When I came back through the book, I became my stand-in

Tan Tan didn't know what to say for a long time, but Shen Tianqing looked at her, her stepfather's eyes looked very strange.

Time flies so fast, she almost can't remember the character of Shen Tianqing when she was a child.

She's a little scared of her now.

Their mother came back to her senses, stretched out her hand and patted Shen Tianqing, "Why did you talk to your sister?"

Just at this time, the little niece handed over the remote control, Shen Tianqing pressed it, and changed the channel.

The child pouted angrily, but Shen Tianqing pinched his face.

Tan Tan's complexion was not very good. The awkward atmosphere between them was so embarrassing that the children could sense it.

It was getting late, the nanny came to take the child to bed, and Chen Geni switched the TV back on.

"What's the girl's name?" she asked.

Shen Tianqing: "Meng Heng."

Chen Geni knew what her daughter was. The eldest daughter was her ex-husband's child. She had a carefree personality. She had countless love affairs during her adolescence. She talked about both men and women, but she didn't let her know at first.

In the world of grown-ups, there are some people who are emotionally rigid, and there are also people who have seen a lot, which is not uncommon.

She felt that Tan Tan just loves to play anyway, and she would get over it sooner or later, but she didn't expect her eldest daughter to be volatile in her relationship, and she didn't know what kind of mentality it was, causing her good love to end up like that.

It's not that the family can't handle this matter, but once Shen Tianqing gets involved, it will be messed up.

Chen Geni met Shi Xu on both sides. At first, she thought she was just Tan Tan's friend, but later found out that she was the kind of friend who had sex with her.

When Tan Tan put Shi Xulu aside, the incidents involved later catalyzed the tragedy in the future.The character of the other party is quite rigid, and the execution of the old and dead non-contact is very good, and he doesn't bother with the family's compensation.

But Chen Geni didn't expect that her youngest daughter was outright gay, and she liked her sister's ex, and her temperament changed drastically after the other's death.

Tan Tan raised his eyes and looked at the TV. The Meng Heng in it looked so tender that he could pinch water, with greenness lingering between his brows. Cannot replace Shixu.

Shi Xu has been dead for 12 years. Tan Tan thought she had let go, but she found that no matter how desperately she devoted herself to her relationship, she couldn't find the feeling she had when she was with Shi Xu. The conflict between Yaomei Shen Tianqing, but they have lived peacefully for so long, did not expect to erupt on this night.

"Not like her."

As soon as Tan Tan finished speaking, Chen Geni pinched her hand.

She frowned. In Shen Tianqing's eyes, this face was older than before, and it could only be said to be more mature. The exhaustion brought about by marriage lingered in it. sandalwood.

We have all changed.

Only the dead don't change.

Tan Tan has long eyes and single eyelids, but they are very classical, especially like Chen Geni. Shi Xu said that the first time she saw Tan Tan, she felt that she looked like a lady walking down from Mr. Lin Fengmian's painting.

Tan Tan originally studied art, her mother is art management, she specializes in ceramics, and small bottles and jars are her hobby.

Shen Tianqing remembered every word Shi Xu praised Tan Tan. When the three of them went out to play, and when Tan Tan went shopping, Shi Xu and her would sit on the bench and eat ice cream. Cute, pinched dog clay sculpture I like very much."

Shi Xu is very attractive in the eyes of others, and she also likes to show off in private. Shen Tianqing, who was still a junior high school student, also likes to show off, shaking her keychain.

Shen Tianqing didn't have the poisonous and immoral mouth that later, he just glanced at it, "Very cute, just like you."

Then when Shi Xu rubbed her hair, the other party laughed and scolded: "Little sister, are you scolding me?"

Shen Tianqing said sullenly, "No."

They don't spend much time together, after all, people in love don't like to bring small light bulbs. Occasionally, Tan Tan wears them in the early days to deceive others and show them to her mother. Later, Chen Geni found out, and she didn't do it so deliberately.

Shen Tianqing's outline of feelings largely comes from that period of light bulb career.

Years later, when the relationship was in shambles, Shi Xu and Tan Tan broke up and died in a hurry. Shen Tian Qingmeng couldn't even dream of each other.

