mountain fog

During the few days when Lin Yikai was hospitalized, Ma Qunyao sat in the class in a daze. After sitting like this for a few days, Ma Qunyao skipped a whole day of class one morning and went to the mountain to worship Buddha, kneeling in front of the incense table At that time, he looked up at the statue with kind eyebrows and kind eyes, but couldn't say a word.

What do you want?What do you want him to bless?Even if you ask for it, can it really be realized?

Recently, Ma Qunyao always thinks, is he making a mistake in his decision to come to Sheng'an from Qindao alone?After stubbornly breaking into Lin Yikai's life and messing up his life, is there no room for change?

He should be very angry, so angry that he hates him, disgusts him, and then never sees him again, leaving Lin Yikai behind. If you control yourself to do bad things, then simply do the bad things to the end. At the beginning, Ma Qunyao thought so.

I want him to see clearly what kind of person he wants to be friends with. He said that he can treat the past as if it never happened, so he will do it again or even do it worse, so that he only has two friends left. A choice, to accept him or, to abandon him.

But who is this forcing to make a choice?The moment he stepped into the temple, Ma Qunyao suddenly understood that he didn't want Lin Yikai to be entangled and didn't know how to advance or retreat, and he didn't want him to be tied down by his liking that he didn't know what to do, so Ma Qunyao already knew the moment he kissed him. Even so, he couldn't help wanting more from him, even if it was just a little hug.

Pushing him one step is also pushing oneself one step. The winter in Sheng'an is too cold. Ma Qunyao walked alone this time, as if he was in a thick fog. .

As the same table, Xiangxiang would send Lin Yikai homework every two days, and every time he came, he would ask Lin Yikai how his friend's relationship is going, is it progressing?Lin Yikai has been flustered and restless since he heard Xiangxiang say that they should get together as soon as possible. Xiangxiang's words are true, but not all true. He has always been angry at Ma Qunyao's touch, but that is Because Ma Qunyao always does not say hello, and he is forced to kiss the weaker side, so he is so angry.

"So what? Do you hate the feeling of kissing him?" Xiangxiang lowered her head and cut the orange into four pieces, her voice was flat as if she was talking about something else, "I know it all, don't try to lie to me. "

I didn't expect to be exposed, but thinking about it carefully, with Xiangxiang's thirst for knowledge and associative power, I am afraid that it will be a matter of time before he is discovered. Lin Yikai smiled and sighed, "If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't ask you, I would have known It won't be long."

"So? Is he Ma Qunyao?"

Lin Yikai nodded slowly, and when she got the confirmation, Xiangxiang wasn't surprised. She just nodded and then took another orange from the fruit basket and peeled it, "Oh, then do you hate kissing him?"

"Don't run away, answer my question seriously."

"What kind of annoyance?" Lin Yikai frowned and recalled the scene at that time, "I don't like him forcing me, is this an annoyance?"

"It's not this, it's the feeling. When you kiss, do you feel sick?"

This touches on the category that Lin Yikai has been unwilling to admit, and it is also the reason why he has been flustered all the time. He doesn't feel sick, although he is angry, but strangely, he doesn't feel sick.

As if he was afraid that he would be confused, Xiangxiang also made a hypothesis, if Chen Jite was the one who kissed you forcefully, would you feel sick?

"No way!" Lin Yikai shook his head, he didn't dare to think about it, just thinking about it made goosebumps all over his body, "Stop talking, I understand what you mean..."

"I don't hate kissing him, but the result of repelling and other people except him is really obvious, monitor, you just like him."

Xiangxiang has eaten four or five oranges in a row, and she has been peeling them non-stop, throwing them into her mouth after she finishes chewing, and then peeling new ones again, Lin Yikai pushed her arm, Finally realized that something was wrong with her, "What's wrong with you?"

"Ma Qunyao didn't come to class two days ago, and he hasn't come back since he left. The teacher found his parents, and his father said, leave him alone."

"I heard that his parents are divorced. He has always been like this when he was with his mother. He is rebellious and thorny. No one can control him. He was transferred from Qindao to Sheng'an. Do you know Qindao? In the south of Sheng'an, it is a small town near the sea, he has been living with his grandma, but at the beginning of this year, his grandma passed away, and then he came to Sheng'an."

Lin Yikai let go of his hand in a daze, Xiangxiang looked at him, still holding the freshly peeled orange in his hand, "Squad leader, his dad and the squad leader were arguing in the office, everyone heard it outside, his dad said Ma Qunyao Being gay, liking your friends, is a shameless thing."

"Ma Qunyao has no friends except you."

"Xiangxiang..." Her voice seemed to be choked up suddenly, Xiangxiang lowered her head, a large ball of tears suddenly welled up in her eyes, she sniffed, her crying couldn't be covered anymore, "His father is a bad person, why should he?" So you talk about him? He obviously just likes someone, so how can he be punished by God like murdering someone? "

Seeing Xiangxiang sobbing and crying, Lin Yikai was stunned, and the things in his heart that were obscured by the fog seemed to be gradually revealing their prototypes and becoming clearer. The doctor opened the door and came in. The continuous sobbing frightened the standing at the door in a dilemma, "Did something happen?"

