Weak beauty o dribbling the ball to find his wife

Mu Xing almost couldn't get up from the bed the next day, his head was as heavy as lead, and he seemed to have lost consciousness and the ability to think at the same time.

After resting all night, the low-grade fever has not subsided, the nose is blocked and uncomfortable, and I can't breathe at all.

The first thing in the morning, as usual, is to lie on the sink and vomit in the dark, until my head swells and swells and the pain is unbearable, and there is nothing left in my stomach.

Mu Xing sat on the toilet dizzily, opened her eyes and saw what she was most afraid of.

She was bleeding again.

There is a lot of blood, and I feel a little unstoppable.

Probably because he was overworked yesterday and was dragged and pulled by Liu Ying for a while, and he caught a cold due to the cold wind but he didn't get timely treatment.

She must go to the hospital. Little Bean Sprouts should be fine. Even if things will change a lot in the future, she can't let Little Bean Sprouts get into trouble again.

Mu Xing tried his best to calm himself down, put on thick clothes with trembling hands, a scarf and a cotton cap, it was as hot as a small stove.

She asked a colleague she met on the road to take a leave of absence for herself, and walked slowly on the road, thinking about how to get to the hospital.

The hospital is far away from Shen's residence, and she needs to take the subway. Mu Xing has never taken the subway before, so she is a little scared. It is the kind of fear that a countryman who goes to the city knows nothing about the people and things around him.

A car drove up on the road, which had nothing to do with her, Mu Xing thought so, without looking up.

"Xiaomu."

Every time Huang Li called her by that name, even Mu Xing could understand why everyone said Huang Li was a very gentle person.

Mu Xing looked over, Huang Li was sitting on the co-pilot of a beautiful car, sitting next to Shen Chen.

She rolled down the window, the Shen Shen in Mu Xing's eyes was so indifferent that she didn't even want to separate her eyes.

"Miss Huang." Mu Xing called Huang Li the same as his colleagues, "What's the matter?"

Huang Li smiled and said, "Xiao Mu is going out? Shall we see you off?"

Mu Xing was dumbfounded for a while, but after realizing it, his mood was very complicated.

With Huang Li like this, how can Mu Xing hate her as a rival in love.

The stomach was really uncomfortable, Mu Xing couldn't control the awkwardness in his heart, and said "oh", Huang Li came down and opened the door for her, and closed the door for her after she sat down.

Mu Xing thought, Miss Huang is really gentle and suitable for Shen Chen.

"where to?"

Mu Xing peeked at Shen Shen's back.

When she said that she was going to "XX Hospital", that figure still didn't move a little.

Instead, Huang Li asked with concern: "Is Xiao Mu sick?"

Mu Xing nodded, "I have a little fever, but I'm fine."

What is she saying?At a time like this, shouldn't he be intentionally uncomfortable, causing Shen Shen to feel distressed?

Maybe if she feels a little distressed, she can give Mu Xing a little attention.

This little attention is nothing, even a fake smile can make Mu Xing, who came to the city alone to find this place, happy for a while.

But Mu Xing couldn't bear to make her worry, just like when she was bullied by her classmates when she was a child, a very gentle teacher asked her what was wrong, she didn't want to let the teacher worry, she wiped her tears and just said that she fell down.

She also smiled and comforted the teacher, saying "it doesn't matter".

Just like now, even if life is hard, she still doesn't want to let people who worry about her worry.

Although that might just be self-indulgent.

Shen Shen drove her car steadily, and stopped slowly when she encountered a red light.

Huang Li chatted and asked why Mu Xing came to the city. She knew that Mu Xing came from the countryside, maybe someone had told her.

"Xiaomu went to the city for a higher quality of life?"

Mu Xing has always believed that life in the countryside is simple and peaceful, not much worse than that in the city. As a fool who doesn't understand anything, she has some diseases that she can't help. To find Shen Shen, to find the alpha in front of him who was holding the steering wheel and looking out the car window with an unclear expression.

Mu Xing also looked out of the window, the mirror-like glass building reflected the eyes of the two of them back, and maybe they will meet by fate sometime.

"I went to the city to find someone." Mu Xing said softly, "If I don't find her, I will feel very uncomfortable."

Shen Shen maintained the posture just now, holding the steering wheel.

Huang Li nodded understandingly, "Is that someone very important?"

"Ah."

It's been a while since the red light turned green. The car didn't move. I held the steering wheel heavily, but I didn't know where I put it.

Cars behind them honked one by one.

"Ah Chen? What's the matter?" Huang Li turned back, "What are you thinking? The green light has been given."

Only then did Shen Chen come back to his senses, hastily lit the fire, and crossed the zebra crossing.

Mu Xing sat behind her, they were very close to each other, as if they passed by each other.

"Do I need to accompany you?" Huang Li asked when Mu Xing got off the car.

The hospital is right behind, Mu Xing hurriedly shook his head, "Thank you Miss Huang, no need, it's just a low-grade fever."

In fact, Shen Chen really wanted Mu Xing to agree, and then the three of them would enter the hospital together, so as not to see a doctor and get medicine alone, and he had a legitimate reason to accompany Huang Li out of etiquette, so that he could accompany Mu Xing alone .

