agree to be each other's stand-in

The phone rang, and Lu Kaiyan took it out to take a look, his expression changed slightly, and he looked back subconsciously.

Noticing her strangeness, Xie Nanyuan also turned around.But Lu Kaiyan suddenly came to his senses, pressed her shoulder, pointed to the chain milk tea shop not far ahead, "It seems that there is a half-price event for the second cup over there, let's go and have a look?"

As he spoke, he pushed people forward involuntarily.

Xie Nanyuan turned his head to the side, and his eyes fell on her face for a long time, but in the end he said nothing, and she obediently pushed her to the door of the milk tea shop.

The event was very popular, and there was already a long queue in front of the milk tea shop.Lu Kaiyan stuffed people into the queue, and said, "I'm in a hurry all of a sudden, I'll find a place to go to the bathroom first, can you line up here?"

"Okay." Xie Nanyuan lowered his eyes and smiled, "Go."

Only then did Lu Kaiyan run away in a hurry.

Xie Nanyuan's gaze followed her, then passed her, and turned towards the direction she was heading for.Opposite is a coffee shop, and there is a person sitting by the window. At this time, he also raised his eyes and looked here from a distance.

The eyes of the two met in the air, and neither of them looked back.

It wasn't until Lu Kaiyan ran to the door of the coffee shop and hurried in that the person opposite smiled at Xie Nanyuan, raised his coffee cup, and showed a smug expression.

Xie Nanyuan withdrew his gaze expressionlessly, and looked down at his hands.

She thought about whether Jiang Siyue knew of her existence, but now it seemed that she really knew, and she couldn't wait to come here to provoke her.

Jiang Siyue did it on purpose, she did not run upright in front of the two of them, but used this method to call them away, making Xie Nanyuan have to face this cruel reality: between her and Jiang Siyue , Lu Kaiyan chose the latter without hesitation.

For a moment, Xie Nanyuan felt suffocated in a sealed room despite being in a wide street.

In the past many years, this feeling has been hanging over her like a shadow.After leaving that city, she thought that she had completely broken away from everything in the past, would no longer be affected by those people and things, and could start to welcome a new life.

But it turned out that everything was just her illusion.The shadow above the head is still there, and the feeling of suffocation as if being pinched by the neck has not completely disappeared.

She is not afraid of Jiang Siyue, since she was in junior high school, she has completely lost her submissive temperament.Over the years, she has had better grades than Jiang Siyue, quarreled more than Jiang Siyue, and would not be bullied by the other party at all.But every time he faced Jiang Siyue, Xie Nanyuan still had the illusion that he had lost.Because someone in Jiang Siyue favors her, but no one will stand by her side.

Now... nothing seems to have changed.

Xie Nanyuan felt as if he had sunk into a darkness, falling continuously, unable to breathe and unable to see the light.

But this time, she didn't let herself wallow in such emotions.Those black eyes regained their spirits, but this time, they were filled with a bone-chilling coldness.

Sometimes, giving up is just a matter of a moment.There is no thrilling, no earth-shattering, as an adult, she is no longer qualified, and she can no longer be hysterical about emotional matters.But she can't pretend that nothing happened, but she will use her own way to deal with it.

The line reached the end, and it was Xie Nanyuan's turn to order.She didn't look at the list hanging on the wall of the store, and said directly, "A full glass of lemonade, a glass of rock salt cheese thick cocoa with small taro balls, cheese and five cents of sugar."

A few minutes later, she took the milk tea from the clerk, and Lu Kaiyan had already returned.

Seeing the two cups of milk tea in Xie Nanyuan's hands, she took the second cup without hesitation, and said with a smile, "It's better for my wife to treat me better."

"Then how do you repay me?" Xie Nanyuan looked at her with a half-smile.

Lu Kaiyan was slightly warmed by her gaze, and subconsciously wanted to lean over to kiss her, but Xie Nanyuan slapped her face away, so she could only follow behind her step by step, whispering, "I will treat you well when I get home. .”

But as soon as he got home, Xie Nanyuan got into the study.

The apartment they rented had two bedrooms and one living room, and one of the rooms with a balcony with good lighting was decorated as a study, which was convenient for Lu Kaiyan to live broadcast.There is a storage cabinet leading to the ceiling on the balcony, where the things that the two of them usually don't use are stored here.Xie Nanyuan opened the cabinet and moved out a few sealed cardboard boxes.

"What is this for?" Lu Kaiyan came in after her, approached Xie Nanyuan curiously and asked, "Is there anything you need, I can help."

