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"Hmm... According to your description and our inspection results, Ms. Jiang's memory should not be permanently lost, but temporarily sealed by human self-protection mechanism."

In the consulting room with bright and clean windows, the doctor held a stack of checklists in one hand, facing Alpha who was sitting in front of him.

Although a doctor's professional quality reminded her to treat all patients equally, she still couldn't control her excitement at this time.

Sitting in front of her is the top rich man who has been in the hot search for more than half a year and has never seen the end of the dragon.

The other party is now no different from an ordinary family member of a patient. While listening to her diagnosis results seriously, nodding from time to time to express understanding, he is still recording in the small notebook he carries with him. with.

As for the patient who could make this great god so caring, the doctor moved his eyes to the window.

The delicate but slightly pale Omega is sitting on a soft chair by the window, with a pair of bright black eyes flickering, looking out the window? The branches and leaves of the big trees rustling by the breeze.

The branches and leaves were illuminated by the bright sunlight, and the extended shadows cast mottled shadows on the woman's face, which made her even more pale and delicate under the sun, making people feel ashamed at a glance.

Her eyes are slightly squinted, and her nose is also slightly wrinkled, like a beautiful flower enjoying the sun and breeze outside the window.

Just at this moment, a small white butterfly flew into everyone's sight along the window sill.

The woman's beautiful eyes widened inadvertently, and she stretched out her hand cautiously. The little butterfly probably regarded that slender white arm as a soft branch, so it circled up unceremoniously, occasionally touching it Tap lightly.

The woman's eyebrows were bent, her plump lips curled up slightly, her eyes looked at the little butterfly without blinking, and her bright pupils turned slightly as it fluttered.

In fact, it is more like a cat.

Reluctantly, the doctor withdrew his gaze, silently recited the major three times, and suppressed the thought of taking pictures.

She also knows this Ms. Jiang, and she is even half of her fan. She suddenly saw a real person today, and it is indeed different from the one on the screen. Is it because I feel that my vision is really good, and I can actually become a fan of stars who are more beautiful than those on the screen.

It may be because of the loss of memory. Now Jiang Hanguang does not have that kind of polite and alienated temperament, like a docile cat full of affection for humans, stretching out his soft paws to everyone or butterflies he meets. friendly.

In short, she is so cute that seeing her this morning? Being carried all the way into the consulting room by Cheng Ying, I didn't feel that it was against her.

Cats are meant to be pampered, so what's the problem?

But this? In fact, it is not normal.

Generally speaking, people who have lost their memory will immediately show resistance or even fear to everything around them. This is one of the instinctive reactions that humans have relied on for survival during thousands of years of evolution. For unfamiliar people or things, it is natural to hold a cautious and alert attitude.

But in Jiang Hanguang, there is no such resistance at all. Women are full of curiosity and love for everything.

Either she? She is very pure and kind in nature, or it is...

The doctor looked at Cheng Ying opposite him, and Alpha waited patiently for her next words, but still turned his head to look at Jiang Hanguang by the window from time to time.

The moment he saw her, those light blue eyes, which were supposed to be calm and peaceful at first, became soft and tender, like a sea that had just melted ice.

Either that, being too well protected.

The doctor silently ate this huge piece of candy, picked up his shattered professionalism and continued.

"According to what you said, Ms. Jiang has been alone for a long time in a dark space with no light or sound. This is a great loss to the human spirit. Ordinary people can stay in such a space for at most two weeks. , there will be obvious signs of mental disorder. Ms. Jiang's condition is already the best. The temporary loss of memory protects her mental stability to a certain extent. And because the brain has not been damaged externally, those memories They should not be damaged, in other words, they are still in Miss Jiang's brain, but she needs time to find the key to open that door."

"Hmm." Maybe her diagnosis was better than Cheng Ying thought, and the beautiful alpha showed a relaxed smile, and nodded to her, "Then is there anything I can do?"

