Ye Wang sister love me again

"Let me tell you a secret, I used to be mentally ill."

Ye Meng was startled, and glanced down, just in time to see Li Yiran subconsciously touching his left arm.

Others didn't know what was under the sleeves, but Ye Mengzhi knew how many ugly scars there were on Li Yiran's slender arms.

"I'm healed now!" Li Yiran emphasized that it was unnecessary.

"Of course, you are super nice." Ye Mengzhi tilted her head on Li Yiran's arm, pretending not to see the sadness in Li Yiran's eyes.

Li Yiran's tone was very calm, as if he was telling someone else's story.

Li Yiran has always liked reading books. When he was young, he read classics. After all, he didn’t know how to surf the Internet at that time, and there was no computer at home. Even if he wanted to read other books, he couldn’t. The first physical book Li Yiran got , after the mother was pregnant with her second child, in order to let her have something to do, she bought Gorky's childhood for her.

On the bus home, even though there was no seat, Li Yiran was still reluctant to put down the book after reading the first line.

Because of this book, Li was still quiet for a long time.

At that time, her mother was very satisfied.

But if her mother knows what happened in the future, she will definitely regret the decision she made today.

Li Yiran is completely in love with writing. He loves it very much. He belongs to the kind of book that he must read once, whether he can read it or not.

At that time, Li was still in elementary school.

When she was in fifth grade, Li Yiran had a computer at home, and she suddenly discovered such things as online novels. fatal attraction.

So it was out of control.

For the first time, Li still had the idea of ​​writing a story.

"Some manuscripts of the stories I wrote at that time have survived, and I can show them to you at that time." Li Yiran said to Ye Mengzhi with a smile.

"Okay, so you can write stories. I didn't know that before!" Ye Mengzhi was pleasantly surprised. She also wanted to know what Li Yiran's stories were like before.

Li Yiran, who was only 12 years old at the time, followed Dianjia's routine and began to write novels in his notebook.

At that time, she didn't even need [-] words to write a composition, but she could write line by line when get out of class was over, like a tireless machine, and wrote one book after another.

Everything seems to be fine, if it can be like in the novel, one day her mother finds out that she is writing a novel, and after reading her words, she is astonished, it seems to be a happy ending.

But the reality is often not like this.

Her mother was furious when she found out about her novel.

In the past, when Li Yiran told her mother that she wanted to be a writer in the future, her mother was very happy, so she didn't hide it very tightly. Even when her mother discovered the novel she wrote, She was even excited because she wanted her mother to praise her.

What child doesn't like to be praised?

But Li Yiran's mother...

He threw down a few notebooks, which stunned Li Yiran.

Li Yiran didn't even feel any pain when those notebooks were smashed down.

"How can you write such rubbish!"

Li still only remembered this sentence at that time.

Li Yiran's mother is a conservative person and an intellectual, but she is very feudal. She looks down on emerging literature, and thinks that people who write online articles are digging their feet at home every day, and they smell like cigarettes and alcohol. In the end, they can't even afford food.

"I didn't know anything at the time, so I couldn't refute it at all, but later, the people from Dianjia and Jinjiang used their own strengths to prove that writing online articles can make money, and it is possible to make a lot of money, but the result... "Li Yiran's voice suddenly trembled once: "Look, I thought that such a horrible thing could not make me feel uncomfortable, but I didn't expect it to be..."

From the moment he threw the notebook, Ye Mengzhi's heart tugged together.

Although this is nothing to an adult, it is a lot of harm to a child.

That child was only in her teens, and the person who caused her such harm was her mother.

These words, together, are terrifying.

Ye Mengzhi said: "How about you stop talking..."

"To be honest, I feel very sad, but I want to say that after all, many people from that year have lost contact with each other." When Li Yiran mentioned that year, there was some warmth in his eyes, but this warmth disappeared quickly. It’s overwhelming pain.” I cited a few well-known examples at the time, so famous that even if they looked down on online articles, they had to admit that they had indeed made a lot of money, and they said, how many people like this are there in the world? ? Can’t you name these? Bill Gates earns a lot, right? But how many Bill Gates are there in the world?”

