Weak beauty o dribbling the ball to find his wife

Shen Shen didn't sleep all night, and in the morning the dawn replaced the moonlight, she lightly got up, dressed and washed, and when it was time to go to the company to work, she stood at the door and was about to close the door, but she reluctantly looked back at the stars.

The daisy-yellow quilt had a small bulge, and only the hairy head was exposed. From her perspective, the star was so thin.

She knew that she had to protect the stars, but why was she unhappy yesterday.

Shen Shen who left still didn't realize the problem between herself and Huang Li. She didn't often read gossip news on the Internet, and yesterday's content with Huang Li and Mu Xing was not her enthusiasm.

Someone had taken care of it for them before she even saw it.

If Shen Chen saw the content on the Internet, maybe he would find something.

Besides, the book that Mu Xing had read was really not a happy content.

When Shen Chen came to the company, the little girl at the front desk approached her and asked, "Boss, will the lady boss come to the company today?"

Shen Shen gave her a strange look, and when he was in a bad mood, he spoke in a bad tone, "No, work quickly."

Throwing away these words coldly, she saw the back of her boss leaving quickly, so lonely, like, like a big abandoned dog.

And the culprit who abandoned the big dog is sleeping very uncomfortable on the bed at the moment.

It was the familiar feeling of stomach pain again, coupled with the dizziness of a cold, and the blockage of breathing.

Not long after Shen Chen left, Mu Xing let out an uncomfortably "sigh" and sat up on the bed rubbing his stomach.

She looked down at her lower abdomen, and sighed helplessly. It is basically confirmed now, but...

The current situation is so complicated that even she can't be alone, if there is another burden.

Besides, Shen Chen said that she took the medicine, why would it still happen after taking the medicine, Mu Xing was very scared, she didn't know if the child who took the medicine would have problems, and she didn't know whether the child should be kept under the current situation .

She is very afraid of Shen Shen now, afraid that she will abandon herself, afraid that she has someone she likes more, and afraid that she will fall into the situation where she once couldn't move an inch again.

She didn't know what the future would hold. Mu Xing's life was never in Mu Xing's hands.

She thought that she was like a maggot, living on the nourishment of others, and being abused by others, but it was not without reason.

And the current comfortable life is just because she corrodes the life of the more powerful person by her side.

Useless people should always be abandoned. Mu Xing slowly put on the clothes that Shen Shen had prepared for himself beside the bed, and turned his head to look out the window with a low mood. impact on all things in the world.

Standing in the bathroom brushing her teeth, the pungent smell of toothpaste made her vomit again. The reaction was even more pronounced than that of Little Bean Sprouts. Her throat hurt from vomiting, and she could see blood streaks when she looked down.

She splashed some cold water on her face with the palm of her hand, at least it washed away a little groggy, but the unexplained cold couldn't get better.

According to the current situation, she should take some medicine, but she didn't dare to take medicine indiscriminately, so she could only go to the hospital to have a check-up. Shen Chen had taken the medicine before, and she didn't know if the child would have any problems.

Mu Xing stood at the door, wanting to go upstairs to have a look at Ya Ya, but she had a cold, so even if she wore a mask, she was worried about infecting the children.

In the end, she didn't do anything, went down to the first floor, and saw Shen Chen's breakfast, which was warm, but she didn't have an appetite, so she only drank a glass of warm water, feeling slightly depressed.

Walking to the door of the house to put on shoes, he saw that the bunch of keys that Shen Shen casually put on the shoe cabinet was right next to the straps he used to learn the piano. Entangled, as if polished by time, they will never be separated again.

Mu Xing likes this feeling very much, such a sense of security, and the sweetness of tacit understanding.

At a certain moment when no one saw it, she raised her hand and childishly pushed their things closer together so that they were close together and would not be separated.

Maybe she felt naive too, she smiled lowly, walked out the door and stood in the sun, she seemed to feel better.

Shen Chen once said that she would have a driver for her. There are many cars at home, and the others I bought were given away. Mu Xing can't drive, and Shen Chen has always been the only one driving.

But she is not used to letting others serve her, and she is not good at communicating with others. Shen Shen has no choice but to follow her and try to pick up and drop off by herself, but there are always times when she can't be free, such as now.

Mu Xing prefers to take the bus, choose the stop she wants to get off, self-service coin, no need to communicate with anyone, she can reach the destination in silence all the way, and walk on the road in silence.

She chose another hospital, and no one knew her, which saved a lot of communication.

Go to the registration first. When Yaya was pregnant, she never went through the normal process. The first thing she said along the way was to ask the nurse "where should I go to check the pregnancy".

A person was sick and pale, and the nurse gave her a strange look, "Where did your alpha go? Didn't you come?"

Why do you always ask this, Mu Xing lowered his eyes, "I'm busy with work."

