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"I think of the owner of those ghost eyes." Jiang Xun rubbed his aching temples, and said firmly, "I've seen him."

"Is it at the explosion site?" Yan Gui asked.

But Jiang Xun looked at Song Yuzhi intently and did not answer this question.

After a while, he started his narration from the beginning: "What happened after entering the scene is not very different from our previous speculation. Lao Liang shot and wounded me from behind. Although I knew he did it at that time, I didn't Knowing his purpose, I dare not ask him directly in front of other people."

Song Yuzhi wondered: "According to what you said before, you were injured shortly after entering the scene. Your teammates should have been with you at that time. Didn't anyone notice something was wrong?"

Jiang Xun closed his eyes and shook his head, "At that time, Lao Liang and I were at the end of the team, and the factory building was very empty. If you fired a shot, the echo would come from all directions. It is difficult for people who are not particularly experienced to judge who fired the shot. Among us, the oldest ones are Lao Liang and Wan Ge, and the others are all new recruits who have just joined the police force, and there are even trainee police officers, so I think that the two of them who have been acting together since then, It may have been discussed earlier."

Recalling being betrayed by someone he deeply believed in was really a torment for someone like Jiang Xun who has been traumatized and it is difficult to establish a new relationship of trust. During the conversation, he felt the pain in the back of his waist , The pain seems to spread, gradually spreading to the limbs, as if every cell in the body is screaming for pain.

Song Yuzhi pressed against his face and wiped the fine beads of sweat from his forehead, "Take your time, don't worry."

In fact, Jiang Xun had already recalled all the details of the incident, but it was one thing to face it, and it was another kind of torture for him to describe it in words.

He curled up his legs, hugged himself up, put his hands in his hair, and was miserable.

"The disagreement happened when I met Brother Sun. When I was at the old site of Yunhe Chemical Industry, those familiar scenes reminded me of the scene of shooting Brother Sun. Before that, I had been trying to find reasons for myself. He made a lot of excuses that sounded reasonable, but after my memory came back, I realized that it was indeed me who raised the gun at him with my own hands."

Song Yuzhi became nervous when he heard the words, clasped fingers with him, and asked, "Why?"

"Because..." Jiang Xun pursed his lips, raised his head and took a deep breath, looking out of the window without focusing, "Because, he will die."

This reason was so far-fetched that it was incomprehensible, and Yan Gui hesitated to speak, not because of his conscience, but because Song Yuzhi's secret step on him was so painful that he didn't want to speak.

After being silent for a long time, Jiang Xun came back to his senses and picked up what he hadn't finished saying: "After I was shot, my teammates hid me in a dark corner made of containers on the platform on the second floor. As long as I don't make a sound, It was difficult for other people to notice me. Maybe it was because of too much blood loss. I fainted. When I woke up, I found myself still there. I knew that the matter was not over. I had to do something before waiting for rescue. So I started to move to the second floor. I was injured and couldn't walk fast. Although the injury was not fatal, it was very delayed. , I found Sun Chen, who ran into the dealings of several drug dealers alone, and was hung up like the skeleton hanging in Yunhe Chemical Industry. The flesh is turned outwards, the blood keeps pouring out from the wound, it looks like it is dying, it looks terrifying..."

Even in the following years, Jiang Xun's physical and mental endurance has been greatly improved, but when he returned to that memory in person, the unforgettable fear was still unforgettable.

Yan Gui asked without thinking: "He is in such a miserable state, why do you still want to do it? Could it be because you want to end his suffering quickly?" Song Yuzhi stared back at him as soon as he finished speaking.

Jiang Xun choked up and said, "He was injected with drugs. Those people didn't kill him with one shot just to torture him and humiliate him, just like Jiang Zhu who was hanged on the bell tower and died of exhaustion! I shot the man who tied him up. I just wanted to put him down to check his injuries, but...Xiao Tong also shot, and his shot was right in the heart, although he didn't die on the spot, but Brother Sun...he didn't suffer too much. "

Thinking of the scene of his comrade-in-arms dying in front of his eyes, Jiang Xun was in pain. He tried his best to get that scene out of his mind, but as long as he closed his eyes, he would reproduce the tragic death of his comrade-in-arms. His eyes were full of blood, and his breath was filled with disgusting The bloody smell is overwhelming.

Song Yuzhi patted him on the back, but unfortunately, in front of such a hideous scar, such consolation was too weak.

Jiang Xun took a sip of the water that the man handed to him, and shook his head, "Let's get some ice, I'm very uncomfortable."

This time, Song Yuzhi didn't use the principles that those three-year-olds understand to persuade him to pay attention to his body, but pampered him uncharacteristically. The few pieces of ice timely relieved the hotness in Jiang Xun's body, and when he spoke, his voice was clear Quite a lot.

"Brother Sun joined the police earlier than us, he has been in the detachment longer than us, he is gentler than Old Liang, and more casual than Brother Wan, so we newcomers who just came out of school like to follow him, especially Xiaotong, They all walk around behind his buttocks, as if they are not grown up, it can be said that the relationship between him and Brother Sun is the best, I don't believe he will kill Brother Sun for no reason."

"Then why do you think he would do this?" Song Yuzhi asked very cryptically.

