It turns out that idols also have a crush on me [entertainment circle]

Before walking into the hotel holding flowers, Liang Yuanxing thought he was very brave.

He must be able to look at those indifferent and deep-set eyes, and express his admiration and quietly budding love for so many years.

The scenes that have been rehearsed countless times in my mind are all disrupted in reality.

He never expected that Zhao Boli cut off all the ways to express his love before he opened his mouth and held out flowers.

Just because Zhao Boli treats him well doesn't mean he's special.

Zhao Boli didn't want to fall in love at all.

When he was just a fan watching silently behind the screen, Zhao Boli emphasized it in countless interviews he watched.

How could he think that he was that special person who could melt an iceberg with the remaining warmth of his heart?

it is ridiculous.

The hand holding the rose was hanging in the air, and there was no strength to lift it up a little bit, even if it was put down, there would be no dignity.

Liang Yuanxing lowered his head, holding back his tears, and did not cry in front of Zhao Boli.

"My own feelings have nothing to do with you."

Liang Yuanxing wanted to leave quietly, but was suddenly dragged into a warm embrace.

"What is holding me? I don't need this kind of comfort."

He kept struggling, but he didn't let go of his arms, and instead he was pressed against the wall.

The faint smell of men's perfume pouring into the nostrils is the intoxicating and cruel breath of the sweetheart, which brings him back to many intimate moments in the past.

He must have been seen through by Zhao Boli a long time ago, so when the scarf was sent out, the other party understood it instantly and did not leave any room for him.So when I saw the rose in his hand, I couldn't wait to tell him to shut up.

"Be obedient, what's there to be sad about? Isn't it just a lost love?"

"It's not you who is broken in love, of course you can speak sarcastic words!"

The two thin arms were vainly defending against the chest, without any strength to resist, but they really refused his approach.

Obviously Liang Yuanxing is his fan.

Since when did the relationship between those two people slip out of control in his field of vision?

"Ms. Zhao...Let me be alone for a while."

There was a cry in her voice, her eyes were bloodshot, but she refused to shed a single tear.

Zhao Boli wanted to block those trembling lips, and calm down together with his heart that was beating for others.

But he can't take advantage of others.

For the first time in his life, a dazed and powerless sorrow rushed to his limbs and bones.

Zhao Boli could only let go of his embrace, and stroked his hair as before, but even this habitual intimacy was avoided.

During the struggle, a petal of the rose in his hand was torn off, Liang Yuanxing slammed the door heavily, Zhao Boli bent down, and picked up the velvety soft bright red.

In the empty room, Liang Yuanxing was still worried, turned around and lowered his head, and saw the light in the corridor casting a shadow under the crack of the door.

Zhao Boli didn't leave, and the two of them looked at each other through the door, but neither of them spoke, and there was no knock on the door outside.

Liang Yuanxing put his hand on the door and gently twisted the handle.

——You don't like me, I have no right to blame you.

But in the end he didn't open the door again, because the shadow at the bottom of the door left.

Holding the rose, Liang Yuanxing was at a loss, and glanced at the trash can. When he saw the white plastic bag, his heart tightened instantly.

After all, this flower has condensed his love for many years, how could it end in such a miserable end?

After looking around, I finally locked the refrigerator.

Low temperature can wither slower.

He put away the dewy rose, not intending to let others see it, and kept it in the refrigerator.On the day of finishing, carefully tuck the rose in the schoolbag and bring it back to Yanjing's home, and let it wither slowly.

There is no need to stay up late to toss and turn, Liang Yuanxing also knows that if he does not take medicine today, he will definitely not be able to fall asleep.

There were not a few pills left in the medicine bottle, and before I knew it, the whole bottle was emptied.

He opened the bedside table and took out the rose cufflink jewelry box that had been treasured for several days.

The box was just wiped yesterday, it was clean and free from dust.

Everyone knows that roses represent romance, and Zhao Boli uses exquisite cufflinks to stir up his fantasy, but he doesn't want his love to end well.

why?

Even if he was completely rejected, Liang Yuanxing couldn't help but think when he saw the petal patterns on the cuff buttons: Does a person who is always indifferent also care about himself?

This gift probably really has a magical power. I thought I was going to cry all night today, but looking at it, I gradually calmed down.

I took too much medicine, my thoughts were confused, and I was sleepy.

The distress and boredom gradually dissipated, and there was only one simple thought left in his mind: to throw away the finished medicine bottle tomorrow.

In the haze, with a crisp sound, the rose-patterned cufflinks fell to the bottom of the medicine bottle along the weak hand after sleepiness.

……

After "Resignation of Fire" was completed, the schedule, promotion, banquets and gatherings including the leading actors of the crew were full.Zhao Boli looked at hundreds of messages on WeChat, but did not reply to any of them. Instead, he called Zhuo Tiankuo first.

"Hey, Bo Li, aren't you very busy these two days? Why are you free to come to me?"

Always relaxed and happy, without putting pressure on the other party, is Zhuo Tiankuo's chat style.Putting it in Zhao Boli's ears was particularly harsh.

"Stop talking nonsense. Are you serious about him?"

Scenes of Liang Yuanxing flashed in Zhao Boli's mind. The dejected look in the eyes of the lively and gentle young man in front of him when he looked at him a few days before the filming was so heavy that no one would be able to put it down.

