Weak beauty o dribbling the ball to find his wife

What Mu Xing said was "what are we doing like this".

After Shen Chen heard it clearly, he was stunned for a long time.

What are they? They should be in a very close relationship, why until now, even when they introduce each other to the people around them, they don't know who to say this is her.

It wasn't until Mu Xing cried and almost fell asleep, got out of her arms, and took her hand carefully as if admitting his mistake, Shen Chen finally came back to his senses.

Some things, she has actually considered for a long time.

"Stars." She said seriously.

Mu Xing panicked, thinking he was about to be scolded, lowered his head and wanted to cry again.

Shen Shen looked at her, reached out to wipe away the tears on her face, and said seriously but gently: "Let's try to date, shall we?"

dating?

Is it what she imagined in her dreams every night?

"Don't hide from me, okay?" Shen Shen's tone sounded more like pleading, hiding his crying, "Don't leave me alone, no matter what, I won't find the stars."

"I miss the stars so much, I miss the stars every day, from the first day I knew the stars until now..." Her voice suddenly became weaker, and she said aggrievedly, "...the stars always hide Follow me."

Mu Xing doesn't know, she thinks that she is just a dispensable plaything for Yang Yang, who comes and goes when she is called.

Just like now, the company from time to time is like the stingy warm sun in winter.

What she craved seemed to others more like a random handout in a good mood.

Isn't that the case?

Isn't that what sheep and sheep are like?

Then what should she be like?

Mu Xing withdrew his scattered attention and focused on Shen Chen in front of him.

Her hand brushed over Mu Xing's cheeks, like the gentle movement of a chick breaking out of its shell, bringing a numb touch, like the first gentle sunshine in a quiet morning, not hot/hot, but enough Be the light that drives away the darkness at dawn.

Yang Yang's eyes are different from ordinary people, why she has not noticed.

She preconceived that she put sheep and sheep into the alpha of the people around her. Whether she wants to admit it or not, Mu Xing's deep understanding of her way of getting along with Shen Shen is always disgraceful in the eyes of others.

Just like her mother and Mu Song, she thought it was a sorrow inherited in the same strain.

It turned out not to be so.

"Does Yangyang like me very much?" Mu Xing turned his face away, "I... I don't seem to deserve your liking so much."

The usual intense despair and exhaustion flooded in, instantly washing away the joy that had just been born.

The world at the time of the onset is filled with sorrow and an overwhelmed abandonment.

Why is it that at this time, Mu Xing, who is depressed, has no energy to think.

She withdrew her heavy hand, curled up her fingers, and hung them on both sides of her legs.

"I'm terrible." She murmured in a daze, "I have nothing, if you're with me, you can get nothing, I, I..."

At this moment, what she was thinking about was Mu Song's face full of disgust.

"...is a useless burden."

She had no meaning in existence, it was her mother's wishful thinking and her stubborn struggle that made her live to this day.

But it doesn't make any sense.

She was so inferior that she didn't dare to fully accept anything that didn't have to be paid.

In the past, what she fought so hard for was what others didn't want or even looked down upon. This has become a habit.

Sheep and sheep are the higher and higher beings in her heart, and their relationship is not as easy as looking up secretly.

At such a critical juncture, after they are together, all sad things will be different, why hold back.

Mu Xing carefully examined her heart and found that the reason was very simple. It was written in black and white on the birth certificate specially issued to her as an orphan.

As an illegitimate child with an embarrassing status, everything around her is full of mud and filth. The world she sees with her eyes is completely opposite to Shen Shen's world.

"I am like this..." Mu Xing did not dare to look up at Shen Shen's expression, the only hand they held was loosened by Mu Xing just now, "...I am like this , are you willing to love too?"

Without waiting for Shen Shen to answer, she went on to say: "As it is now, I, I think this is very good, and this kind of sheep is also very gentle."

The two of them kept a polite distance, each occupying an insignificant position in each other's life, so as not to pollute the beauty of the sheep.Mu Xing thinks this is very good.

Why do you think so?

Shen Shen looked at her in disbelief.

"Which one? Xing Xing, which one are you satisfied with now?" Shen Shen grabbed her arm, and the two got in touch again, "What are you satisfied with? You don't tell me anything, I don't know anything."

She choked on her tears, trying to hold back her sobs and said, "You have to bear so many things alone, why don't you want me, we can face many things together."

Mu Xing didn't dare to look up, she was just afraid that she would disappoint Yangyang, and that after getting to know each other little by little, Yangyang would be completely disappointed in her.

Tears fell on the ground, suddenly smudged with a piece of water.

Shen Chen leaned in front of her, stretched out his free hand, wiped her tears, and begged softly, "At least let me take care of you, okay?"