"Hmm... The structure of the human brain is too complicated. In this case, we generally recommend conservative treatment. There is no need to do anything deliberately. As long as the patient maintains a healthy body and a happy mood, it should not take long for the memory to recover on its own. "The doctor's mood was also lifted by this smile, and the words he said carried a bit of gentle comfort.

"I understand, thank you doctor." Alpha stood up and nodded to her, walked to Jiang Hanguang by the window, and said softly, "Hanguang, let's go home."

At this time, the little butterfly had already fluttered away. Jiang Hanguang reluctantly looked away, and of course opened his arms to Cheng Ying, and was embraced by the smiling alpha as a standard princess. The posture is easily hugged in the arms.

The doctor heard the woman murmuring coquettishly, "This tree is so beautiful, too."

Then I heard alpha's answer, "Then I'll discuss with the hospital and move it to our yard, so that Han Guang can see it every day."

doctor:"……"

She should be thankful that Jiang Hanguang didn't think she was pretty, otherwise Cheng Ying would pack her up and take her away today.

After Jiang Hanguang woke up, Cheng Ying took her through a series of checks, and today was the last one.

Generally speaking, apart from the fact that the body is too weak due to being soaked in the nutrient solution for a long time, there is no major problem.

But Cheng Ying still felt distressed. Women's long-term exercise and hard-won muscles showed some strength because of long-term absenteeism. Without exception, they all lost weight. Now Jiang Hanguang doesn't look so thin. , but actually walking is not very stable.

Fortunately, the patient himself is in a good state of mind, sitting in the co-pilot seat and curiously looking at the world outside the window, asking some funny and cute questions from time to time.

Cheng Ying's originally uncomfortable thoughts were disturbed by her, and she unconsciously brightened up.

Yes, as the doctor said, now is the best.

Jiang Hanguang woke up, and she had a long time to wait for the woman to completely remember everything about them.

Jiang Hanguang thinks Cheng Ying is a very amazing person.

Most of the time, she can do anything. She can make delicious dishes that she has never seen before, and she can bring everything she likes to herself like a magic trick. come forward.

Jiang Hanguang lost his memory, but he did not lose his basic common sense.

She knows that if she wants to obtain such omnipotent power, she often needs to pay a very high price.

But Cheng Ying showed no signs of that at all. Alpha seemed to be very idle, spending all the time around her every day.

Very rarely, Jiang Hanguang can see her fragile side.

When she was staggering and trying to walk towards Cheng Ying by herself, alpha instinctively wanted to come up to help her, but she didn't know that this was a step that had to be experienced.

So she endured, forced herself to stand where she was, and looked at Jiang Hanguang with expectant and sad eyes.

Whenever she couldn't do anything for Jiang Hanguang and had to rely on the woman's own efforts, she would show this kind of expression.

Like a bewildered child.

Jiang Hanguang didn't tell Cheng Ying that every time he saw her eyes like this, he felt a dull ache in his heart, and always had the urge to go over and hug her.

I don't know why, she? I always feel that it will only make Cheng Ying more sad.

She? She didn't want to make Cheng Ying sad.

Even if she couldn't remember anything except Cheng Ying's name, she didn't want to make him feel bad.

Some love has probably been engraved into the blood, so well? It will not disappear with the disappearance of memory.

So she could only try to look relaxed, and said to alpha with a smile, "It doesn't matter, I will definitely be able to walk over by myself."

I will always come to your side, don't be sad, don't be afraid.

She? Holding the auxiliary handrail built by Cheng Ying, she walked towards Alpha as safely as possible.

It can't be too fast, she can feel that her body is indeed unprecedentedly weak, and she may fall if she walks too fast.

She didn't know that if she fell, Cheng Ying would worry about when she would let her go and practice again.

Cheng Ying watched the woman's thin body move towards her tremblingly, clenched her fists and then loosened them, stepped forward and then moved them back.

Whenever this happens, she will feel the powerless feeling that she has experienced countless times during Jiang Hanguang's coma in the past three years.

You can't do anything, you can only watch, pray, beg.

