agree to be each other's stand-in

Lu Kaiyan finally went to a medical university. Unfortunately, compared to middle school, the relationship between teachers and students and classmates in universities are much more distant.Moreover, the learning tasks of medical students are too heavy, either in the liver book or in the liver operation, it is difficult for Xie Nanyuan to be independent like he was in high school.

So although there are more people who remember her, their impression of her has returned to the junior high school days: good grades, hard work, and excellence.

Lu Kaiyan had a strange feeling, as if Xie Nanyuan took off the mask he was wearing for a short time, took a breath, and then put it on obediently, becoming a decent person in the universal sense.

And her next accident... Lu Kaiyan finally figured it out.

--it's me.

Xie Nanyuan has become a successful person in the eyes of most people, with a decent career and a certain social status.But all of this may just be an absolutely safe framework she built for herself.

Maybe entering other industries, she can also perform better than most people.But Xie Nanyuan finally chose to become a doctor, because the environment of this profession is relatively closed, and it values ​​qualifications and requires obedience.Whether it is patients, junior doctors or nurses, she has a certain degree of control.

Being in control brings security, so this is an environment where she can relax.

And it turns out that although you can't make a fortune through this profession, if you want to improve your living conditions, it's not impossible.

At least Xie Nanyuan did it within the framework she constructed herself.

In just one year, she managed to make money to buy a house, fulfilling the expectations originally placed on Lu Kaiyan ahead of schedule.

But this absolutely safe framework is mediocre and boring. Xie Nanyuan is comfortable in it, but she may not like it.So she chose an accident, that is Lu Kaiyan.

According to the standards of the public, liking the same sex is considered a very outrageous thing.But maybe it was because of this that Xie Nanyuan chose her.

That's right, Lu Kaiyan finally realized that it seemed that she was pursuing Xie Nanyuan shamelessly, but in fact, it was Xie Nanyuan who chose her.Otherwise, no matter how much you stalk him, how can you let the other party let go so easily?

She used to think it was because Xie Nanyuan was soft-hearted, and she couldn't see her pretending to be pitiful.But a person who started to live independently in his teens and has plans for everything, would he be so gentle and kind, and choose the person he loves and even spends his life with just because his heart is soft?

At least Xie Nanyuan wasn't, because Lu Kaiyan had already seen her coldly refuse.

This may be the best news Lu Kaiyan has heard since the breakup.

She once wondered what Xie Nanyuan liked about her, and she still hasn't found the answer to this question, but there is no doubt that Xie Nanyuan does like her.

But it might also be the worst news you've gotten since the breakup.

People like Xie Nanyuan must be cautious every time they try.When the two broke up, everything was out of her control, and for the existence of being out of control, how could Xie Nanyuan choose her again?

Lu Kaiyan leaned back on the seat, staring at the road map on the opposite door in a daze.

The air conditioner in the subway was turned on to the fullest, making her arms and back feel chilly.At this moment, Lu Kaiyan, who has never given up for more than a year, involuntarily popped up a question in her mind: Is it really right to try every means to reconcile with Xie Nanyuan?

Will it end like this, and it would be better for her to live alone?

Could it be that no matter what she does, it is actually impossible to impress Xie Nanyuan again, and it is impossible to get another chance?

It turned out that when the real despair came, it was so silent.There is no sadness, no tears, just at a moment of extreme exhaustion, a sudden hit to the heart does not bring pain, but a kind of unperceivable numbness.

But at the next moment, the phone beeped, and Lu Kaiyan was barely pulled out of that depressed state.

She unlocked her phone and glanced down.

Xiao Gao: I heard that Dr. Xie is ill, do you know?

Lu Kaiyan came back to life in a second, packed up and threw out the thoughts that appeared in his mind a moment ago.

Would it be better to live alone?she does not know.But Lu Kaiyan didn't want Xie Nanyuan to choose to live alone because he was disappointed in him.

……

"What are you calling me for? I'm busy." Nie Zilin found Lu Kaiyan who was squatting beside the flower bed on one side of the square, and said in a not very authentic tone.

Lu Kaiyan withdrew her gaze from staring at the fountain and stood up.

Because of squatting for too long, her legs were numb, her posture was a bit unsightly, she stood up with difficulty, and handed the bag in her hand to Nie Zilin, "This, please put it on her table for me."

"I won't help you this kind of favor, you know." Nie Zilin avoided her movements.

Although it was pitiful to see Lu Kaiyan like this, her position was always on Xie Nanyuan's side, and it was impossible to help her deliver things without Xie Nanyuan's permission.

Lu Kaiyan opened the plastic bag silently, and took out a bag of candy from inside, "Nothing else, just this."

She showed the candy in her hand to Nie Zilin, and said, "When she is sick, she will want to eat this kind of candy. Just put it on the table, needless to say, I gave it to you."

