necessary lesson in her life.
The confused two got engaged. They didn't even hold hands, never talked about love, and didn't mention anything related to love.
After getting engaged, Jiang Shuhong went back to Beicheng to go to work the next day. The two of them were not like other couples who would chat all the time, talk on the phone, and tell endless lovesickness. They were more like two good friends. The topics that are finished, each will be safe when we separate.
But in just one month, things turned around.That day, Guan Ju went to work in the company as usual, and suddenly received a photo on his mobile phone. In the photo, Jiang Shuhong was sleeping soundly with his upper body on, and the woman in her arms took a photo of them "sleeping face" with her mobile phone. .
When she received the photo, Guan Ju's mind went blank. She didn't think about anything, and she didn't know what to think. Was she angry?Yes, this is the feeling of being cheated.sad?It seems to be okay.As for the others, Guan Ju couldn't figure it out.After a long time, Guan Ju forwarded the photo to Dad Guan without saying anything.
That night, Guan's father only asked Guan Ju if he had made up his mind?Guan Ju nodded.Three days later, they divorced...
This marriage contract did not stir up any splashes in Guan Ju's heart. He was not happy when he was engaged, and he was not sad when he divorced.
Regarding women, Guan Ju has always agreed with Jia Baoyu's view: women are made of water and need to be cared for.So women have always been treated preferentially here in Guanju, but that's all. She never thought of having a relationship with a woman.
Homophobic?No, she also has same-sex friends around her. Guan Ju feels that whether it is gay or straight, it is a personal choice, just like some people like coriander and some like leeks, they have different hobbies.She didn't think that she would like men or women, but in this environment, more families consisted of men and women, so when Dad Guan asked her to get engaged, she felt that she also wanted to have such a family.
Leng Qingqiu's kiss made her start to think about this question. With Leng Qingqiu's reaction in the past two days, Guan Ju guessed that she was tempted, but Guan Ju was not sure. When it's love, or does Leng Qingqiu really like herself?
Not to mention whether Leng Qingqiu really likes herself, what kind of feelings do I have for Leng Qingqiu?I do pay more attention to her than others, and I am very sensitive to her emotions. When I see her happy, I will be happy; Not exclusive at all...
Guan Ju thought a lot, was in a mess of thoughts, sighed, and finally picked up the lid of the cup on the table and put it on the cup, put his bag on his back, and boarded the plane...
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Chapter 43
The plane took off slowly and gradually accelerated along the runway of the airport. The scenery outside the window quickly fell backwards, and the roar of the plane was heard in my ears.Across the [-]-meter-high sky, there is another scene in front of you. The undulating clouds are like icebergs floating on the sea, drifting past the window one by one, as if within reach, but so far away. Being in it, you can’t touch...
Looking at the clear and clear sky, at this moment, Guan Ju emptied himself, his unfocused eyes seemed to have a panoramic view of all the beautiful scenery, but also seemed to be empty.
When I came back to my senses, there was a cloud in front of my eyes, with a strange shape, like a palace carved from white marble. Could there be a fairy behind this palace?Guan Ju was amused by this random whimsy.But in an instant, her face darkened, thinking of the master in the temple, her heart suddenly became heavy.
The conflict between Leng Qingqiu and Ming Xin began when Ming Xin asked Leng Qingqiu to inherit Ciyin Nunnery. Even if she disapproved of this kind of coercion, the original Leng Qingqiu had no desires or desires. Indifferent, as if all people and things are ignored.The Leng Qingqiu in Zhengda's mouth has always been very knowledgeable about the scriptures. Even if I haven't seen it with my own eyes, when I ask her some questions on weekdays, I can see from her answers that she is really familiar with the scriptures.
Guan Ju has always held a skeptical attitude towards the "fatalism" that Buddhism calls. She doesn't believe in fate when she puts it on herself, but sometimes she thinks that it is really predestined for other people's words.
At this moment, she began to think too much in her head again, thinking about Leng Qingqiu's life experience, thinking about her rough past, everything has a cause and an effect, is it the cause she planted in her previous life, or the suffering she must endure to become a Buddha ?Isn't it the fate of the so-called three liters of rice in Buddhism to be discarded at the gate of the temple?
If she hadn't appeared, Leng Qingqiu had never been tempted, would she...
All kinds of thoughts came to my heart, like a basin of cold water being poured from my head, and my face was full of disappointment.
Leng Qingqiu's heart seemed to be following Guan Ju, leaving behind a walking corpse. She didn't even have a memory of how the road from the gate of the community to the house came back.Sitting blankly on the sofa in the living room, it was the first time I felt that the place where I had lived for more than three years was so quiet, and suddenly I couldn't get used to it.
But in just a few days, Guan Ju's shadow was everywhere in the house. The living room she tidied up, the Spring Festival couplets she put up, the snacks she placed, and even the air seemed to have her scent left. Just after we left, I missed her very much. The nose is sour, and the heart is sad and wronged...
After a long time, Leng Qingqiu, who was sitting on the sofa, was brought back to reality by the noise from the kitchen. She turned her head to look at the kitchen dully, as if she could still see Guan Ju busy inside, got up slowly, and walked towards the kitchen. Walking up, pushing the sliding door open, a strong fragrance came to the nostrils.The aroma of the food penetrated into her nostrils, awakening her sense of smell, and then her organs also came to life.
Only then did Leng Qingqiu notice that the electric screen of the rice cooker showed the heat preservation status, and there were wisps of green smoke at the exhaust port, the smell seemed to come from here, and there was a sticky note on the side of the cooker, Leng Qingqiu hurriedly reached out to take it off .
"Mix well with a rice spoon before eating (smiley face)"
Looking at the post-it note, Leng Qingqiu had a slight smile in his eyes.
"Di-di-di" was in a trance, and the sound of electrical appliances sounded again. Leng Qingqiu followed the sound and looked around, and then saw the electric saucepan with the indicator light on the desk next to the refrigerator.Taking a closer look, there is also a post-it note attached to the body of the pot.
"Add some salt to taste before drinking, and finish drinking!"
The heart that was cold after Guan Ju's departure unexpectedly felt warm at this moment, and the whole person was immersed in the joy that fell from the sky.
