[True luck] My young taming is too lax!

"Feel sorry."

The world fell silent.Yukimura felt Sanada resting his head on his shoulder.

"Don't ask anything, don't say anything." Sanada's voice was muffled, as if kept in the dark.

They leaned together quietly like this, without saying a word for a long time.Just such a distance can make Yukimura slowly come back to his senses, he is nestled in that arm, as if he returned to his childhood.

"Xianichiro." A soft voice broke the silence, "I'm fine."

Sanada raised his head slowly, looking at the boy's pale face, he wondered how hastily this person would confided to himself in such embarrassment.

When you are alone, what do you think about in this room?

"It's my fault. I shouldn't force you like this."

He stared into the boy's eyes, where there was a gradually warming light. "I won't put pressure on you anymore, so what if you are sick, you will get better, and you will pick up tennis again. No matter what happens in the future, you are the only Yukimura Seichi."

Gently covering the boy's eyes, he pressed a kiss on the back of his hand.

"Let's take our time, Jingshi, the two of us together."

Yukimura breathed a sigh of relief, he did not continue this topic, and now for both of them, this is something that cannot be discussed calmly.He leaned sideways toward the head of the bed, tucking his legs back under the covers.

Sanada's hands were at his feet.

The hand that just covered his eyes was warm and familiar to him.

However, the scorching breath that was close at hand burned his eyes like a flame through the gap between his fingers.

He turned his head to look out of the window, blocking the man's sight behind his head.Sanada was still talking about the tennis club and the school, but Yukimura couldn't pay attention anymore.He put the other party's invisible hand in the corner of his eye, where it was already quietly turning red.

"...It's probably like this, Jingshi...Jingshi?"

"Ok?"

"I said, on the first day of this year, I will go to visit the shrine. I have made an appointment with several people from the tennis club to wait until the 3rd. Can you do it alone?"

Yukimura nodded and smiled at him, "Your family is very busy these days, don't worry about me, the children here will also celebrate with their families, and they will definitely come to me when the time comes."

"Don't be busy. It's my hometown's turn to gather this year. Grandpa and the others will go back. My eldest brother and I will stay in Kanagawa." Sanada helped him press the quilt, got up and poured hot tea for him, "I thought you would go home , I plan to go to your house to spend the New Year together, but the doctor advises not to accept secondary infections from the outside world for the time being, and I don't want you to make trouble."

He pursed his lips, as if he was a little embarrassed by the impulsive hug before, and now he dare not look directly into Yukimura's eyes after regaining his senses, "I'll bring you Mishou and Kagami, is there anything you want? ?”

Seeing Sanada's discomfort, Yukimura finally regained his former composure, with a long-lost joking smile on his face.

They simply talked about daily things like this, time seemed to slow down, and the heart that had been restless finally subsided.

For the time being, Yukimura stopped thinking about the things that bothered him. This kind of getting along is obviously very ordinary, but it is especially cherished.

This New Year, the hospital held a parent party for the children in the inpatient department.Yukimura was asked by his parents if he wanted them to come together, but he smiled and refused with embarrassment.He was invited to spend the New Year's Eve with those children who were playing well, and saw several parents looking at their children expectantly.

"Yukimura-kun may be wondering why we are so calm." The oldest boy's mother was sitting next to him, seeing Yukimura's eyes and slowly explained, "It has been three years since our family knew about Xiaotie's illness. , Since he was 6 years old, he has not attended elementary school, and he has to be hospitalized for recuperation from time to time, so it is the greatest luck to meet these friends in the hospital."

A woman may have felt desperate and cried bitterly, but she hid all her negative emotions where her children could not see them.

"Xiao Tie told us that the new big brother is a beautiful angel, so even if your good friends like you, he has never been jealous at all!" She smiled and looked at Yukimura, her eyes gently soothing Juvenile, "Maybe there is an adult like you in this inpatient department. The children have found a spiritual support. It's not just our parents, they themselves will think about some terrible things."

"Why do other children get better soon, why do I suffer so much every time, why do people I met a few months ago suddenly disappear, and I can't see them again..."

"How should we answer these questions, Yukimura-kun?"

Yukimura thought of the scene he saw in the hospital when he was a child. The recovered person was hugged by his family and held flowers, in stark contrast to the crying family members hugging their heads in the corridor.He didn't understand these things at that time, but he just felt that the boundary between heaven and hell had become extremely blurred in this place called "hospital".

That's why he always hated hospitals so much.It wasn't until he saw these innocently smiling children that he began to think why these little angels were so clean and uplifting.

"Yukimura-kun, children are the kind of creatures that grow up quickly after experiencing a big event. We sometimes feel that, compared to our sick son, is it really us who are really encouraged and supported? As long as When I feel unable to hold on, looking at their smiles gives me the courage to persevere again.”

Their lives have only passed a few years, but they have achieved the most powerful hearts.