Jiang Xun licked his lips, "I think there are many reasons, maybe he felt that he couldn't survive, and reluctantly hung his breath, but it just continued the pain, or he thought he would become a burden to us. In such a situation, we may be able to fight for our own lives by fleeing for our own lives. It is really difficult to escape with a seriously injured person, not to mention that I was also injured at the time, and the situation couldn't be worse gone."

Song Yuzhi paused, "In your impression, is Xiaotong a decisive person?"

Jiang Xun shook his head, "He is the least courageous among us. When the neighbors quarreled and asked him to mediate the dispute, they were so scared that they couldn't speak a few words for a long time. The situation did improve later, but I don't think he is I haven't grown up to the point where I can shoot and kill my friends who get along with me day and night without hesitation, unless..."

"Unless what?"

Jiang Xun raised his eyes, with strange emotions in his pale eyes, "Unless, that would affect the interests of more people, in that case, except for the lives of other teammates and the trapped hostages, I can't think of any Other possibilities."

Yan Gui held a lollipop in his mouth, his eyes wandered, and he looked at the two people's reactions without saying a word. Hearing this, he reminded: "Go on, what did you experience later."

"Brother Sun didn't die immediately after being shot in the heart. The massive blood loss from the heart caused cerebral hypoxia. The whole death process lasted about 10 minutes. Although I knew he was hopeless, I still wanted to move him to a relatively safe place. Not far behind, I saw a suitcase. At that time, I didn’t have the heart to find out what was inside, but at Yunhe Chemical, Cheng Rang filled the inside of the box with transparent crystalline solids. I think he was implying that Me, at the real scene, the contents of the box should be methamphetamine."

In fact, Song Yuzhi did find some transparent crystalline solids scattered in the scorched soil when he re-examined the site of Yunhe Chemical. After testing, it was indeed methamphetamine, also known as methamphetamine, the first category Psychotropic drugs - methamphetamine.

Later, taking advantage of the dark moon and high winds, he made a bag of fake evidence out of rock sugar to confuse Huang Zhe, and he really convinced the other party in a rather anxious situation, so the credibility of this statement is extremely high.

Jiang Xun let out a long breath trembling slightly, his eyes were slightly red, "The reason why we had the opportunity to check on Brother Sun's situation is because those son-of-a-bitch drug dealers were temporarily forced back by other teammates, and four people were responsible for covering us. Later, I was brought back to the platform by Xiao Tong, and when I saw them for the last time, two people had already been injured."

"...Xun, Jiang Xun... let's go!"

"...Little boy, take Jiang Xun and go! Take him away!!"

"Take him away! Take him away!!"

The hoarse cry was still in his ears, and Jiang Xun covered his ears overwhelmed. Even though he knew it was futile, he still couldn't restrain his body's instinctive reaction.

No wonder he had been resisting memories before, until today, he couldn't calmly face everything he had experienced.

Song Yuzhi held his wrists, put his hands in his arms, pressed them to his heart, and when he raised his head in doubt, he kissed him involuntarily.

This kiss without any lust comforted the pain in his heart, and the roar that was on the verge of collapse was also forcefully suppressed.

"Later, just like what I recalled when I was in Yunhe, the boy was pushed off the platform on the second floor by the shock wave of the explosion. I tried to pull him, but failed. Later, Lao Liang and Wan Ge rescued me and put me in the Into the basement where I was later found. That was my first time in that shelter."

"Did you go in later?"

Jiang Xun nodded and said, "I think Cheng Rang misled me, making me think that I was hidden in the basement at that time. In fact, I came out once in the middle, and it was at that time that I ran into you by mistake. Moved you to the safest place I could find..." As he spoke, he tapped his forehead, "But, I can't remember where it is, damn it, why can't I remember?"

Yan Gui bit the candy and reminded with a plastic stick in his mouth: "Please treat your head well, if you experience another psychological trauma or physical blow, you may become a fool in the true sense. It's a normal physiological phenomenon that you can't remember now, and you can piece together most of the memory fragments in a short period of time without obvious logical errors. This is already very rare Now, don’t force yourself too much, the human body is not an electronic product after all, and there is such a thing as data recovery.”

When it came to data recovery, Jiang Xun thought of Pei Qian who was still lying on the hospital bed and couldn't get off the ground. He was afraid for a while, and when he regained his strength, he realized that Song Yuzhi had been looking at him. A piece of cold ice can also be melted.

He patted Jiang Xun's head coaxing a child, "It's okay, I still remember, that was the first time I met you again, I will always remember it."

This is exactly what Jiang Xun couldn't accept the most. If he chose to forget ten years ago in order to escape, now he has the courage to face the past again, but he can't think of the most important person. blame yourself.

Seeing that Song Yu only wanted to speak, he immediately pressed his lips and stopped him: "Don't say it, don't say it, I can't remember it today, but I can think about it tomorrow, I will remember it sooner or later, don't worry, don't let go , don't give up on me."

Don't let go, don't give up on me...

Song Yuzhi's eyes darkened when he heard this, and he hugged him even tighter.

... You know, I prayed like this when I was in the ruins that were about to collapse.

The author has something to say: Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~

Thanks to brother Xun's little wife, cute, for donating a landmine, thank you for feeding! !