The body is alive, and now I am in the mood to see what Guan Ju is cooking. According to the words, Leng Qingqiu found a rice spoon and mixed the mustard greens and salty rice in the rice cooker. The pork belly and mustard greens were added after stir-frying The rice is steamed together, and after stirring, the oil underneath covers every grain of rice, the color is bright and the aroma is attractive.Immediately afterwards, Leng Qingqiu opened the lid of the electric stew pot again, and the smell of chicken soup rushed straight into his nostrils. Black-bone chicken soup with red dates and mushrooms was added. It has already filled the entire mouth...
Filled a bowl full of salty rice and a bowl of black chicken soup, picked a chicken leg and a chicken wing from the black chicken soup, brought them to the living room, turned on the floor lamp, turned the light to warm yellow, Leng Qingqiu took a picture with his deepest skill The photo was sent to Guan Ju.As if he had done a good deed and begged for a little red flower from his teacher, his heart was pounding after the photo was sent out, and then he remembered that Guan Ju should be on the plane at the moment, his bright eyes dimmed instantly...
Arriving at Nancheng Airport, after picking up the luggage, Guan Ju saw Qi Qi before he reached the exit, his melancholy mood was swept away in an instant, and he walked towards her quickly.
Li Qiqi is Guan Ju's high school classmate. They have known each other for 15 years. The classmates and friends around him come and go, only Qiqi is always by his side. The two have completely opposite personalities, but they get along extremely well.
Li Qiqi has a hot personality, has a wide range of friends, is good at socializing, and has a good face. She often dislikes Guan Ju as a boring gourd. She only knows how to stay at home all day, and doesn't go to bars or go shopping. She looks like an ascetic. She is the one who dislikes Guan Ju the most, and she is the one who cares about Guan Ju the most.
"I'm willing to come back~ I thought you were going to become a monk because you were dissatisfied with the world of mortals." Li Qiqi teased with a smirk.
Guan Ju gave her a wry smile, rolled his eyes, threw the luggage in his hand to her, and walked towards the parking lot by himself.
Since going to Pingshui Town, Guan Ju poured out all the bitterness of life to Qiqi, and even shared with her the progress of his study of scriptures, and Qiqi also laughed at her three-day enthusiasm at the beginning, but was surprised at Guan Ju Jingzhen memorized the scriptures, but in the end she firmly opposed it. She felt that Guan Ju had been brainwashed, and only retired aunts recited scriptures. How could the beautiful age of twenties be used for time-wasting things like chanting scriptures? .She began to persuade Guanju to leave the temple earnestly. Even if she likes to be quiet, she can just live in the temple, and there is no need to chant scriptures.She has been very worried recently, Guan Ju doesn't like to play and is a dead house, she is very afraid that she will shave or become a monk on impulse...
"Would you like to get together at night, Fei and the others are back, and we have an appointment to sing at night." After getting on the bus, Qiqi invited her. Feifei is their high school classmate, and a few of them have a good time. When I get home, I will ask out to play, Guan Ju will go occasionally, but every time she is the first one to leave, because she doesn't drink or sing, just come to show her face.
"No, I'm bored to death" Guan Ju refused without even thinking about it.
"It's been a year since I saw her. Why is she such a disappointment? Isn't it boring to stay at home every day? I'm not here. If you're bored, just chat with me." Li Qiqi tried hard to persuade Guan Ju to go out every time. Even after a lot of persuasion, Li Qiqi didn't know if he was fed up, and in the end he would blame it on what he owed Guanju in his previous life!
"It's boring to sit in KTV and stare at them. Don't go. Why don't you say that you come to stay with me at home, they are more important than me?" Guan Ju asked dissatisfiedly, probably because he has nothing to fear, he made it clear that knowing Qiqi is more important Herself, so Guan Ju even made troubles for no reason in front of her, and she was justified.
Li Qiqi was about to roll his eyes to Tianlinggai, and he kept slandering in his heart: Here we go again, here we go again, the essence comes again... As soon as we met, I started to feel disgusted eight hundred times a day.
"They are important" Li Qiqi said stubbornly, two people are like this, they can piss each other off every day, but they play together every day
"You...don't eat at my house tonight" Guan Ju said angrily.
"I never thought of eating at your house," Li Qiqi said disapprovingly.
"You are not allowed to come to my house to eat tomorrow and the day after tomorrow..." Guan Ju said angrily, the two are evenly matched, you win today and I win tomorrow, no one will let the other
"Then you don't care about it." Li Qiqi shrugged arrogantly, she has already been free to come and go in Guan's house, and Guan Ju has the final say on whether to eat or not.
Noisy along the way, they arrived home, because Qi Qi was going to a party, after she put Guan Ju down at the door, she left without looking back.
"Mom... I'm starving to death!" Before I entered the house, the voice had already spread far away, I didn't eat lunch on the plane, and it's almost dinner time again, so don't be hungry
"Mother……"
"You know how to come back?" Yun Fei didn't look good when she saw Guan Ju. She objected when Guan Ju was going to work in the shipyard. Girls are always bad among men, especially after hearing that Guan Ju lives In the temple, she became even more angry.
"Mom~ what are you doing, I just came back and haven't eaten lunch yet" Guan Ju said, hugging Guan Ma's shoulder from behind, coquettishly, "Where's Dad?"
"Your father has a social event at night, so he didn't come back so early. The dinner hasn't been cooked yet, and Aunt Jiang said that we will have dinner together at night." Guan's mother poured a glass of water for Guan Ju
"Go by yourself, I won't go!" Guan Ju said angrily, sometimes she really doesn't understand what adults are thinking, it's already like this, she still wants to make herself and Jiang Shuhong together, in Guan Ju From Mom's point of view, as long as the mistakes made before marriage can be forgiven, let alone just a "sleeping face" photo.
Guan Ju is about to go to the kitchen with a dark face
"Why are you going?"
"Cooking noodles~ Aren't you going to Jiang's house for dinner, and no one will cook for me, am I waiting to die of starvation?" Guan Ju looked pitiful.
Doesn't Guan's mother know what her daughter is like? She also knows that it is impossible for Guan Ju to go to Jiang's house for dinner as soon as she comes back, but Jiang's family has said it several times, and she really can't refuse.Guan Ma went to the kitchen while thinking about it
"Mom, I want to eat red mushroom vermicelli, two eggs~" Guan Ju secretly rejoiced, as long as he was a little miserable, his mother would surrender.
