Slag Gong's Loyal Dog Road

He Jingrui fell ill once in a while, so he just took advantage of this excuse to rest and order the little shoemaker around.Anyway, the mobile phone is scrapped, and the company's affairs are completely ignored by the way, and Shen Qingyuan waits on him every day in bed.

Qingrui turned into a small paradise, let the chickens and dogs jump around in the wind and rain outside, he shrank back into this small house, fuck his mother!

After his brother sobered up in the hospital, he also stayed for a few days longer on the grounds of illness.He was so determined to hide from his family that he didn't even want to disclose his whereabouts to them, only saying that he went out to relax.

The two bear children became ostriches with their heads buried in the soil, ignoring the worries of their father and family.

Cheng Hao is a good friend, he brings meals to He Jinghui every day, and asks A Min to wash his clothes for him.Shen Qingyuan wanted to help, but he was entangled by He Dalai Miao, and he circled around Da Miao every day, which was really exhausting.

He Jingrui guessed that after his brother sobered up, seeing his honor and remembering the absurdity of being drunk, he must be very ashamed and regretful.

Just imagining that beautiful picture made him extremely comfortable.

Therefore, when his brother appeared in Qingrui, he laughed before he even said a word.He laughed so hard that he was about to twitch.

He Jinghui was wearing a baseball cap, and the swelling on his face had subsided a bit, and Huazhu's face could be seen a little bit of his true colors.

Being laughed at by He Jingrui, he felt helpless, so he simply pulled up the chair and sat down, quietly watching his brother convulse.

After finally stopping laughing, He Jingrui clutched his stomach and yelled "Ouch, Ouch", shamelessly shouting: "Qing Yuan, come here and help me rub my stomach."

"Don't talk nonsense, I'm busy." Shen Qingyuan made tea and handed it to He Jinghui, rolled his eyes at He Damiao and went out, leaving space for the brothers.

"That day, I'm sorry, but you were also sick." He Jinghui said.

"It's okay. But brother, you're too tough after drinking!" He Jingrui couldn't help laughing again: "I didn't even dare to recognize him at the time, is this my brother?"

He Jinghui let out a long sigh, put a cigarette on his mouth, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "It's a pity that I can't find Xiaoqin, otherwise it would be a good time for me to come here."

"Can't get in touch with her yet?"

"En." He Jinghui finally lit his cigarette and took two puffs.

"Is this... really going to be divided?"

He Jingrui still didn't quite believe that Xiaoqin would break up with He Jinghui. With that girl's temper, she really made up her mind that she must have made it clear long ago. If she doesn't show her face and express her position, it means she hasn't figured it out yet.

"I don't know." He Jinghui scratched his eyebrows with his eyes closed, "Our situation is that there is no problem between us, we are in harmony, and the problem comes from the outside world, so we are reluctant to break up; if we don't, the problem lies there. There will always be an impact...so, there is no solution." He spread his hands helplessly.

"How can there be no solution?" He Jingrui blurted out.

He Jinghui raised his eyes and looked at him.The moment their eyes met, the two brothers had a tacit realization.

"Brother," He Jingrui licked his lips, and finally began to talk about the issues he had been thinking about recently, "Are you living a particularly depressed life? The current job is not your ideal either?"

"Why do you ask this?" He Jinghui looked at him and smiled.

"I want to get to know you, hehe."

"Others can do well with seven or eight points of strength, but I have to use ten percent of strength to be excellent, and it is very tiring to use ten percent of strength all the time."

"You don't have to pursue perfection so much."

"If I'm not doing well enough, I don't know what strength is there to keep me going."

"?" He Jingrui scratched his hair vigorously, and said anxiously: "Don't say such profound words, I don't understand. Can you speak human words!"

His brother gave him a weak look, and said: "What I mean is that the life I want now is not what I want. I am very annoyed and want to give up. Only by gaining a sense of accomplishment can I persevere, understand?"

"Oh, you mean you can't eat meat, so find something similar to meat instead."

"That's what I mean."

"What kind of meat do you want to eat and can't eat? Except for marriage, Dad actually rarely cares about your well-being? Don't you have to suffer so much?!"

"I think..." He Jinghui seemed to be choked by the neck, and he swallowed back the words behind him, with a distressed expression on his face, which became hideous because of his half-faced pig.

The elder brother continued to be reserved, and the younger brother wanted to scratch the wall anxiously.

Just when He Jingrui was about to yell at someone in a hurry, He Jinghui finally said, "I want to draw."

"?" He Jingrui thought for a while before realizing, "Huahua? You like this?"

It's no wonder that He Jingrui was surprised, it's because his brother has nothing to do with art at all.

