Weak beauty o dribbling the ball to find his wife

When Mu Xing woke up, in the original ward, there were a lot of extra equipment and various tubes inserted into his body.

It was pitch black outside the window, and the lights in the room were not turned on. Looking at the position of the waning moon, it was midnight and everyone had already fallen asleep.

When you wake up at this time, you naturally can't expect an atmosphere other than dead silence.

She has long been used to it, and it's okay to just lie quietly by herself for a while, but she really wants to drink water, her lips are so dry that she is almost unconscious, and her throat is also dry.

There was no one around, and there was no water, so a slight movement caused severe pain all over my body.

Just after the operation, it was like this when the anesthesia wore off. The pain was like a torrent, wave after wave, and even she couldn't fall asleep again due to the pain.

In the vague consciousness, she vaguely thought of Ya Ya, she raised her eyes and saw the flat stomach again, and thought of the sheep who was angry with her, the momentary sadness, and the feeling of thirsty and tired when she just woke up and no one cared about her wronged.

Tears fell on the pillow, and the pillowcase that had just been changed had a hard texture, and there was a slap when it was smashed, which was clearly audible in the dark gray night.

When Shen Chen took back his phone, he saw the photo sent by Jiang Yu through the lock screen message push for the first time.

Jiang Yu: [Picture] Your Yaya

Her heart stopped, she entered the password, trembling hands, made five mistakes, was almost locked for 10 minutes, and finally opened it.

The angle of that photo was taken at a very bad angle, a group of people were far away, many heads back, surrounded by colorful flowers surrounded a half-person-long transparent box, most of which were white fluffy blankets, wrapped in a small pink dumpling.

So small, so small, like a little milk cat, with black and bright round eyes, like stars.

Seeing Yaya who looks very similar to Xingxing, I didn't have time to be too happy, and suddenly thought of Xingxing who had been worried all the time, the smile I just showed froze, and my whole body trembled even more.

Shen Chen: Where are the stars?How is the star?what did the doctor say?

Jiang Yu didn't respond there for a long time, and she had already got into the car and rushed to the hospital while waiting.

The car window didn't even have time to close, leaving a gap to blow in the wind, blowing a large stack of paper documents/materials on the co-pilot, holding a bunch of USB flash drives in his hand while holding the steering wheel, and holding his mobile phone between his head and shoulders.

Did not answer the phone.

Jiang Yu: Come back and see for yourself.

What's wrong.

Shen Shen's heart sank again and again, the deserted street didn't even care about the traffic lights, and he hurried towards the hospital.

When I arrived at the place, I had just finished the operation, and I stumbled to find the place. I met a group of people pushing a stretcher. On the sky blue stretcher bed lay the stars, sleeping peacefully and obediently, with their brows stretched out very obediently.

Just like countless ordinary nights, the stars lay beside her, the moonlight shone down, and she searched with mixed feelings, all she could think of was peace and success.

But things were not as peaceful and happy as under the moonlight. The stretcher was hurriedly pushed away. She asked a little nurse who was alone to ask about the situation, and the answer she got was "We have tried our best."

Leaning slumped against the pale wall in the corridor, she suddenly realized what Xing Xing often said, "Head is blank", she really had nothing but the beating of her heart, why she was still alive, and Xing Xing was already... ....

Jiang Yu stood in front of her and yelled something loudly, his thin lips opened and closed, emotionally, and he said a lot, but Shen Shen couldn't hear him anymore, just staring at the blank air in front of him in a daze, like a star who once struggled to live alone , dazed and helpless.

Another wrong decision, pushing the stars further into the abyss.

As for the way to make up for it, Shen Shen only thought of one in the end.

She stood up straight and took off the key at her waist. It belonged to her company's office, and there was only one.

Jiang Yu was still talking, not knowing that she couldn't hear at all.

"I don't want anything anymore." She stuffed the key into the other party's arms, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'll give it to you, please... so that I can be with her in the future .”

This "later" is what she understood as the eternal sleep. Jiang Yue widened his eyes and held the key in surprise, "What do you mean?"

Shen Chen pushed her away and walked out, "The stars are already gone."

She lowered her head so that no one could see her expression.

In a trance, everything without stars, under the delicious surface, is all dull and boring.

"Shen Chen!" Jiang Yu followed up in a daze, thinking about what she said carefully, "Do you think Xiao Mu is dead?"

She grabbed Shen Shen's wrist with great strength, and the skin that touched it turned white, and her voice was hoarse, "You think Xiaomu is dead, so you don't want to live anymore? Do you? What about Yaya? What do you want?" Have you ever done it? Xiaomu gave up her life to give birth to your daughter, don't you plan to take care of it? Send it to the orphanage? Or let your enemies who are jealous of you do it?"

"Give up your life just because of Xiao Mu? Is it? Is it?"

Shen Shen raised his head, except for the red eye circles and the two tear marks running down, Shen Shen was terribly calm, he didn't tremble anymore, and said coldly: "Yes, without Xiao Mu, what can I do?"

She looked at the air, not talking to Jiang Yu, but asking herself, what can she do?

