The daily life of the popular celebrity ex

Zhu Jun stared at An Rui's flamboyant signature for a while, put away the letter paper, and stuffed it back into the envelope.

He knew that An Rui was ill, and this letter only proved that An Rui had been ill for a long time. Normal people would not want to see their lover suffer, nor would they choose to stay away because they were afraid of being abandoned. escape.

Zhu Jun didn't sympathize with An Rui, nor was he suddenly moved to agree to An Rui's approach. He just reflected on himself and found that there were some problems with his actions back then.

If he hadn't brought Anrui home directly, hadn't directly thrown money at Anrui to accept the best art examination treatment, and hadn't slept with Anrui in a muddle-headed way, Anrui might not have developed the pride he is now. Low self-esteem, sensitive and suspicious, sick and hypocritical character.

He gave too much, so much that even if he didn't crush An Rui, he bent the tree of An Rui and turned it into another look.

He really thought of many excuses for An Rui, until he received this letter from An Rui, and An Rui implicitly admitted in this letter that he chose to stay away from him and test his emotions because of jealousy and worry .

In fact, at that time, Zhu Jun thought about continuing to associate with An Rui. They have been together for so long, An Rui used to be so kind to him, and they have so many good memories and sincere emotions. , fan circle disputes or other factors are not enough to crush Zhu Jun's determination to persevere.

Zhu Jun has even started to prepare for the agent certificate exam. He is considering becoming Anrui's personal assistant or agent assistant, so that they can spend more time together, and he can also help Anrui. They can work together to move forward A brighter future ahead.

What really broke his heart was an Anrui Weibo account that he accidentally discovered.

The trumpet was like writing a diary, recording his feelings after dating Zhu Jun for so many years.

Zhu Jun read more than 3000 microblogs one by one in the middle of the night, and he didn't see even one microblog in which Anrui was happy.

The first Weibo post was Anrui's recording of their first night.

He said: "It really hurts, but I didn't dare to cry, for fear that he would find it boring. He's a pretty good fool, and I'm a bitch who bought and sold me. I have to make him like me, Can’t live without me. Without him, I’d have nothing.”

And the latest Weibo that Zhu Jun saw that year, An Rui talked about buying a ring.

He said: "I bought a ring and I plan to go back and give it to him. He may be moved to tears. He is much better now. When I went to him, his eyes were shining, and his eyes were full of me.

I was suddenly very satisfied. To be honest, seven years ago, I never dreamed that he would be so dependent on me one day.I still remember when I first entered his house, like a doll bought at a high price, he can do whatever he wants.

I was taken to the store by him, changed from one body to another, and then he swiped the card contentedly.I thought at the time, I can't afford to pay back what he spent for a day, and I will do whatever he asks me to do in the future.

But now I feel much more at ease. When I give him this ring and tell him that I am willing to be with him for the rest of my life, he will nod in agreement.

He will be my most expensive doll just like I was then. "

The most expensive doll...?

Zhu Jun closed his eyes, trying to find an excuse for An Rui.

For example, this trumpet may not be An Rui’s trumpet. For example, this is just An Rui’s words to vent his emotions, which cannot be taken seriously. For example, it’s not that An Rui regards him as a doll because he doesn’t like him, it’s just a matter of title...

Zhu Jun helped him think of many excuses, but when he stood in front of An Rui again and looked into his deep eyes, he found it was useless.

The An Rui he loved so much, the man he had been with for seven years, seemed to be just an illusory bubble, and when it burst, only the indifferent and paranoid figure remained in front of him.

He asked in a low voice, "Zhu Jun, why didn't you wait for me at the hotel?"

Zhu Jun didn't want to say a word, he glanced at An Rui calmly, turned around and left.

"Stop, where are you going?"

Zhu Jun's footsteps didn't stop at one step, he walked fast, and he didn't want to be in close contact with An Rui for even a second.

From that day on, Zhu Jun unilaterally started a cold war with An Rui. He no longer saw An Rui, no longer answered An Rui's phone calls, even if An Rui blocked him in the room, he would not say a single word. Give even one look.

An Rui racked his brains and tried his best, but he couldn't get Zhu Jun to give any response. Finally, he asked decadently: "What do you want? What do you want me to do, so that you are willing to talk to me again?"

Through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, Zhu Jun looked out at the scenery—beautiful flowers were planted in the garden, which he and An Rui had personally planted five years ago.

Year after year, the flowers withered and bloomed again, but the once strong feelings gradually disappeared.Zhu Jun would rather believe that An Rui's love is slowly dissipating, and he does not want to believe in a more terrifying possibility - that An Rui may never have loved him, he has been acting, but before that it was a drama that raised eyebrows , After he became popular, he acted out a scene of indifference and alienation before the prodigal son turns back.

So what is he?What is his relationship for so many years?

He wished Jun no matter how useless and unbearable he was, he was also an upright person. He was not an actor in a drama, let alone a doll held in the palm of someone's hand.

He really loves An Rui deeply, and he is even willing to die for him, but he is unwilling to accept this false condescending "love", he wants to end this relationship that should not have started.

He uttered his first words since the Cold War.

He said, "An Rui, let's break up."

——You clearly don't love me, so why tie me up.

——You made me sad on purpose, why should I be tortured by you.

——An Rui, I don't owe you anything.

——Let's break up, no matter how we don't, we're just a pair of resentful couples.

"Why?" An Rui's voice was very calm, but Zhu Jun shivered. Since when did An Rui let his emotions get out of control more and more.

"I don't want to drag you down anymore. If we don't separate, the illegitimate student will expose our photos..."

"They dare not."

"What are they afraid of? An Rui, I sometimes feel that maybe one day I will meet an extreme fan, and maybe he will stab me a few times with a knife."

"Don't talk nonsense, this kind of thing can't happen."

"You can't even lie to yourself. To be honest, I'm really scared. Let's break up for a while."

"There's no need to break up. That's why you've been fighting with me?"

"I went to the last concert." Zhu Jun paused just right. He raised his hand and looked at An Rui's expressionless face. He had never felt that his acting skills were so online before. "I Sit in the first row, I wave to you, you dare not even look at me."

An Rui's expression finally changed, and he said: "I explained, the cameras were all on me at that time, if I looked at you, you would be photographed in the live broadcast, and there would be many serious consequences in the future... ..."

"The most serious consequence is that you disclose my existence to fans," Zhu Jun raised his voice and asked, "An Rui, do you dare to do this? If you dare, I can not break up with you."

"Zhu Jun, I still need a little time, can you wait for me?"

"I've been waiting for you long enough. If you really like me, please break up with me."

"It's impossible, don't even think about it!"

"Then let's continue the cold war." Zhu Jun confronted each other without giving in. "I can't breathe by your side. If this continues, I will go crazy."

"..."

"An Rui, I don't want to hate you, I beg you, let's break up, okay?"

"..."

They broke up unhappy. After that, they met twice and quarreled twice. In the end, An Rui finally let go.

He said: "We can break up for a while, but after a while, I will find you again."

"After a while? How long? Days? Months? Years?"

"..."

"When you are not so popular, you will come to me again?"

"..."

Zhu Jun couldn't help laughing, he almost leaned forward and back together with laughter, tears dripped from the corners of his eyes.

He raised his hand and pointed in the direction of the gate, he said, "Go away, I don't want to see you today."

—Go away, I never want to see you again.

The author says:

good night.