My rebirth style is wrong [Comprehensive fear]

On the plane back to England, Su Wanwan had a dream.

Very long, very hasty dream.In the dream, she was reborn back to her elementary school days. She was so motivated to pretend to be the protagonist of the rebirth novel, but after being beaten, she soon passed through Brown's house in the United States.

At that time, I was so stupid, I had no idea about anything, I just lived that life as another complete life, and then I met Thanatos wearing a black cloak in my silly, white and sweet youth.

In the dream, Su Wanwan watched everything from the perspective of a bystander, as if watching a memory movie, so even in a dream, it didn't affect her complaining about it.

——It was only when he was silly and sweet that he would be so innocent. If he were himself at other times, he would definitely take a detour and stay away when he saw Thanatos at first sight, because he looked too much like a deranged serial killer.

Years of experience in watching crime dramas in Europe and America tell us that the more handsome a man is, the more likely he is to be a bt.

Watching it all the way and complaining all the way, when Su Wanwan watched herself travel through the second world, she almost didn't embarrass herself so much in her dream that she passed away.Fortunately, seeing little Angela was still there at the end, Su Wanwan could comfort herself: it wasn't me who was stupid, it was little Angela.

The third world, brats who think they are smart.

s: Thanatos is really pitiful (laughs) hahahahaha

The fourth world, oh, Thanatos, was it the beginning of tea in this world?

fifth world

sixth world

Ah, so what I just experienced now is the seventh world?

No, it doesn't seem to be counted, because according to Thanatos, returning to the United States is the first world she has ever been to, and it is also the place where everything started.

When she woke up, Su Wanwan leaned on the back of the chair to calm down, and suddenly turned her head to Thanatos who was sitting beside him quietly reading a book: "Does the number 7 really have any special meaning?"

Thanatos did not understand why she suddenly had such a doubt.However, he still put down the book in his hand, pondered for a moment, and then began to comprehensively talk about the meaning of this "7" in human writings or various myths and legends from ancient times to the present, from the West to the East.

Needless to say, as a native of Hua, it was the first time that Su Wanwan knew that the original interpretation of "7" did not only exist in Western countries, but Hua also existed since ancient times.

In the end, Thanatos concluded: "I was not born when the world was created, so I don't have a certain knowledge and understanding of it. It's just that looking at the past and present, the understanding of '7' seems to be consistent with 'and'. ', 'lucky', 'new life', 'creation' and other meanings."

This is actually a very interesting thing.

Think about it, even before the ancient times, the aboriginal residents of many continents had no substantive contact or communication at all, but their understanding and views on certain things could reach such an astonishing similarity.

In the beginning, Thanatos learned about Huaguo culture because he wanted to get closer to his wife. Later, he learned a lot and became interested in it, so he took advantage of the opportunity to share books and legends from different mythological and religious systems in different countries around the world. Learned a bit, and it was a pass time.

Another, when encountering something that he thinks is interesting, he will remember it in his heart, thinking about how to tell his wife when he has the opportunity.

——It doesn’t matter the race or pre-marital status or post-marital status of a male showing himself to a female he likes.

Su Wanwan nodded, didn't say anything, but closed her eyes, continued to shrink back into the chair, and thought about all this for a while.

In fact, when it comes to thinking, she has no special obsession to figure out which problem, because there is a warmth in the dark that comforts her and makes her feel safe enough, knowing that one day, she will know what she should know Know.

Just need to wait.

It is like the seeds quietly nesting in the soil in winter waiting for the spring, and it is also like the water droplets drifting along the current, sure that one day they will reach the ocean.

Claire was naturally very pleasantly surprised by her best friend's sudden return to China, and rushed over immediately after receiving the call.Su Wanwan, who had recovered her memory, also missed her terribly, and couldn't help but give her a big hug when they met.

"Hey beauty, why did your stomach gain weight?" Clare used to have a thin waist, and Su Wanwan hugged her a lot.

Claire laughed out loud, like a sunflower that might lose her head at any moment: "Angela, are you stupid? Didn't I tell you that you were going to be an aunt?"