Xing Xing led her to live more than ten years ago, and after that, only Mu Xing remained in her life, which was an extremely forbearable and suppressed emotion.

Hidden behind all the actions, as the motivation to make her what she is now, everyone envies her.

"Without the stars, I can't do anything." She answered her own question, "Even if it's done, it's perfect, so what's the point of...?"

Without any meaning, Shen Shen broke away from Jiang Yu's hand.

"Shen Shen!"

Jiang Yu rushed up, didn't pull his wrist any more, just stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder, and growled "stop".

Shen Chen only listened to Xiao Mu's words, which Jiang Yue knew all along.

He stopped for the first time, still not looking at her, just staring at the air.

"Xiao Mu is not dead, not dead!" She gritted her teeth, suddenly lost her strength, and added a sentence silently, "I'm not dead yet."

The nurse said "we have tried our best", which means "although the operation saved the patient, whether he survives depends on the patient himself".

It is the same as the small bean sprouts, whether they can survive and how long they can live, even the top doctors in the industry don't know.

But, he didn't die.

Shen Chen should have listened, and hastily broke free from the restraint, and ran straight to the elevator.

Xing Xing was pushed onto the elevator just now, and should be returning to the ward.

It's a pity that the elevator wobbled up and stopped again and again, and I remember that she was covered in cold sweat.

Jiang Yu just rushed over, just put the key back into her arms, and the alpha who was just pacing and waiting for the elevator turned into a phantom and ran towards the stairwell.

From the second floor to the tenth floor, there are 160 steps, and even Shen Shen was so tired that he was out of breath.

As far as the end of the long corridor can be seen, there is a neat row of people sitting at the door of the ward, silent and not speaking.

The look on his face....is ugly.

When she saw Shen Chen, she suddenly became uglier.

"Here we come." Qiao Lang was dissatisfied with the absent alpha, glanced at Piao Piao, and quickly looked away.

The others also had a flat attitude.

Mu Song was not there, but Mu Song was captured by Ya Ya's gaze, and followed Nicu on the sixth floor.

"You can go in, let's go in." Who pointed out to her halfway across the corridor, doctors and nurses came in and out in a hurry, and the lights in the ward fainted layer by layer.

With the white mans tail, he saw hope before the stars woke up.

Shen Shen looked blank, like the mentally ill fool Qiao Lang often saw on the street.

And the way she sees the stars is like a fool seeing a beloved childish toy.

The doctor said: "Take the medicine and observe for two days."

She turned her head and saw the steady ups and downs of the electrocardiogram, up and down, showing traces of life that were still intact.

"Hey, the family members are waiting outside, and we'll wait until we pack up... Hey Mr. Shen?"

The doctor excitedly pulled her closer to the stars, "You've come, the patients are always thinking about you."

He looked at her with ambiguous eyes and winked ambiguously.

Shen Shen paid no attention to him, and seemed to be in the tug-of-war between reason and madness.

The stars are indeed breathing, and their weak ups and downs symbolize the weak ups and downs of life.

Doctors and nurses left one after another. She waited in the ward, but she was kicked out again before Xing Xing woke up.

Today is not what it used to be, and we can't keep pestering like this to affect the patient's rest.

The nurse reminded her that Ya Ya was in Nicu, so she could go and see her. After all, the baby was also in bad condition and might die in a while, so she couldn't even get a chance to see her.

Shui Yingyu and Li Wei also followed Mu Song to Nicu to take care of Ya Ya.

Little children are the most vulnerable, and their bodies are covered with tubes, leaving almost no room for them.

Shen Shen went to see Ya Ya, and kept guarding at the door of the ward, using his mobile phone to look at the pictures of Ya Ya they sent, so obedient and cute, he was Xing Xing's child.

Another night fell, Shen Shen was the only person outside the ward, and there were more people seeing the doctor on Chuqi day, Xing Xing had no tendency to wake up at all, and his physical condition was deteriorating. This operation is really not optimistic.

As soon as they arrived at the door, it seemed that there was already a long distance. It happened that there was a strong wind and rain outside the window, and they thought deeply about the embarrassing things a few months ago.

Why, because she was worried about the baby and afraid of thunderstorms at night, so she rushed to her side in a panic, and ended up sitting on the sofa bored and winking at her as if nothing happened.

Tonight will also be a thunderstorm day, lying alone on the bed, wearing all kinds of equipment, cold and no temperature, will the stars be afraid.

According to normal habits, the stars should not be afraid.

But this time was different, this time she thought she had been abandoned again, and sadly huddled in a corner, hugging her knees and crying silently.

As soon as Shen Chen came in, he bumped into Xing Xing who was wronged.

At first, she felt cold when she saw the empty hospital bed, but when she looked around, she found that lonely figure curled up in the corner.

Hugging myself so aggrieved seems to be more sad than going to a thunderstorm.

The author has something to say: I was not very conscious when I wrote this chapter, it may be a bug

比较多，有空改感谢在2021-05-2918:23:25~2021-05-3023:20:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~