agree to be each other's stand-in

Lu Kaiyan was a little worried at first, but seeing Lu Kaiyan's appearance, the breakup obviously brought her a huge blow, and she was afraid that she would be devastated and unable to get out.

Unexpectedly, Lu Kaiyan also drank and bought drunk on the first day, and she seemed normal after that. Although her mood was still not high, she did not miss the things she should do every day. She went out during the day and came back to live broadcast at night. decadent.

But thinking about it carefully, Lu Kaiyan seems to have been like this since she was a child, her ability to unravel herself is top-notch, and she won't let herself indulge in certain emotions for a long time.No matter how hit you are, no matter how sad you are, you will be fine after a while.

Lu Kaiyan, who didn't know that he was the culprit for Lu Kaiyan to develop this ability, was very relieved.

What she didn't know was that when Lu Kaiyan went out during the day, he actually went to the provincial doctor.

She was still holding out hope, hoping that Xie Nanyuan would not be so heartless, and that the two would still have a chance to reconcile.

Fearing that Xie Nanyuan would still be angry with her, she dared not appear directly in front of the other party, so she could only inquire about information from Xie Nanyuan's colleagues.Fortunately, she used to come here often, and most people are familiar with her, knowing that she has a good relationship with Xie Nanyuan, so they should be able to ask.

However, she soon discovered that Xie Nanyuan had directly blocked the road.

Except for the first time, all the things she brought were returned.No one said it directly, they all just apologized and declined.I don't know what Xie Nanyuan said to the outside world, even if she said that she made Xie Nanyuan angry and wanted to apologize, no one would help.

It was not like this before.

It's not that she and Xie Nanyuan had never quarreled. Sometimes Xie Nanyuan got so angry that he wouldn't go home and stayed in the hospital directly.Lu Kaiyan shamelessly came over with a gift and apologized, there would always be someone who would help her spread the word, persuade her, and even create a chance for her to spend time alone with Xie Nanyuan.

Lu Kaiyan had never delved into the logic of this before, let alone why Xie Nanyuan's colleagues wanted to help her. She just took it for granted. After all, Chinese people always tend to persuade peace and not persuade division.

Only now did she realize that it was only because Xie Nanyuan was willing to give her this opportunity.

She pampered Lu Kaiyan in such a silent way, so that for a long time, Lu Kaiyan was completely ignorant of the "privileges" she had.

This kind of privilege is like air. Only when you lose it will you find that you have owned it, and it has been taken back by the other party.

She gradually understood that maybe "Xie Nanyuan will change his mind" was just her own wishful thinking, because if she didn't think so, she didn't know how to support herself to continue to live hard.

……

For Xie Nanyuan, there is no inconvenience in living in the hospital.

She can take a shower in the operating room, sleep in the rest room, and spend more time and energy on work. This is actually a life she is more comfortable with.Before she was with Lu Kaiyan, she always came here like this.

It can only be said that Lu Kaiyan appeared at the right time.

At that time, Xie Nanyuan had already obtained the license to practice physicians and started preparing for the master's exam. His life and work had completely stabilized, and he had entered a relatively stable stage. It was indeed a good time to start thinking about another major life event.

It is said that people want what they lack, and Xie Nanyuan is not exempt.Because of the chaotic situation of her original family, she knew from a very young age that she had no so-called "home" at all, so she became more and more attached to it.

Although Xie Nanyuan worked so hard, he was not the emotionless working machine that other people imagined.The reason why they work so hard is just to obtain more material foundation and higher social status, so that when they form their own family in the future, they will have the qualifications to choose.

Lu Kaiyan's conditions are undoubtedly much better than Xie Nanyuan imagined.So at that time, she did relax, thinking that a common family should be made up of two people who can work together to share half of the responsibilities and pressure, so even if the timing is not as good as she thought, it doesn't matter.

In fact, the two years with Lu Kaiyan were indeed rare moments of stability in her life.Everything is going smoothly as she planned. This step-by-step feeling may be boring to others, but it can bring Xie Nanyuan a huge sense of security.

Just because everything is so good, it is extremely unbearable when it is broken.

Xie Nanyuan was sad, angry, and unwilling, but she didn't actually hate Lu Kaiyan.After breaking up as planned, the relationship between her and Lu Kaiyan was completely over.

After calming down, she looked back at herself and found that in this failed relationship, she was not without responsibility.

