Maybe it's because he doesn't want to hear words of comfort from the other side of the phone. If he can make up his mind to get to where he is today, it means that he has made a decision and doesn't need anyone's comfort.

So before Philip could open his mouth, the man said, "Dean, don't talk, and don't try to persuade me. Listen to me now."

Hearing the words, Philip's mouth, which had already been opened, closed again.

Dean?Did uncle mean Philip?But Philip is not called the dean.Feifei wanted to correct the uncle's address, but the uncle didn't let him speak, so the little guy had no choice but to stand there and listen to the phone without saying a word.

He was called by the wrong name by an adult, and he was fined to stand and listen to the phone without making a sound.Feifei pouts her cheeks with a little grievance.

The man on the other side of the phone is still going on. Before today, he had completely closed himself off for a week.During this period, he stayed alone in the residence, turning day and night upside down, confused.

Maybe it was because no one spoke for too long, but today when he called the kind old dean when he was young, he had a rare desire to talk.

He didn't need the old dean's response, it was enough to only have the slight breath on the phone to prove that the dean was also listening.

"Dean, I always feel that our world is sick." The night wind gently brushed his face, and the man slowly confided his thoughts.

"Why do people always have to live with such heavy responsibilities? As human beings, we should only live for ourselves.

But this world, this real society composed of people and people, puts shackles on each of us.Since we are sensible, we have been instilled with the so-called responsibility. What is our responsibility?When I was young, every teacher told me: it is a continuation.It is the continuation of life, the continuation of the race, and the transmission of the fire of this group called human beings.

I didn't understand it at the time, and I even asked you, the dean.I'm just a little orphan, when did my life and death become so important?At that time, Dean, you compared each of us to a drop of water, and the whole human being is an ocean.If every droplet of water thinks like I do and evaporates regardless, then one drop, two drops, three drops, and one day, the entire ocean will disappear because of it.

This is the importance of every small drop of water. For human beings, everyone is important and a unique drop of water. "

The man's expression gradually became distant, as if he had gradually fallen into memory.At that time, he was too young to experience despair personally, so he couldn't tell whether what the dean said was right or wrong.But now he feels that he has a reason to refute.

"Nature has a very magical adjustment ability. Humans are known as the most self-adjusting species in nature. Since the birth of human beings, we have been evolving all the time. But why is the amusia getting worse? Whenever there is a With a little bit of method and hope, it is impossible for us to be clueless and get nothing for hundreds of thousands of years.

What methods did people use to combat anhedonia hundreds of years ago, and what methods are still used by us today.

Does this mean that humans should have been naturally selected species that should have died out long ago like dinosaurs hundreds of millions of years ago?

If we were more sensible, perhaps we should have understood that our responsibility is not to continue, but to disappear.What is the point of deceiving oneself? "

Although the man's words were depressing, if he really listened to it as an adult, he might agree with him.However, it was a kid who answered the phone, and Feifei didn't understand a single word that was too profound for a kid.

Doubt appeared on the little guy's face, circles even started to appear in his eyes, he looked a bit silly as if he couldn't understand.

Finally, Feifei still couldn't hold back, disregarding the prohibition of the man not letting him speak, and said the first sentence: "Uncle, Feifei didn't understand."

The man's voice on the phone stopped abruptly.

The uncle on the other side of the phone didn't stop him immediately after hearing his words, the little guy tentatively said the second sentence: "Uncle, I'm Feifei, not the dean."

Man: Don't ask, it's just embarrassing.

He just gave a long talk about life and human beings, even though he just wanted to find someone to say what he wanted to say before he died, and he didn't want to seek the approval of others.but……

The man glanced down the roof, is it too late for him to jump off now?

In the end, because he was thinking about his original purpose, the man tried his best to maintain his calm tone and spoke to the phone with a childish voice, and the little guy who must be very young said: "Kids, go and call the dean!" Come here and say that you have a call for him. It’s not good to secretly answer other people’s calls.”

Although he is already desperate for this world, but like most people, the man still has a desire to protect the cub, so his voice is a little more gentle than the indifference just now: "And uncle was just talking nonsense, you After listening to it, go to sleep and forget about it.”

Humans are very complicated animals. Even when he thought that the other side of the phone was the wise old dean just now, he could still say: Maybe the responsibility of human beings is not to continue, but to destroy such words.

But when he knew that his phone call was overheard by a child by accident, he didn't want the child to remember his words and not be affected in any way.Vaguely, he seemed to understand what he had grasped, but his chaotic thoughts were a little unclear at the moment.Leaving him no time to think about what he was grabbing.

Feifei pursed her lips, and repeated again with some embarrassment: "Feifei didn't understand. Feifei is stupid."

The uncle over there breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, and comforted him, "I didn't understand it, I didn't understand it."