"You mean Little Xingxing?" The person on the opposite side didn't play around with him, but still put on a mocking tone, "Of course I like him, but he doesn't mean that."

"how do you know?"

"He didn't treat you...huh? Eh?"

Silence had been brewing between the two for too long, and Zhao Boli didn't have that patience, so he whispered: "Say what you have to say."

"Have you ever received..."

When Zhuo Tiankuo was thinking about words, he would speak more slowly.After all, Zhao Boli understood his style, and immediately interjected when he paused: "What are you planning?"

"Listen to me! Have you received any, um, presents from Little Star?"

"There's a scarf. What? He gave it to you too?"

"Don't be so anxious, I haven't received anything. Is there nothing else except the scarf?"

"No."

"Oh..." The person on the opposite side let out a long sigh of unknown meaning, and then his attitude became confusing.

Zhao Boli couldn't tell whether he was hurt or not, but felt tingling anger running in his blood, watching things develop in a direction beyond his control.

Zhuo Tiankuo is gentle and humorous and can chat, but as a senior, he coaxes Liang Yuanxing with sweet words.

What about him?It took an unknown amount of time before Liang Yuanxing looked at him without caution and fear.

Zhao Boli stayed alone in a quiet room, and the sky was full of stars outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Star.

Zhuo Tiankuo always called him "Little Xing Xing" very affectionately, while Zhao Boli only called him by his first name, and he said harsh words most of the time.

He thought: so what if he is your fan?You have never paid attention to other people's small emotions. When you look at him, you can only see happiness and unhappiness at most.But he is such a child who is good at disguising, he smiles sweetly at everyone.If you don't understand, there are naturally others who are like the gentle wind, gently supporting the sadness in his heart.

"Don't provoke him if you're not serious, and make him sad."

Zhao Boli didn't like nonsense, he finished what he wanted to say, and hung up immediately after saying goodbye.

Liu Zhuo Tiankuo was alone in a daze on the way to catch the plane.

Zhao Boli knew nothing about Liang Yuanxing's intentions, so what happened that night, Liang Yuanxing didn't send Zhao Boli the bouquet of roses, and didn't confess his love?

And from what Zhao Boli meant, how could it seem that he accused himself of playing with Liang Yuanxing's feelings?

Could it be that what Liang Yuanxing likes is not Zhao Boli, but...?

Zhuo Tiankuo quickly sent Liang Yuanxing a WeChat message: [Are you asleep? 】

Liang Yuanxing replied in seconds: [No. 】

Miaohui was an expression of caring about the other party, and Zhuo Tiankuo's heart began to beat.

【What happened to the flowers you bought? 】

[Put it away, don't give it away. 】

[Don't give up easily. 】

【No need, people don't like me at all. 】

Zhao Boli likes Liang Yuanxing, others may not be able to see it, but Zhuo Tiankuo is 100% sure.No matter how vague Zhao Boli's own concept of feelings is, the concern in his eyes can't deceive anyone.

What went wrong in the middle?

[How did you know you didn't like it if you didn't ask directly? 】

[When you see a rose, you reject me. 】

Um?Shouldn't it?

If it was Zhao Boli, seeing someone he liked holding a rose, needless to say, he would be pleasantly surprised, at least he wouldn't refuse directly, would he?

Unless... unless Liang Yuanxing actually likes him!

No wonder Liang Yuanxing clearly decided to choose the red rose when picking the flowers that day, but he kept going in circles, asking his opinion from time to time.

If it is given to Zhao Boli, there is no need to talk too much nonsense with Zhuo Tiankuo.Liang Yuanxing must drag him to the flower shop together, just to see his reaction!

It's all hints!

But I didn't react at all, and I spent a whole day picking with him, without showing any sign.

This is how to do?

Zhuo Tiankuo was not afraid of Zhao Boli's annoyance, so he dialed the phone back directly: "Damn it, I just found out that Little Xingxing seems to like me a little too. What should I do? Although I like him too, I'm not ready. What should I do?" Don't promise him? I'll ask him directly, will he be embarrassed?"

"I didn't think about it at all, but after I asked him just now, I thought about it carefully. I am so gentle and considerate, talented and good-looking, and I have been showing my presence in front of him. It seems that there is no reason not to. Tempted..."

"What do you think I should do, Bo Li?"

Zhuo Tiankuo's original intention was to see how Zhao Boli reacted.

He only hoped that Zhao Boli would face the reality calmly, and he didn't want to annoy his good friend for many years.

As a result, it became more and more like showing off, but it was too late.

The phone was quiet for a moment, so quiet that Zhuo Tiankuo could almost hear Zhao Boli's heavy breathing as if he wanted to tear him apart with his own hands.

"You xx don't know your blessings while you are in the blessings."

This sentence is uttered from the mouth of a person who has always been noble and elegant, and it is tantamount to a catastrophe.

Generally speaking, Zhao Boli is very educated even if he curses.His background and family education, years of quality outside of the vanity fair, did not allow him to say any vulgar words.

For a moment, Zhuo Tiankuo's shock was greater than joy and bewilderment.

"Fuck... Zhao Boli can swear now?"

Zhao Boli: "..."