My rebirth style is wrong [Comprehensive fear]

"An Qi, you seem to be very interested in the monitor?"

When queuing up for dinner, Zheng Xiaoya explained Su Wanwan's tactful inquiries.Jin Xiuli, who was at the front of the queue and was thinking about what to order later, turned to look at Su Wanwan curiously.

Su Wanwan didn't panic, and smiled innocently, "One thing, I think the monitor is studying hard, every time I see her, she is studying."

Jin Xiuli curled her lips and muttered, "She~ she doesn't even need to eat or sleep, she just needs to study~"

It was a strange voice, and no one took what she said seriously.Zheng Xiaoya gave Su Wanwan a understanding expression: "Understood, you are also stressed by her enthusiasm for studying, right? So now you understand why your position has been vacant? If it's not because there is no other way." , the seats next to her will definitely be vacant, no one likes to get too close to her."

Then Zheng Xiaoya talked about what she knew about the monitor: "Yi Huishu is very mysterious."

She was the first to say such a comment.

"You see, except that you transferred from another school midway, whether it's me, Xiuli, or the rest of the class who were directly promoted from the middle (junior high school) grade in this school, they can find old classmates and old friends in the school. But Yi Huishu is obviously an old student, but she has never heard of her old classmates or friends, and she has never seen her eating, sleeping, and going to the bathroom every day at school."

"Except for sleeping because it is in the room, no one can see it, but what about the others? No one has ever seen it before." Zheng Xiaoya spoke very seriously, and halfway through speaking, she raised her hand and pushed the bridge of her nose. Existing spectacle frames, Detective Conan: "So there is only one truth, and that is Yi Huishu, she is not human!"

After categorically declaring this conclusion, Zheng Xiaoya turned her face, and happened to meet the squad leader passing by with a dinner plate.

The squad leader gave her a cold look, and left without saying a word, with the dinner plate in his right hand and the formula book in his left pocket.Su Wanwan felt embarrassed for Zheng Xiaoya.

The two followed the monitor silently, until the monitor found a quiet corner to sit down, bowed his head and continued to read the formulas while eating, and then the two of them tacitly retracted their gaze.

Looking at each other, Zheng Xiaoya coughed twice, and changed the subject pretending to be calm: "Is she making kelp soup? Cough, it smells pretty good. I'm going to make a copy later, An Qi, would you like it?" try?"

Su Wanwan cooperated with her performance: "Okay, let's see it later, I still want to eat kimchi."

"Don't tell me, the kimchi in the cafeteria is really delicious," Zheng Xiaoya went to poke Jin Xiuli in front again, "Xiuli, have you decided which dishes you want to eat? Let's discuss it first, and we can eat it every day later." Individuals eat different dishes and share them.”

As expected, Jin Xiuli, the foodie, chattered to her about what she had observed to find out which dishes were more delicious at noon today, and the embarrassing atmosphere of saying that people are not people behind her back just now finally dissipated quietly.

Su Wanwan thought it was a bit funny, it turned out that Bao inquired about the small speakers and sometimes overturned the car.Seeing her pretending to be calm and trying to hide her eagerness to turn the page, Su Wanwan almost wanted to help her pick her toes in the Fairy Castle.

In the blink of an eye, she happened to meet Shang Zhensheng's big black and white eyes, and Su Wanwan subconsciously smiled at him.Zhen Sheng froze for a moment, then quickly pursed his lips and returned a faint smile.

Probably because of the silent friendship in the bathroom, the two people who had no more contact suddenly developed an inexplicable tacit understanding.

Su Wanwan, who looked away after laughing, didn't notice Zhensheng's side. Suxi, who was smiling and turned her head to tell Zhensheng something, found that Zhensheng showed a gentle smile at the transfer student of the cultural class not far away, and her face was bright. The expression like a sunflower suddenly froze.

