old man feeding rules

Perhaps Ye Chen had already expected such an ending. When he heard Song Yuzhi's words, instead of crying hysterically, he calmed down, held his lover's hand, and lowered his voice very low, as if he was afraid of disturbing the sleeping person .

"How long can he stay with me?"

Song Yuzhi couldn't answer this question, but shook his head.

Ye Chen leaned down, pressed against Chi Lan's pale face, slowly swirled his sweaty fingertips on the man's lips, and said angrily, "Why are you willing to leave me alone? Stay with me, stay with me all the time, you liar."

Chi Lan was still in a coma, so naturally he couldn't hear what he said. Ye Chen knew this, so he continued to talk to him persistently.

"When you first met me, you were still a teenager. You obviously didn't understand anything, but you were arguing about love, which annoyed me. At that time, I only thought that you were entangled. The boy is really annoying, if only he could disappear from my eyes, so I tried my best to avoid you, fled to another city, and lived carefully, for fear that you would find the trace, but when I returned to the rest of the wild goose , when no one welcomes me back, only you hugged me in full view, at that moment I suddenly felt that it feels good to be remembered by others."

Ye Chen smiled uglier than crying, hugged his lover, and whispered to him: "I fell in love with you at that time... I originally planned to keep this secret for the rest of my life, why did you force me to tell it, little girl?" Lan, you are so young, how dare... how dare you walk in front of me?"

Jiang Xun's nose was sour, and he almost burst into tears when he said this. Song Yuzhi raised his eyes to meet him, but he hurriedly looked away, avoiding the reality he should face.

In his nightmare, the same scene appeared countless times, but he was not a bystander, but the protagonist.

God knows how lucky he is when he wakes up from the nightmare again and again and sees Song Yuzhi still sleeping peacefully beside him.

Ye Chen said: "Xiaolan was only 15 years old when she met me."

His story was obviously told by two people who shouldn't be here.

"15 years old, just the ignorant age of the beginning of love, full of curiosity about love and love, I met the wrong person like me at the wrong time, but I didn't have the ability to bear a real relationship. But I am an adult , I am very calm, I have a very detailed plan for everything in the future, I turn a blind eye to his pursuit, and even treat it as a burden. In order to avoid him, I went to a strange city alone, and became nothing. The poor man who started working hard, at that time I really resented that fate treated me unfairly, let me be born in a ruthless family, and I couldn’t experience family affection since I was a child, and I still had to use love, a luxury that can’t be met, to seduce my deepest love. real desire."

Ye Chen looked at Jiang Xun, smiled wryly at him, and said, "I am an illegitimate child. I have no mother since I was a child. I grew up surrounded by other people's eyes and discrimination. I have done the dirtiest work and been bullied. I live worse than a dog." , Even the nanny dared to ride on my head and domineering, so I don't understand why he, who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, would fall in love with a worthless person like me."

"People may be high or low, but there is no love. All the feelings from the heart are noble and worthy of being valued and respected."

"You're right, but I was also very young at that time, and I was full of vigilance towards people. I didn't believe that there were free feelings in this cruel world, so I, a coward, ran away. A few years later, my father passed away, and my father died. My elder brother and sister were worried that I would compete for the inheritance, so they never informed me about it. It was he who sent someone to pass the message to me, and let me see my father for the last time. When I returned home, I was humiliated by relatives. I couldn't even get in the door, but he hugged me in front of so many people, took my hand and walked to my dad's bed, and told my dad that your most beloved son is back..."

Ye Chen wiped away his tears, and looked at Jiang Xun and Song Yuzhi with wide eyes, "It's like a dream, but this really happened to me."

"He loves you." Song Yuzhi said.

"I met him for the first time only because I was his tutor and helped him with his homework. I never imagined that my lowly self could be worthy of him, but he made my life go on a path that I never wanted. Dare to imagine the future, so when I found out that my feelings for him had deteriorated, I begged him to fulfill my delusions about him almost on the spot."

Ye Chen looked at Chi Lan with eyes full of love, and kept kissing that man's cold forehead.

"We have been together for almost ten years. He has always been him, the boy in my heart, but I am already old. In my heart, he will live longer than me at such a young age Even longer, I thought selfishly that I would definitely walk ahead of him and leave all the loneliness and loneliness to him. How could he...how could he just abandon me like this and take what I don't want to bear? The pain is left to me..."

Ye Chen's cry was full of helplessness, enough to make the listener cry. Jiang Xun quietly looked at the poor man who was about to lose his beloved, all words of comfort were choked in his throat, and he couldn't say a word.

The former him was only one step away from today's Ye Chen, looking at this grief-stricken person, how could he not think about the self who almost became him.