"Suyun~ I'm really sorry. Guan Guan said he was a little airsick and didn't want to go out. Yes, I'm really sorry. I'll treat you another day. Hey, okay, okay, goodbye." As soon as Guan's mother entered the kitchen, Jiang's phone called Now, knowing her daughter's virtue, she had no choice but to think of a reason to prevaricate.
Guan Ju sneaked back into the room as if she had succeeded in her scheme. She had endured all this hard work, bickering with Qi Qi, acting like a baby with her mother, but she didn't dare to look at her phone.But even so, there seemed to be hands growing out of the phone, holding Guan Ju's heart tightly, making her unable to focus on other things.
As if mustering up a lot of courage, Guan Ju picked up the phone resignedly.
"It's delicious, I'm done eating~"
The picture below is for lunch
"Are you home? Remember to report that you are safe~"
"Isn't it here yet? I'm worried about you!"
In the past, Leng Qingqiu, who cherished words like gold, never took the initiative to send so many messages to herself. Her changes and care for herself were so naked. It was not that she was not moved, but Guan Ju was wondering if she had done something wrong. ...
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The purpose of separation is to better understand my heart, and to take advantage of this time to deal with emotional sequelae
In two or three chapters, someone is going to a driving school to learn to drive...
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Chapter 44
After the message was sent out, Leng Qingqiu savored the food Guan Ju cooked for herself carefully, as if every bite could reveal Guan Ju's concern for her, no matter what kind of feelings Guan Ju had for her, in her heart, she should Is it very important?
Leng Qingqiu is like most women who fall in love at this moment, always trying to figure out what the sweetheart is thinking, every little clue in life will be interpreted as love, thus creating one of the three major illusions in life: She should also like me ...
Leng Qingqiu followed Guan Ju's flight information and knew when she landed.One or two hours had passed since the plane landed, and there was no reply for a long time. Leng Qingqiu was in a state of confusion. She was worried that something happened to Guan Ju on the way?Or the family picked it up, and they were too happy to see the phone; or they went to play with friends; or various other possibilities... Leng Qingqiu fell into anxiety and uneasiness.
When my heart is full of that person, even the slightest disturbance will make me restless, all my emotions are on that person, worrying about gains and losses, this kind of feeling is really unpleasant.
"The phone is out of battery, I put it in the room to charge when I get home, I was eating just now"
Guan Ju still replied, she deliberately left her mobile phone in the room, she was absent-minded when eating in the restaurant, she was distracted when chatting with Guan's mother, and her head was empty when watching TV. In the end, she was helpless from the bottom of her heart. He let out a sigh of resignation, went back to his room and picked up his phone to reply.
After replying to the message, Guan Ju felt at ease in his heart. From the moment he replied to the message, the answer in his heart was already on the paper. No matter how awkward he was, it would seem too hypocritical. Guan Ju never felt that he was a hypocritical person. At this moment , maybe you should face your heart honestly.
"Will you be busy when you get home?"
The moment she received the message, Leng Qingqiu felt that she had come alive, as if a hand was stretched out from the phone, pulling herself out of the mire, and her body and mind felt refreshed.But the relaxed feeling lasted less than a minute, and she began to fidget again. She wanted to chat with Guan Ju, but she was used to being indifferent, so she didn't know what to talk about...
Through the screen, it seems that Leng Qingqiu's cautiousness and uneasiness can be felt. Guan Ju couldn't help feeling a little bit distressed in his heart. He obviously wanted to make her happy and give her a sense of security.
"Holidays are for rest, not busy, do you want to go out to play these few days?" Guan Ju suppressed the strange emotions in her heart, pretending to be relaxed, and now, she doesn't want to think so much, she doesn't want to make herself and deserted Autumn is not happy...
"Just stay at home, will you go out with your friends?" Leng Qingqiu began to wonder about Guan Ju's life, she must have many relatives and friends, will she go to visit during the Chinese New Year?
"Look at my mother's arrangement. I will be at home on New Year's Eve. Afterwards, I may go to visit relatives with my parents." Guan Ju recalled the situation in the past. link, even if you don't like it, the program can't be saved.
"Be more diligent during the Chinese New Year. Finish the food in the refrigerator. After the New Year, I will go back and check. If there is too much left, I will punish you!" Talking about his New Year's arrangements, Guan Ju thought of Leng Qingqiu being alone Yes, I was afraid that she would find it troublesome to cook alone, and she didn't have a good meal during the Spring Festival...
"Do you want to teach me..." Listening to Guan Ju's words similar to orders, Leng Qingqiu felt very happy, she liked the feeling of being ordered because she cared.In order to get in touch with Guan Ju more, she also took the opportunity to make a request. She has never cooked many ingredients before and needs Guan Ju's teaching.
"No problem, just tell me in advance what you want to eat, and I'll teach you how to do it." After not pursuing right or wrong for a while, chatting with Leng Qingqiu, Guan Ju became that gentle and doting sister again .
Concerned that Guan Ju had traveled all day and had no lunch break, although Leng Qingqiu was reluctant, she urged Guan Ju to go to rest early.She herself also washed up early and lay down in bed.
That person was still lying beside her last night, with the warm embrace, the fragrant breath, and the soft touch, Leng Qingqiu felt that she was
"Stomach...is uncomfortable" Leng Qingqiu said with difficulty while covering his stomach with his hands.
It was the first time in Leng Qingqiu's life that she had this kind of experience, because she was full of food because of her greedy mouth for a while, and at the moment she was embarrassed and angry, but the feeling of fullness from her abdomen made her have no time to take care of the food in her stomach. It seems that it has reached the mouth of the throat, and it will spurt out with a slight pressure.
Seeing her slightly pale lips, and the cold sweat breaking out from the pain, Guan Ju couldn't help feeling distressed.
Helping Leng Qingqiu to sit down on the bench by the side of the road, Leng Qingqiu frowned due to the discomfort caused by too much fullness, and bit her lower lip tightly with her white teeth, without saying a word.
Guan Ju straightened his back, grabbed Leng Qingqiu's shoulders, and let her lean in his arms.
"I'll rub your belly for you, it might feel better," Guan Ju said softly.
Leng Qingqiu nodded slightly, then buried his head in Guan Ju's neck, eyes slightly closed.
Guan Ju adjusted his sitting posture so that Leng Qingqiu could relax his body more. Then he stretched his hand through the hem of his clothes and covered Leng Qingqiu's lower abdomen. Soft and tender, as silky as milk, such a good touch...