"It's not a panacea, it will be cured after taking it?" Nie Zilin didn't believe it.

"It's a placebo." Lu Kaiyan said calmly, "She will feel less uncomfortable after taking it."

Nie Zilin hesitated.Originally, Xie Nanyuan was not seriously ill, and he would recover in two days, but people who are sick will inevitably suffer, so it would be nice if they could be relieved a little.But she quickly thought of another question, "Even if I don't tell you, once she sees this, she will know that you bought it, right? She won't eat it."

Lu Kaiyan stopped talking, just stood there with her head down, looking very depressed.

Nie Zilin couldn't help frowning, and snatched the bag of candy, "I'm so annoying! Anyway, I put it on the table. If she's not happy, I'll tell you that you put it yourself."

Lu Kaiyan finally had a smile on his face, "Thank you."

She didn't intend to continue pestering her, so she simply turned around and left.

Seeing this, Nie Zilin sighed and went back with the bag of candy.After entering the hospital, she saw clearly under the light that what Lu Kaiyan sent me was actually the kind of fruit candy that I ate when I was a child, a pack of ten pieces for one yuan.

This pack is still green apple flavored.It is the kind of taste that Nie Zilin feels is anti-human and should not exist at all.

Would Xie Nanyuan really want to eat this kind of candy when he was sick?Could Lu Kaiyan be joking with her?If she went crazy after eating this candy, Nie Zilin wouldn't be surprised.

But after thinking so much, when she returned to the office, she casually put the sugar on Xie Nanyuan's desk.

Then I immediately sat upright, staring at the screen, pretending that I was so busy that I couldn't pay attention to my surroundings.In this way, if Xie Nanyuan asked, he could pretend that he didn't know anything.

Originally, she was just pretending, but there were too many things to do, and before she knew it, she was really busy.

After she finished working for a while, she turned her head and saw that Xie Nanyuan hadn't come back yet.Nie Zilin breathed a sigh of relief, and then suddenly noticed that the bag of candy that was originally on the table was gone.

She still didn't believe it, so she stood up and looked for it, but she didn't see it in the trash can, and she immediately felt that it was quite unreal.

And... did you really accept it?

It is impossible for Xie Nanyuan to guess who brought it, right?

After much deliberation, she could only attribute it to the fact that "sick people are more fragile and more easily moved", otherwise, it is really impossible to explain this matter.

……

Xie Nanyuan took a photo of the green-wrapped candy and sent it to Lu Kaixin.

How should I put it, Xie Nanyuan hadn't seen this kind of candy that she used to see when she was a child for many years. She even thought that it should have been discontinued long ago, and she didn't know where Lu Kaiyan found it.

Lu Kaixin:?

Xie Nanyuan: You told her?

Lu Kaixin: She asked me what you would like to eat when you were not feeling well, so I told her.

In fact, "What would Xie Nanyuan want to eat when he is unwell" is a false proposition in itself.Lu Kaixin has only been with her for less than a semester, and has never seen Xie Nanyuan sick.But at that time, Xie Nanyuan had just started her menstrual period, so she would feel a little uncomfortable.

At that time, the three most popular products in the canteen were ice cream for one yuan, melon seeds for one yuan and this candy for one yuan.

She couldn't eat ice during her menstrual period, and eating melon seeds seemed inappropriate, so Lu Kaixin bought her a pack of candies.She is very generous to her friends, because Xie Nanyuan said something delicious, she doesn't care if it is polite or not, anyway, she will buy it for her when she sees it.

Of course, Xie Nanyuan didn't have much pocket money when she was a child, and Jiang Siyue would not let her touch the snacks bought at home.When Lu Kaixin met her, she was still a pitiful little girl who was bullied everywhere. She hadn't learned to resist and fight. That was the first sweetness she tasted in her gloomy life.

Over time, even she herself felt that she liked eating this kind of candy.

When she was sick, there was no taste in her mouth, and she would miss that sweetness occasionally.Last time, when Lu Kaiyan asked her what she wanted to eat, she seemed to mention it casually. When she was a child, she ate a kind of candy, which was very delicious.

It's just that she didn't expect that she would ask Lu Kaixin, and actually bought this kind of candy.

Xie Nanyuan didn't open the bag of candy, but just put it in the pocket of his white coat. Occasionally, when he needed to pick up something, his fingers would make a rustling sound when his fingers touched the candy wrapper, as if he really tasted a little sweetness.

At this time, Lu Kaiyan had already returned to the high-speed rail station and boarded the train to City C.

The overhead light illuminated the carriage clearly, and Lu Kaiyan turned her head to look at herself reflected in the car glass.Because she has been running around repeatedly, her face is already undisguisedly tired.

What a long day...

Well, it will be over soon.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-09-1920:53:58~2021-09-2021:59:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Yan Cozy 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 5 bottles of small sushi; 2 bottles with a dregs name;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!