It turns out that idols also have a crush on me [entertainment circle]

Zhuo Tiankuo is actually very busy, obviously he has a lot of work, and he is included in the production team list of various music variety shows, but he can still visit the crew every now and then.

He didn't disturb the filming work, he just pulled Liang Yuanxing to a corner to chat during the break time, and he also helped the crew carry things and order takeaways. Zhao Boli couldn't find his fault.

One day he just casually mentioned "Don't be so enthusiastic when Zhuo Tiankuo comes", and the staff next to him begged for mercy, asking him to let Zhuo Tianwang come to the crew to sit more, everyone likes him very much.

Zhao Boli didn't know where his anger came from, until he overheard Liang Yuanxing and Zhuo Tiankuo talking after work was over.

"Little Xingxing, do you have a show on the night of December 12st?"

"No, what's the matter?"

"Then are you free tonight?"

Liang Yuanxing noticed Zhao Boli approaching, and called out timidly: "Ms. Zhao..."

These days he deliberately alienated Liang Yuanxing, and Liang Yuanxing's intimacy and relaxation in front of him were slowly put away, returning to the previous respect and guard.

He felt uncomfortable, but he didn't know how to suppress his emotions more than to restore Liang Yuanxing's attitude.

When he reacted, Zhao Boli's hand was already on Liang Yuanxing's arm.He didn't know how stiff his expression was, but he could hear his voice was cold: "Go back to the hotel and have a good rest, don't waste time here."

"Mr. Zhuo and I still have something to say."

Liang Yuanxing brushed his hand away silently.

The boy's voice is always soft, Zhao Boli discovered for the first time that a gentle voice and understatement can hurt people.

If the other party is unwilling, he can't force it.

In the end, it was Zhuo Tiankuo who came to smooth things over: "Bo Li, what's the matter with you? Let's chat casually and go back. It won't delay your filming tomorrow."

Mingming calmly refused the physical contact, but Liang Yuanxing stared at Zhao Boli's back for a long time.

The skin on his arm that was held by Zhao Boli seemed to be hot. He didn't know when it started, and he could no longer get close to Zhao Boli frankly.

And Zhao Boli suddenly regained the polite distance from him before.

Other than the occasional eye contact, they're like normal work buddies.

Can the delicate string that seems to be broken by a drop of water really stand up to his carefully planned euphemistic confession?

Zhuo Tiankuo snapped his fingers in front of him: "Little Xingxing."

"Ah? Oh, oh, I'm sorry, Mr. Zhuo, let me go first..."

"Don't be so polite all the time." Zhuo Tiankuo looked very sad, "We are so familiar."

Liang Yuanxing smiled wryly: "I can't change it either."

"That's not the case with Bo Li."

"Don't I also call him Mr. Zhao?"

"The attitude is different."

"What's the difference?"

The two stared at each other and fell into a deadlock.

Recently Zhuo Tiankuo always minded some messy little details, which brought a vague illusion.

It seemed that he was deliberately trying to bring the distance between the two closer.

However, Liang Yuanxing set up a layer of barriers for himself, and would not let others get close to hurt him casually.

So never cross the line.

"Maybe it's your double standard for idols and friends."

"I don't have double standards!"

Every time the atmosphere reaches the edge of rigidity, Zhuo Tiankuo's natural affinity and sense of humor will always bring back that little bit of illusion.

"There was an event on the snack street near the film and television city that night, do you want to go?"

"I……"

"Since there is no night show, can we go out for a stroll during dinner time? Don't be bored in the crew all the time."

"But I want to give a gift to Mr. Zhao that night."

"Do you have to get stuck?"

"Well, otherwise it would be less ritualistic."

He saw that the joy in Zhuo Tiankuo's eyes faded little by little, and then he smiled again: "He also said that you are not a double standard."

"This is not a double standard, this is me..."

This was the confession he had been waiting for for a long time.

Liang Yuanxing couldn't say it.

