Weak beauty o dribbling the ball to find his wife

"Sister. New Year's Eve tonight, are you just sitting here?"

Mu Xing broke the long silence, but Shen Shen looked like he didn't hear her, buried his head and didn't respond.

She looked up at the bell tower in the center of the town, the old and dilapidated bell and drum tower of the last century, the rusty red pointer stopped and stopped at the position of 10 minutes to twelve.

"It will be the New Year soon." She turned her head to look at the little girl who was quiet and quiet, "Sister, don't you want to go with someone?"

Mu Xing has always endured the difficult life by herself, year after year, traveling to many places, no matter how big the world is, there is no place for her alone.

She could understand the deep silence, the deep silence she thought.

"Sister." She suddenly put her hand on Shen Shen's shoulder, "Then let's live together."

How long can she live like this? She doesn't know if she can grow up. When other children grow up smoothly according to the trajectory prepared by their parents and elders, Mu Xing is afraid of growing up.

There is no specific fear, just simple fear. If time can stay in the present forever, who will be by my side, and quietly feel the breeze blowing across the two cheeks. There is something that she has never experienced that makes her feel that she has never experienced it before. peace of mind.

The clock tower rang the first bell of the new year, and it was another new year when the future could not be seen clearly. Mu Xing raised his head and touched the curly hair of the people around him. When he didn't come, he suddenly said, "My sister's hair is curly like a little sheep".

Shen Chen reacted to this sentence, raised his head and looked at her blankly, wondering if he saw her.

Shen Chen looks fair and clean, the child's peach-blossom eyes are round and the corners of the eyes are upturned, even if such empty eyes occupy the reddish eye sockets, they are still cute and moving.

For the first time, Mu Xing realized that he also liked cute little girls.

"Like a lamb, so cute." She carefully raised her hand to touch her heavy head, "Little lamb."

After touching it for a while, Shen Shen looked at her and still didn't respond, like a very realistic wooden figure carved with exquisite care, Mu Xing didn't know if she could understand his words, she must have some kind of illness, so she was abandoned by her family.

Look at the clothes she is wearing, the beautiful little dress, and the little leather shoes under her feet, if they are not stained with mud, they must be shiny, and the messy hair can still distinguish the exquisite shape not long ago.

Why did he abandon such a beautiful child? Mu Xing withdrew his hand and looked at her carefully.

Her hands are empty, as usual, but today is the first day of the new year, and she doesn't want to be the same as before.

"Little Yangyang, I'll hold your hand and keep holding it like this, okay?"

Xiao Yangyang naturally wouldn't answer, Mu Xing took her hand, holding a small cake in one hand, and holding the person she loves the most in the future with the other.

Recalling this night later, the sky is very bright and the stars are shining in my memory.

But the real appearance of that night was clearly that the sky was obscured in the mist of the fireworks, as if the moon was covered by dark clouds, and the world fell into a deep sleep, only they sat together quietly.

The domestic sewage in the drain filled the whole alley with a disgusting stench. Mu Xing had forgotten about it later, but why it felt so good at that time, as if everything was quiet, and the fear was a little less. Suddenly, some inexplicable emotion appeared.

Sitting next to the very quiet little sheep and the little cake she likes very much, the little girl suddenly understood what others said was beautiful, and the New Year is also very beautiful.

They sat in the dark, waiting for the dawn. Mu Xing actually didn't know what they were sitting for, as if they were just waiting for the dawn, and then sat idly in the bright sky and waited for the new night.

That's how life goes by.

"Little Yangyang." Mu Xing followed the dim street light to look at the little cake in his hand. The dirty little cake actually didn't look so delicious.

But Mu Xing knows that it is delicious, and it must be delicious, although she has never tasted it, not before, not now, and not later.

She and Little Cake missed it, because Shen Shen's stomach was rumbling, and the little goatman was more silent than his body.

Mu Xing laughed at her for not making a sound when she was hungry, but when she turned around, she realized that she was also such a child who would not tell anyone when she was hungry.

There is no need to tell anyone, but now the little sheep, maybe you can tell her that she has small cakes and little sheep.

"Are you hungry?" Mu Xing held her hand.

Shen Shen saw a hazy light in her chaotic consciousness, that hazy feeling, as if someone was holding her, Wen Wen's hand, there was a little hard callus, she didn't know what it was, she only knew this feeling, It feels so good to never let go.

"Hungry?" She looked up at Mu Xing, and Mu Xing looked into her amber eyes, but she wasn't sure if she really saw herself.

"Very hungry." She swallowed, using a very mechanical movement, as if her body that had just thawed out was gradually regaining control under some unknown temperature.

"Hungry." She paused, as if feeling the hunger in her body again, and then repeated with certainty, "Very hungry."

She looked at Mu Xing, then turned her head to look at the sky, silently raised her hand to grab the air, "Stars."

Her eyes are filled with starlight to hide the hollow appearance in them, "Like the stars."