He never had painting tools such as brushes and drawing paper around him; he couldn't find a picture book in his room, and he didn't even hang decorative paintings; he didn't watch art exhibitions, talk about or care about things related to art.In his capacity, it is easy to get to know a few people in the circle and sponsor the painters he likes, but he has never done such a move.

How can such a person look like an art lover?

Recalling carefully, it seems that He Jinghui's primary and junior high schools did win the No.1 art competition, but then there was no movement...

Seeing my younger brother's doubts, He Jinghui smiled wryly: "After I decided to give up, I never touched a brush again. If I don't pay attention, I will have fewer regrets in my heart."

——To the extent that you need to be completely isolated before you can calm down, how much do you like it? !

He Jingrui felt very uncomfortable, and asked, "When did it happen?"

"I have liked it since I was a child, and I have always dreamed of becoming a painter. At first, my father thought that art was just my hobby, and he didn't interfere. Later, it affected my study, so he began to object." He paused, lit another cigarette, slender The cigarette in his hand became a kind of barrier, like a slight buffer when he was digging out his thoughts.

"I thought that as long as I got good grades, I could continue to draw, and then I worked hard to be a top student. When I was interfered again, I could say 'look, I didn't affect my studies because of drawing'..."

"When I was in high school, I wanted to go abroad to study in an art academy, and I even filled out the application form secretly, but at that time my father fell ill. You may not remember, he not only found out that he had high blood pressure, but also had a tumor in his liver. The surgery was successfully performed, but his body is not as good as before... The doctor said that he should drink less and socialize less. The key is not to work too hard. What will happen if He's gone? There are no relatives who can be trusted and take on important responsibilities People, only the two of us can take over."

He Jinghui took a deep look at his younger brother, and lowered his voice: "That kind of situation does not allow me to be willful and selfish. Therefore, I gave up my original aspiration and went abroad to study business management. I just wanted to take over from my father early so that he could take care of himself. Rest. As the saying goes, if you have a lot of money, you will be the one who gets tired, that's right."

It’s easy to say now, and you can joke about it, but at that time, as a teenager, he was forced to give up his dream and take on the fate of a family. It’s hard to imagine how much pressure he was under.

At that time, He Jingrui had just entered junior high school, and he and Zhou Yiming ganged up to engage in martial arts, and they were taking the first step in the journey of being a bully.

When He Chenggong had the operation, his family felt that he was too young to tell him the truth. Seeing that his father still had the strength to scold him in the hospital bed, he really thought it was a minor operation such as cutting the appendix.

At that time, He Jingrui had reached a certain level of heartlessness.

"Honestly speaking, I have been in business for many years without a sense of accomplishment, nor is it particularly unbearable, but I always have regrets in my heart." He Jinghui concluded: "Some things, if you have not experienced them, may be particularly attractive."

"So you like Xiaoqin?"

"Well. She lived out the part of me that I didn't. At least she did most of the things she wanted to do. And she understood the things I repressed. I didn't need to wear a mask in front of her, and I didn't need to always Stretched. After all, a certain camouflage has been maintained, and it is not so easy to get rid of it. It is not easy to have someone who can make you relax."

At this time, He Jingrui finally understood his brother.

No wonder he likes such an unusual girl, no wonder he becomes close friends with a rough guy like Cheng Hao, no wonder he always indulges himself intentionally or unintentionally.

What he is looking for and appreciating is only the wildness and yearning for freedom that he had to eliminate when he was a teenager.

The two brothers were silent for a while, and He Jinghui said again: "Xiao Rui, I want to apologize to you."

"Why are you apologizing to me?" He Jingrui scratched his head uncomfortably.

"In the past, I thought the He family already had me, so I don't need to drag you into it. I hope you can live freely and live out my share, so when you mess up, I will protect you and cover it up for you. , pushing you down a crooked path in a disguised form. By the time I found out, it was already too late. If you are really useless, I will take part of the responsibility."

In He Jingrui's impression, the eldest brother was indeed more protective of himself in the past, helping to lie, secretly giving money, and begging for mercy when he was punished.Later, he made too much trouble, so he turned against each other.It became such an insidious existence who beat himself harder than his father, and ruled himself more poisonous than his father.

And it is always easier for people to remember the bad and forget the good, so that the distance between him and the elder brother is getting farther and farther, and he even secretly hopes that the elder brother will be unlucky.

"When he started taking drugs, I was worried and blamed myself, so I let my father cut off your finances and drive you out of the house...I didn't manage you earlier and it wouldn't be like this."

