[True luck] My young taming is too lax!

The day after the inspection, the two parted ways.Although Sanada still escorted Yukimura home, one was dissatisfied with the other's self-willedness and stubbornness, while the other had no time to care about him and only thought about his own body. When they parted, even his younger sister Yui could see that the atmosphere was condensed.

When Yukimura returned to school later, he only showed a gentle smile in the face of the staff's questions.He didn't try to evade this question, and he told his illness frankly, but in Sanada's view, the information that really needed to be conveyed was far from enough.He stared at the boy's face without saying a word, his dissatisfaction with Yukimura's reservations made no secret on his face.

"It's okay, Genichiro." After Yukimura and his teammates separated, Yanagi looked at Sanada who stayed where he was and said, "Seichi has always been rational, even if he has any problems now, he will quickly figure it out."

Sanada frowned, of course he believed this, but Liu didn't know that Yukimura might not be able to think as usual anymore.

Not hearing his friend's response, Liu glanced at him thoughtfully.Sanada accompanied Yukimura to go for the examination, no one knew what the two of them said that day, but now whether it is the two of them or Lihai's tennis club, there is a faint sense of heaviness.He recalled the disease name he just learned from Yukimura's mouth, and he could vaguely recall some information, but it seemed that something had been overlooked by him, and he felt a little uneasy.

Now he can only hope that the disease may not be too serious, and Yukimura will not be affected too much...

After training, Yukimura packed up his things and was about to leave the club room when he was surprised by the figure of Sanada guarding the door.

"I told my aunt that you are staying at my house today." Sanada's face was calm, but his tone made Yukimura very angry.

"Who gave you permission to decide my itinerary?"

"My family is very worried about you." Sanada came over and stood in front of him, and said in a deep voice, "Mother originally planned to visit you at your house, but I said don't be so serious, you won't be happy, so she wants to see you .”

He put his hand on Yukimura's shoulder, lowered his head slightly, "Seiichi, she regards you as her own son, I think her mood is the same as that of my aunt."

You have always hidden your fragility from the elders, but that doesn't mean they don't know.I know she won't be relieved even if she sees you, but you won't say something like "I'm scared".

The only one who can argue with you now is me.

At least, it’s better to leave all the anxiety and anger to me, let them continue to trust you like this.

Sanada patted Yukimura's arm lightly, seeing that he lowered his head when he heard this, hesitated for a moment, but still did not take away the tennis bag that the other party was carrying.

"I see."

Yukimura twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, feeling the temperature surrounding him a little bit.The hand slid down his arm, slowly holding his right wrist. "I can go by myself, Genichiro."

"Ok, I know."

I know, but don't throw me away because it's so disturbing.

They walked slowly along the school road to the school gate. On the morning of early winter, the sun gradually dispelled the cold.Yukimura tucked his neck into the scarf, and he could still feel a temperature that didn't belong to him in his palm.Although he didn't realize it when they were two, but walking on the campus now, it's no longer a child holding hands, which made him suddenly a little shy.

"Xianichiro, hand, this is very strange."

"There's no one around either."

"It's not that problem." Yukimura frowned. He knew that the fainting last time made his friend feel uneasy, but he was prepared for the same thing, and this feeling of overprotection made him feel powerless feel.

Obviously, he has always appeared in front of his friends as the most powerful person. Now not only does he need to be taken care of in the eyes of his family, but he also needs to be cautious in Sanada's eyes. Even the members of the tennis club start to look at him with eyes that need protection. I can't stand that gap anymore.

If illness is still irresistible, then admission to the hospital is his greatest psychological defense.Recognizing that you have to live off someone else's care is like telling yourself that you've hit the road.

He didn't want someone to come and help him up, and he didn't want to see himself who had to rely on others.But when he was supposed to be tough, he couldn't ruthlessly refuse when he threw Sanada away again and again, and was held tightly again and again.

