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The life of a graduate student is much more hectic than that of an undergraduate.

In addition to training, academic papers are also required.

In the past, she would feel a headache when she heard the words of academic papers, but now she seems to be able to accept it calmly. After exercising, she can sit at the table and read a book quietly for a while.

Or use a computer to write something.

On the one hand, these changes were influenced by Xiaobeigui, and on the other hand, they were the habits she had developed in the past year.

Including the surprises she had prepared for Xiaobeigui before, they were all ways to ease her emotions after getting along with her.

When you are anxious, record it with video or audio.

Slowly, it seems that everything around you will quiet down.

After listening to it for a while, it still feels a little weird.

Even at the next point of anxiety, when I went to listen to the voice at that time, I was inexplicably soothed.

This is how Xiaobei survived the time when Yingdie devoted himself to his studies when he went abroad.

Come to think of it now.

Although those days were boring and bitter, they were meaningful.

Perhaps everyone needs such a period of time.Only then will they be motivated to move forward.

This was later, when several people in the dormitory were chatting, Ying Die summed it up.

When I went through it at that time, I actually couldn't explain what kind of days it was. It was always in the past, and it seemed to be slowly becoming clear.

Several other roommates said that they have not experienced it yet.

Because several of them are graduate students.

They asked Ying Die why he didn't choose postgraduate insurance at that time, which was much easier than postgraduate entrance examination.

Ying Die smiled and said, "I never thought of such a thing before."

She was originally such a person who had no desires and no desires, but after meeting Xiao Beigui, she slowly and truly determined her own direction.

This is also good.

said the roommates.

When they want to go to graduate school, most of them are suggested by their coaches, or their family members want them to go to graduate school.After all, in today's society, the requirements for academic qualifications will only become higher and higher.

Graduate students come out to find a job, and they must be paid better than undergraduates.

This is what they think.

But for Ying Die, she would feel that the process of postgraduate entrance examination is more important.

If she hadn't gone through such a process, she might not be able to change her attitude towards learning for a while.

Even in graduate school.

I can't even find my sense of existence.

But after going through such a process, now she has a clearer understanding of herself.

A few people chatted and chatted, and they talked about coming out of the closet.

In fact, many girls in the physical education department like girls, and some of them are more obvious, which can be seen at a glance.But there are others who need to be guided.Only then will you notice it slowly.

Should stack is the latter.

Her more neutral roommate is the former.

Like Li Lin, she was aware of her sexual orientation at a very young age.

During this period, I also talked about love with girls.

But none of them had the courage to tell their family members about their coming out.

Their home conditions are not bad.

Parents are not businessmen, or they have very decent jobs and work in the system.In their eyes, there is no room for sand.

They never communicate with their children on an equal footing.

Arbitrary and autocratic.

It seems to be the only gesture they use when talking to their children.

Something is wrong.

They will take back all that was given to you.

"I, although I'm only in the first year of graduate school now, my family has already arranged several blind dates when I was in my junior year."

The more neutral roommate is Tan Qingting, she said with a slight sigh.

Her parents were both businessmen.

If you start your own company, although it is not a listed company, your income is not bad.

There are a lot of resources and contacts, and those who are on a blind date, to put it mildly, are called gatherings among old friends.To put it bluntly, they are going for a strong marriage.

They tried numerous times to correct her attire, but none of them were successful.

In the end, they didn't care about it, and when they met a suitable one, they arranged for it.

With the first time, there will be countless times behind.

By the time the roommate understands this truth, it will be too late.

She couldn't refuse it completely.

"My parents also said that they actually let me go to graduate school. With a higher degree, I will have a higher bargaining chip when I marry and choose my in-law's family in the future."

???

A few greetings came out of Ying's forehead.

It's the 21st century, and there are still people who advertise that the ultimate belonging of women is marriage?

"Actually, I really hate myself now. My parents have provided me too much. If I leave them, I won't be in the carefree situation I am now."

"But you are in school now, and you don't actually rely on your parents a lot? And you are a basketball player. You can get to this point, and a lot of it depends on your own strength."

The roommate shook his head.

"It's not convenient for me to tell you some things, but what I can tell you is that I don't have the courage to break away from the comfortable life my parents gave me."

Ying Die was suffocating: "Then you'd better not tell your parents about coming out."

The roommate bowed his head deeply: "You also think I'm useless, don't you?"

Ying Die denied: "I'm not saying that you are useless, but that you are not suitable for you now. First, you don't have a stable partner. Secondly, with your current mental capacity, you still can't compete with your parents."

"right."

The roommate sighed deeply.

The topic should be stopped.

The two didn't say anything more and finally ended in silence.

Not everyone, at the beginning, will clearly know what the life they want is like.

Only after experience.

will understand.