Every day, 1 desperate thoughts arise in my heart, and they are pressed to death in the bud hastily.

Then repeat those good wishes tens of thousands of times.

It'll be fine, I'll wake up, I'll see you again.

Fortunately, this time, their good medicine is by their side, and they don't need to suffer for too long.

Although it was slow, the woman finally walked through the not-so-short road, stood in front of her, with a smug smile on her face, and gave her a hug full of rose fragrance.

"Look, I'll just say I can do it."

Cheng Ying hugged her back tightly, buried her head in her silky hair, and answered firmly with aggrieved words.

"Ah."

The days that followed were dull and happy.

In spring, Jiang Hanguang sat in the glass room and watched Cheng Ying fly a kite.

She felt itchy to see the fluttering kite, so she wanted to try it herself.

At first, Cheng Ying was worried about her body and didn't like it very much, but Jiang Hanguang just stared at her pitifully for a few seconds, and Alpha decisively gave away the handle in his hand with both hands.

Then, like a conscientious shadow, it stuck to the opponent's body, carefully protecting the omega who started to run, and kicked away the stones that might trip her.

In summer, they are the busiest time. The flowers in the garden are in full bloom, and the weather is hot, so it is necessary to irrigate in time.

After Jiang Hanguang woke up, Cheng Ying didn't have the heart to take care of such a big garden anymore, so he installed automatic maintenance systems on most of them, leaving only the small piece closest to the villa. take care of.

Jiang Hanguang really likes the feeling of watering the flowers. It is a great sense of accomplishment to see those flowers that have been wilted by the sun hang crystal water drops and glow again.

Seeing that she liked her, Cheng Ying simply handed over all the little work to her, and stayed by her side. When Jiang Hanguang stood in the sun for too long, he couldn't help hugging her. Go back and rest.

Jiang Han just watered the flowers for a while, and when he turned around, he saw Alpha's light blue eyes looking at him without blinking.

I don't know why, every time Cheng Ying looks at her like this, she can't help but feel hot all over.

Today's Jiang Hanguang doesn't understand for the time being? This is called shyness or heartbeat. She just instinctively takes actions to avoid this uncomfortable feeling.

The water jet in his hand was mischievously flattened, turned in a different direction?, turned into a thin mist, and poured on Alpha's body.

Cheng Ying was caught off guard, and wiped the water from his face with a wry smile, "Okay, you sneak attack me!"

The condemned woman on the other side continued the attack that looked more like teasing than slapstick without any remorse, with a smug smile on her face, "It's so hot in the sky, you should also water it."

"Hmph!" Alpha shook the water droplets on his head like a big dog, pretending to be fierce, and reached for another water pipe next to him, "Wait for me!"

"Hey, I'm still a patient, why are you like this?"

"Weren't you very majestic when you watered me just now? Eat my water jet and attack!"

"Can't hit! Rebound!"

After watering the flowers well, the two finally turned it into a water fight scene, and it took a while for the laughter to stop.

Although Cheng Ying yelled loudly, it was obvious that he was merciful. Jiang Hanguang's clothes were a little wet, and she half-lifted and half-pushed him to the bathroom.

"Look at your troubles, go take a shower." The drenched Alpha frowned, but his eyes were full of smiles, pretending to be fierce.

It's not like Jiang Hanguang didn't have a cure for her? Omega blinked and asked her with a smile, "Aren't you with me?"

Cheng Ying hesitated to speak but stopped, silent for a while, his eyes swept Jiang Hanguang's curvy body because of being wet, and then quickly moved away, "...I'll go to another bathroom to wash."

After finishing speaking, he didn't care about maintaining his image as an educator and fled.

Omega's bright eyes rolled around in their sockets, and she smiled with satisfaction and closed the bathroom door.

This is one of Cheng Ying's weaknesses that she has learned by herself.

When she just woke up, Cheng Ying would help her to take a bath, but for some reason, once she was in the bathtub, the Alpha, who usually looked stable and stable, was stiff and trembling like a robot with poor contact.

He always sneaks out halfway through washing, and comes back after a while.