Xie Nanyuan turned around and pushed her, "Get out, don't make trouble here, I'll hurry up myself."

This is also a fact, Lu Kaiyan is used to being careless, she puts her things around randomly, and doesn't bother to tidy them up.Ninety percent of the credit for keeping the house so clean and tidy is Xie Nanyuan's. At most, she was ordered by Xie Nanyuan to do some cleaning work, but tidying up things would only add to the chaos.

So Lu Kaiyan reluctantly withdrew.

Xie Nanyuan began to unpack the box.These cardboard boxes are filled with her old things, because they are not used in normal times, they were put together specially when they moved, and the boxes have not been unpacked since they moved here.She couldn't remember what was in which box, so she could only open one by one to find it.

Finally, after opening all the boxes, Xie Nanyuan found what he was looking for: a photo album.

Photo album from junior high school.

Don't look at her several boxes of old things, but in fact, most of them were added after she went to college. All the things before college can be contained in a backpack - when she came out of home, she really only carried a bag.

This is certainly because Xie Nanyuan was in financial difficulties in those years and was unable to buy too many things, but it was also because during those long years, there was nothing worth nostalgic for her.

And this photo album is one of the few things she still cherishes today.

Xie Nanyuan sat down against the wall and opened the photo album.

The photo album looks very thick, but in fact there are not many photos in it, only a dozen or so.When she was in junior high school, she was really ugly, not to mention dark, thin and short, but more importantly, that kind of timid temperament, which made people ignore her naturally at a glance, but once they noticed her, they would look at her again. Can't help frowning.

It was like this for the first few photos, and then it got better.Another person appeared in the photo. She was either holding Xie Nanyuan's shoulders, or pressing Xie Nanyuan's head, or directly holding the person with her arms. In short, she didn't have a good shape, but she stood with her Xie Nanyuan had a smile from his eyes to his face.

Xie Nanyuan, who was flipping through the photo album, couldn't help but smile.

To be honest, after so many years, she actually seldom thinks of this person, and has even forgotten the other person's appearance long ago. Only the soft light filter added to the other person in her memory makes the image in her mind gleaming and very tall .But looking at the photos now, he is actually just a very young child.

But what she left to Xie Nanyuan were only these three photos.

Xie Nanyuan looked at it for a while, then pulled out one of the photos, and wrote a sentence on the back in a colorful font. After years and months, the handwriting has faded and blurred a lot. She carefully deciphered it for a long time before reading it out.

If you are bullied, you have to beat back. ——Lu Kaixin.

Xie Nanyuan couldn't help laughing, and lightly stroked the handwriting with his fingertips.

Don't worry, the me now is no longer that Xie Nanyuan who accepts everything and allows others to bully me.

She put the photos back, closed the album, stood up and walked to the bookshelf.

Needless to say, this bookshelf was also used by Lu Kaiyan to pretend. Although there were many books on it, she hadn't read a few of them at all, and just used it as the background of the live broadcast.Since it was a pretense, of course the bookshelves filled up very slowly, and there were almost no empty spaces.

Xie Nanyuan squatted down, took out a book from the bottom layer, and stuffed the photo album in his hand into it.

The size is just right, if you don't squat down to read it, you won't notice that one of the books here has been replaced.Xie Nanyuan stroked the spine of the book, his eyes fell on the black notebook next to the photo album, and he lowered his head and smiled.

She didn't open that notebook, because she had already read the contents inside and knew everything clearly.

It was a thick volume of newspaper clippings, cut out from various newspapers and magazines, and printed on pieces of paper of different sizes, which were carefully pasted on the pages of the notebook.When Xie Nanyuan read it for the first time, she saw an article by Jiang Siyue on it, but she didn't think much about it at the time, she just thought it was a collection of excellent essays written by Lu Kaiyan, because Jiang Siyue was really very fond of writing since she was a child. Will write articles.

Now that I think about it, this entire book should be Jiang Siyue's published works, right?It's just a different pseudonym, which she didn't notice at first.Only the one she saw used her real name because it was published in the school newspaper.

So affectionate... Xie Nanyuan smiled and thought, how could I not reciprocate one or two?

It doesn't matter, you have white moonlight, I have cinnabar mole, you have newspaper clippings, I have photo albums, and if you find anything else from now on, you can do the same, you do the first day, I do the fifteenth.

She waited for the day when Lu Kaiyan discovered all this.

The author has something to say: Yes, the world is small.

Be it the white moonlight or the cinnabar mole, everyone is an acquaintance.

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!