Guan Ju hurriedly shook his head to get rid of the inappropriate thoughts in his head.
Guan Ju's hands made a circular motion around Leng Qingqiu's navel, rubbing it clockwise and counterclockwise, and then stroked the lower abdomen from top to bottom, repeatedly, back and forth, softly and forcefully.
The moment the warm and slender hands covered the lower abdomen, Leng Qingqiu couldn't help trembling, and then rubbed the lower abdomen frequently and orderly. After a long time, Leng Qingqiu felt his stomach gradually relieved.
In the past, she only knew that slender fingers are suitable for playing piano music, but at this moment, Guan Ju's fingers are playing the strings on Leng Qingqiu's heart, and the most beautiful music resounds in her heart.
After a little relief, Leng Qingqiu raised her head, wanting to look at Guan Ju, only to see her sweat streaked down her cheeks, dripping on the back of Leng Qingqiu's hands, the back of Leng Qingqiu's hands trembled slightly, as if scalded by sweat , unknown emotions welled up in my heart...
Feeling the person in his arms raise his head slightly, Guan Ju pulled away slightly, trying to see her face clearly, only to see her gentle brows and eyes looking at him with deep eyes.
Guan Ju hooked his lips: "Is it better?"
Leng Qingqiu felt an urge to hug Guan Ju tightly.
As a matter of fact, Leng Qingqiu did exactly that, that unknown emotion was surging in his heart, and his heart was also beating wildly at this moment, it seemed that only by tightly hugging the person in front of him could he slightly relieve the surging emotion in his heart .
After burying himself in her neck, he muffled a hum.
Sensing Leng Qingqiu's sudden surge of emotion, Guan Ju patted her on the back lightly, and the two hugged each other quietly.
"Walk to digest it?" Guan Ju suggested.
Leng Qingqiu nodded slightly.
Guan Ju wraps one arm around Leng Qingqiu's back and hugs her arm, puts one hand on her arm, wrapping half of Leng Qingqiu's body in his arms.
In the cold night, the two cuddled each other and walked in the quiet street, feeling warm in their hearts.
Walking all the way home, the two-kilometer journey consumed a lot of energy, and with Guan Ju's previous massaging and rubbing, Leng Qingqiu no longer felt full and uncomfortable.
"Do you still feel uncomfortable?" After entering the house, Guan Ju helped Leng Qingqiu to sit down on the sofa, maybe because he didn't like to exercise, after walking two kilometers back, Leng Qingqiu was sweating a little on his back, and his calves were also slightly tremble.
Leng Qingqiu thought that she was overeating and her stomach ached and her legs were sore all night, she couldn't help despising herself, facing Guan Ju also made her feel ashamed and embarrassed, she didn't dare to look at her directly, she shook her head slightly .
"Then go take a shower later, your body is still hot after sweating," Guan Ju said warmly.
Leng Qingqiu suddenly remembered something, and his mood dropped visibly with the naked eye.
It was already eleven o'clock when the two of them lay in bed. Since getting up in the morning, cooking, making dumplings, posting Spring Festival couplets, fighting Wei Guoqiang, Guan Ju has been busy all the time. He didn't even have a lunch break. He was already sleepy. His head was dizzy, and he fell asleep when he touched the pillow.
"elder sister……"
There was a thin breathing sound coming from the side, a faint fragrance lingered on the tip of the nose, Leng Qingqiu turned sideways, and under the twilight of the moonlight, he used his eyes to trace the peaceful sleeping face of his sweetheart, the delicate and stretched eyebrows, the tall and straight The bridge of the nose, the full and moist red lips, there is no part that is not beautiful, no part is not attractive...
Her eyes were fixed on Guan Ju's red lips, a thought flashed in her mind, she was very nervous because of this sudden thought, her heart was beating rapidly, it was aching and swollen because of longing, the blood in her whole body was flowing rapidly, Her body was driven by desire at this moment, she slowly bent down, approaching her ignorant sweetheart.
The lips touched, the warm and soft touch, the burning breath, Leng Qingqiu was so satisfied that she wanted to cry, because she was too guilty, she quickly left.She touched her lips, the temperature just now seemed to remain on her lips, which made people feel unsatisfied.
Looking at the unconscious sleeping face in front of her, Leng Qingqiu's eyes once again fell on the lips that she had just kissed, so soft, she wanted to... kiss again.
Leng Qingqiu leaned forward again, and pressed Guan Ju's lips carefully, very lightly, for fear of waking her up.Compared with the first time, Leng Qingqiu was obviously a little bolder, she slightly sucked Guan Ju's lower lip, bit by bit wet/wet, the soft wet/slippery touch was so beautiful, the desire/desire of the body once again Overcoming reason, wanting more and deeper, she tentatively sticks out the tip of her tongue and licks Guan Ju's plump and moist lips, but observes the reaction of her sweetheart without blinking her eyes, as if she is deeply asleep.
Maybe it's the cover of night, Leng Qingqiu's heart is clamoring, wanting to kiss Guanju deeply and deeply, wanting to suck/suck her lips hard, wanting to dance with her uvula.
But she dare not...
The soft tip of the tongue gently brushed Guan Ju's white teeth, and then stepped back, full of sweet taste.
Leng Qingqiu smiled foolishly, looking at the lips that had just been licked/touched by herself, they were as red as blood, extremely alluring.
The night was gentle.
My first kiss was finally given to my sweetheart, Leng Qingqiu's heart was sweet and shy at the same time, and he was a little ready to move, he couldn't restrain the thought of kissing Fangze again.After all, she is a novice in love, even if she thinks about it again, Leng Qingqiu still restrains herself.
Seeing her sweetheart sleeping soundly, Leng Qingqiu skillfully threw herself into Guan Ju's arms, adjusted to a comfortable position, smelled her fragrance, and gradually fell asleep.
Leng Qingqiu didn't know that after she fell asleep, Guan Ju's closed eyes slowly opened...
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Today, I tried to post a clip of the lantern show on a certain website, and the account was blocked immediately after going up, so whether I can watch the following ones depends on fate...
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Chapter 42
The sky is bright, and bundles of golden warm sun slip in through the gaps in the curtains, making it peaceful and comfortable.
People with insomnia can't fall asleep because they think too much, or do they think too much because they can't sleep?Anyway, Leng Qingqiu couldn't sleep well because of her reluctance to part with her. Thinking of Guan Ju's going back to Nancheng today, deep sorrow of parting flooded her heart.