After she got better, she even refused this activity.

After much deliberation, Jiang Hanguang came to a conclusion that Cheng Ying was afraid to take a bath with him.

I take a bath every day, and I am by her side every day, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

strange.

In autumn, all the flowers withered, are they okay? They just sat in the courtyard, eating the cakes made by Cheng Ying, and admiring the colorful scene of falling flowers.

Cheng Ying would tell her about the fun of growing these plants. Jiang Hanguang listened quietly, holding Alpha's scarred hand in his arms, and blowing gently.

Those stories are very interesting, but she always feels a little sad unconsciously.

Because she always feels that Cheng Ying is not happy when she is doing these things.

Winter is Jiang Hanguang's second favorite season, second only to summer when the flowers are in full bloom. When the snow stops, a thick snow will pile up in the yard.

Jiang Hanguang, who couldn't wait, was allowed to go out after being wrapped up in a ball by Cheng Ying.

She threw herself into the thick snowdrift, heard the exclamation of alpha behind her, and when the sound of the other's footsteps approached her, she quickly turned around and smashed the snowball in her arms to Cheng Ying body.

Cheng Ying's reaction was very sensitive, she was stunned for a moment and immediately fell to the ground as if she had been shot, "Ah, I was shot!"

Then it was very unreasonable to resurrect on the spot and fight back angrily.

The two had a fight, turned into two snowmen and returned to the house, Jiang Hanguang pressed his cold hand to Cheng Ying's flushed cheek.

While screaming, the other party pretended to stretch his hand into her clothes.

But Jiang Hanguang knew she wouldn't, because then she would really be cold, so Cheng Ying wouldn't.

Her common sense told her that she shouldn't be so presumptuous towards Cheng Ying.

After all, after losing her memory, the other party became her? The only support.

But her instinct was much firmer than her memory, she took it for granted to enjoy everything about Cheng Ying without any anxiety.

It doesn't matter, no matter how naughty I am, she will love me.

Because she is Cheng Ying.

After taking a shower, the two of them nestled on the big sofa in the living room and watched "Going Home" together.

Cheng Ying told Jiang Hanguang that she was an actress before, and Jiang Hanguang just wanted to see her previous works.

But I didn't expect her to debut for so long, but her works are pitifully few. She has seen "Southern Wind" and Little Farm many times, and this is the first time she has watched it today. Jiang Hanguang is looking forward to it.

The disappearance of memory did not affect their aesthetics, so they still felt that this movie was very good-looking.

It's just that the woman in the movie has a similar face to her, and she really can't think of how she acted.

When it comes to some intimate scenes between Gu Qingsheng and Xin Ze in the movie, Yan Zhi uses some ambiguous shots and facial close-ups as metaphors.

Jiang Hanguang looked at it for a while, then turned around and asked, "What are they doing?"

Cheng Ying: "..."

It can only be said that being unintuitive has disadvantages of being unintuitive. These scenes are too secretive. For Jiang Hanguang, who has no memory and is not very experienced in this area, it may indeed not be easy to understand.

She looked at the woman's pure and curious eyes, and felt that everything she said now seemed like a hooligan.

In the end, I could only cough twice, and gave a more understandable but not so explicit answer, "They are doing some... emotional exchanges between lovers."

Jiang Han nodded clearly, and his attention was once again attracted by the plot of the movie.

She? It was obviously a casual question, but to Cheng Ying, it was not a casual question.

Having watched "Going Back" countless times could no longer attract her attention, so her eyes fell on Jiang Hanguang unconsciously.

The heating in the house is sufficient. The woman only wore a round-neck velvet pajamas. Her body has completely returned to its previous complexion. From Cheng Ying's angle, one can see her delicate and clear hair under her slender neck. Clavicle lines.

It glows moistly under the dim light, and you can tell that it tastes good at a glance.

Cheng Ying swallowed, stood up and said, "I'll get you a glass of milk."

Jiang Hanguang looked at Alpha's back, and then at the idle food delivery robot beside him.