Su Wanwan hadn't reacted yet, her thoughts lingered on when she told her about it, Claire took her hand and put it on her slightly swollen belly: "He's five months old, and I heard people say that the developmental If it's quick, you can hear the voices outside at this time. If he forgets himself when he hears his angel aunt going abroad, I don't know if he will be sad."

Su Wanwan suddenly realized, and carefully circled her stomach: "Oh my god, I really forgot, no, I just saw your beautiful face, I can't believe there is such a beautiful face in this world. Pregnant woman!"

Claire giggled, and couldn't help hugging her friend again: "Angel, I really doubt that you went to France instead of England."

After finishing speaking, he pressed her cheek hard, and sincerely expressed his thoughts on Su Wanwan: "I'm so glad you can come back, before I gave birth."

In fact, her due date was still very early, but Claire was worried that her friend and her husband would have fun abroad and went on a global trip.

It's not that this kind of thing hasn't happened before. Thinking about it, not long after they got married, this guy went on honeymoon with Tonas without saying a word. It lasted for several years. If it wasn't for his friends who would contact his family from time to time, Claire would have thought that A friend has become a missing person.

Su Wanwan quickly figured out what other people had been like in the past few years when she disappeared.

He married young when he was still in college, and after less than two years of marriage, he suddenly announced that he and his husband were traveling abroad, and then popped up from time to time, and was limited to taking the school's prescribed exams.

It's not bad at this time, but when you graduate completely, good guy, it really doesn't happen once a year, and even Mrs. Brown can't see her daughter in person.

And at this time, three years have passed since the day Su Wanwan left this world, and Claire finally accepted Alex's public proposal at the university graduation party, and the two became pregnant in the second year after their marriage. baby.

That's what's in Claire's belly now.

Although she really wanted to chat with her long-lost friend, knowing that Su Wanwan was very tired just after getting off the plane, Claire stayed until Alex came over to pick him up after work, and then reluctantly said goodbye to Su Wanwan.

When the people left, looking at the same little family as in memory, Su Wanwan asked Thanatos: "In Clare's eyes, only three years have passed, but you have already guarded 'me' in England. Two years?"

Point to her body when she says "I," and Thanatos knows what she means.

So now the "I" is Angela Brown, who is the original British "Angela"?

In this regard, Thanatos only said: "Everything in every world is shrouded under the will of the world. He gave you this identity, and you can become everything."

In other words, the will of the world has opened a back door, opened a small plug-in to uniformly tamper with some people's memory and cognition.

It sounds abstruse and abstruse, but well, in short, it is just a status of her walking in the world.

Just like her previous identities in other worlds, some of them are temporary residences, while others should not exist at all, but are temporarily fabricated and stuffed in just because she is coming.

Su Wanwan also understood the difference between the two.The former means that she will leave at any time, and the latter means that she can live there until the natural end of her body energy.

Back in a place that was both familiar and unfamiliar, Su Wanwan went back to Brown's house the next day and had a good two days with her parents, which caused Thanatos to be ignored.

Because of this, Thanatos didn't notice anything wrong at first.

Until the middle of the night when she returned to her small home, when she took a nap and fell in love with her naturally, Su Wanwan suddenly turned her head and asked Thanatos who was lying on her back: "Thanatos, do we have a relationship?" a son?"

Thanatos, who was concentrating on his work, was a little dazed for a moment, and even let out a silly "Huh?"Su Wanwan pushed him back, trying to push him down, Thanatos came back to his senses and said doubtfully, "Yes, so you forgot?"

This forgetting, is the memory not fully restored, or is it caused by Lost's special talent and divinity: lethargy and forgetfulness?Or is it like him, because his son is too invisible, so he often subconsciously ignores it?

The couple who had interrupted their work looked at each other under the ambiguous night light, and finally Su Wanwan shrank back into the bed with a guilty conscience, and said vaguely: "Well, of course not, that is, cough, when the child grows up, we should Set him free, right?"

Thanatos looked at his little wife, and nodded in unambiguous agreement: "Yes, he is already an adult, and he is not a baby who needs our care."

This made Su Wanwan even more guilty.

Because she already knew that Lost was still in her stomach when she left, and she had gotten along with him during the time travel, and raised him like an ordinary human child in a certain world.

But because of the lack of memory as a mother, he was still absent from his birth and growth after all.

