The daily life of the popular celebrity ex

I had hot pot for dinner, and Zhu Jun was eating when An Rui's phone rang.When the phone rang, An Rui didn't answer it, but just stared at Zhu Jun, as if asking him what he meant.

"You answer your phone, what am I doing?"

An Rui then answered the phone, listened for a while, and said: "I still have some urgent matters here, you eat first, and I have already greeted Director Lu."

Zhu Jun picked up a piece of mutton, rinsed it in the clear soup pot, and said: "If you are in a hurry, you should go first."

The hot pot was steaming hot, briefly covering An Rui's expression, so Zhu Jun heard An Rui ask him, "Would you like to attend my celebration banquet?"

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"Can I go to your celebration banquet?"

The air is filled with the smell of the last sex. In the seven-star hotel, all the curtains are drawn tightly. Zhu Jun is leaning on the head of the bed, holding an orange in his hand. He looks at An Rui who is already dressed , asked a question for which the answer was already known.

"Sorry, can not."

An Rui was wearing a high-necked top. He had just had his hair cut, his makeup done, and his perfume sprayed on. Even his hair was exquisite.

He has a handsome face, a tall stature, and is full of nobleness in his gestures. When he opens this door, he can go directly to the film festival to walk the red carpet, accept the collective review of hundreds of shots, and walk forward with a cold face amidst countless fans chasing him. .

Zhu Jun looked at him from bottom to top, but after only a few months, An Rui was already a little strange to him.

The Anrui who would help him make breakfast every day, the Anrui who would frown because he was wearing plastic slippers and hug him directly, the Anrui who would buy him cold medicine in the rain, and the Anrui who would hold his hand He said that An Rui, who we will always be together, seems to have disappeared.

"Why not?" Zhu Jun broke off an orange segment and stuffed it into his mouth, it was sour, "There are no fans at the celebration banquet."

"But there will be crew members and other actors, and there will be too many people talking, so we can't pass on the ready-made clues." An Rui seemed to be in a hurry. He didn't look at Zhu Jun, but looked down at his phone, "Wait a minute Let Wang Qin take you back, there is a shopping mall nearby, you can swipe my card and buy whatever you want."

"It's okay to spend it all?" Zhu Jun didn't know why he wanted to laugh, so he really laughed.

An Rui replied a message, then raised his head, and said to Zhu Jun: "If it's not enough, I'll give you another card, and there are still a few final payments from the Shang Dynasty in the account. Don't worry, I can earn money."

Zhu Jun broke open the second orange. He looked down at the white orange shreds on it, and remembered that the man across from him used to be patient and helped him pick out all the orange shreds, and then tasted it to make sure it was not sour. Only then will it be handed to him to eat.

But now Anrui is popular, has countless jobs, and is very good at making money. For the sake of career and money, he ignores some details, no longer takes care of him meticulously, and no longer regards him as the first priority of all choices. It seems reasonable.

It's just that Zhu Jun's mentality has not adjusted well, he hasn't adapted to the current gap, and he still regards An Rui as the gentle and considerate lover who will always have time to accompany him, thinking that he can make An Rui's friends and colleagues like before.

But everything is different. If you don't recognize the reality, you will quickly fall into infinite disappointment and hesitation, and the relationship between them will also become precarious.

Zhu Jun stuffed the orange into his mouth, it was still sour, but he laughed, with a gentle and sensible look on his brows and eyes.

He said: "Okay, you go and do your work, remember to make money well, and I will rely on you to support me in the future."

An Rui seemed to be very pleased with this sentence, and instead of going out directly, he walked to the head of the bed, leaned over, kissed Zhu Jun's forehead, and said in a rare and gentle voice: "Be good, next month I will Come back."

They are too close, Zhu Jun can smell the perfume on his body, he is no stranger to this classic men's fragrance, when he was studying, a few friends loved this perfume, and they also popularized science with him—— "At $12000 an ounce, the taste is secondary to the feeling of spending money."

Zhu Jun can afford this perfume, but he doesn't like the smell of this perfume, and he doesn't think it's admirable to spend money, but Anrui seems to be the opposite of him.

"Okay, see you next month." Zhu Jun was like a tamed and powerless animal. He didn't know his expression at the moment, but An Rui kissed his eyelids again as if satisfied.