"Adults exist as role models, but occasionally, they need to be healed by such indomitable vitality."

She looked at the young man with misty eyes, and patted his shoulder lightly, "These are all taught to me by the children."

Surrounded by a few little patients around him, blinking bright eyes, holding his skirt with small hands and dragging him forward.

There wasn't much strength at all, but Yukimura couldn't refuse.He followed the children to a small tent on one side, got in and lay down, looking at the top of the decorated starry sky.

"Brother Jingshi, this is the constellation of each of us!"

"I'm an Aries!"

"Xiao Tie is a Leo, and Nana is a Gemini!"

"Brother Jingshi's Pisces is here!"

He looked at those small props full of childishness, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.Compared with them, is he too embarrassed?

"Everyone's work is very beautiful, I'm sorry, my brother didn't prepare a gift for you..." He looked at the children who were next to him guiltily, "Why don't we draw pictures for everyone tomorrow?"

The jubilant children were like a group of chirping lambs, their soft bodies leaning against him, huddled together in the narrow tent.The body temperature of the children turned into a heater, which provided a steady stream of energy for Yukimura's cold heart in this cold winter day.

On the third day after the new year, friends from the tennis club came to visit Yukimura.Although it was noisy all the time, everyone noticed that Yukimura's mood had improved.

"Is the minister feeling better recently? I feel very happy..." Kirihara carefully observed Yukimura's face. Although he himself could not understand the minister's mood, when he came to see him before, the minister's smile was not as good as before You can still see it when you are beautiful.

"How could it be so fast, idiot Akaya, I must have encountered something happy." Marui opened the snack box he brought and sent it to the scene, "Hey, Yukimura, my new cake tastes your favorite I like the sweet taste."

Yukimura took a good sip, "Bunta's craftsmanship never disappoints me."

"Hey, are you a genius?"

Several people also took out the New Year's presents prepared for Yukimura.Yukimura couldn't help laughing at each creative idea, and the last one he got in his hand was a calligraphy work from Sanada.

"Hey Sanada, are you serious?" Nioh stared at the roll with wide eyes, and even Yagyu, who had always been a gentleman, couldn't help but push his glasses.

"Hehe, I'm used to it, you know it used to be a New Year's gift like this every year!" Yukimura smiled and opened it slowly.Everyone followed his gaze, and the four upright characters came into view.

That is not some beautiful calligraphy that can be called a masterpiece, nor is its content a masterpiece.

It is just the most common and ordinary expectation and blessing.

No sickness.

For Yukimura, it is the most difficult dream to realize, but it is also the most powerful encouragement.

He slowly rolled up the gift and put it away, looking up at the silent staff.

"Thank you everyone, please be sure and wait for me to go back."

He looked at the team members seriously one by one, and kept their faces in his heart. Although he seemed to be a minister who was worried about, Yukimura had never been so grateful to his partners like now.

They all have bright eyes, and in their slowed down expressions, these figures that they had seen on the court are tightly surrounding them.Since he can't work hard with them on the court, let him fight on this battlefield of his own.

"I haven't noticed it before. Everyone has a very good smile."

It was a smile fused with sweat and tears, it was cute, it made him warm when he thought of it.

"I can't be with you for the next few months, and Li Haida can't relax. This year is the key to our three consecutive victories. Sanada will definitely be stricter and train very hard. But, when you feel sad, look With the companions who have come together, we will have enough courage to persevere."

"We are the kings of Li Haida, and this tradition of constant victories and invincibility is our pride." He looked around at his teammates, and saw composure and fighting spirit on their faces, "And I hope that when I am intact When we return to the tennis club, this tradition can be well preserved."

"I won't lose."

"After that, everyone will work hard."

His voice was so unmistakably confident, it was as if the illness had never affected him.His figure is already a little thin, but he is still so powerful that people look up to him.

This is, our Minister of Lihai.

When returning to school on January 1th, many students had hoped to see Yukimura back, but they were relieved when they saw the empty table.When the news of being admitted to the hospital came out, almost everyone couldn't believe that such a misfortune would happen to that handsome young man.However, seeing the atmosphere in the tennis club getting heavy day by day, even if it was unacceptable, everyone had to look at the vacant seat and sigh.

However, this time at the New Year's Writing Conference after returning to school, when everyone had no expectations, the person in charge of the student who received the submission was staring at a word in a daze.

"What's the matter, Sawano?" The other officers of the student union asked in amazement when they saw him.

The girl pursed her lips and looked like she was about to cry. She pointed to the signature of the manuscript and whispered, "This is Yukimura-kun's writing."

After a short period of silence, the people who gathered around stared at the work for a moment: I have seen the signature many times before, the clear and slender font, the character of that person, every stroke is full of fierce fighting intent .

It's been a long time since I saw him, and even the photos he left behind are often looked up by many people, but just seeing these four words, it's as if the figure of the man wearing a coat standing still in the wind can emerge before his eyes .