The more she thought about it, the more guilty she felt, Su Wanwan turned over and got into Thanatos' arms, and asked him in a low voice: "How about we go find Lotus?"

Mr. Reaper, who has a wife who is full of everything, nodded in agreement, and then dawdled around looking for opportunities to coax his little sweet wife to continue the work just now.

There should be a beginning and an end in doing things, and it is not a good habit to give up halfway.

They planned to find their son who didn't know which world he was going to. Su Wanwan and Thanatos didn't just leave without saying anything, but made an appointment with someone beforehand.

For example, I made an appointment with Claire and his wife to go to the racing track to watch the race cars together on Saturday.

It was Claire who relieved her missing of her friend before, but now Alex, a social animal who has just started working, has no time to talk to Su Wanwan, an old friend who has been in trouble together.

So the four of them decided to go out to watch the race car together on Saturday when Alex didn't have to go to work, and get together again.

Because she knew her son's inherent natural attributes, Su Wanwan was afraid that she would unknowingly forget that she had a son, so she wrote more than a dozen memo sticky notes on the bedside, dressing table, bathroom mirror, and stair railing. , the refrigerator door, and even the back of the phone case, all of which reminded me to find Lotus.

Regarding this, Su Wanwan said worryingly: "Honey, you said that Luo Tesi has such a natural talent and divinity. If he meets someone he likes in the future, he will always be forgotten. You said that much more." Abusive."

Just thinking about it makes it worse than Bangziguo's most abusive romantic drama of the year, Su Wanwan couldn't bear to continue thinking about it.

Thanatos got stuck on this question, and after a while he hesitated to answer at the little wife's urging: "It's not, if it's the mutual desire to get closer, we can't forget it."

This made Su Wanwan feel even more guilty.

Because she herself was the one who forgot.

Admit that your husband is right, don't you admit that you don't love your son deeply enough?Deny this statement, and there is nothing more consoling.

Hi, just go with it.

In the end, Su Wanwan thought to herself.

Early on Saturday morning, Su Wanwan talked on the phone with Claire, from what kind of dream he had last night when he woke up, to the taste of the toothpaste he used, to what clothes and makeup each other would wear today What kind of bag to carry with or without homemade drinks, snacks, etc. and so on.

Thanatos didn't feel anything special, but Alex on the other side of the phone who had been listening to all this since he opened his eyes was quite shocked.

I was shocked that women could even talk about these things endlessly, and I was shocked that my wife could be so nagging.

——You know, Claire was a famous cool girl in school, and after getting acquainted with him and becoming a couple, and even after getting married, Alex has never seen her have so much to say.

To be honest, he wasn't without a little sourness in his heart.

It's a pity that my wife didn't notice his little emotions at all. From the beginning to the end, there was only Angela Angela Angela in her eyes and mind.

Hey, well, apart from Angela, the most frequent talker in their conversation was their child.

"Angela, you must have never imagined what name Alex wanted to name the child last night, my god, I almost died laughing. I told you no, this is my first child, of course the name must be careful. I wrote a book of classical poems that we all liked when we were in school, I remember you liked reading these very much, shall we have a good discussion at noon after watching the competition?"

Alex: ""

Well, is this taking away his right to name the child's father?

Ha, really, really good!

After packing everything and going out to get in the car, Alex finally waited until his wife hung up on the phone with her best friend, and Alex tried to change the topic to the matter of naming the child.

As the father of a child, such things as naming rights must not shrink back!

Alex: "e baby, I said" if you don't like those names I chose last night, haha, those are just my jokes to make you happy, trust me, I can give your child a beautiful and special name !

Claire: "Honey, do you think the color of my lipstick looks good? Angela said that she wants to use a rose lipstick today, but I couldn't find the rose lipstick this morning. This one has a similar color"

Alex, who was driving, took time to glance at his wife, but didn't see anything special, so he nodded vaguely and said, "Very good, it's the color of a red rose."

Before he could finish speaking, Claire frowned and wiped her mouth with a tissue: "No, this one is a bit purple, try this one"

I dug out another one from the bag, painted it carefully in front of the mirror, and remembered something halfway, and said with a smile: "Angela was still worried that my pregnancy makeup would affect the child, and said that she made edible ones for me in the past two days. Basic daily cosmetics, I don’t know what it looks like, I’m really looking forward to it.”