It’s just that I occasionally think of the past, and shamefully imagine that it’s me who is held in an alley and kissed with ice cream.

But it won't happen, it can't happen, it won't happen in this lifetime.

"What's different, let's talk about it?"

The nanny served a pot of scented tea. The high-boron glass teapot has a beautiful appearance, and the flowers inside bloom in the water, which is also dead.

Chen Geni closed her eyes, rubbed the center of her brows, and felt that she had made a wrong decision 1 times.

She was too worried, and had always been worried about the relationship between her two daughters. She was so nervous about a dead person, and the loss outweighed the gain.

A married life is in a mess, like a wrong choice to escape reality.

One has trapped himself in an old dream for many years, and every day seems to be lingering.

As for?does it worth?

She could tell Tan Tan why she knew why it was so, but she didn't know what to say to Shen Tianqing.

Because of the wrong timing, even if Tan Tan and Shi Xu did finally get married, Shen Tianqing would still be just a younger sister.

"It doesn't look like anywhere," Tan Tan took a sip of tea. She looked good after putting on makeup, but she couldn't hide her fatigue. The eyes that Shi Xu praised were no longer as agile as they were back then, and they were all tortured by life. "Little sister, I know you hate me, but it's useless."

The issues that they had avoided talking about for so many years were now laid open.

In fact, it's not that they haven't spread out before, on the day Shi Xu was buried.

At that time, Tan Tan and Shi Xu had broken up for three years, married an English professor, and quarreled with Shen Tianqing who was still injured when he came back from Shi Xu's funeral at home.

It wasn't too loud, because Shen Tianqing was already crying, and she had a slap on her face from Shi Xu's friend.

Shi Xu's father jumped off the building because of bankruptcy, and his mother, who had been intubated in the ICU for several years, also left before her accident. Only one aunt came from relatives from her hometown, and because she was very busy, she couldn't take full responsibility.

Shen Tianqing was in a bad mood, grabbed Tan Tan's hand and asked her, "Did I do something wrong?"

Back then, Tan Tan only knew that Shen Tianqing liked Shi Xu very much, but he didn't know what kind of liking it was, so he shook his head: "It's my fault."

"Yes, it's you!"

"I didn't know I liked her until she died."

Shen Tianqing was not yet twenty that year, and his face was not full of stories like looking at it many years later. All the worries floated on his face, but they pierced into the bottom of Tan Tan's heart.

She thought Shen Tianqing was crazy.

"You... like Shixu?"

She knelt down, took Shen Tianqing's hand and asked her.

Tan Tan hadn't seen Shi Xu for three years that year.The encounter between her and Shi Xu was a romantic misunderstanding, the red string drawn by the fiery red rose, love is no different from fire.

Shi Xu grew up in a loving family, she is very good at creating romance and expressing her heart, her love is endless giving, you don't need anything in return, because that is her happiness.

Everything is good at the beginning, but Tan Tan is different from her.Chen Geni's ex-husband is a painter with violent tendencies and mental problems. The beginning of any love is so good, but the result is not satisfactory. The feelings of her parents bring Tan Tan infinite pain. She finds that she will lose it when she finds it. I firmly believe that everything needs a price, like my mother married for my father's painting, in order to gain her status and reputation, like the combination of her stepfather and mother, because of the mother's worth and ability.

Forever and sometimes end, love is the same.

On the one hand, she longs for the eternal love, which she got from Shi Xu, but seems to lose something.

She was afraid that she would be domesticated, and that she would go crazy when she fell in love, so she chose to betray him.

At a gathering that is of the utmost importance to Shixu.

She slept with the film investor that Shi Xu was going to star in at the time.

Everyone knows about it, and the pairing of bisexuals and lesbians seems to have become a joke.

Shi Xu has a good personality, but not particularly good. She has a temper. When she was in the Kunming Society, she was very strict and caring when guiding the children. Because she is very talented and her achievements are far beyond ordinary people, she is always a little arrogant. Compared with other things, she is the most Fear of being insulted by others.

Tan Tan insulted her, and also insulted this relationship. That was the first time Tan Tan saw Shi Xu angry that day.

She originally only promised her friends to participate in movies, and she didn't intend to enter the showbiz.

The other party was a tall man, and when the two clashed, Xu had the upper hand and became a laughing stock.

