The daily life of the popular celebrity ex

"To be honest, I'm a little nervous now, and my palms are sweaty." The hostess smiled a bit reluctantly. Before the actual recording, she received the script that An Rui personally corrected. She had just read three pages, and she was very sure of it. Well, An Rui's fan circle will become crazy because of this episode of the show, and she herself will most likely be scolded on the hot search - but their show this season will also be popular, so she bites the bullet and wants to be on it too up.

"Don't be nervous."

An Rui smiled softly. He looks better in person than the camera. The hostess shook her head and couldn't help saying, "Actually, we can discuss some light topics."

"Talking about my ex-boyfriend is an easy topic for me."

"Do you have to talk about him today?"

"Of course." An Rui paused, looked at the camera, and seemed to be looking at the person behind the camera, "I just wanted to talk about him, so I agreed to participate in your variety show."

The host took a deep breath, she discarded the script, and improvised: "Aren't you afraid that your fans will be sad when they hear this sentence?"

"I'm afraid they will be sad, but I'm also sad. I always feel that if I don't say it, my whole state will get worse."

"worse?"

An Rui slowly restrained his smile under the camera, his demeanor changed slightly, and soon turned into a dejected look - because the change was so fast, the staff present could not even judge whether he was superb acting skills or Really sad.

"After I left him, I was just playing a character named 'An Rui', completely unable to distinguish the boundary between reality and acting."

"Why can't you tell the boundary?" The host asked following An Rui's words.

"I don't know." An Rui shook his head, his eyes full of confusion, "I used to think that when I was by his side, I was fake, but I found out later that it was not like that at all."

"So, you can show your most authentic and relaxed side in front of him?"

"will not."

"why?"

"He actually put a lot of pressure on me. I will subconsciously show him my best side, a bit like a peacock, opening its tail for courtship."

"You love him very much." After the host finished speaking, she looked down at the cue card. She needed this action to remind herself to remember her professionalism as a host and not to say something too emotional.

"We used to love each other." An Rui chuckled, as if mocking, "Later, we broke up."

"You still love him?"

"I thought you would ask why I broke up."

That was indeed a question on the script, but the host was a little soft-hearted, and she didn't want to ask it.

"You can say whatever you want, just chat." Although this chat will be transferred to the Internet intact, it will be watched and discussed by countless people.

"He is my first love, he is very nice, a bit silly, even a bit of a virgin." An Rui spoke slowly, as if making sure that every word he said could be included in the camera, "I am in the most down and out I ran into him just in time, and he pulled me out of the mud, so to speak."

"How did you know each other?" This is a question written in the script.

"When I was a teenager, my parents divorced and each formed a new family. They didn't care about me. I signed a company, practiced singing and dancing every day, and served as a reserve for idols."

"...This seems to be the first time that you face the camera and tell the past."

"It's the first time, maybe you can buy a trending search?" An Rui joked a bit coldly, and continued, "I was in high school at the time, and the company only sent a few hundred yuan a month, which was not enough. The seniors in the company took pity on me and asked me to be their backup dancer."

"As a backup dancer?"

"Every back-up dancer will receive a performance fee of 100 yuan. One day, after I finished dancing, I suddenly met a man. He said that he is my fan."

"Is he your ex-boyfriend? How did you feel at that time?"

"To be honest, I don't feel anything." An Rui stroked his hair back. "I noticed that he looks very nervous, even a little embarrassed."

"So, did you respond to him?"

"Well, I said, thank you for your liking, would you like some ice cream?"

"eat ice-cream?"

"He looked so small, I thought he was a high school student like me."

"Isn't he?"

"He was already in college at that time, but he was very shy and a little socially phobic."

"Then he must like you very much to muster up the courage to say such a word to you."

"He does like me, but it's not the kind of liking you imagine, it's the kind of liking fans have for celebrities."

"He's your fan."

"Yes, he is."

"I feel that the direction of our topic is very dangerous, and it is another hot search headline reservation," the host looked down at the cue card, and was not surprised to find that the topic went off track again, "An Rui, you understand that you are What are you doing? Do you also understand the possible consequences of this program after it airs?"

"You are such a kind woman." An Rui smiled and praised the host, looking completely healthy.

"Maybe our conversation can stop here, and the audience needs time to digest."

"I just chatted for a while, and we agreed to talk for an hour."

"An Rui, are you sure you want to continue the chat?"

"I'm sure."

"May I venture to ask a question?"

"ask."

"Why did you break up?"

An Rui was silent for a few seconds, and before the host wanted to change the subject, he said, "It's my fault, I can't give him company and a sense of security."

"You... have you tried to save him?"

"I tried, but he has a new boyfriend."

"Maybe you should all start a whole new life."

"I can't start over," An Rui shook his head, "I dream about him every night, whether it's a good dream or a nightmare, it's all about him."

"Time heals everything."

"Before that, I couldn't take it anymore."

"If this episode of the program is broadcast, your fans will not be able to hold it anymore."

"I have always been very grateful to my fans, they have paid a lot of effort and energy for me. I know that stars are like a spiritual pillar to a certain extent for fans, and I have always tried my best to make myself better. Well, I’m worthy of liking them. But now I can’t hold it anymore, my own state is shaky, and I may not be able to be a good pillar anymore.”

When An Rui said this, his expression was very calm, he didn't show misery, but seemed to be simply explaining the facts.

The host was silent for a few seconds and said, "I don't know if it's appropriate to say that. I feel like you are sending out a distress signal through this program."