The smile cooled down a little bit, Suxi stared at the transfer student who had turned around and was joking with her friend, she looked away after a while, smiled and pulled Zhensheng's hand again, and when Zhensheng looked back at her, she spoke lively Said: "Zhensheng, Huizhu is so lonely eating there alone, shall we go there together in a while?"

Zhensheng twitched the corners of his mouth in disinterest, and said casually, "Okay."

She was a little distracted, so she seemed nonchalant, which made Su Hee even more concerned about her smiling at the transfer student just now.Rolling her eyes, Suxi tilted her head, looked up at Zhensheng's shoulders, and said with a smile: "Zhensheng, I seem to have seen the transfer student who lives next door to you. Did you secretly date me behind my back?"

Zhensheng doesn't like Suxi's occasional words. The word "intercourse" comes out of her mouth, as if she really has something with another girl.

There is a faintly disgusting sticky feeling.

Zhen Sheng pursed his lips forbearance, and finally endured it, frowning and denying: "No, you took me to meet people before, she should also be a very talkative character."

Suxi was still entangled in this topic, as if she didn't see Zhensheng's resistance: "Ah, Zhensheng already understands her character, ah, there must be contact, and it's a very intimate one, right?"

Zhensheng was really impatient, and tried his best to endure the impatience that surged up: "No, you think too much!"

Suxi, who was usually very considerate to her, didn't know why, but now she suddenly became obsessed with nonsense, and insisted on insisting: "You lied, Zhensheng, it really makes me sad."

Finally, Zhensheng couldn't hold back the breath in his chest, and he shook off the opponent's snake-like hand wrapped around his arm and said angrily: "Since you have decided, don't ask me again! Suxi, you are always like this! Isn't it It doesn't matter what I say or think? What matters is what you think and what you say? I'm so fed up!"

After speaking, he turned around and left without eating.

Annoyed the person she likes the most, the smile on Su Hee's face gradually disappeared and cooled down.Glancing at Su Wanwan who didn't know all this not far away, Su Xi turned her eyes coldly, and left the cafeteria following Zhen Sheng's back.

After successfully ordering the best dish of the day, the three talked and laughed and found a seat against the wall to sit down and eat.

It's really good to have a meal with friends, you can eat enough dishes, and you don't have to worry about wasting too much.

I was listening to Zheng Xiaoya talking about the latest gossip on campus - so and so was with so and so, and was bumped into the bathroom and kissed by the teacher.

Su Wanwan was taken aback by this exciting gossip.

On the other hand, Jin Xiuli who was next to her was devoting herself to eating, but after a while, she burst out laughing and reminded the two little friends to look in a certain direction: "Look, that's Huizhu, she's so cute when she's eating hahaha."

Su Wanwan and Zheng Xiaoya took advantage of the situation to look over and found that a girl with disheveled hair was chomping down on the food with puffy cheeks, and she knew it was delicious.

Su Wanwan suspects that Jin Xiuli, who is also the soul of the foodie, put a filter on that girl, so she thinks it is cute. After all, it is not far away, and other students who are close to the girl are talking about it, and some people directly point and laugh at that girl. The girl eats like an embarrassment, like a pig.

Su Wanwan herself has no malicious intentions, and even thinks such a silly girl is really cute.I thought that Zheng Xiaoya, who usually regarded herself as a "mean and sharp media person", would say something, but she actually nodded in agreement: "She is a girl with a pure soul."

It is a comment that sounds fine at first glance, but becomes more and more weird when you think about it carefully.

At this moment, Su Wanwan's mind was still on the squad leader, and she didn't want to think too much, just skipped it as an episode of lunch.

In the afternoon, Su Wanwan paid attention to the class monitor, but she never noticed the pair of cold and inhuman vertical pupils. Instead, the class monitor took the opportunity to scold her about discipline, which made Su Wanwan feel a bit older and ashamed panic.

In the evening, after finishing my homework, I went to the bathroom to wash up. Because I almost went alone yesterday, Su Wanwan deliberately wanted to make it a little earlier.I didn't expect to "meet" with Zhensheng next door again by such a coincidence.