Even to Zhao Boli's friends, he couldn't say a word, for fear that the two of them would accidentally reveal something when they chatted when he couldn't see them.

Except for people like Qin Mian and Yu Feifei who are not familiar with Zhao Boli and who can clearly see his thoughts, he dare not reveal anything at all.

Can he really work up the courage to speak out?

He didn't dare to say it, but fortunately Zhuo Tiankuo didn't pursue it.

"Hey, it's rare that I want to take you out to play, but you still refuse me."

"sorry."

"I refused this time, next time I will ask you to do something, can you promise to promise me?"

Liang Yuanxing looked at Zhuo Tiankuo's good-looking eyebrows and smiled, and felt that this was a trap: "I... try my best? But you can't deliberately trick me."

"You are too smart, even if you want to cheat you, you can't do it."

"..."

Back in the hotel room, as soon as I opened the door and walked around the corner, I saw a tall and straight figure cast a deep shadow by the light.Zhao Boli leaned against the wall casually, and immediately looked towards him when he heard footsteps.

I don't know how long I waited.

Liang Yuanxing was startled, and suppressed his frantic heartbeat: "What's wrong, Mr. Zhao?"

"I have something to explain to you."

"you say……"

"I don't like you being with him."

"why?"

"There's no reason."

Now Liang Yuanxing became angry.

He was also wronged, and was alienated by Zhao Boli for no reason, without even an explanation.The crew was too busy with work, and the other party deliberately avoided him, so he didn't have a chance to ask.

"I like Teacher Zhuo very much. At least he talks to me well and won't leave me alone suddenly. If you two have any conflicts, please don't implicate me."

A year ago, he would never have dared to talk to Zhao Boli with thorns all over his body.

The respect and politeness towards the seniors had long been forgotten before he knew it.

But even in the bright light, you can't see the other person's eyes clearly.

Deliberately mentioning the neglect these days, and seeing that Zhao Boli didn't make any excuses, Liang Yuanxing knew that his guess was right.

Sure enough, they are deliberately alienating.

"There is no contradiction. He is an excellent musician and will help you in the future."

"Then why do you care about me?"

"What the hell are you thinking these days... Am I doing something wrong? Am I not acting well enough?"

"It was my fault."

"What's wrong with you? You've always been straightforward, why didn't you tell me this time?"

"I want to know myself."

Zhao Boli's acting skills are very good, but he doesn't wear any disguise in his life.

After being pressed, the only thing he still couldn't say was a problem that even he couldn't figure out.

Liang Yuanxing wanted to ask for clarification, but seeing Zhao Boli's cold and silent look, he knew there was nothing to ask.

Zhao Boli said: "Sorry, I will give you an explanation when I think it over."

In fact, alienation can make people calm down.

For example, right now, Liang Yuanxing was short of breath, and all the questioning in his mind stopped, leaving nothing but his heart beating like a drum.

It turns out that if you are too close to the person you like, you can't think at all.

If it weren't for Zhao Boli's estrangement these days, he might not be able to speak a complete sentence on the set.

The two of them got very close without realizing it.

Zhao Boli stretched out his hand, put it on his ear, and scratched it lightly with his fingers twice.

It's itchy and hot.

"Why did you touch me suddenly... I, I'm going to sleep."

"it is good."

"..."

Although he lost his temper, Liang Yuanxing couldn't help but glance at Zhao Boli when he turned around to open the door.

Zhao Boli always has a restrained expression, as if his heart is like water.

Compared to him gnashing his teeth and eyes full of grievances, he doesn't know where his calmness is.

"Zhao……"

"Ok?"

"See you tomorrow."

After he softened his tone, Zhao Boli smiled lightly, and scratched his heart like a feather.

The first thought in his mind was: Fortunately, the idol is not angry.

Then I thought again: Going on like this is not an option.

If the new year doesn't come, he will be tortured by his secret love and go crazy.

Even if it's New Year's Eve, the crew's day is no different from usual.