He still remembers the moment when he heard the doctor tell his symptoms that he felt cold all over his body, and he also remembered the warm palm that was the only thing that pulled his sanity back.From the very beginning, the two doubles had high-fived countless times on the field, but Yukimura felt the strength of the two for the first time at this moment.

He turned his head, and the boy wearing the hat had never been flustered since he was sick, which made Yukimura feel admiration.Sanada's eyes were still as firm as ever, and when he looked at him, he was also full of warmth.

Forget it, sometimes acting like a baby to Genichiro might make him feel more relaxed.

When we returned to Sanada's house, Yukimura's favorite food was already prepared for lunch.Yukimura was surrounded by several people enjoying the food, and the anxiety in his heart disappeared.Except for Sasuke who is still in elementary school, everyone else is an adult.After they heard Sanada talk about Yukimura's physical problems, they didn't want to show the slightest sadness, but just got close to the child as usual.And Sasuke, who has been precocious since he was a child, has always liked to bully his little uncle, but he has no intention of objecting to this matter.

He likes Brother Jingshi so much, if it's for Brother Jingshi's benefit, he can listen to uncle whatever he wants.Closely next to Yukimura, the boy stared at the beautiful boy without blinking. From the first time he saw this person, he thought that the other person was an angel in his heart.

He didn't know what the disease would be like, but if it was serious enough to be hospitalized for surgery, why did it happen to this person?

Sasuke's hand held Yukimura's clothes tightly, as if he was worried that he would disappear, he refused to leave him half a step.

"You're almost enough, Sasuke!" Sanada frowned fiercely.

Yukimura watched the boy pouted dissatisfiedly, and patted his head reassuringly, "It's okay, it's just been a while since lunch, Genichiro should be going to the dojo, Sasuke and I will watch his training together. "

If there were no accidents of his own, Sanada should be concentrating on practicing kendo at this time, preparing for the initial assessment next week.The two originally agreed that Yukimura would go to watch Sanada's kendo review, but now Yukimura is already worried about whether the other party can calm down.

He watched the man swinging his sword without distraction, his tall and straight body like a strong pine tree.Once immersed in his own world, Sanada is like a sharp knife drawn from its sheath.There is a sharp aura about this man, standing next to him will make people run involuntarily.Although Yukimura used to laugh at his friend's catchphrase when he was a child, sometimes those simple words can be uplifting.

There have always been two people fighting together. Now, Yukimura has to go alone. When he thinks of this, he feels a little uncomfortable.

He watched Sanada's movements, and the other's question echoed in his mind.

Why don't you want to be admitted to the hospital?

That's because I don't want to be surpassed by you...

As long as you relax a little, you will beat me without hesitation.If I stop here, I can no longer be that child of God again.Although I have never liked this title very much, it has made myself stand at the top and has never been defeated by others.

He remembered the conversation he had with his former coach when he returned to the club during the national competition a few months ago.

"You still haven't lost, Xiao Yukimura." The man has shown his age, and he is no longer the coach who likes to tease himself.His height gradually approached the opponent's, and even from a long time ago, the coach couldn't beat him.

There was a hint of Yukimura's incomprehensible expression in the man's eyes, "I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing for you. Always winning and not being defeated is an honor and a shackle."

At that time, Yukimura still didn't understand why the man showed such an expression, "Failure can only mean that I am not strong enough. As long as I become the strongest person, nothing can defeat me."

The coach shook his head, "Tennis is not the only thing in this world, Yukimura." He looked at the boy's clean eyes, and he didn't know whether to cherish or sigh in his heart, "There has never been any player who has never lost a single game."

However, if it is you.

He thought about the ten years that had passed since he first met the child.

If it is you, maybe you can create a miracle.

In the late autumn night, the corridor door in the backyard was gently opened.Back to his former room, Yukimura couldn't fall asleep no matter what.There are too many memories of my childhood here, and I know that Sanada asked me to come to his house to persuade me to be admitted to the hospital, but I haven't heard any topics related to the disease from the beginning to the end.