Alex felt that Angela, an old friend, was really considerate. Nowadays, many things are made of chemicals, which is indeed not good for the development of the fetus.

I just wanted to boast a few words, and I heard Claire talk about Angela’s hearing that she was going to put on makeup today, and she repeatedly told her not to rub her inner lips when she put on lipstick, and so on. Si is much more considerate and careful.

Although Claire didn't mean it that way, talking about it was purely because she chatted too much with her girlfriends in the morning, couldn't stop the car for a while, and chatted with fluffy hair.

But Alex is very sour.

Fortunately, soon, when he arrived outside the agreed racing track, he found that he was not the only one who was decisively abandoned and ignored by his wife, so Alex immediately regained his psychological balance and felt comfortable.

"Hello, Tonas, long time no see, how are you doing?"

"Not bad, how about you?"

"Hey, that's it, try to go up one liter this year."

"That's fine."

The two men were two steps behind, talking dispensable words, and all they saw were the two people walking in front holding hands and being extremely intimate.

Of course, the place where the line of sight falls is the back of his wife's head.

I don't know how Alex chose this racing track. The venue is a bit dilapidated, and accidents happened one after another before the race started.

First, a driver Alex liked unexpectedly changed his itinerary temporarily and stopped coming.This made Alex, who chose here because of his favorite racing driver, feel very disappointed.

Then the concrete beam above the seat actually dropped sand, which dazzled Claire's eyes, Su Wanwan hurriedly wiped her eyes with a handkerchief dipped in water.

To make matters worse, a young man who was sitting next to them suddenly stood up and said that there was going to be a car accident, and yelled at everyone to get out of here.

Waiting for the end of Xiaonian was naturally thrown out by the security personnel.

But after such a fuss, Alex lost the interest to continue watching the game here. Seeing his wife blinking red eyes, looking very uncomfortable, he simply got up, and expressed embarrassingly that he would not watch the game otherwise.

In order to prove that he didn't just end the race on a whim, Alex said: "I just saw the list of racers, and none of them are worth watching. If everyone is interested, the North American professional race will be held next month. It’s started, it’s in the city next door to us.”

Su Wanwan, who has no interest in racing cars, naturally puts her friend's health and safety first. She glanced at Thanatos, who was also indifferent, and nodded in agreement, "It's okay, we came out today to get together, how about we now Go out and find a quiet place to sit and rest and chat."

After leaving the arena, Su Wanwan heard the young man yelling that he was going to have a car accident and was having a heated argument with the security guard. In the blink of an eye, he saw William in a black suit stepping on his polished black leather shoes. Solemnly ignoring everyone around him, he walked straight into the racetrack.

Seeing the lack of reaction from the people around him, Su Wanwan knew that William was at work.

He glanced back at the racetrack.

When they walked tens of meters away, there was a violent explosion behind them, and wreckage and broken bodies flew out from the field, scratching several people and killing one.

Listening to the noise of many people screaming in horror, Alex and Claire subconsciously turned to look back, and found that the four of them had just brushed shoulders with death again inadvertently.

"My God."

"This is"

Having personally experienced escape accidents and being hunted down by the god of death afterwards, Clare instantly thought of those creepy "accidents" everywhere, and his expression changed suddenly.

Alex, who also thought of those things, was also very uneasy, but he hugged Claire immediately, kissed her forehead, and comforted her softly: "It's okay, don't think too much, we are not"

They didn't escape because someone foresaw death in advance, but decided to leave in the first place, so maybe in the plan of the god of death, they were not on the death list in the first place.

Su Wanwan took a step back quietly, put her feet up to Thanatos' ear and whispered, "Hey, what's going on?"

Thanatos bent down cooperatively and replied in a low voice: "It was just an accident, and even if we were still inside, those who were not on the list would certainly not be taken away."

He had promised a long time ago that the person his wife cared about would never be on the list of accidental death by the god of death, but would live a smooth life to the end of his life.

People who are taken care of by the god of death, even if they fall freely from a height of [-] meters, will be rescued due to various special factors that seem bizarre at first glance but logical on second thought.

