Zhu Jun didn't agree with this sentence, he agreed with Shao's mother's point of view, but if he agreed, on a certain level, he would hurt Shao's mother—for her love, she lost her freedom, lost her career, lost her Dignity, and finally, even health is almost lost.She can be enlightened, but outsiders can't always say that her choice is wrong.

Shao's mother's complexion was very bad, she only said a few words, and then closed her eyes again - last night she was in so much pain that she almost lost sleep all night, and could barely sleep for a while during the day.

Zhu Jun made sure she was asleep, carefully tucked her quilt, and quietly left the room. In the corridor outside the room, Shao Dong was smoking.

Zhu Jun looked at him for a few seconds and had to remind: "Your soot can easily burn the carpet."

"Your focus is always different from others. I thought you would comfort me."

"It's not time to comfort you yet," Zhu Jun had quit smoking for a long time, and he cautiously kept a little distance from Shao Dong, "Smoking is harmful to your body."

"You praised me for my good-looking smoking posture." Shao Dong threw out a word, and without looking at Zhu Jun's reaction, he pinched the cigarette butt and threw it directly into the trash can, "But you probably forgot."

In fact, I haven't forgotten it, but at this time, it may be more appropriate to forget it by default.

Zhu Jun changed the subject: "When will uncle come back?"

"He can't go away."

"Why can't I go away..."

"The one-billion-dollar project may change at any time, and he must be responsible for keeping the place in check."

But people are more important than money, right?

"Besides, he's just making trouble when he comes back. When mother sees him, she will think of all the grievances she has suffered for so many years." Shao Dong took a few steps in Zhu Jun's direction. It is not conducive to preoperative preparation and postoperative recovery."

"Auntie will be fine."

"Don't comfort me by saying things that you're not sure about," Shao Dong stood in front of Zhu Jun. He was half a head taller than Zhu Jun, and when he lowered his head slightly, he seemed to be able to kiss that person's cheek easily. No consolation needed."

"Ask me why I don't comfort you for a while, and then say that you don't need any comfort. You are really capricious." Zhu Jun seemed to be unconscious, or just standing numb. He moved his calf, took a few steps back, and left Shao Dongyuan moved a little further, "When you were studying, you have such a temper. I can't figure out what you are thinking."

"If I let you know what I'm thinking, then I'm too dangerous." Shao Dong chuckled lightly.

"If I don't know what you are thinking, I will think you are too dangerous." Zhu Jun sighed and planned to end this topic.

"Congratulations."

"Ok?"

"just kidding."

"what?"

"I love you."

Zhu Jun looked at Shao Dong, there were already small wrinkles in the corners of his eyes, but he still looked so personable, handsome and elegant.Zhu Jun thought of Shao Dong wearing a school uniform and walking far away from the school corridor more than ten years ago.

If Shao Dong had said these words to him at that time, maybe he would have been moved and chose to fall in love with him - after all, at that time, he was so dependent on him.

"This joke is not funny at all," Zhu Jun pulled up the corners of his mouth and showed a polite smile, "My love life is already messy enough, don't make such jokes anymore. After all--I have a little feeling for you nor."

"Okay, it's all up to you." Shao Dong stretched out his hand to grab Zhu Jun's shoulder, but was not surprised at all and was dodged by the other party.

"Look, it's snowing outside." Zhu Jun looked out at the silver-covered scenery through the glass window in the corridor.

Shao Dong opened the nearest window, stretched out his hand, caught a few snowflakes, and asked, "Do you want to go out and have a look?"

"Auntie is still sick, I'm not in the mood."

"You look more like her child than me."

"You might as well reflect on how unfilial you are?"

"I persuaded her to get a divorce," Shao Dong said in a calm tone about the secret past, "but she didn't want to. She was bound by her love, good memories and sense of responsibility. She would rather continue to suffer than Willing to leave this vortex."

"so?"

"Everyone is responsible for their own choices. My mother made a choice, and she has to bear the corresponding consequences."

"You are too indifferent."

"I'm the same for myself." Shao Dong squeezed his palms and opened them, only to see a little water mark. "I'm responsible for every choice I make."

"You seem to have something to say."

"Do you want to hear it?"

"To be honest, I don't want to, but if you want to say it, you can say it."

In fact, Zhu Jun had vaguely guessed what Shao Dong wanted to say, but he didn't bother to stop him, so he heard Shao Dong say: "I made the choice to study abroad, and I have to bear the consequences of parting from you."

"Not only did you study abroad, you left without saying goodbye, and you told me in a few months that you would go to the same university as me."

"I did leave without saying goodbye, and I did deceive you," Shao Dong said in a very light tone, as if he didn't seem to be apologetic at all. "You were a little slack back then, and I want to encourage you to get into a better university."

"You're pretty good at making excuses and justifying yourself."

Zhu Jun seemed to have returned to that cold winter day. He and Shao Dong built a snowman in the courtyard together. He stuck a carrot into the snowman's head and said, "I really hope we can build a snowman together next year."

"Yes." Shao Dong was wearing a thick robe, and the cold wind blew the scarf on his chest.

"Aren't you going abroad?" Zhu Jun looked at him in surprise.

"I will not go abroad anymore, I will take the college entrance examination normally, and then go to a domestic university."

"Really?"

"Really, you have to work hard."

"What does this have to do with me?"

"Don't you want to go to the same university as me?"

"……Yes I do."

"Then let's go."

The young man's promise was so sincere that Zhu Jun believed it to be true.

But when Zhu Jun finished the college entrance examination and wanted to answer the answer with Shao Dong, he was nowhere to be found in the world. He disappeared so cleanly, as if he had never appeared in his world.

Shao Dong changed his contact information, and after a month, he took the initiative to contact him.

Zhu Jun hung up the phone, but he didn't have the heart to block Shao Dong, and finally he received a text message.

"As Shao Dong, I really want to stay in China, go to college with you, and grow up with you. But I am a child of the Shao family, and my family's business is all abroad. I have to study abroad. I'm sorry, I lied to you. I miss you very much, Zhu Jun.”

——I miss you very much, Zhu Jun.

Because of these words, Zhu Jun's heart softened. He forgave Shao Dong, but it was hard for him to trust him anymore.

--

"That's exactly what I thought at the time."

"Then have you ever thought that I might be willing to go abroad with you?"

"what?"

"Although it would be difficult to leave the familiar language environment, although it would be difficult to take various exams abroad, and even though it would be difficult to meet many strangers, Shao Dong, the me at the time, was willing to try these things for you."

"..." Shao Dong seemed to have temporarily lost the ability to speak, and could only stare at Zhu Jun.

"But that's all in the past," Zhu Jun laughed briskly, "Everyone is responsible for his choice, you are just too arrogant."

"I don't regret it." Shao Dong seemed to be convincing others, more like convincing himself, "I will always make you sad."

"Okay, let's not talk about this, I should go back to my room."

The author says:

Maybe there will be a second watch in the middle of the night, don't wait, go to bed first.

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