She raised her head, "I like stars very much."

Mu Xing was not called Mu Xing at that time, she didn't know what her name was, it turned out that in the orphanage, in that disgusting orphanage, children who were not adopted had only one number, before she escaped, this number was like a chain, Lock her future.

Mu Xing wanted to tell Shen Chen that she couldn't touch the stars just by raising her hand like this, but she didn't say it later because she didn't know the reason.

"I'm hungry too." She looked at the small cake in her hand, which smelled sweet and creamy, "I'm hungry."

"Eat when you're hungry."

Even if it is a small cake that has been reluctant to eat, it should be eaten when you are hungry.

"Then let's be half of each other."

She carefully divided half of it to Shen Shen, and Shen Shen stared blankly at the warm cake in his hand.

She has eaten better and more delicate, the best milk, the best pastry chef.

But it didn't seem like this cake looked delicious at all, and she didn't know why.

In her hazy world, only her subconscious mind controls her body, which looks like a driverless car.

Hunger forced her subconscious to eat the cake. She didn't know what it tasted like. After she grew up, Shen almost forgot the memory of the first meeting. Just like in a dream, the cake was very delicious.

Mu Xing ate very slowly, Shen Shen raised her head, with cream on her nose, the remaining hunger made her look at the unfinished cake in the other's hand, she didn't know that she shouldn't do this under the current situation, this was not what she wanted to do matter.

But Mu Xing thought she wasn't full, and she really wasn't full, she hadn't eaten anything for three or four days, how could such a hunger be filled by half a small cream cake.

In Mu Xing's filter, tears could be faintly seen in the little girl's empty eyes, she was fluffy as if she was about to cry in the next second, crying from hunger.

She thought about it carefully, she had dinner at night, the three-yuan roadside set meal that she ate with the rag-picking proprietress, and she could add any food at will, and most workers like to come here for dinner and lunch after work.

She's full, and now...surely she's not as hungry as the lamb.

"Then I'll give it to you." She stuffed the small cake into Shen Shen's hand, "I only have this. If you eat it, it will be gone."

Shen Chen took it and was about to stuff it into his mouth.

"Hey wait." Mu Xing called to her, dipped his hand in some cream, "Try it again, this sweet taste."

She put her cream-stained fingers into her mouth, pursed her eyes with a smile, "It's delicious, isn't it?"

"Little sheep don't like to laugh." She said, "Why don't you like to laugh?"

"I don't like to laugh either." She said with a smile, "I don't like to laugh."

But sometimes, I always have to smile, because at that time, not smiling seems to be sorry for the atmosphere at that time.

Just like when the director of the orphanage brought all the children to welcome the leader to inspect, she clearly didn't want to laugh, but the director smiled, and the leader laughed, and everyone grinned one after another. Mu Xing, who had a dull face, suddenly When I realized this, I should have smiled.

However, she didn't know what to laugh for.

But now she can more or less understand the reason for laughing, laughing for no reason, why the lamb doesn't like to laugh.

Abandoned child, what's so funny, only wait until time dilutes everything, until she forgets everything she should forget now.

"Little Yangyang is so good, she must look good when she smiles." Mu Xing said triumphantly, "It must be more beautiful than the beautiful daughter of the grocery shopping aunt who loves to show off her daughter in the vegetable market."

Shen Shen didn't know the meaning of this sentence, nor did she understand the reason why Mu Xing showed such a happy expression at the moment. She seemed to have tasted the sweetness of the cream on the tip of her tongue, and the greasy and hard inferior cream. In the alley, why is it so sweet, sweeter than honey.

Xing Xing was submerged in the haze, Mu Xing was sleepy, closed his eyes and fell asleep like this, Shen Shen stiffened his body, and fell asleep after a while.

Early the next morning, Mu Xing was woken up by the birds in the nest next to the wall, chirping, crisp and melodious, and seemed less annoying than usual.

The sunlight caused her to close her eyes, one arm was numb and unconscious, and when she opened her eyes again, she found Shen Shen lying in her arms, a strange and cute little girl, sleeping soundly and obediently.

Bai Nen's face was covered with dust, and she couldn't see it clearly last night, but now that the sun was shining, she saw the other's fine wounds all over her body, so pitiful.

The drowsiness was gone, she remembered what happened last night, Xiao Yangyang said that she was very hungry and that she liked the stars, although it felt a bit stupid, but Mu Xing inexplicably liked the feeling of being with her, but the two were just strangers People, and she has no obligation to take care of each other.

What's more, it's hard for her to guarantee her own survival, let alone bring another... a burden.

The young Mu Xing has been polished by the society to be very realistic. She knows what to do and what not to do. She can't take care of a child who is more troublesome than herself. She should leave here quietly before the other party wakes up. The loss is minimized, it's just a small cake.

The author has something to say: just copied in a panic and deleted a small part of the back, please read it again

感谢在2021-06-1921:57:29~2021-06-2023:59:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~