If your life doesn't want to be arranged clearly, you have to take the initiative when it hasn't been arranged.Take control of your life.

This is what Ying Die wants to say to all the gays who are in the process of not knowing whether to come out to their families after choosing to come out.

If your parents are not as transparent as the Empress Dowager Ying, don't expect them to accept and understand at once.It also takes a process from being honest to being accepted.Don't ask your parents to raise a little objection, and you will explode.

Arguing endlessly with them, even cutting off the relationship.

Parents are parents after all.

No matter from a moral point of view or a legal point of view, they have the grace of nurturing you, and you have the obligation to support them.

Secondly, when you have clearly known your sexual orientation, or you are unmarried and dink, you have to make sure that your partner is the same type of person as you.

Examples of repentance and derailment abound.

Finally, financial independence.

Think independently.

Don't dream like a big dream, you continue to spend their money, but you have to walk your own life.

……

After thinking through these points, Ying Die planned to be honest with Ying's father and Beigui's parents.

But she still wanted to wait until she had a small success in her career and both of them finished their studies before she would speak seriously.

But sometimes plans simply don't keep up with changes.

The relationship between the two of them was exposed so suddenly.

Since returning to China, Beigui began to have the idea of ​​self-media.

She opened an account on the Internet, mainly doing dry goods tutorials such as oral English learning.But she doesn't show her face, and the content of the video is taught in a regular manner.

There are some fans too, but not many.

Like most transparent small up owners, occasionally fans will give her likes and coins, and the traffic is average.

Until she had a program and released a volg recording her life with her big sister, she didn't expect it to become a big hit.Likes, comments, and collections, it keeps going up.

Everyone left a message in the comments saying, it's so sweet!

The content of that video is actually very simple, that is, the two go home on the weekend.A picture of cooking, eating and chatting together.

Beigui originally thought, anyway, not many people saw this account, so she saved it online.

But did not expect.

It suddenly caught fire.

There are still many people urging more.

Beigui was so scared that he didn't dare to look backstage for several days.

I even thought about whether to delete this video.

But Ying Die felt that since the video had already been sent out, the two of them didn't appear very close.If everyone likes it, why delete it.

"Look, there are some comments saying that they feel very good when they see us. Maybe someone will feel very healed because they saw our video."

It seems quite reasonable.

"Then shall we shoot more in the future?"

Trying to accept other people's liking calmly is also a step forward for Beigui.

"Yes you can."

"As long as it's something you like to do."

"I would like to be together."

In this way, Beigui's account, in addition to publishing some dry goods tutorials, will occasionally post a few daily videos.There is also a video of her using Yingdie as a tool for teaching English.

The cooperation between the two is lively and interesting.

Loved by fans.

The number of fans of the account is also increasing.

During the period, there were a few videos, and I was recommended several times on the homepage.

Click and bookmark under the recommendation, soaring.

There was a video of Beigui talking about how he met his eldest sister, and it directly broke through a million hits.

In that video, Beigui said:

"I originally thought that my little half of my life would be dark and dull. I couldn't even hear any sound, but after meeting my eldest sister, I couldn't believe that as long as she was by my side, everything would be fine."

"Thank you for meeting."

"Thank you big sister for your love and care for me."

"We'll be fine."

As soon as this video was released, the comments in the comment area exploded.

Some fans expressed their distress for the up master, while others were talking about their dark days.There are also feelings of envy for the up master and the big sister.

But the most talked about is the front row blessing.

I also hope to see the up master share more stories with the big sister.

Bei Huihui replied that he will share with you intermittently when he has time.If everyone likes it.

Beigui told his elder sister all the comments and blessings he had received.

Ying Die was also very happy for her.

At first the two were simply sharing life.

But I didn't expect a marketing account to process and edit their video and share it with another short video account.

Including the video of the two of them publicly saying that they are a couple, it was also cut into it.

It happened to be picked up by Ying Die's father's colleague.

Finally sent it to Dad Ying.

After Ying's father found out, he watched it several times.

Make sure it's your daughter.

At that time, his head was very foggy, and he couldn't react no matter what.

It's hard to say whether it was a peaceful agreement or an angry objection.

After being bored for two days, he told mother Ying about it.

At first, I thought that Ying's mother didn't know, but when Ying's mother opened her mouth, she said, "Did I tell you?"

Father Ying's face sank, "So you knew it beforehand?"

Ying's mother sneered: "Me too. Just now."

Ying's father rolled his eyes.

Then she started to pack her luggage: "Come with me to Meaux."

"it is good!"

After mother Ying received the signal, she immediately sent a message to Ying Tie saying:

"Big deal!"

"Your dad found out about your relationship! Now he's packing up and going to Mocheng to find you!"

"Be sure to get ready!"

"Your dad doesn't seem very happy!"

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