At this moment, she was looking affectionately at Zhu Yan, who was close at hand without blinking. The tip of her nose was filled with the fragrance of her sweetheart. The person in the bed was emitting a steady stream of heat. Nesting in her arms, she was extremely comfortable. up.
The eyeballs under the eyelids are turning, and the neurons in the head seem to be connecting one by one. Guan Ju, who is about to wake up, instinctively tightens his arms, and the soft things in his arms are tightly attached to his body, soft and soft. Xiangxiang, all of this was done unconsciously in a hazy state.
Feeling being hugged tightly, realizing that Guan Ju seemed to be waking up, Leng Qingqiu hurriedly closed her eyes, on the outside she looked like she was in a deep sleep, but in her heart she was so sweet because of this person unconsciously hugging her tightly ...
Just like the previous few days, Guan Ju is used to seeing a person with a dark head nestled softly in his arms when he wakes up in the morning.The moment he just woke up, he was still chaotic, his mind was blank, he just hugged Leng Qingqiu quietly, feeling the lazy and quiet beauty of this moment.
After regaining consciousness, Guan Ju walked out of the room lightly.
The "sleeping" Leng Qingqiu woke up immediately after Guan Ju left, with a faint smile on his face, for Guan Ju did not leave immediately after waking up, but quietly hugged himself and lay down for an extra hour. Yes, Leng Qingqiu felt very relieved and faintly excited about this move...
Leng Qingqiu lay on the bed, dreaming in his head, one confiscated, thinking a little far...
It was more than half an hour later when I came out.
Guan Ju is still cooking breakfast in the kitchen. Today's breakfast is glutinous rice balls with red dates and glutinous rice and fried dumplings.
Leng Qingqiu gently smoothed the hair that fell on her cheeks behind her ears, sipped her breakfast, occasionally looked at Shang Guanju, and her eyes filled with smiles...
It was an unusually quiet breakfast.
After the meal, Guan Ju went to the kitchen to make trouble again, and even forbade Leng Qingqiu to make trouble, and was ordered to sit on the sofa and watch TV.Time passed by little by little, Leng Qingqiu was anxious and sad, wanted to buy more time to be with Guan Ju, but was too embarrassed to speak.
Just when Leng Qingqiu couldn't sit still and wanted to find Guan Ju, Guan Ju happened to come out from the kitchen
"What are you doing in the kitchen?" Leng Qingqiu pouted, a little unhappy
"Secret..." Seeing her losing her temper, Guan Ju thought of teasing her.
Leng Qingqiu snorted coldly, turned around and sat back on the sofa.
Guan Ju went straight to the bedroom, rustled in the room for a while, then went to the bathroom to put away all his toiletries, a box and a bag, and pushed them at the entrance.
"The food for these few days is ready for you, and you have to eat on time. If you are bored, you can send me a message." Guan Ju sat down on the sofa next to Leng Qingqiu, squeezed the back of her hand affectionately, and said: " You still have to pay New Year's greetings to Master during the Chinese New Year, you know?
Hearing this, Leng Qingqiu couldn't help having a sore nose, a lump in his throat, tears in his eyes, ready to drip...
From the moment Guan Ju pushed the suitcase out, Leng Qingqiu's originally calm mood instantly fell to the bottom, and the strong reluctance spread from his heart to his whole body.
Guan Ju felt Leng Qingqiu's reluctance, and felt a slight throbbing pain in his heart...
Holding Leng Qingqiu's face with both hands, gently wiped away the tears falling from the corners of her eyes with her thumbs, and softly said: "Why are you still crying?"
Leng Qingqiu looked at her steadfastly, her wet eyes were charming, her lips were tightly pressed together, and she didn't say a word.
Guan Ju sighed slightly, gently hugged Leng Qingqiu into his arms, instinctively raised his hand and patted her on the back, and comforted her: "After the Chinese New Year, I'll come back early to accompany you, okay?"
Leng Qingqiu hugs Guan Ju's waist tightly, yearning for the tenderness of this moment...
She was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would not be able to help but let her stay, so she could only muffled a yes.
"Ling..." The phone rang, breaking the warmth of this moment, Guan Ju had no choice but to let go of Leng Qingqiu and answer the phone.
"The car has arrived downstairs." Guan Ju couldn't bear to look at the disappointed Leng Qingqiu.
"I'll accompany you to the airport" Leng Qingqiu hurriedly said to Guan Ju.
Guan Ju shook her head and interrupted her: "No, I don't worry if you come back alone."
"But……"
"No but, be obedient..."
At the entrance, Guan Ju put on his shoes, straightened up, sneered, and stretched out his arms to hug Leng Qingqiu: "One must be obedient..."
Leng Qingqiu sent Guan Ju downstairs and watched her get in the car and drive away.
He stared for a long time until he couldn't see the shadow of the car.
At the airport, in the VIP rest area, the lid of the thermos cup was opened, and wisps of smoke slowly rose from the mouth of the cup, dissipating in front of unfocused eyes...
The scalding temperature, the slippery touch, Guan Ju touched his lips, the memory of last night emerged clearly, and the tip of his nose seemed to be able to smell a lingering fragrance left by the deserted autumn.
Among the seven passions and six desires, Guan Ju has always felt that he lacks passion and desire. From childhood to young girl, and now, he has never been in love.The marriage contract with Jiang Shuhong is nothing more than the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker.
The Guan family and the Jiang family are family friends, they have been in contact since their grandparents, to Guan's father and Jiang's father, the two have played since they were young, and their friendship with open crotch pants is better than brothers.Guan's father runs a garment factory, Jiang's father is a real estate developer, and the two have always supported each other. That year, Guan's father was unable to make money, and Jiang's father sent the money without saying anything, which solved Guan's urgent need. The communication is also getting closer.
Guan Ju grew up with her parents and was very familiar with Jiang's parents, but she didn't know Jiang Shuhong when she was a child. Jiang Shuhong was sent to a closed school to receive education since he was a child. He went abroad to study in high school and came back after graduating from university.It was also when the two met for the first time.
Guan Ju's first impression of Jiang Shuhong was actually not bad. Although he is not tall, maybe a little more than 1.7 meters, but his facial features are three-dimensional and elegant, he is gentle, has a smell of books, and his clothes are also very good. Talented people are the best It attracted Guan Ju's attention, so when they first met, they often got together to chat and talk, which was very comfortable.
