i love you regardless of gender

After work was over, Xin Zheyao really invited Zuo Nan to have supper as promised. Xin Zheyao had chosen the place tonight, which was in a Hong Kong-style tea restaurant.Zuo Nan had never been here before, but he knew from the location and decoration that it must be very high-end and expensive.

But these are not the focus of Zuo Nan's concern. After ordering the meal, he finally asked the question in his heart: "Brother Yao, do you feel awkward filming with me?"

Xin Zheyao understood what Zuo Nan meant almost instantly.

"Do you mind cross-talking?" Xin Zheyao asked back, he didn't know why Zuo Nan always cared about this matter.Maybe he should understand that these are not big problems at all, and they are not worth his attention, Xin Zheyao thought.

Zuo Nan lowered her head and thought for a while, "I don't know what to say. When I was in college, girls in our class accounted for the vast majority. If I always play with them, maybe my personality will be a little bit like a girl. People told me so. I didn’t really care at first, but later a boy confessed to me. You know, many of us are more open-minded. It’s actually quite normal for this kind of thing to happen..." Like a sudden thought Like something, Zuo Nan asked cautiously, "Brother Yao, are you willing to listen to me?"

Xin Zheyao nodded, with a soft voice, "It's okay, you tell me, I'll listen."

Zuo Nan seemed to have received great comfort and encouragement, so she went on to say: "At that time, I wondered if it was true that I was too much like a girl, so I always tried to correct it deliberately, but it was not very successful. Later, someone came to me I know that it is very repulsive to take photos of girls in ancient costumes, because I don’t want others to think that I am a girl. My friends and teachers have advised me that this is a very good opportunity, and I should take good care of it. I I also know that since I chose this path, these are very commonplace, not to mention taking a photo is not a very outrageous thing, I hesitated for a long time and I still agreed."

It seemed that he could still feel Zuo Nan's inner struggle at that time, Xin Zheyao sighed in his heart, this child was really not easy.

"I'm still very afraid that you will mind my reverse debut, that you will really treat me as a girl, and even more afraid that I will be stereotyped in the hearts of the audience." Zuo Nan finally finished speaking, silently stirring the cup with a spoon milk tea.

"Do you like your current job?"

Zuo Nan looked up.Like it?He didn't know it very well, he was a bit repelled at first, but later because he could cooperate with Xin Zheyao, he felt that it would not be so difficult to accept even cross-dressing.Now I feel that this role has given him a lot of challenges, and relatively, it has also given him a lot of opportunities and encounters, from which he has learned a lot and gained a lot of training.But Zuo Nan felt embarrassed to say such thoughts.

"It seems that there is no dislike." It should be like this.

Xin Zheyao nodded, "Some things, only if you don't care, others will not care. You can also see that no one thinks you are a girl on the set. Everyone is working hard and doing what they should do. You If you perform well, others will still appreciate you from the bottom of your heart. If you care so much about what others think of you, you will have a grudge, and you will not be able to get along well with everyone, and things will not be done well, and work will not go smoothly."

If I don't care, others won't care..."Is this really the case?"

"Of course. Some of your behavior is quite girly, but most of the time you are still no different from ordinary boys."

"Well," Zuo Nan nodded vigorously, "Then I know, I will try not to think about it in the future, and I will work hard."

Xin Zheyao was also relieved to see that he had returned to his usual appearance.At this time, Zuo Nan seemed to have light in his eyes. Xin Zheyao actually felt envious and yearning when he looked at it. I don't know if he will have such hopeful and energetic eyes.

Zuo Nan was in a better mood during the meal, and even used the excuse of "shameful waste" to sweep away half of Xin Zheyao's food.Xin Zheyao laughed, what a child, his mood improved so quickly, and he also became happy.

After eating, Xin Zheyao took Zuo Nan home as usual, Zuo Nan still invited Xin Zheyao to go upstairs, but Xin Zheyao still didn't go.He still has something to do today, and he has to talk to Cheng Yan about next year's concert tour.

"Okay then, come back later when Brother Yao is not busy. Thank you Brother Yao, goodbye."