But Mu Xing has always been a very sensible person. She was like this when she was a child, and she hasn't changed at all when she grows up. No matter how much ill will the world shows her, she knows all the difficulties in life, so she doesn't want to trouble others.

There were many patients gathering at the entrance of the hospital, bustling and bustling, and they seemed to be accompanied by them. Mu Xing smiled slightly at Huang Li or Shen Chen, then turned and walked into the crowd.

Her thin shoulders propped up her clothes, and she looked very fragile no matter how she looked.

Sitting in the driver's seat, Shen Shen became restless for no reason.

Why can little Xingxing do everything for her, but she can only sit here doing nothing, unable to do anything.

Isn't she the envied genius in the eyes of everyone?Why can't even such a simple thing be done just by holding Little Xingxing in his arms.

"The little girl is really sensible." Huang Li looked away, "Ah Chen?"

Shen Shen came back to his senses, "Huh?"

"gone?"

The car sped away, and Mu Xing happened to enter the hospital.

"Huh?" A young lady in a pink nurse's uniform was wearing a mask. She was hurrying to carry a bunch of things, but she stopped when she saw Mu Xing.

"Little sister? Why are you here again?"

She pulled off her mask, it was the sister nurse who helped her a few times before.

Yang Yi casually stuffed the mask into his pocket, and freed up one hand to lead Mu Xing to the empty duty room.

"Uncomfortable?" She put down the things in her hand, looked at Mu Xing's slightly red face, and knew that the person in front of her had a fever.

"What's the matter? Didn't you say to keep warm?" She said in a rambling voice, "You are not as fit as before. Look at how much weight you have lost recently. Why do you still dare to catch a cold?"

She took out a thermometer and handed it to Mu Xing, "Copy the temperature on it, and see if we need a shot."

Mu Xing obeyed obediently and watched Yang Yi busy with other things in a daze. It took him a long time to remember the real purpose of going to the hospital.

"Sister." She whispered.

"Ok?"

"Bleeding." She still whispered, with a little tremor in her voice. Mu Xing was actually very scared, but he didn't know who to tell this fear.

Everyone has a rich life of their own, and her boredom and troubles make her feel a little ignorant of current affairs in the eyes of everyone.

"What's wrong? What's bleeding?" Yang Yi didn't react for a while.

"That's right..." Mu Xing's voice was drowned out by tears of grievance.

Yang Yi suddenly understood, walked over quickly and asked, "Bleeding?! Is there a lot?"

Mu Xing nodded lightly, "Mmm..."

Yang Yi reacted quickly, and took Mu Xing upstairs for inspection with his work permit.

The doctor shook his head at Mu Xing's age and condition.

It's a threatened miscarriage, and the situation is not very good.

After leaving the consultation room, Mu Xing's face was as white as paper, and she followed Yang Yi step by step, her world suddenly became dark.

"Sister." She asked in a crying voice, "What will happen to Little Bean Sprouts?"

Yang Yi turned his head and looked at her with a complicated expression.

"Do you really love this child so much? She is just an embryo and has no feelings." She said, "As an illegitimate child conceived out of wedlock, she has no future."

"That might be a good outcome."

Yang Yi looked at Mu Xing's black eyes. She used to think that those black eyes were pure, and now she thinks so too.

Maybe someone really loves an unexpected child so much, as a mother, as an illegitimate child who is also not embraced by the world.

They live in a dark corner, except for their involuntary background, in fact, there is nothing wrong with them at first.

"But, I..." Mu Xing gently placed his hand on his lower abdomen, "I like her very much."

She was also reluctant to leave Little Bean Sprout.

It seemed to be an empty dream, a beautiful world floating on top of the dream, dissipated little by little as the sun came out, and finally Shen Shen disappeared, followed by the little bean sprouts.

And Mu Xing, as the only one who won't disappear, stands abruptly in the empty self-world, laughably like a fool.

In other words, she was originally a fool.

Since the first cry 20 years ago, my mother tilted her head and refused to even look at her. She was thrown at the entrance of the village, picked up by old men who picked up rags, and was thrown around like rags, like duckweed. Also can't find a place to take root.

She is a fool in everyone's eyes, so annoying as to be annoying.

Yang Yi saw Mu Xing sitting on a chair with tears pattering down, suppressing her crying, she seemed really sad.

Why is this happening?

Why is an embryo that cannot even be comforted by alpha so important to her?

Because Little Bean Sprouts is the only proof that Mu Xing's dream has come true, and also the only companion in the future.

That dream like cotton candy, because of the existence of the little bean sprouts, it will not fall into memories and unreal doubts.

Why does everything she cherishes end up like fine sand being held in her hands, no matter how she closes her palms, it will always leak out bit by bit unstoppably, mixed in the mud, mixed in the wind, and lose all traces of what ever existed .

Yang Yi sighed and sat next to Mu Xing.

"It didn't say that the child could not be kept." She said helplessly, "Threatened abortion is not abortion."

Mu Xing raised his head, and there was a gleam in his eyes that was different from tears.

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Double update today.

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