At that time, Guan Ju was still a single mother and child, and the harmony with Jiang Shuhong was seen by the two parents.The two parents were discussing in private whether they should get closer or not, but they hit it off right away.Therefore, they created many opportunities for Guan Ju and Jiang Shuhong to get along.Guan Ju only thinks that Jiang Shuhong is a big brother who is easy to talk to, and has no other thoughts. He knows everything about him and trusts him completely.Jiang Shuhong doesn't know what he thinks about Guan Ju, he only knows that he is really like an older brother and takes good care of Guan Ju.
Until one day, Guan's father suddenly talked to Guan Ju and asked her if she was interested in Jiang Shuhong.Guan Ju was still looking at Dad Guan in shock at that time, not understanding why he would ask such a ridiculous question.Dad Guan didn't beat around the bush, he just told her the meaning of the two families and asked her to think about it.Guan Ju really thought about it, she didn't have anyone she liked, she didn't feel moved, and she got along well with Jiang Shuhong, anyway, she didn't hate it...
Yes, Guan Ju at that time was very casual and thoughtful about this issue. She had no obsession with love, and she didn't even feel that it was a necessary lesson in her life.
The confused two got engaged. They didn't even hold hands, never talked about love, and didn't mention anything related to love.
After getting engaged, Jiang Shuhong went back to Beicheng to go to work the next day. The two of them were not like other couples who would chat all the time, talk on the phone, and tell endless lovesickness. They were more like two good friends. The topics that are finished, each will be safe when we separate.
But in just one month, things turned around.That day, Guan Ju went to work in the company as usual, and suddenly received a photo on his mobile phone. In the photo, Jiang Shuhong was sleeping soundly with his upper body on, and the woman in her arms took a photo of them "sleeping face" with her mobile phone. .
When she received the photo, Guan Ju's mind went blank. She didn't think about anything, and she didn't know what to think. Was she angry?Yes, this is the feeling of being cheated.sad?It seems to be okay.As for the others, Guan Ju couldn't figure it out.After a long time, Guan Ju forwarded the photo to Dad Guan without saying anything.
That night, Guan's father only asked Guan Ju if he had made up his mind?Guan Ju nodded.Three days later, they divorced...
This marriage contract did not stir up any splashes in Guan Ju's heart. He was not happy when he was engaged, and he was not sad when he divorced.
Regarding women, Guan Ju has always agreed with Jia Baoyu's view: women are made of water and need to be cared for.So women have always been treated preferentially here in Guanju, but that's all. She never thought of having a relationship with a woman.
Homophobic?No, she also has same-sex friends around her. Guan Ju feels that whether it is gay or straight, it is a personal choice, just like some people like coriander and some like leeks, they have different hobbies.She didn't think that she would like men or women, but in this environment, more families consisted of men and women, so when Dad Guan asked her to get engaged, she felt that she also wanted to have such a family.
Leng Qingqiu's kiss made her start to think about this question. With Leng Qingqiu's reaction in the past two days, Guan Ju guessed that she was tempted, but Guan Ju was not sure. When it's love, or does Leng Qingqiu really like herself?
Not to mention whether Leng Qingqiu really likes herself, what kind of feelings do I have for Leng Qingqiu?I do pay more attention to her than others, and I am very sensitive to her emotions. When I see her happy, I will be happy; Not exclusive at all...
Guan Ju thought a lot, was in a mess of thoughts, sighed, and finally picked up the lid of the cup on the table and put it on the cup, put his bag on his back, and boarded the plane...
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Chapter 43
The plane took off slowly and gradually accelerated along the runway of the airport. The scenery outside the window quickly fell backwards, and the roar of the plane was heard in my ears.Across the [-]-meter-high sky, there is another scene in front of you. The undulating clouds are like icebergs floating on the sea, drifting past the window one by one, as if within reach, but so far away. Being in it, you can’t touch...
Looking at the clear and clear sky, at this moment, Guan Ju emptied himself, his unfocused eyes seemed to have a panoramic view of all the beautiful scenery, but also seemed to be empty.
When I came back to my senses, there was a cloud in front of my eyes, with a strange shape, like a palace carved from white marble. Could there be a fairy behind this palace?Guan Ju was amused by this random whimsy.But in an instant, her face darkened, thinking of the master in the temple, her heart suddenly became heavy.
The conflict between Leng Qingqiu and Ming Xin began when Ming Xin asked Leng Qingqiu to inherit Ciyin Nunnery. Even if she disapproved of this kind of coercion, the original Leng Qingqiu had no desires or desires. Indifferent, as if all people and things are ignored.The Leng Qingqiu in Zhengda's mouth has always been very knowledgeable about the scriptures. Even if I haven't seen it with my own eyes, when I ask her some questions on weekdays, I can see from her answers that she is really familiar with the scriptures.
Guan Ju has always held a skeptical attitude towards the "fatalism" that Buddhism calls. She doesn't believe in fate when she puts it on herself, but sometimes she thinks that it is really predestined for other people's words.
At this moment, she began to think too much in her head again, thinking about Leng Qingqiu's life experience, thinking about her rough past, everything has a cause and an effect, is it the cause she planted in her previous life, or the suffering she must endure to become a Buddha ?Isn't it the fate of the so-called three liters of rice in Buddhism to be discarded at the gate of the temple?
If she hadn't appeared, Leng Qingqiu had never been tempted, would she...
All kinds of thoughts came to my heart, like a basin of cold water being poured from my head, and my face was full of disappointment.
Leng Qingqiu's heart seemed to be following Guan Ju, leaving behind a walking corpse. She didn't even have a memory of how the road from the gate of the community to the house came back.Sitting blankly on the sofa in the living room, it was the first time I felt that the place where I had lived for more than three years was so quiet, and suddenly I couldn't get used to it.
But in just a few days, Guan Ju's shadow was everywhere in the house. The living room she tidied up, the Spring Festival couplets she put up, the snacks she placed, and even the air seemed to have her scent left. Just after we left, I missed her very much. The nose is sour, and the heart is sad and wronged...
After a long time, Leng Qingqiu, who was sitting on the sofa, was brought back to reality by the noise from the kitchen. She turned her head to look at the kitchen dully, as if she could still see Guan Ju busy inside, got up slowly, and walked towards the kitchen. Walking up, pushing the sliding door open, a strong fragrance came to the nostrils.The aroma of the food penetrated into her nostrils, awakening her sense of smell, and then her organs also came to life.