"It's okay if I don't stay in the hospital, right?" The nurse was dismissed by Lin Yikai earlier and patted Xiangxiang on the head. Lin Yikai held on to get the crutch beside the bed, "Can I leave the hospital now?"

The speed of bone healing was much slower than expected. It was not until a few days before the [-]th that Lin Yikai barely got off his crutches and was able to walk normally. However, Ma Qunyao and Lin Yikai never heard from him. There was no response, and the mobile phone number became empty.Although I can't believe that he disappeared just like that, but the fact seems to be like this. The day before the winter vacation, his father came to the school to handle the transfer procedures for him. Xiangxiang came to tell him that everything happened too fast. Ma Qunyao disappeared. Like a thorny object, he was kicked back to his mother by his father, and where he went, whether he went back to Qindao or somewhere else, no one knew.

Lin Yikai has been dreaming recently, long and short are the same, in the dream Ma Qunyao looked at him without moving and did not speak, the surroundings were filled with the sound of rushing water, and his eyes were also stained with moisture.

After waking up, the lively New Year's carnival atmosphere outside the room made the cold winter night hot. Lin Yikai lay on the bed, feeling his chest rising and falling with his breath. Where would Ma Qunyao be?Will you still hang around in the heavy snow with thin clothes?

Fireworks broke through the night sky. Lin Yikai glanced at the unresponsive mobile phone, then threw it back on the bed and opened the window. The neighbor child downstairs was holding a lot of fireworks and waving to him, wanting to call him down to play. Lin Yikai Kai smiled and shook his head. Just as he was about to close the window, a familiar person came downstairs carrying a wine bottle. It took Lin Yikai a moment to realize that it was Ma Qunyao's father.

"Xiao Jiang! Stop the person who just passed by!"

Grabbing his clothes and putting them on his body, Lin Yikai opened the door and went out almost non-stop. His mother held a spatula behind and yelled at him, "Your feet haven't grown well yet, where are you going in such a hurry?"

Lin Yikai changed his shoes. Fortunately, the floor of his house is not high, so he can go down the stairs without waiting for the elevator, "I have something to do, I'll be back in a moment!"

"You slow down!"

"Let go of me! What are you doing holding me?!" Xiao Jiang held on to the man who smelled of alcohol in a daze, and dared not let go until Lin Yikai limped out from the unit door.

"Uncle..." Lin Yikai squeezed his clothes tightly, fearing that he would brush him away in anger, "Where is Ma Qunyao?"

"Can you tell me where Ma Qunyao is?"

The New Year's fireworks rose very high, one round after another embellished the dark night sky with colorful lights, Lin Yikai expected him to say something, but he just pushed himself away with a frown, and then muttered The sound is bad.

"How do I know where that brat went? Go back to his mother's house."

Maybe it was because of being drunk and it was dark, he pushed Lin Yikai away before he recognized the person in front of him, "Ah, that brat likes you...you are classmates, right?"

"Yes, we met in the hospital before." Lin Yikai grabbed him again, trying to find out more, "Do you really not know where he went? Or do you have his contact information? He seems to have changed got the number..."

"Son..." He withdrew his hand, "That brat is already an adult, it has nothing to do with me where he goes, I don't know, and I don't care."

"But I advise you not to have too much contact with him." He circled his fingers around his head, "He is mentally ill, and he likes... Forget it, I think you seem like a good boy, don't worry about it so much, hurry up Let's go home and eat."

"We are friends, and uncle..." Lin Yikai took a breath and tried to breathe out the anxiety and breathing into the night, "I like him."

"Crazy, are you?" He threw Lin Yikai's hand away as if he had heard something terrible, "I thought you were a good boy, but I didn't expect you to be a virtuous boy! Let me go!"

"It's so bad luck..." Lin Yikai watched him walk away holding the wine bottle cursing, feeling powerless all over his body in an instant, Xiao Jiang who was standing by the side scratched his head and didn't know whether he should intervene, he hesitated for a while Then he went to poke Lin Yikai's shoulder, "Well, brother Lin..."

Lin Yikai sniffed and turned to look at him, "Well, what's wrong?"

"That uncle lives next to Lele's house."

Lele is Xiaojiang's friend, and his family lives in the opposite community.

Unexpectedly, he and Ma Qunyao's house were so close, Lin Yikai nodded hoarsely, "I see, which building and floor is his house in? I'll ask tomorrow."

"Unit 602, Building [-]."

"Let's go." Rubbing his frozen hands, Lin Yikai walked back with Xiao Jiang in his arms. Xiao Jiang raised his head and asked him, "Brother Xiao Lin, do you like that uncle's daughter?"

"Hush..." Lin Yikai patted him on the head to signal him to silence, "Don't tell it, it's a secret.

"I like his son."