This time the atmosphere was not as embarrassing as last night, Zhen Sheng even took the initiative to say hello: "Why are you taking a shower so late?"

Su Wanwan took advantage of the situation and said, "There's a lot of homework, and I have to preview tomorrow's class. I just transferred here, so I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up with everyone's study progress."

People who work hard are always easy to get the favor of others. Zhensheng himself is also a very hardworking person. He often trains alone, so he goes back to the dormitory to wash up late every day.

"Very good," she just wanted to say "God rewards hard work", when she suddenly thought of the words she heard outside the teacher's office, and the things that everyone knew, she couldn't say it for a while.

However, thinking that the cultural class must pay more attention to specific results than their dance department, rather than the teacher's personal preference or subjective evaluation, Zhensheng showed a slightly bitter smile and said: "If you work so hard, you will definitely succeed. Got good grades."

Su Wanwan saw that she seemed to have something on her mind, hesitated for a moment, and asked tentatively: "Zhensheng, what happened to you? It doesn't look good."

Raising his eyes to meet the other party's clear black and white pupils, for some reason, Zhen Sheng, who has always been taciturn, suddenly felt a desire to confide.

Thinking about it, it was probably because there was no competitive relationship between them, nor was there such a close relationship between them.

Sometimes, a "stranger" to a certain extent makes it easier for people to open up and tell their hearts.

Zhensheng pursed his lips and drooped his eyes for a moment of silence, then raised his eyes to look at Su Wanwan again, and asked in confusion, "Anqi, do you think I'm really not suitable for ballet dancing?"

"Why do you think so?" Su Wanwan didn't rashly say whether it was appropriate or not, but asked following her train of thought.

Zhen Sheng said: "I practice ballet skills hard every day, but the teacher said that I have no emotion in dancing, but I really put myself into dancing, but the effect is not ideal."

Today, she still mustered up the courage to go to the teacher to fight for the opportunity, but the teacher's attitude was quite cold, obviously not optimistic about her at all.

This made Zhensheng feel cold, and at the same time, he had great doubts about himself: Is it really me who is too bad?

Su Wanwan thought carefully before saying: "I don't know ballet, and I don't know how to dance, but I think dancing is also a kind of performance? Every dancer is like an actor, and they have their own different ways of performing. Some people Unrestrained and enthusiastic, some people are restrained and delicate, I think Zhensheng is the latter, right?"

Zhen Sheng was thoughtful, "Acting? Like an actor?"

There is indeed some truth to this line of thinking.

If according to Angie, each dancer has a different way of performing, then similarly, each dance should also have a different way of performing.

Do all actors have ever-changing personalities?of course not.

So the personality of the dancer is actually not very important, the important thing should be the understanding of the dance that he wants to perform.

Starting from understanding and immersion, the dancer should no longer be himself, but the character in the dance story. When on the stage, he should release everything about the character completely, instead of thinking about himself, thinking about movements, pondering the reactions of others

Su Wanwan didn't know if what she said could bring even a little help to Zhensheng, but she kept a thoughtful expression after listening to him and stopped talking.

She didn't bother each other, she just gave him a hand when he almost bumped into the door frame when they entered the bathroom together.

Another tacit silence.

This kind of silence is no longer the embarrassment of being cold, but the peace of mind of knowing that there is each other's company, a kind of comfortable quiet.

That night, Su Wanwan dreamed about something bad again, but she still couldn't remember it after waking up.

The sadness that settled in my heart showed signs of aggravation.

Fortunately, after arriving in the classroom, Jin Xiuli, a foodie, shared delicious food, and Zheng Xiaoya, a gossip expert, shared the latest "diary couple" consultation, which made Su Wanwan feel better.

In the ballet classroom, Zhensheng practiced carefully according to the teacher's guidance.She knew that Suxi was looking at her time and time again, but Zhensheng didn't respond once.

At this moment, her mood was no longer filled with blind resentment like yesterday, but she was thinking about what Su Wanwan said last night.