"Don't be afraid, I haven't changed, you will always be my only man."

An Rui made a promise, but Zhu Jun's chest seemed to have a big hole. He wanted to grab An Rui's expensive hem coat, wanted to shout at him hysterically, and wanted to beg him in a low voice, telling him not to walk so fast , begging him to spend more time with him.

But Zhu Jun's rationality still suppressed his almost crazy behavior, and he said calmly: "Okay, I'm not afraid, you can go, isn't the car already downstairs?"

"Yeah, I should go."

An Rui touched Zhu Jun's face, smiled lowly, turned and left.

Zhu Jun didn't go to see his movie, he ate the orange slowly, and tore the peel of the orange which was still in good condition bit by bit.

He opened Weibo, and the homepage was full of An Rui's photos and news. He liked it a lot, licked the screen along with it, and applied to join a production mutual aid group.

He entered the group, typed a line, and clicked send.

"I love Anrui so much. I just have a lot of free time recently. I plan to make a few more videos. If I don't know how to do it, I still have to ask you guys for advice."

"No problem~"

"Don't call me a boss, I'm also a salted fish, if you have any questions, just throw them in the group!"

"Should newcomers change their ID, study or go to school? Don't delay your three-dimensional life because of star chasing."

"Scattering flowers~ Little cutie, come to my sister, let me give you a hug."

Zhu Jun slid through the news in the group. He had no expression on his face, but he sent a cute and happy emoji. For a moment, he seemed not so lonely, nor crazy.

Anrui, I will learn not to rely on you so much.

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"Would you like to attend my celebration banquet?" An Rui asked again.

Zhu Jun let go of the chopsticks, gave up the old piece of mutton, picked up the chopsticks again, rinsed it a few times, fished it out in time, and put it in his seasoning bowl.

He pretended not to hear, and An Rui didn't ask any more, but put it another way: "I held a celebration banquet, how about I accompany you tonight?"

Zhu Jun raised his eyelids to look at him, and said, "I don't remember you being so stupid."

An Rui didn't seem to want to give up, he wanted to keep begging, but he heard what Zhu Jun said.

"Don't you know it well yourself? If you don't have your current career and fans, I wouldn't even bother to see you. Dare to postpone the celebration banquet of the big crew temporarily, do you wish you could become a fool?"

"You are confused, don't think I will take you in."

"I'll clap my hands and kick you away."

"You don't have to worry, I can tell you now, I will do what I say."

"After all, the last popular star is much more interesting than the last scumbag."

"do not talk……"

An Rui interrupted Zhu Jun's words. His tone was not strong, but it seemed to be overly emotional.

"You can't get used to it?" Zhu Jun didn't go to see him.

"You seem to be in pain." An Rui said slowly, "Don't be sad, I'll get out of here, when you need me, call me again, I'll come right away, huh?"

Zhu Jun closed his eyes, his chest seemed to be burning with fire, burning him hysterically, burning him withered and desperate, he had endured for too long, and suppressed for too long, so that the emotional fluctuations came abruptly and turbulently.

He is always gentle and decent, even if he breaks up, he will get together and leave, even if he is cornered, he will try to reason well and not tear his face.

He has been wronged too much, but he never seems to have any exit.

He really hates An Rui, he has already expelled him from his world, and he has almost forgotten about him, why does he still want to be by his side?

Pretending that nothing happened, pretending to be affectionate, pretending that everything happened, pretending that they are still the same as a few years ago.

The gentle, considerate, and obedient An Rui, like An Rui who has reformed himself, allows him to bully An Rui as if he is making atonement, and will only remind him over and over again how much he has been hurt and how he has been hurt by this man. How many times have you played.

"Zhu Jun?" An Rui's voice sounded in his ears, gentle and tender.

"Go away and let me be quiet."

I don't want to raise my hand and swell your cheeks.

Don't want to drag you back to bed and punish your body sexually.

I don't want to speak bad words anymore, or sarcasm.

Because you seem to have seen it through, and when I punished you, I also seemed very sad.

And my sadness has nothing to do with love or hate, but regret.

I am so sorry that we were so close that we ended up going our separate ways.

It is also a pity that perhaps our beginning was a mistake.

An Rui, do you know that I really want to leave.