Philip now finally knew that the man was not looking for him, but the dean.But Philip’s house did not have a headmaster.

So the little guy continued: "Uncle, there is no headmaster in Feifei's family. There are father, brother, uncle, grandparents, uncle, great grandfather, third grandfather, younger brother, and aunt in Feifei's family. Who can uncle look for?"

Then, Feifei added: "Feifei didn't answer the phone randomly. Feifei was watching cartoons, and then the phone rang. Feifei answered the phone for everyone."

In fact, in the entire Lin family, Feifei's business is the busiest on this phone, and he can receive calls from his friends almost every day.

Now, if the man still doesn't understand that he made the wrong call, his reaction will be too slow. He took the phone in front of him and looked at it. Sure enough, there was a digit in the middle that was originally seven, but he pressed it to eight.

The man was even more embarrassed, and looked at the empty cans of beer lying beside his legs.

"Sorry kid, uncle made a wrong call." The man remembered what he had just said to the kid on the phone again, and immediately regretted it, it was a mistake to drink.

This was the first time Feifei received a wrong call, and there was no concept of immediately hanging up after receiving a wrong call. Instead, he asked curiously, "Is uncle unhappy?"

Even though the man tried his best to be gentle when facing the child, Philip still felt sad.

Sometimes sad to the extreme, mostly as calm and silent as a man.He doesn't need other people's comfort, and he doesn't need any help.Today's phone call was just to arrange the inheritance, and then after a few cans of beer, a small oolong made a wrong call by accident.

When he talked about death, it was as common as talking about whether he should have porridge or soy milk for breakfast.

On the contrary, if it is a quarrel, maybe another hidden meaning is: save me, please help me.

Thunder is often in a silent place, and the collapse of adults has never been silent.

But when the little guy on the phone asked: Uncle, are you unhappy?At that time, the man unexpectedly had a strange desire to confide.

"I..." The man opened his mouth, finally shook his head, and said a little funny: "What are you talking about, a little guy like you?"

Now the kid was unconvinced. Even though he knew that the man couldn't see it through the phone, he seriously raised his little hand and stretched out three little fingers, "Phifei is three years old, almost four years old. It's a big baby, very soon sharp!"

Although I don't know where it is very powerful, but it is very powerful!As long as this matter is mentioned, the children feel inexplicably confident in their hearts.

Three years old, a little younger than he expected.Such a young child must not understand what he was saying at the beginning.

After confirming this point, the man wanted to hang up the phone, "Little guy, uncle hung up. Don't just call people you don't know in the future."

After speaking, raise your hand and tap the red button on your phone.

But the kid on the phone didn't know the reason, and suddenly said, "Uncle, Feifei will sing you a song. The teacher said that Feifei sings very well, and the children also like to hear Feifei sing."

Whether it's a big beast or a cub, as long as you don't bump into Philip's hand happily, can you still run away?

I don't know if it's because the evening wind is too gentle tonight, or those cans of beer are too charming.

Man: "Well, then listen to me?"

Feifei put the handset upwards on the table, then stood upright, with her little hands obediently behind her back, recalling the nursery rhyme she just learned in kindergarten today.

"Little Swallow, wear a floral dress~ come here every spring~" The child not only can sing, but also learns to sing slowly while stretching out the hands behind his back to beat himself, while shaking himself small head.

This children's song is basically familiar to everyone in country C, regardless of gender, age or age, and can hum a few lines casually.

Accompanied by the childish singing of the children, the man closed his eyes, as if he had returned to the days when he was learning to sing with his friends in the orphanage.

At that time, he was always the best and the fastest among the children.Often other children just listen to it once, and he can hum the complete tune.

Then the dean would pat his head and say, "Xiao Qu has such great artistic talent, he will definitely be a musician when he grows up!"

The old dean's words came true, and he really became a famous musician in country C when he grew up.To paraphrase his fans, that is: Wen Qu has his soul in his music.His music will not give people happiness, but it is like the night at two or three o'clock in the morning, with the deepest tranquility.

Therefore, Wen Qu is also known as: No. 1 in c country to sleep.The pinnacle king of hypnosis.Good news for insomniacs.

But no one knew that, as the owner of these titles, he had suffered from insomnia for two full years.From the beginning of using sleeping pills to fall asleep, even if he swallowed all the cans of sleeping pills now, it will not have any other effect except for the consequences of going to the hospital for gastric lavage.

His music couldn't save him.

Wen Qu put the phone close to his ear, tapping his fingers on his thigh.The children sang very cutely, although they were a little out of tune.

Listening and listening, Wen Qu felt drowsy, so she simply changed from sitting to lying down, put the phone on the side of her head, and then fell asleep on the roof against the evening wind.

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