After taking a shower last night and returning to the room, Zhensheng was not in a hurry to sleep, but was listening to music.

The conditions in the dormitory were limited, and it was impossible for her to watch the performances of well-known actors in time, so she chose to listen to some enduring old songs, trying to discover the "emotional interpretation method" that is similar to acting and dancing.

He fell asleep listening to the song, and woke up the next day with a feeling of fatigue after staying up all night, but Zhensheng felt that his brain was clearer than usual.

It was as if a film that had been blocking her was being explored bit by bit.

Zhensheng thought, could this be the so-called "bottleneck"?

This made her more focused, and she was so focused on breaking through this bottleneck that she even forgot about the qualifications for the competition because she was too focused.

Speaking of it, although this opportunity is rare, since she wants to go on as a dancer, there will definitely be such opportunities in her future life. Zhensheng sees a broader future, and at the same time realizes that it is important for her For me, the important thing is no longer an opportunity, but a self-breakthrough.

As long as I break through and grow again and again, even if I am still not a good enough dancer in the eyes of the teacher, at some point in the future, breakthroughs and growth again and again will definitely be able to push her to fly higher and farther. Stage wings.

The bell rang after school at noon. In the classroom of Class [-], the head teacher once again reminded everyone to pay attention to review and prepare for the grade examination next week, and then slowly packed up and left the classroom.

As usual, Su Wanwan was preparing to go to the cafeteria with Jin Xiuli and Zheng Xiaoya, and just as she walked out of the classroom, she saw Zhensheng who was standing on the edge of the corridor because of her elegant and tall figure, which stood out and dazzled her.

The cultural students and the art students are not in the same teaching building, and it is obvious that Zhensheng is waiting for her in the corridor outside the third class.

Su Wanwan was also very surprised, but after meeting Zhensheng, she immediately smiled and pulled Jin Xiuli and Zheng Xiaoya to squeeze over: "Hey Zhensheng, why are you here?"

Zhen Sheng glanced at the girl who was looking at her curiously from left to right, moved her feet uncomfortably, pursed her lips and said with a smile, "I'm here to find you."

After a pause, taking a breath quietly, Zhensheng said again: "Are you going to the cafeteria? Can I join you?"

It may be a good experience to try to get in touch with people outside.

The contact with Su Wanwan gave Zhensheng confidence and the curiosity to go out of the dance studio to touch more things outside.

Su Wanwan looked at the two little friends with a questioning look, and smiled after receiving an extremely happy response: "Of course, you see, they all welcome you!"

Jin Xiuli said very pragmatically: "One more person can taste more three dishes and one soup!"

Zheng Xiaoya also nodded and said expectantly: "Yes, my gossip tentacles can also take this opportunity to develop into the dance department."

It can be said to be very funny.

The relaxed atmosphere infects Zhensheng. She who was still a little nervous at first also showed a big smile. The careful Zheng Xiaoya took the initiative to let go of Su Wanwan's hand, and warmly invited Zhensheng to occupy Su Wanwan's right hand. further to the right.

Zhensheng himself is only acquainted with Su Wanwan, so it would be great to be able to walk by Su Wanwan's side.

Jin Xiuli and Zheng Xiaoya are both delicious and good at gossip, they are both good talkers.

Although Su Wanwan is relatively less talkative, she has a set of rules when speaking and doing things. She is obviously slender and exquisite, but it feels as if nothing can trouble her.At least Zhensheng felt safe by her side.

In such an atmosphere, Zhensheng quickly integrated into it. The four of them talked and laughed together and went to the cafeteria together.

Because she and Su Wanwan have a lot of topics to talk about, and these are words that inspire her.

Zhensheng, who was immersed in relaxation and joy, didn't realize that there was a figure falling down on them from a distance along the way, until they had lunch and happily shared the food, that figure was still watching them.

Or rather, watching her.

Such a relaxed and happy Zhensheng, such a Zhensheng who is all alone, and such a Zhensheng who is willing to take the initiative to share his own food, is really surprising and yearning.