Liang Yuanxing looked carefully at the schedule, only to find that not only did everyone have no night scenes today, but also there were very few schedules, and the filming could be finished at two or three in the afternoon.

Generally, the schedule of the crew is one after another, and it is good enough to sleep five or six hours a day.Only Zhao Boli is not afraid of burning money and is willing to let everyone sleep well.

And during the filming of "Resignation of Fire", the rehearsal was so relaxed, and there was only a special day or two.

Liang Yuanxing casually asked the makeup teacher beside him: "Why is the schedule so easy today?"

"Because it's the New Year, Director Zhao specially gave us half a day off."

"Is he actually so thoughtful?"

Liang Yuanxing was dubious.

Zhao Boli occasionally shows a gentle side, but most of the time he has nothing to do with being considerate.

"No, if Teacher Zhuo hadn't reminded him the day before yesterday, Director Zhao would never have remembered what day of the New Year is." Liang Yuanxing saw the make-up teacher's face full of gratitude from the mirror, "Thank you, Teacher Zhuo, Teacher Zhuo is so kind."

Liang Yuanxing retorted subconsciously: "But if Mr. Zhao didn't consider everyone, he wouldn't agree to take half a day off..."

It was Zhuo Tiankuo who mentioned the New Year, because it was Zhao Boli who made an exception for everyone during the New Year.

The make-up teacher was stunned for a moment: "That's right... Thank you Director Zhao, Director Zhao is so kind."

It is said that Zhao Boli is unreasonable.

But maybe he just forgot and needed someone more careful to remind him of the things he overlooked.

What's more, he is not a person who will talk about kindness at all.

After filming the last scene in the afternoon, the staff packed up the venue before it was dark. Everyone said they were going to go shopping in the snack street, so they just ate and sang together, played all night, and dragged Liang Yuanxing to go with them.

Liang Yuanxing was a little anxious: "I... I won't go?"

The gift he had prepared was still lying in the hotel room.

Zhao Boli glanced at them indifferently: "He can't drink."

No, he never gets drunk.

Liang Yuanxing remembered his dark history of pretending to be drunk in front of his idol, and suddenly felt guilty, but he still nodded wildly along the steps: "Yes, yes, yes, I can't drink, for fear of spoiling your interest."

"We won't drink this time either!"

"We can just drink juice for the stars!"

"Without you, it feels like dinner parties lack soul!!!"

"..."

He cast Yu Feifei and Qin Mian begging eyes for help, and the two girls looked at each other and smiled, and sang together to help him smooth things over.

Yu Feifei: "Xingxing will have too many lines tomorrow, he has to go back and recite them."

Qin Mian: "Let's forget about it today, at worst, go to the karaoke room and ask him to sing for us all night when we're done."

After talking for a long time, everyone finally sighed and agreed.

Zhao Boli doesn't even like oily or spicy food, and few people dare to call him a lively dinner party.

Only the two of them left alone.

Liang Yuanxing plucked up the courage to get closer, for fear that the other party would continue to be indifferent to him.

"Mr. Zhao, what are your plans for the evening?"

"Look at the script."

"...Everyone is on vacation, you should take a break anyway."

"No need."

"Then there must be a sense of ritual during the New Year, right?"

"What is a sense of ritual?"

"It's just doing something different than usual and having some fun."

"It's not necessary either."

"Then how did you spend New Years before?"

"There is a dinner party at home, I just come out and say a few words to walk through the process, and then I go back to my room."

Liang Yuanxing pouted.

What a boring idol.

But he likes Zhao Boli's undivided attention.

He hoped that Zhao Boli would understand, but also feared that he would understand too early.

The play hasn't finished yet, so the next time can't be spent in embarrassment, right?

He didn't dare to confess.

It just so happens that the night is just right tonight, and the sky is full of stars.

Liang Yuanxing took out the prepared gift from the hotel cabinet, mustered up his courage, and gently knocked on the door next door.