You can use your brain now, Genichiro.

Yukimura smiled lightly, and tightened the pajama jacket that was draped over his shoulders.At such a late hour, the surroundings of the residential area also became very quiet.It was the first time he stayed alone under the porch of the courtyard at such a night, the starry sky was deserted and empty, and he could see the faint light of the stars when he looked up.

He emptied his mind, just observed those constellations, temporarily forgetting all his troubles.With an almost endless lifespan, the stars who have seen everything in the universe in space, if compared with them, whether it is human beings or the legendary gods, they will all become so small.He once took astronomy class, but it was only at this moment that Yukimura truly realized what nature is.

Just like flowers and plants, even if the flowers that bloomed in the past have faded, they will bloom again in the next year.It's just that it's no longer the same flower as last year.Even so, deeply immersed in their vitality, Yukimura will still be happy with the arrival of every spring.

All things are like this, and so are people.Childhood clothes that couldn't fit, teeth that fell out during growth, hair that grew and was cut off.Human beings are born to constantly abandon the past in order to embrace the future.

This is his own trial, just like the flowers are about to face the harsh winter, he must also go through the baptism of this disease.

Resentment?

Yukimura didn't want to think about those things.He only knew that if he didn't defeat this enemy himself, his will would die here forever.Suddenly, he remembered the calligraphy he wrote during the overseas training session he stayed in China not long ago.

When you are cured, go back and have a look.After all, Genichiro admired that picture for a long time.

There was a slight sound of footsteps behind him, and a pair of hands pressed his shoulders with a warm blanket.He wanted to reach out and pull the blanket down a little, but the hands slowly circled his body.

"It's cold at night, you should take care of yourself." A deep voice sounded behind Yukimura's ear, and his scorching breath hit his neck. For a moment Yukimura couldn't help shivering, and the other party gave him a funny look.

"No, it's not because of the cold..." The heat of his cheeks couldn't be seen in the dark night, this kind of surprise attack is too cunning, Genichiro!The back was tightly pressed against his chest like a small heater, and Yukimura felt that his cold body after sitting for a long time gradually recovered.

"looking at what?"

"Autumn Triangle." Yukimura let Sanada, who was sitting next to him, accept the hot tea handed over by him.The slightly hot cup wall stimulated the touch of his palm, and melted into his heart little by little.

"Well, I still can't find it." Sanada recognized for a while, he has never been interested in astronomy.Except for the basic Big Dipper and the like, you can recognize it, and you have no understanding of the extra.

"There," Yukimura stretched out a finger from under the blanket, leaning his head close to Sanada, pointing along his eyes, "Did you see the brightest Pegasus quadrilateral? Going south is the Southern Sky Triangle " Yukimura identified the stars one by one, feeling a little confused about his own family, "Even if you don't feel the romance of the starry sky, at least you should know the common sense of positioning, Genichiro."

Sanada nodded incredulously, withdrew his eyes, and looked down at Yukimura without a trace.He stretched out his hand to test his temperature on his forehead and felt relieved. "There is a limit to self-will, Jingshi. You have been like this since you were a child, and I have never been able to make you compromise, but this time, don't worry me anymore."

"I'm not very happy with this statement, Genichiro." Yukimura squinted his head and stared at him, "Who is the one who never compromises?"

Sanada was speechless.He sighed, it is impossible to make Yukimura soft, this guy has always been doing what he agrees with so naturally, regardless of whether the people around him can keep up. "Now even if you don't want to, it's up to you."

After finishing speaking, both of them fell silent.

"Seichi." The people around him fell silent for a moment, and turned around from behind Yukimura. He felt his shoulders being pulled away, and the two of them sat facing each other on the porch. Under the moonlight, Sanada's eyes were so serious.