Mu Xing didn't answer, and the two fell into a long silence.

Shen Chen is going crazy, why is this happening?Why do stars react like this?

Mu Xing also wanted to know why she was so unconfident, and why she gave up pursuing her current goal for such a trivial matter.

She thought of Mu Song's face similar to her own.

That expression on it is so disgusting.

She is disgusting.

There are also many cursing words, which have been lingering in her ears since a long time ago, like a curse, which wiped out her self-confidence.

"No one will like me."

Shen Shen heard her whisper, like the cautious sound of flowers and plants sprouting, afraid that they would be picked if they were careless.

"I like it, I like Ah Xing." Shen Shen hugged her head warmly, "Many people will like Ah Xing, Ah Xing is so obedient."

Mu Xing did not resist her approach.

Shen Shen gently caressed Xing Xing's back and cried for a long time, now he was sobbing out of breath, and tended to cry loudly again because of what she just said.

Why are you crying no matter what you do?Mu Xing hated himself very much.

"Cry if you want to cry, Ah Xing, just cry, don't keep holding back, just cry." She let go of Mu Xing's little head, stood up straight, and opened her arms, "I want to hug you!" Do you want a hug?"

Mu Xing raised his head slightly, his eyes were red, his nose and lips were also red, like a bunny with drooping ears.

She gave a muffled "um" and leaned over slowly without saying anything.

Shen Chen is very patient. After waiting for more than ten years, she has always been very patient.

"A lot of grievances. Xingxing, I know."

She knew the grievances Mu Xing suffered when she was a child. At that time, they were wandering together. In the long street on the New Year's Eve, there was a swallowing darkness from front to back. She was wearing a scratched and dirty little dress. Holding her hand, she said, "Sister, don't be afraid." She said that she was very familiar with this journey, and those who walked forward had light, and they could rely on that ray of light to survive such a night.

At that time, they were sitting under the dim street lights in the village and town, looking up at the New Year's fireworks, and the stars said that everything would be better in the future.

No one knows what the future will be like. At that time, Shen Shen turned his head and saw the smile on Mu Xing's dirty face, shaking Shen Shen lost his mind under the brilliant fireworks.

Why can you still laugh so happily in such a difficult life like a disaster.

Asked later, Mu Xing said: "You can't cry all the time, you can only rely on yourself for everything, don't cry, you see you are crying like a little sheep."

At that time, Mu Xing was a little taller, and Shen Shen developed late. She touched Xiao Yangyang's head and said with a smile: "Little Yangyang, don't cry, just smile, and I'll take you to eat ice cream later."

Shen Chen got a nickname called Yang Yang, and chased after her and asked, "Then where did you get the money?"

"Yangyang is so stupid, and the paper tubes are very valuable at the waste collectors." She looked up at the foggy sky after the fireworks, and the leftover paper tubes could be seen everywhere on the street.

Shen Chen looked up with her, and heard the people around her whisper softly, "This is why I like to celebrate the festival."

She gave a deep smile to Leng Leng, "Isn't it strange?"

When Shen Shen, who has grown up, thinks of Xing Xing's self-centered smile at that time, he suddenly finds that everything today has corresponding signs at that time.

All the sorrows were hidden in those smiles that Xing Xing comforted her at that time, hidden deeply, gently taking away the deep sorrow.

Crash has long been an established future.

The fragile appearance of Xing Xing is just the backlash from the collapse of the embankment after pretending to be strong at that time.

And now Shen Shen hugs the fragile Mu Xing, just like Xing Xing hugged the fragile sheep back then, and their shadows are reflected on each other.

"But it's getting better now." Shen Shen looked out the window, today is not a festival, and no one set off fireworks for no reason at night. In the foggy winter sky, there is only one twinkling star. It has been persisting until now, "it will be better Yes. Let's face everything together, shall we?"

Don't keep her behind like when you were a child, and take care of everything by yourself.

Mu Xing raised his head from her arms, the light in his eyes was shattered into pieces by tears, like brilliant diamonds, fine and strong, it is the hardest natural mineral in the world.

"Then...then will you love me? Yangyang, if we are together...can you love me?"

She asked Mu Song the same thing a few days ago and got a disappointing answer.

She didn't know if her sheep, like Mu Song, gave the same sad answer, completely destroying Mu Xing's remaining courage.

Is it possible to let her get pure and unadulterated love like ordinary children.

She looked up to see the heavy expression clearly.

How could there be such an expression on Yang Yang's face?

The author has something to say: By the way, I forgot to mention it in the last chapter, thank you for the airdropped moonstone O(≧▽≦)O

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