She didn't know that Cheng Ying was starting to act strange again.

But this time, she had a little sense of the problem.

Did she and Cheng Ying never have the so-called... exchange of feelings between lovers?

When sleeping at night, Cheng Ying felt that Jiang Hanguang seemed to be very clingy to herself.

Although women used to like to be hugged and slept by her, but it seems that they have never been so close to her.

She? I don't know if it's something wrong with her heart, so she doesn't see anything right, but she's a little... out of control.

How could she not want to? She is a normal alpha, and she has been separated from her lover for three years.

She finally woke up, but she was very fragile and forgot all about her past.

She didn't want to hurt Jiang Hanguang, let alone scare her?

She's used to patience, as long as she can get it, before that, no matter how long the wait is, it's just a little harder to endure.

So she sat up pretending to be plain, "Uh, I'll go out for a while."

She doesn't know, but in Jiang Han's eyes, this is equivalent to ignoring herself and recruiting herself into a trap.

She was pressed back into the quilt by the woman, and before she could make a sound in surprise, the woman's lips were already pressed against her.

That was really a kiss that was too superficial, obviously going back to this? The movie failed to teach Jiang Hanguang more.

Fortunately, in Cheng Ying's case, it is enough.

The woman looked at her with a smile on her face, with a proud expression of having revealed her secret, like a little fox.

"Have you always wanted to... communicate with me?"

Cheng Ying: "..."

She didn't speak, because all her strength was used to restrain some unspeakable desire of her own.

But fortunately she was relieved soon, because Jiang Hanguang kissed her again.

"I seem to be thinking a little too, do you know how to do it?"

Cheng Ying breathed a sigh of relief, turned over and pressed the woman's slim and soft body, gritted his teeth and said, "I know, but just don't beg for mercy for a while."

Hold up, now? Jiang Hanguang is the one who is shy in the future, hold back now, and she will be the one who will be laughed at in the future.

When alpha's rough hands touched his body, Jiang Hanguang still felt a little itchy, and smiled to hide.

But where can I hide at this moment? Fortunately, she? It didn't itch for long.

Heat oozes from the inside of her body, and she gradually becomes unable to speak those easy words.

All that can be spit out are short and rapid syllables and gasps.

She thought that she must have done this kind of thing with Cheng Ying before, otherwise how could her body be so familiar and accept each other enthusiastically.

Those strange feelings come layer by layer, which is both frightening and joyful.

She hugged the alpha on her body blankly, her eyes filled with tears.

"Cheng, Cheng Ying...Cheng Ying..."

She heard her own sticky voice, which was soft and hasty like never before.

It's like waking up and losing everything, only remembering alpha's name.

Her tears were gently kissed away.

She? heard the alpha's voice.

"I'm here, Han Guang, I'm here, don't be afraid."

She fell asleep in this gentle heat, and had a dream of incomparable length.

The dream is all about her, there are no happy romances, and no Cheng Ying, but only everything oppressing her like a mountain, and her at a loss.

Only at the end of the story, the figure of alpha appeared, breaking through the gloomy picture, leaving behind a beautiful stroke of strong color.

The sun shone in through the thick curtains, and Omega sat up slowly on the bed, her smooth long hair slid down her bare shoulders, covering the light red marks on her white shoulders.

This? It should be her? For the first time in a year, she got up earlier than Cheng Ying.

She looked at the faint sunshine outside the curtains, and a little smile appeared on the corners of her ruddy lips.

It's a good weather today.

The sound of her getting up alarmed the alpha beside her, who opened her eyes blankly, staring at the sitting omega.

The woman turned her head, a narrow smile appeared on her beautiful face, she looked like a mature fox.

"Do you feel okay? Mr. Cheng."

Alpha's eyes widened inadvertently, and he looked at her incredulously, "You..."

The words? Before the words fell, the woman's lips fell.

Her gentle words were drowned in the morning wind, "I'm back, Cheng Ying."

The author has something to say: Welcome back, Jiang Hanguang.

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