Only then did Leng Qingqiu notice that the electric screen of the rice cooker showed the heat preservation status, and there were wisps of green smoke at the exhaust port, the smell seemed to come from here, and there was a sticky note on the side of the cooker, Leng Qingqiu hurriedly reached out to take it off .
"Mix well with a rice spoon before eating (smiley face)"
Looking at the post-it note, Leng Qingqiu had a slight smile in his eyes.
"Di-di-di" was in a trance, and the sound of electrical appliances sounded again. Leng Qingqiu followed the sound and looked around, and then saw the electric saucepan with the indicator light on the desk next to the refrigerator.Taking a closer look, there is also a post-it note attached to the body of the pot.
"Add some salt to taste before drinking, and finish drinking!"
The heart that was cold after Guan Ju's departure unexpectedly felt warm at this moment, and the whole person was immersed in the joy that fell from the sky.
The body is alive, and now I am in the mood to see what Guan Ju is cooking. According to the words, Leng Qingqiu found a rice spoon and mixed the mustard greens and salty rice in the rice cooker. The pork belly and mustard greens were added after stir-frying The rice is steamed together, and after stirring, the oil underneath covers every grain of rice, the color is bright and the aroma is attractive.Immediately afterwards, Leng Qingqiu opened the lid of the electric stew pot again, and the smell of chicken soup rushed straight into his nostrils. Black-bone chicken soup with red dates and mushrooms was added. It has already filled the entire mouth...
Filled a bowl full of salty rice and a bowl of black chicken soup, picked a chicken leg and a chicken wing from the black chicken soup, brought them to the living room, turned on the floor lamp, turned the light to warm yellow, Leng Qingqiu took a picture with his deepest skill The photo was sent to Guan Ju.As if he had done a good deed and begged for a little red flower from his teacher, his heart was pounding after the photo was sent out, and then he remembered that Guan Ju should be on the plane at the moment, his bright eyes dimmed instantly...
Arriving at Nancheng Airport, after picking up the luggage, Guan Ju saw Qi Qi before he reached the exit, his melancholy mood was swept away in an instant, and he walked towards her quickly.
Li Qiqi is Guan Ju's high school classmate. They have known each other for 15 years. The classmates and friends around him come and go, only Qiqi is always by his side. The two have completely opposite personalities, but they get along extremely well.
Li Qiqi has a hot personality, has a wide range of friends, is good at socializing, and has a good face. She often dislikes Guan Ju as a boring gourd. She only knows how to stay at home all day, and doesn't go to bars or go shopping. She looks like an ascetic. She is the one who dislikes Guan Ju the most, and she is the one who cares about Guan Ju the most.
"I'm willing to come back~ I thought you were going to become a monk because you were dissatisfied with the world of mortals." Li Qiqi teased with a smirk.
Guan Ju gave her a wry smile, rolled his eyes, threw the luggage in his hand to her, and walked towards the parking lot by himself.
Since going to Pingshui Town, Guan Ju poured out all the bitterness of life to Qiqi, and even shared with her the progress of his study of scriptures, and Qiqi also laughed at her three-day enthusiasm at the beginning, but was surprised at Guan Ju Jingzhen memorized the scriptures, but in the end she firmly opposed it. She felt that Guan Ju had been brainwashed, and only retired aunts recited scriptures. How could the beautiful age of twenties be used for time-wasting things like chanting scriptures? .She began to persuade Guanju to leave the temple earnestly. Even if she likes to be quiet, she can just live in the temple, and there is no need to chant scriptures.She has been very worried recently, Guan Ju doesn't like to play and is a dead house, she is very afraid that she will shave or become a monk on impulse...
"Would you like to get together at night, Fei and the others are back, and we have an appointment to sing at night." After getting on the bus, Qiqi invited her. Feifei is their high school classmate, and a few of them have a good time. When I get home, I will ask out to play, Guan Ju will go occasionally, but every time she is the first one to leave, because she doesn't drink or sing, just come to show her face.
"No, I'm bored to death" Guan Ju refused without even thinking about it.
"It's been a year since I saw her. Why is she such a disappointment? Isn't it boring to stay at home every day? I'm not here. If you're bored, just chat with me." Li Qiqi tried hard to persuade Guan Ju to go out every time. Even after a lot of persuasion, Li Qiqi didn't know if he was fed up, and in the end he would blame it on what he owed Guanju in his previous life!
"It's boring to sit in KTV and stare at them. Don't go. Why don't you say that you come to stay with me at home, they are more important than me?" Guan Ju asked dissatisfiedly, probably because he has nothing to fear, he made it clear that knowing Qiqi is more important Herself, so Guan Ju even made troubles for no reason in front of her, and she was justified.
Li Qiqi was about to roll his eyes to Tianlinggai, and he kept slandering in his heart: Here we go again, here we go again, the essence comes again... As soon as we met, I started to feel disgusted eight hundred times a day.
"They are important" Li Qiqi said stubbornly, two people are like this, they can piss each other off every day, but they play together every day
"You...don't eat at my house tonight" Guan Ju said angrily.
"I never thought of eating at your house," Li Qiqi said disapprovingly.
"You are not allowed to come to my house to eat tomorrow and the day after tomorrow..." Guan Ju said angrily, the two are evenly matched, you win today and I win tomorrow, no one will let the other
"Then you don't care about it." Li Qiqi shrugged arrogantly, she has already been free to come and go in Guan's house, and Guan Ju has the final say on whether to eat or not.
Noisy along the way, they arrived home, because Qi Qi was going to a party, after she put Guan Ju down at the door, she left without looking back.
"Mom... I'm starving to death!" Before I entered the house, the voice had already spread far away, I didn't eat lunch on the plane, and it's almost dinner time again, so don't be hungry
"Mother……"
"You know how to come back?" Yun Fei didn't look good when she saw Guan Ju. She objected when Guan Ju was going to work in the shipyard. Girls are always bad among men, especially after hearing that Guan Ju lives In the temple, she became even more angry.
"Mom~ what are you doing, I just came back and haven't eaten lunch yet" Guan Ju said, hugging Guan Ma's shoulder from behind, coquettishly, "Where's Dad?"