"It's a good thing you didn't take care of me earlier, otherwise how would I have met Qing Yuan? This is a fateful encounter, do you understand?" He Jingrui deliberately made jokes, trying to dilute the gloomy atmosphere in front of him, "Brother, am I innocent? Do you? Stop blaming yourself, and don't mention the past. "

He Jinghui nodded and said, "It's good that you found Xiao Shen."

"That's it!" He Jingrui shook his head triumphantly and said, "I've changed my mind now, I have a family, a house and a responsibility, and I'm an upright man, so brother, you can go!"

"?"

"You go and get your girlfriend back. The two of you can live the life you want to live. Just leave the family affairs to me."

No matter how easily he spoke, he could not conceal the heavy weight in his words. He Jinghui looked at him with a moved expression, and was speechless for a while.

"Don't just look at me. It's better to move than to act. Move quickly," He Jingrui avoided his gaze uncomfortably, and said to the wall, "The handover at the company will take a lot of time. You have to come quietly, and you can’t let others know before you resign. Are you going to be audited when you leave like this? But they are all from your own family, so it’s okay to kill first and then play..."

"Xiao Rui!" He Jinghui interrupted him.

"Rui, what Rui! I'll change my mind if you dawdle any longer!"

"Look at me!" He Jinghui went to slap his face, and it took a few times before he came back, "It's easy for me to leave, but what about you? Not to mention that the He family is so big, what will you and Xiao Shen do in the future? Your situation is more difficult than mine, have you thought about it?"

"I've thought about it! I've thought about it for days!" He Jingrui pushed his hand away impatiently, and said a little excitedly: "I don't want to owe you! I don't want someone pointing at the back every day and saying, you are happy today! Brother made sacrifices in exchange, if you don’t have your brother, you’d be happy! I don’t want this feeling, do you understand?!”

"What era is this? It's not fun to sacrifice yourself for others. Everyone is responsible for their own affairs. You don't have to think hard all day long that you are not worth it, and do whatever you want! You are not the only son in the He family!"

What He Jingrui said with a grumpy face, like throwing a landmine, blew his brother away.

In his unkind words, there is a man's determination to take responsibility, and this determination is all about love and fulfillment for his eldest brother.

He Jinghui stared at the big boy-like younger brother who was holding the quilt in front of him, feeling a brand new sense of strangeness, like a sapling growing into a big tree not much shorter than himself in the blink of an eye.The tree was jumping up and down at the moment to grab the drudgery of the sky, and it would not be happy not to give it to him.

This kind of thing is not true, is it?Is it a dream?

Boss He was dizzy from the dreamy light on He Jingrui's body, and was so moved that half of his pig's face trembled.

"You don't need to be too moved, anyway, you can't solve the matter between me and Qingyuan, you just say a few good words, you can neither brainwash dad nor turn Qingyuan into a woman, see the sky turn around in front of me Put more pressure on me. Let's go, let me settle my affairs quietly." He Jingrui said to his brother with a look of disgust.

He Jinghui opened his arms and hugged him forcefully, strangling him so much that he almost couldn't catch his breath.

"Xiao Rui thank you." He Jinghui said affectionately in his ear.

He Jingrui couldn't help closing his eyes, managed to hold his breath, and kept the tone of "I don't care to talk to you" and said, "If you don't mind, come back sooner. It's been about a year or two. Don't play wild." I just don’t want to go home. If you want to be the shopkeeper for the rest of your life, I won’t do it. The president will do it differently and enjoy the freedom in turn, you know?”

"Xiaoqin definitely doesn't want to break up with you. Hurry up and get her back, and live a good life in the future. If you really can't make it through, don't force it. The point is to do what you want to do and don't leave any regrets..."

At this time, He Jingrui turned into a nagging mother-in-law, babbling about his brother.

There is no way that the mood is too turbulent and complicated, and I am afraid that I will not be able to control my emotions if I don't speak.

He Jinghui probably understood his mood very well, and patiently let him talk until he ran out of words and began to drive people out: "You go, don't hold back, I have a lot of things to do."

After shaking his hand heavily, He Jinghui stood up, took two steps and looked back at him before leaving.

He Jingrui heard Shen Qingyuan say outside: "Brother He, Xiaoqin said that if you are willing to sing to her downstairs, she will follow you for the rest of her life."

"Understood... Thank you, Xiao Shen. Goodbye." Accompanied by his deep voice, there was a rush of footsteps.

That rhythm gave He Jingrui the illusion of being impatient to let the wind go.He ran to the window and stretched his head to look out, and saw He Jinghui running on the street, his windbreaker bulging like two dark wings.

Watching He Jinghui's figure gradually go away, he was a little bit reluctant, more happy, and complained to himself: "I'm so happy, what's the matter?!"