In the end it goes without saying that everything is screwed up.

They broke up, and Shi Xu continued to be her Wudan, but the troubles did not stop. Her father's property was damaged, and in the end the capital chain was broken, and she was heavily in debt, so she committed suicide by jumping off the building.

As a result, my mother became depressed and became ill. She was criticized in the theater and finally got into a car accident on the way to work.

The whole family is gone.

Shi Xu had a huge loan on her back, but Tan Tan didn't know about all this, because she rejected the investor's marriage proposal, chose to go abroad for postgraduate study, and fell in love with a professor.

After all, Shen Tianqing was still young, she knew very little, and she had limited contact with her. When she understood the ins and outs, Shi Xu had already quit her job in the theater and became an actor, the kind to make money.

Some people must take revenge, and take some insults as a tool for revenge, so it's not very good to mess around.

But she doesn't care, people who learn opera have grown up through hardships, and she is very sober when she can understand clearly.

There are some things that cannot be concealed, such as her talent, when the number of films reaches a certain level, many people will be familiar with her.

But Shi Xu still didn't have much money, and sold everything that could be sold at home. Teachers and friends had helped, but it was just a drop in the bucket.

When Xing Xiaxuan scolded Tan Tan, Shi Xu was still cheerful, and didn't express her opinion on the word "unfriendly".

Xing Xiaxuan pointed at her nose and scolded her for being too weak, and that scumbags don't discriminate between men and women.

Shen Tianqing also realized that her "brother-in-law" had become an actor when her classmates were talking about Shi Xu.

Tan Tan and Shi Xu broke up suddenly. She didn't know the reason, but she just lamented how they were so nice and separated.

Tan Tan didn't say anything, and Shen Tianqing didn't ask, but occasionally he still missed the happy time of eating with the two of them.

But she didn't expect that the truth after adults' feelings were torn apart was like this.

The more she understood, the more distressed she became. Later, she insisted on going her own way, and refused to listen to any persuasion. She even went on a hunger strike if her parents refused to agree.

I naively thought that she could also help.

But I forgot that some busy people need someone to appreciate it.

So she and Shi Xu filmed a movie, the only martial arts movie "The Legacy of Xichuan" in her life.

Shi Xu's attitude towards her was cold, and she no longer had the intimacy of reaching out to touch her head.

The most intimate part of that play is the scene where Shi Xu is carrying her behind her back.

The mountain road is rugged, but Shi Xu's back is very steady, and when he put her down, he rarely said that you are too thin.

Shen Tianqing opened his mouth, hesitated to speak, and finally leaned on the other's shoulder, tears streaming out.

She didn't know why she wanted to cry.

Later, when she recalled, she felt that people still had the ability to predict the future, because at that time, she secretly felt that the fate between her and Shi Xu was forced.

It is a common saying that twisted melons are not sweet.

So she will suffer for the rest of her life and be sweet in the next life.

"I like her much more than you like her."

That year's Shen Tianqing looked at his sister with dim eyes, "Sister, if you really love her, why are you willing to make her suffer?"

Tan Tan couldn't speak, her hands were cold.

She didn't expect it to become like this, nor did she expect Shen Tianqing to go crazy to that extent.

She really has no right to say that she loves Shixu.

At this moment, she can't say "You know Shi Xu won't feel good when you are like this", because she has no right to say what happened to Shi Xu.

But on the other hand she felt sad, what is this?

Can Shen Tianqing find someone like Shi Xu, so that he can love each other like Shi Xu?

"I know it's useless, so I don't say anything."

Shen Tianqing closed her eyes, her eye shadow was pearly, sparkling under the lamp, but it didn't make people feel warm.

"I'm just looking for something to do."

"I hope Meng Heng won't disappoint me. It will be very difficult to find another one who is a bit like her."

And Shi Xu, who became Meng Heng, posed in the live broadcast room, tried various outrageous stickers, and answered fans' questions.

- Is Xiao Heng going to make an announcement soon after he gets well?

Shi Xu hummed, and looked at himself wearing a hood on the screen very uncomfortably.

- Does Xiao Heng have an ideal type?I haven't finished the last interview!

Shi Xu snorted, and said lightly, "Yes, the kind that won't love me."