Of course there is only one.

"I just hate that I was stupid in my mouth and brain. Although I felt that something was wrong, I didn't have any chance to refute it. After all, it has always been a paradox of suppressive education." Li Yiran saw that Ye Mengzhi had begun With an aggrieved expression, he forced the corners of his mouth to pinch the other person's face, and then said: "It took me a long time to realize that there is only one Bill Gates in the world, but isn't there only one Li Yiran? Although There are many names like Li Yiran, but I am Li Yiran, from genetics to thought, I am different from others."

Ye Mengzhi nodded in approval.

She didn't know what to say, so she could only be a person who listened to what Li Yiran said.

Li Yiran, who was just 12 years old at the time, couldn't do anything.

After all, she lived as a person, but she never learned the skills to live on her own. All she learned was learning and obeying orders reluctantly.

Her mother forbade her from all opportunities to go online, and treated her as if Li Yiran owed her 100 million every day, and did not show any kindness to her.

Only the score is the value of Li Yiran's survival, so when he saw the report card, Li Yiran didn't want to go home for a moment.

But she was timid, and thankfully, she knew she couldn't live alone.

She tremblingly accepted the reprimand and beating.

All the confiscated manuscripts were burned.

A fire burned her words written line by line for two years.

"It's too much!" Ye Mengzhi was so angry that she cried. She wiped away her tears and said, "Did they treat you as a human being?"

"Probably not." Li Yiran patted Ye Mengzhi on the back and said, "It's all over, it's okay, I just..."

"How can it be okay!" Ye Mengzhi slowly raised his hand, touched the corner of Li Yiran's eyes, and said, "You are... crying."

Li Yiran cried, and Li Yiran cried even worse at that time. When she was being stopped, she was pushed away and bumped into a chair, which broke the legs of the chair.

But two days later, the broken chair disappeared, and their family replaced it with an identical, brand new chair to whitewash the peace.

Later, Li Yiran took the third place in the exam when she was graduating, and her parents felt that their education method was very effective.

It seems that many parents are like this, when their children do not meet expectations, they will cleanly blame their preferences, but when their children succeed, they take the credit.

Things that are closely related to children, but children sometimes seem to be the most insignificant.

Ye Mengzhi was silent for a long time after listening.

"Actually, it's nothing important. After all, it's been a long time, and...it's just like that now. Whether I should let it go or not, I have already let it go." Li Yiran touched Ye Mengzhi with a smile He raised his head and said: "It's just that I think we have such a relationship. I should tell you about these things to let you know that I am not a very good person...but even if I am not good, I hope you can love me……"

"Of course I love you." Ye Mengzhi leaned forward and kissed Li Yiran's lips, smiled, and said, "You are so nice, I will never let you leave me in this life... Speaking of which, I also love you." Let me share my past, although the adolescence is almost the same, but I just want to talk about it, because if others don’t know, it’s as if I didn’t even have that period of youth.”

At the beginning, Li Yiran didn't know what kind of story Ye Mengzhi was going to tell.

Until Ye Mengzhi raised his right hand and said: "You know what? My wrist was not so weak before, but my tendon was broken... because of my biological mother."

"What?!" Many images appeared in Li Yiran's mind in an instant, such as why Ye Mengzhi didn't call the police, why Ye Mengzhi didn't tell others, and why Ye Mengzhi's parents treated her like this.

But she didn't ask a single one, because she was very aware of the powerlessness she felt when she was young, and she already had a complete consciousness, but she didn't have the ability to realize that consciousness, so she could only be so depressed, so powerless forever , or passively endure the controlled life, or die without a whole body.

They were all children at that time, how could a child resist an adult?

Many years later, those adults will only regard the desperate resistance of these children as a future joke. So ignorant, made a lot of jokes.

Then you will get an adult saying: "Oh, you are only grown up now."

Why does a person need to be recognized by others when he grows up?