"They all say that their words are like their own. Yukimura-kun's words, no matter how many times they see them, will make people full of strength."

"I always feel that it should be hung at the door, so that it can be seen by the students every day, which is the real meaning." The suggestion put forward was adopted by everyone. On the bulletin board of the school road, I saw a calligraphy work that made people stop.

Rectangular vertical calligraphy, swaying ink-stained characters, like a military flag on the battlefield.

His will was engraved on paper with ink, and as the four words that the king had kept in mind for many years, it has now become the best gift that general left for Li Hai.

"Always victorious and undefeated".

At the end of January, after the routine training of the tennis club was concluded, Sanada and Liu called all the members to stand on the court.I just got the news from Yukimura, Sanada is still hesitating whether to inform the staff, but after discussing with Liu, he thinks that no matter what, when everyone is paying attention to Yukimura, he can get everyone's prayers and blessings. can be a motivator.

He looked around at the men who were staring nervously at him, and took a deep breath.

"Just now Yukimura got a notification from the doctor that the operation time has been confirmed."

Everyone was dumbfounded, and the few candidates who had visited the doctor were also very dazed.Obviously, he has been taking medicine and injections all the time and the treatment is going well. Why did he decide to have surgery so suddenly?

"On February 2th, the authoritative attending doctor performed the surgery. Yukimura asked me to convey a word." He paused, and waited until everyone quieted down, "'Everyone's movements are too ugly.'"

"Jingshi entrusted me to record the video for you. Anyone who is lazy or slack in training, he will see it one by one. I hope you are serious." Liu closed the notebook in his hand, and saw the expressions of the people who were overwhelmed with pain , Some comfort in my heart.

"The minister is so cunning!"

"Ah, I thought Sanada and Liu could at least get away with it..."

Although many people ignored a problem because of Liu's words, but at the main election meeting after the training, everyone wanted to know the real reason without letting Sanada go.

It was also difficult for Sanada himself to say the reason. He thought about the calm and calm mood when he heard Yukimura's voice on the phone. What was he thinking that he could face the operation so easily?

"What's going on, Sanada, don't try to hide it from us."

"Yukimura-kun never explained the seriousness before. Could it be that he forgot that my father is also a doctor?"

"What do you mean? Yagyu?"

"In other words, conservative treatment is no longer enough to curb the progression of the disease, so we will undergo surgery." Yagyu pushed his glasses, "Mr. Yukimura must have known that the possibility of this method was very high at the beginning, but he didn't tell us at the beginning. .”

Everyone thought that when they came back from the examination and heard that Yukimura was going to be admitted to the hospital, the explanation they got was to facilitate self-cultivation.But now it is obvious that Sanada, who knows the truth, has completely deceived them.

"You! Sanada!"

"That's enough, everyone listen to me!"

Sanada exhaled slowly, "Indeed, as Yagyu said, Yukimura's condition deteriorated rapidly, much earlier than the expected operation time. But this is not a bad thing, early operation will help to heal better, we just want to You need to believe in him and train hard for him to come back."

Even after saying this, Sanada didn't relax at all, he knew that this statement was nothing but self-deception.And because of the serious symptoms recently, Yukimura didn't see anyone except Sanada, and he was the only one who saw Yukimura who was about to change his appearance now.

"Why, the minister didn't let us visit him?" Kirihara muttered softly, lowering his head, he hadn't looked at the minister for half a month, but everyone who was forbidden to visit was equally disturbed, so he endured it .Now hearing the news that the minister is going to have an operation, and thinking about the development of the minister's illness that he heard from Senior Liu during the meeting, Kirihara's eyes became moist.

"Minister has become like what Senior Liu said before, so you don't want us to see it?" Is it really difficult to walk fast and hold things steady?Kirihara thought about the man who stood in front of him and was so powerful that he couldn't get over it, "I don't want to be unable to see him until the operation, Vice Minister Sanada, can you tell the minister, I really miss him... "

Kirihara pursed his lips, tears still rolled down his eyes, "It must be hard for him to be alone, I want to be with him, I want to tell him that I have grown up and I am no longer lazy..."

These words that I was embarrassed to say directly to Yukimura in the email, but I couldn't help but confide them all at this time.The little boy didn't know what to think of, and wept heavily, making several people in the department feel heavy.

Sanada thought about what Yukimura had said when he was talking to him.

"Many things can only be understood after separation."

He looked at the junior in front of him who had really grown up suddenly, and he sighed infinitely in his heart.

That person knew them so well that he could trust his companions so firmly, resisting all the pain alone, leaving only a gentle and quiet smile on their faces.

Sanada sighed lightly, and patted his junior on the shoulder.

"Yukimura will let us visit once before the operation. Until then, Akaya, you should grow up quickly. It's too lax to cry like this."

"Hi, deputy minister...that's right, it doesn't have any power at all..."