Because she and Lu Kaiyan are in a free relationship, they "let nature take its course" in many things. Xie Nanyuan always feels that she still has a lot of time, and she can slowly change Lu Kaiyan's thinking, and there is no need to rush for a while.But things like the bottom line should be made clear from the very beginning.

Learning from this lesson, Xie Nanyuan adjusted his plan, not planning to fall in love in a short time, and was going to focus on work first.

Because I moved here temporarily, I still lack a lot of daily necessities.At noon that day, Xie Nanyuan took advantage of his break time to go shopping in a nearby supermarket.When passing by the activity area, she saw mosquito coils doing activities. She remembered that a little patient was bitten by a mosquito on the arm, so she took a box.

After paying the bill, Xie Nanyuan didn't ask for plastic bags and packed everything into his huge commuter bag.

In fact, I bought such a large bag at the beginning, mainly for the convenience of buying vegetables on the way home from get off work.Lu Kaiyan doesn't like to go out. She usually buys vegetables directly on the APP, and the price is much more expensive. Xie Nanyuan is diligent and thrifty in managing the house. After seeing her buy a few times, she took the initiative to take over this errand.It was inconvenient to take the subway with vegetables, so she bought a bigger bag and packed it all in.

As soon as he entered the office building, he was caught by a neglect, "The director has been looking for you just now."

Xie Nanyuan had no choice but to go to the director's office with his bag.

It turned out that the director also heard that she moved back to the hospital again, so he asked about the situation.Xie Nanyuan directly stated his plan, that he would not be distracted in the next few years, and wanted to devote more time and energy to work, hoping to make some achievements.

When the director heard this, he couldn't help but smile from ear to ear, "It's a coincidence. I originally planned to recommend you to be the head of the hospital this year. So, there is no problem on your side?"

"President of the hospital?" Xie Nanyuan's eyes lit up, "Am I...qualified?"

"Aren't you going to take the exam next month? It's enough to get the certificate." The director waved his hand, just like Nie Zilin, he didn't think she had the possibility of "failing the exam".

Xie Nanyuan took a deep breath, subconsciously stood up straight, and promised, "I will work hard!"

The director was originally her bole. Xie Nanyuan was able to stay in the provincial hospital because he was favored by him. Now that he has given himself such a chance to exercise, Xie Nanyuan's excitement is beyond words. Apart from working harder Moreover, it is not known how else to repay this trust.

When she came out of the director's office, her steps became much lighter.

When I went downstairs, I happened to see Nie Zilin, who had just come out of the operating room, howling with hunger, and heard that Xie Nanyuan hadn't eaten yet, so he hugged her arm and dragged him to the cafeteria.

When looking for a seat after shopping, Nie Zilin suddenly poked Xie Nanyuan's arm, "Look over there."

Xie Nanyuan turned around and saw Lu Kaiyan.

She couldn't help but took a deep breath to calm herself down.Lu Kaiyan came to the hospital every day these days. Although Xie Nanyuan didn't see anyone, she knew about it.After all, the other party came here because of him and harassed many colleagues. Xie Nanyuan couldn't pretend not to know, so he asked Nie Zilin to remind himself.

Because Lu Kaiyan didn't come to her to show her presence, Xie Nanyuan didn't care about it for the time being, but just kept it in mind.Now that I see people, I can't hold back my anger.

She thought that she had already made it clear when she broke up, and Lu Kaiyan would not be so entangled anymore.

Seeing that Lu Kaiyan also spotted them, stood up and walked this way, Xie Nanyuan frowned, opened the bag on the table, and took out a pack of mosquito coils and a lighter from it.

She said to Nie Zilin, "Why don't some people understand? A dead predecessor is the best predecessor. Either treat yourself as dead or the other person as dead. In this way, even if you accidentally meet in the future, after all, Yin and Yang Molu, just offer a stick of incense from afar."

While lighting a mosquito-repellent incense, he opened his eyes to Lu Lu and bowed three times from afar.

Lu Kaiyan: "..."

In the past, she always heard from her friends that Xie Nanyuan's mouth was unforgiving, but Lu Kaiyan always felt that these people were slandering Xie Nanyuan. Her wife is obviously gentle, considerate and virtuous.Only now did I realize that it was probably still a "privilege" given to her by Xie Nanyuan.

Just like at this moment, without her privileges, even though she knew that Xie Nanyuan said these words deliberately to stimulate her, she still felt a suffocating discomfort.

The author has something to say: DoubleKill

感谢在2021-08-2520:39:37~2021-08-2523:43:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Meow Pikachu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!