"There is no one now, and there is no secret between the two of us. I used to say to myself, when I can beat you, I will tell you one thing, but now I don't want to wait any longer."

For some reason, Xiao Xunran, who was sitting, looked straight at him with a straight face, as if he was about to announce something important.

"At the age of 4, in the club, you beat me completely after learning tennis for three months. This is the first time."

"5 years old, you beat all the members in internal practice."

"At the age of 6, a small tennis practice game beat me. In the six years since then, I have not once scored a point from you."

"At 11, the Jr conference failed me miserably."

"At the age of 12, entered Lihai's tennis club rookie competition, as well as the school's qualifying competition."

"I'm 13 years old. Last fall, the school practice competition started, and I can't beat you even after a lot of hard work."

"Yukimura, you beat me a total of 12 times in the official six-set match."

Sanada pursed his lips and counted each item. He himself felt that this was a very tragic battle situation. "Can let me who is called the 'Emperor' lose to such an extent, do you think it's a comfortable feeling? Do you think, every time I hear someone talking about the 'Big Three', what kind of mood do I have? looking at you?"

"Now you're sick, what am I going to think? 'Ah, this guy finally stopped, I can finally pass him', you think I'm going to say that?"

Yukimura's hand holding the cup was shaking.

Sanada stared into his eyes, the fire in his heart seemed to be surrounded by water, unable to vent at all.How can you not win this person, how can you beat this person.The gap between them is as far as the Milky Way, before they could simply look at him like a friend, but now, just a back view makes him unable to calm down.

God knows how hard it was to see that man sitting alone in the moonlight when he walked around the corridor because he was worried about Yukimura.

Why not tell others?Why not let me share?

"You felt it a long time ago, right? At first it was numbness and tingling in your fingers, and then weakness in your limbs. It's definitely not just a cold. Why don't you say it, you idiot!"

Yukimura stared blankly at Sanada who was yelling at him, his face was at a loss.His shoulder was firmly pressed by the person in front of him, the strength even made his bones ache.

"If I was the one who fainted, how would you feel? Use your brain to think about it! Damn it!"

There was an inaudible cry in the voice, which gradually became hoarse. This person was shaking with anger, and his head was hanging in front of Yukimura, "I beg you, quickly realize how important you are to me ..."

As if going back in time, Genichiro, who used to cry, appeared in front of him, and Yukimura seemed to return to his childhood in a trance.After so many years, Genichiro, who was innocent and cute before, has grown into a reliable and stable adult, but he is still the boy who can be passionate, stubborn and awkward, strong and fragile.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He didn't know what to say, so he could only repeat these words over and over again.

He didn't know why he was sick, and he didn't know how to tell his friends.When he wanted to open his mouth, he always withdrew his words of weakness because of his teammates in the tennis club.He's just used to being a minister, used to worrying about others.But even if he was a little tired, he could still make it through.

He didn't even know that Genichiro, who was inseparable from him, would have such complicated emotions.

As a friend, he has been disqualified.

And as...

Yukimura didn't dare to think too much about that outrageous guess, even though he was vaguely aware of it, he still acted like a coward, instinctively avoiding that possibility at this juncture.

"If it can comfort you, I will be admitted to the hospital." Hearing the voice of the answer, Sanada looked up at Yukimura, who turned his head to avoid the scorching gaze, "Now there is no reason to reject this proposal Bar."

Yukimura looked at the cold teacup in his hand, "Now that I can't even hold the cup steady, it's not the time for me to speak beautiful words."

Sanada's eyes widened, looking at the pale and thin hands.

He took the cup from the opponent's hand and wrapped those hands in his own uncontrollably.

"Jingshi..."

"This is the first time I've compromised for you." Yukimura stared at the hand that was much warmer than his own, "Remember it, Genichiro."

His smile finally carried the warmth of the past. Although it was light, it glowed with a heart-wrenching beauty under the moonlight.