In other words, you can't die even if you want to.

Su Wanwan nodded, and then returned to Claire's side, pretending to gesticulate with her hands in front of her face for a while.After attracting the full attention of Claire and Alex, she opened her eyes and said, "Ah, I just went to ask the God of Death, and he said that we will live to the end of our lives without disaster or disease."

Obviously saying outrageous words, Su Wanwan's expression and eyes were serious and sincere: "Really, the god of death will not lie."

This kind of expression and demeanor combined with such a magic stick line, it is even more funny.

Both Claire and Alex were amused by her, and the nervousness and fear just now gradually disappeared.

Appreciating his good friend Shaw Bao's effort to comfort him, Claire nodded with a smile: "Okay, great Mage Angela, I believe what you said, thank you for traveling to the underworld to ask Death about it."

Alex laughed.

However, the old friend and his wife are both so calm in the face of death, if he gets nervous again, wouldn't it appear that he is greedy for life and afraid of death?Forget it, anyway, the days of the past few years can be regarded as stolen from the God of Death, they just need to cherish every day they have in the future.

Alex looked back for the last time at the young man who was telling that he foresaw a disaster, as if he had traveled through time and saw himself on Flight 180.

Smiling, Alex turned around to protect his wife, and left with his two friends.

He has passed the age of taking the life and death of others on his own shoulders and seeing himself as a great hero who saves the world. Now he has someone he wants to protect and a home he wants to protect.

As for the others, seeing that the young man can "see" everything, but I don't have a premonition of anything, I guess I can't help the other party.

If the other party finds himself here, he is willing to give any help he can get.If the other party didn't find me here, then it was destined by God.

In a messy racing track, William counted the souls he wanted to take away one by one, but he couldn't count enough.After running out to see the young man named Nick, William slapped his head with a headache.

Oops, another person missed the destined time of death because of the "foreseeing ability"!

The boss can't be counted on, didn't you see that he didn't dare to cast a wink over there when he clearly saw the boss and the boss's wife just now?Well, comfortable dates are all theirs, and all that is left to me is endless work and endless troubles!

William really regretted that he had pretended to be in front of the proprietress for a moment of pleasure.

If he hadn't pretended to be coercive back then to scare the proprietress, he wouldn't have been targeted by the boss later.If he hadn't been targeted by the boss back then, his family's family assets for many years would not have been confiscated.If the family assets of the year had not been confiscated

William sat dejectedly on the steps, holding his head in his hands and shaking his head in frustration.

Forget it, don’t think about it, even if the assets are not confiscated, it’s okay if the people are confiscated. I just hope that the boss can develop more agents in the United States as soon as possible, otherwise he really wants to commit suicide by jumping into the stagnant river.

Spending Saturday with friends and Sunday with parents, on Monday morning, Su Wanwan, reminded by more than a dozen memo notes, successfully remembered that she was going to find her son, packed her bags, and took Thanatos set off.

Lotus is the existence connected by their blood, and it is not difficult to sense his position in thousands of worlds.

And wandering alone, forgotten and neglected by everyone or God, Lotus has just woken up from another round of casual sleep, and when he opened his eyes, he met a pair of round, clear eyes.

Blinking slowly, Lotus found that the owner of these eyes was a little girl. At this time, the other party was looking at him with wide eyes curiously, and asked in a childlike way: "Big brother, are you afraid of sleeping here?" Have a cold?"

On the other side, Su Wanwan, who followed the direction from world to world looking for her son, remembered something again: "Where did Billy and the little fox go?"

Thanatos thought for a while: "Where did you fall?"

Where did it land?

"Su Wanwan" who had a majestic boss dream woke up in the dormitory, and was surprised to find that she had awakened the aura of the protagonist who was more than ten years late.

——Hell, there are a lot of free on-the-job remedial teachers who will automatically play voices and fuzzy movements in her mind when she is in danger to teach her how to eliminate evil spirits. Decades of exorcising ghosts and deep conscious memory), and Billy the puppet who has a violent personality and insists that he is her brother, but protects his weaknesses at critical moments. Little Fox.

With this configuration, what is the protagonist?

Um?Just ask you, if she is not the protagonist, who else could it be?