Suddenly, the dying person in the pool of blood let out a long sigh, and with the last strength of this life, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes for his lover.

"Don't cry... When you cry, my heart hurts. It's hard for me to teach you how to laugh. If I'm the one who made you cry, I'll blame myself..."

Chi Lan turned her head with difficulty, and silently said to Song Yuzhi who called him back from the brink of death: "Thank you."

He said to the sobbing Ye Chen: "Baby, I saved you because I wanted to see you smile. At least in the end, send me away with a smile, okay?"

"Xiao Lan, don't leave, please..."

"Silly brother, let me take a step ahead of you and see the scenery over there for you, so that when you come here in the future, no matter what you encounter, you will not be afraid anymore. Don't be so sad, you have to laugh... laugh Wake up and look good."

Jiang Xun gritted his teeth, feeling the tears rolling in his eyes. As a bystander, he must not cry before the person involved, so he grabbed Song Yuzhi, and while pulling the person out of the door, he thought for himself Cowardly behavior finds excuses.

"Let's leave this place for them who don't have much time to spend together."

Song Yu only accommodated him without saying anything. The moment he stepped out the door, Jiang Xun couldn't wait to pull the man's neckline, press him against the wall, and kissed him like crazy, almost biting him, ruthlessly He grabbed the air in his chest fiercely, and did not let go until the faces of both of them became flushed, and hugged him tightly, refusing to let go.

Song Yuzhi patted his back gently, and comforted him: "Okay bro, it's all over...it's all over." He muttered, pressing against the man's sweaty forehead, as if saying it to himself of.

While thinking about it, he suddenly collapsed before Jiang Xun, turned back and threw the man against the wall, buried his head in his neck, choked up and said: "At that time, I was the same as him, the same... Do you know how scared I was? At that moment, what I thought was, I would rather lose you than let you die, anyone is fine, please save you, even if the price is that I have to sacrifice this feeling, I am willing... "

"Hold me tight, Yuzhi, hold me tighter."

Jiang Xun seemed to hear the overwhelmed screams from his own bones, but he was reluctant to let go, reluctant to let go of this addictive warmth.

The bodies that are close together can feel each other's violent heartbeats, and only when they deeply feel each other's existence can they realize that the damn experience is really over.

The two embraced each other for a long time before sitting silently in front of the door, waiting for the time to flow bit by bit.

Jiang Xun asked: "Is it really okay if you don't go to the doctor?"

"Even if he comes, the result will not change in any way. Taking a step back, even if we know his blood type and find someone with the same blood type as him, there is no environment for blood collection and transfusion, and there is no condition for surgical treatment. Can't save him either."

Song Yu only glanced back at the closed door, and said hoarsely: "Actually, I didn't expect him to wake up. Maybe it was the return of light, or maybe it was the cry of his lover who woke him up. I would rather believe the latter. It is only when dealing with other people's problems." I am calm when things happen, so remember what you promised me, and don't put me in the same isolated and helpless situation."

"Ye Chen and I have many similarities."

Song Yuzhi hugged Jiang Xun, transferred his own body temperature to him, and comforted him: "But you are not him, and you will never be him."

At dawn, Chi Lan breathed a sigh of relief.

Ye Chen was worryingly calm when sorting out his remains. Everything he showed was the same as usual, and he didn't resist Jiang Xun and Song Yuzhi's approach, and he was even able to clearly express his gratitude for their help.

He wiped the blood on Chi Lan's body with gauze soaked in water, and asked, "Can we take him away?"

Jiang Xun felt an indescribable sadness in his heart, "Maybe not, plan for the worst, there are still four days left in the game, in this kind of weather, the body is easy to decompose, it is best not to be exposed to the air directly Here, we can find a relatively safe place to bury him temporarily, and bring him back after we leave here."

"But if he sleeps alone in this kind of place, it will be very cold." Ye Chen looked at the still gloomy sky outside, and suddenly realized that these words would make the two of them worry, so he tried his best to pull out an extremely ugly smile, " Don't worry, I'm just worried that he will be lonely and won't do stupid things, the last thing he said to me before he left was that he hoped that I could live a good life and that I couldn't let him down."

"It's best for you to think so. Do you have any plans for the future?"

"Not yet, but I want to live a good life and strive to get out of this mountain. I have promised him many things in my life but failed to do them. Even if he is gone, I have to fulfill my promise and bring him with me. , to see all the beauty in this world, when I am tired, I will find a place where no one is around, and die with him, he likes the most secluded place with beautiful mountains and rivers."

Ye Chen smiled slightly, "I also like...me the most."

The author has something to say: Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~