"Oh." The nurse handed over a list through the glass window, "Refer to the gynecology department, and go to the obstetrics department to file in three months."

In fact, it might not be the case. She was lucky enough to get the checklist, and it clearly said "6+ weeks of early pregnancy in the womb".

Mu Xing suddenly lost his mind, and came to the hospital silently all the way, holding two prescriptions in his hand, one is for birth control pills, and the other is for cold medicine prescribed by the doctor that pregnant women can also take.

At that time, the doctor asked her if she wanted the child, but she kept silent.

The doctor looked up at her, and was about to tell her how to register and how to do the abortion, but the little girl who looked younger than her daughter who was in her sophomore year, who looked older, said "hmm".

"Yes." She whispered, "Please prescribe some medicine, I have a cold."

The doctor glanced at her again, "Since you want it, you need alpha's pheromone for miscarriage, bring alpha next time."

Mu Xing said "hmm", took the invoice and went out. A couple in the last row walked in with a smile on their faces. Mu Xing took out his mobile phone, opened the call interface, and it said "Yang Yang" , but she didn't have the courage to open it.

She knew that Shen Shen would be angry, whether it was now or at other times, she didn't know who the other party would be angry with, she was still herself.

Shen Chen would not keep this child, but, but she, she wanted to keep her, no matter how much harm it would do to her body.

When she walked to the stairs, she heard someone behind her anxiously calling her name, "Musing! Mu Xing! Wait a minute!"

Mu Xing turned around, saw the doctor standing at the door, and stopped.

"This is not your first child." The doctor asked while holding her B-ultrasound sheet, "Is it?"

He probably didn't expect that the other party already had a child at such a young age, and then had a second child so soon.

"Well," everyone around looked at Mu Xing, she felt her face was slowly getting hot, "it's not the first child."

"Oh, oh, okay, it's all right." The doctor murmured and walked back, the eyes of everyone around were still on Mu Xing.

She smiled embarrassingly, but she didn't know who she was smiling embarrassingly for, she lowered her head and walked downstairs, silently waiting for the medicine.

Sitting on the cold metal bench next to the medicine collection window, sitting alone, this time without Shen Shen's company, I seemed to be very scared, but when I thought about it carefully, I wasn't that scared.

After waiting for a while to get the medicine, she lowered her head slightly and stood up, walking against the crowd to escape the familiar smell of disinfectant water, but the phone interface still stayed on the page of "Sheep and Sheep", without any progress.

Standing alone at the entrance of the hospital, surrounded by bustling crowds, many people passed by her, their lives are not easy to be the same, Mu Xing saw the different expressions on their faces, happy and sad, why are there so many differences in the world .

Holding the cardboard bag containing the B-ultrasound sheet and various checklists in one hand, and the plastic bag containing the medicine in the other hand, he walked to the bus stop in embarrassment in the eyes of others, with such a pale face, it was difficult to get on the bus People around her age give up their seats.

Probably because he looked terminally ill, with a numb face, as if he would faint in the next second while walking on the road.

She should call Shen Shen, tell her all this, and leave all the difficulties to her, and then don't worry about anything, she can relax on the sofa instead of sitting stretched out at the station where she got off.

Mu Xing didn't want to go home, nor did he want to go anywhere.

Yesterday Mu Song said that he was going to see Yaya, and he came all the way from other provinces, she should go back and entertain him, just like a daughter treats her father.

But it is obvious that they are already like this, for the sake of superficial harmony, they put on false masks and maintain a precarious relationship with each other.

Will the relationship between her and Yang Yang become like this in the future? When the love inevitably fades away like a raging tide, they can only recall the sweetness of the past to maintain this gradually ridiculous relationship.

Mu Xing is very afraid, afraid of the changes brought about by time, afraid of being abandoned again.

She bought a bottle of mineral water next to the old newspapers on the roadside, shook her drowsy head, and swallowed the medicine according to the instructions posted on the medicine box.

Then just sit like this, in this season of Lidong, from morning to evening, the bright sunshine gradually disappears, vehicles on the side of the road shuttle, passers-by look at her secretly up and down with strange eyes.

It doesn't matter, Mu Xing doesn't want to go home, she has no strength, her body and heart are equally heavy.

It's better to leave here quietly and quietly. She straightened up and looked around. There was a supermarket not far away.

I still have some small change on me, and the phone is out of battery and turned off. It seems that someone has been calling her, but she turned on the mute. After seeing it for a long time, she is not in the mood to answer it, so she just hangs up like this, and the phone is turned off at the back. When she got the chance, she thought that she had completely lost the possibility of being found by Yang Yang.

作者有话要说：星星真的好没安全感感谢在2021-06-1122:02:48~2021-06-1214:41:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~