"Your father has a social event at night, so he didn't come back so early. The dinner hasn't been cooked yet, and Aunt Jiang said that we will have dinner together at night." Guan's mother poured a glass of water for Guan Ju
"Go by yourself, I won't go!" Guan Ju said angrily, sometimes she really doesn't understand what adults are thinking, it's already like this, she still wants to make herself and Jiang Shuhong together, in Guan Ju From Mom's point of view, as long as the mistakes made before marriage can be forgiven, let alone just a "sleeping face" photo.
Guan Ju is about to go to the kitchen with a dark face
"Why are you going?"
"Cooking noodles~ Aren't you going to Jiang's house for dinner, and no one will cook for me, am I waiting to die of starvation?" Guan Ju looked pitiful.
Doesn't Guan's mother know what her daughter is like? She also knows that it is impossible for Guan Ju to go to Jiang's house for dinner as soon as she comes back, but Jiang's family has said it several times, and she really can't refuse.Guan Ma went to the kitchen while thinking about it
"Mom, I want to eat red mushroom vermicelli, two eggs~" Guan Ju secretly rejoiced, as long as he was a little miserable, his mother would surrender.
"Suyun~ I'm really sorry. Guan Guan said he was a little airsick and didn't want to go out. Yes, I'm really sorry. I'll treat you another day. Hey, okay, okay, goodbye." As soon as Guan's mother entered the kitchen, Jiang's phone called Now, knowing her daughter's virtue, she had no choice but to think of a reason to prevaricate.
Guan Ju sneaked back into the room as if she had succeeded in her scheme. She had endured all this hard work, bickering with Qi Qi, acting like a baby with her mother, but she didn't dare to look at her phone.But even so, there seemed to be hands growing out of the phone, holding Guan Ju's heart tightly, making her unable to focus on other things.
As if mustering up a lot of courage, Guan Ju picked up the phone resignedly.
"It's delicious, I'm done eating~"
The picture below is for lunch
"Are you home? Remember to report that you are safe~"
"Isn't it here yet? I'm worried about you!"
In the past, Leng Qingqiu, who cherished words like gold, never took the initiative to send so many messages to herself. Her changes and care for herself were so naked. It was not that she was not moved, but Guan Ju was wondering if she had done something wrong. ...
◎The author has something to say:
The purpose of separation is to better understand my heart, and to take advantage of this time to deal with emotional sequelae
In two or three chapters, someone is going to a driving school to learn to drive...
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Chapter 44
After the message was sent out, Leng Qingqiu savored the food Guan Ju cooked for herself carefully, as if every bite could reveal Guan Ju's concern for her, no matter what kind of feelings Guan Ju had for her, in her heart, she should Is it very important?
Leng Qingqiu is like most women who fall in love at this moment, always trying to figure out what the sweetheart is thinking, every little clue in life will be interpreted as love, thus creating one of the three major illusions in life: She should also like me ...
Leng Qingqiu followed Guan Ju's flight information and knew when she landed.One or two hours had passed since the plane landed, and there was no reply for a long time. Leng Qingqiu was in a state of confusion. She was worried that something happened to Guan Ju on the way?Or the family picked it up, and they were too happy to see the phone; or they went to play with friends; or various other possibilities... Leng Qingqiu fell into anxiety and uneasiness.
When my heart is full of that person, even the slightest disturbance will make me restless, all my emotions are on that person, worrying about gains and losses, this kind of feeling is really unpleasant.
"The phone is out of battery, I put it in the room to charge when I get home, I was eating just now"
Guan Ju still replied, she deliberately left her mobile phone in the room, she was absent-minded when eating in the restaurant, she was distracted when chatting with Guan's mother, and her head was empty when watching TV. In the end, she was helpless from the bottom of her heart. He let out a sigh of resignation, went back to his room and picked up his phone to reply.
After replying to the message, Guan Ju felt at ease in his heart. From the moment he replied to the message, the answer in his heart was already on the paper. No matter how awkward he was, it would seem too hypocritical. Guan Ju never felt that he was a hypocritical person. At this moment , maybe you should face your heart honestly.
"Will you be busy when you get home?"
The moment she received the message, Leng Qingqiu felt that she had come alive, as if a hand was stretched out from the phone, pulling herself out of the mire, and her body and mind felt refreshed.But the relaxed feeling lasted less than a minute, and she began to fidget again. She wanted to chat with Guan Ju, but she was used to being indifferent, so she didn't know what to talk about...
Through the screen, it seems that Leng Qingqiu's cautiousness and uneasiness can be felt. Guan Ju couldn't help feeling a little bit distressed in his heart. He obviously wanted to make her happy and give her a sense of security.
"Holidays are for rest, not busy, do you want to go out to play these few days?" Guan Ju suppressed the strange emotions in her heart, pretending to be relaxed, and now, she doesn't want to think so much, she doesn't want to make herself and deserted Autumn is not happy...
"Just stay at home, will you go out with your friends?" Leng Qingqiu began to wonder about Guan Ju's life, she must have many relatives and friends, will she go to visit during the Chinese New Year?
"Look at my mother's arrangement. I will be at home on New Year's Eve. Afterwards, I may go to visit relatives with my parents." Guan Ju recalled the situation in the past. link, even if you don't like it, the program can't be saved.
"Be more diligent during the Chinese New Year. Finish the food in the refrigerator. After the New Year, I will go back and check. If there is too much left, I will punish you!" Talking about his New Year's arrangements, Guan Ju thought of Leng Qingqiu being alone Yes, I was afraid that she would find it troublesome to cook alone, and she didn't have a good meal during the Spring Festival...
"Do you want to teach me..." Listening to Guan Ju's words similar to orders, Leng Qingqiu felt very happy, she liked the feeling of being ordered because she cared.In order to get in touch with Guan Ju more, she also took the opportunity to make a request. She has never cooked many ingredients before and needs Guan Ju's teaching.
"No problem, just tell me in advance what you want to eat, and I'll teach you how to do it." After not pursuing right or wrong for a while, chatting with Leng Qingqiu, Guan Ju became that gentle and doting sister again .
Concerned that Guan Ju had traveled all day and had no lunch break, although Leng Qingqiu was reluctant, she urged Guan Ju to go to rest early.She herself also washed up early and lay down in bed.
That person was still lying beside her last night, with the warm embrace, the fragrant breath, and the soft touch, Leng Qingqiu felt that she was
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