"It's not that exaggerated, it's just that these words have been pressing in my heart, and I want to say it. In addition, I also want to confess this experience to my fans. If the fans can't accept me like this, they can freely choose to leave .”

"Aren't you afraid that the fans will really leave?"

"I've been lying to them for a long time, and I don't want to continue to deceive them."

"Maybe they would rather you lie to them, so that they can continue chasing stars happily and not be so sad."

"My mental state can't last much longer." An Rui looked directly at the camera, his face a little pale, "I'm sorry, I can't continue to hide it."

"You look like you still love your ex-boyfriend very much."

"Ah."

"Do you still want to talk about him? To be honest, I am very curious about him."

"I told a story before. I said that a relative bought all the door panels around and helped me pave a road to the examination room."

"I seem to have heard this story..."

"The relative in the story is not my relative, but my ex-boyfriend."

"Did he accompany you in the college entrance examination?"

"Well, he accompanied me to study together, and then sent me to the college entrance examination. I failed the first time in the college entrance examination, and I studied for another year, and only passed in the second year."

"He's been with you all this time?"

"Yes, he's been with me all the time, and he paid for my art exam tuition by swiping his card."

The host subconsciously glanced at the audience, and the on-site director made a gesture to him, signaling her not to be soft-hearted, and she can continue to ask questions along this topic.

But the host didn't want to ask, she weighed the bonus and her own conscience, and tried to change the subject, but An Rui disagreed.

He went on to talk about many details of their relationship, such as: "I am not a child of a rich family, but I just met a good person. A class for the art test ranges from a few hundred to a few thousand, and I simply cannot afford it. "

"That company didn't think I had the potential to be popular, so they kicked me out. I was packing my luggage in the dormitory that day, and I didn't know what to do next."

"I might have gone to the supermarket and worked as a promoter, selling yogurt or something."

The host couldn't help but refute him: "You are so handsome, you won't be reduced to that."

"At that time, I was not yet an adult, and I couldn't do many jobs. After thinking about it, I might only be able to do similar jobs. Maybe I wouldn't drop out of school, but if I want to continue the art exam, it will definitely not work."

"It's all in the past..."

"It was about me and my ex-boyfriend in the past."

The host's expression was out of control for a moment. She didn't understand why An Rui wanted to make all the secrets public - he clearly knew that his actions would lead to very serious consequences, and he could even directly confuse himself.There was no Anrui staff at the scene. It is said that they wanted to follow in, but Anrui personally closed the door of the lounge and said to them: "Go and rest, don't follow me."

The host heard from colleagues that the expressions of Anrui's staff at that time almost looked like the sky was falling, and she didn't know what to say instead.

"..."

"He called me and asked me if I would like to move into his house."

"Aren't you afraid that he is a bad guy, or a perverted fan?" the host asked.

"I'm afraid." An Rui said softly, "but besides agreeing to go to his house, I seem to have no other choice. I had just paid tuition fees at that time, and I only had [-] yuan in cash, which wasn't even enough to rent a house. .”

Because of her profession, the host had heard too many stories, true or false, so she could tell that An Rui was telling the truth.

It is not really big news that a star who is now in full swing once lived in such embarrassment and embarrassment.When he was in distress, he met a nobleman, and the nobleman supported him all the way to the top, which is not a big news.

What really became big news was that a popular star himself spoke out about the past and admitted that there was a love relationship between them.

If there is no word "before" from the ex-boyfriend, the host will think that An Rui is officially announcing the relationship, but it is precisely because of the word "before" that things become more dramatic.

According to the script, she asked the last question: "Do you want your ex-boyfriend to see this video? How do you think he will react?"

An Rui raised his hand and touched the weakness on the back of his neck. He smiled easily and seemed to be in a good mood.

He said: "He will definitely see this video and be very angry and think I am crazy."

"Then why did you record this video? Our communication is not a live broadcast. If you want, you can replace the content we just communicated with other content." The host is still trying to make a fearless attempt. She is editing Even if the leader blames him, the most he can do is to deduct some money, so that he won’t lose his job—but Anrui is still young, he is highly rated in the industry, and he still has unlimited possibilities. He shouldn’t be ruined by his own impulse.

"Please be sure to make the conversation between us into a program and release it as soon as possible. It is best not to cut it at all." An Rui seems to have made up his mind, and no one can change his decision, "This is my greatest wish, and I am willing to bear all the consequences."

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The program team followed An Rui's wishes and completely transferred the dialogue process between him and the host to the variety show. After the editing was completed and An Rui confirmed it, it went live on time at eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and there was no surprise at all. Suddenly found out - Anrui's fans are crazy.

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When Zhu Jun saw countless calls and messages, he was actually not very nervous. He thought, there is a high probability that Anrui went crazy, or other fans went crazy, which caused a big shock in Anrui's fan base.

While thinking about when to log out the remaining big fans, he opened the Weibo interface, and then he found that his long-term safe online world collapsed.

It doesn’t matter if he is picked out, he is a self-sufficient little boss after all, at worst, he will fly directly abroad for a three-month vacation, but they picked up Zhou Lan, and fans and netizens even found Zhou Lan’s account, which Zhu Jun didn’t even know about. He began to review and comment on every development of Zhou Lan in the past.

Zhu Jun's scalp was numb, he dialed Zhou Lan's phone number, and the first sentence the other party asked was: "Are you using me as a substitute?"