should be stacked to return to the north

When 2018 came, Ying Die waited for her good news.

On the day of checking the results, the hands that were supposed to enter the admission ticket number were shaking.In the past time, her heart was very peaceful.

What I want to do in my mind is to calm down and study hard.

Don't think otherwise.

She didn't live in an apartment near the school, but had always lived in the place where she and Bei Gui lived.At first, Beigui would come back every week, but then gradually, every two weeks.

In the end, maybe come back once a month.

She is also very busy in the first semester of her freshman year.Sometimes when she finds time to go home, she finds that Ying Die doesn't have much time to accompany her.

She finally stopped and wanted her elder sister to accompany her for a walk, but she didn't know how to speak.

Just like that, Beigui thought about it, and returned the time to her eldest sister.

Throughout the summer vacation, Beigui was also busy with club affairs.

Start school in September and welcome new students.

At this time, Beigui has become a very powerful senior in the mouth of his juniors.

It was also because of her excellent performance in school that Beigui accidentally got an opportunity to study abroad.

It was a cooperation project between the school and a foreign school.

Every year, one or two outstanding students are selected to study in other schools as exchange students of the school.

The time is one year.

One year later, I returned to this school and continued my studies.

When the leader of the academy gave her this quota, Bei Gui was a little bit surprised.

Time seems to go back to high school, when there was such a quota.

But at that time, she refused without thinking.

The director of the hospital said: "This is a very rare opportunity. It is also a very valuable experience."

Of course Beigui knew.

For language learning students, being able to exchange abroad can not only acquire knowledge.

More importantly, the locale.

Beigui did not give a definite answer.

She said, let me think about it.

This going abroad is not a few months.

But a whole year.

The relationship between her and her eldest sister is not as strong as it used to be.

We haven't seen each other for a whole year, can they still be the same as before?

Beigui didn't know either.

So she's going to discuss it with her big sister.

The director said, give the answer as soon as possible.

Here also need to determine the number of places, and then fill in the information, approval.Finalize the final quota.

It also takes time.

Beigui nodded.

"I know. I'll discuss it with my family."

Now return to the north.

He is no longer the child who only thinks about his own thoughts.

She has grown up slowly and has her own opinions.

There are also people who I care about from the bottom of my heart.

her life.

I still hope to have the participation of big sisters.

When she went to tell her elder sister about it, she raised her head from the pile of books.

After being stunned for a few seconds, the expression on his face became vivid: "This is a good thing. You can go abroad to see it. It's okay."

For some reason, Beigui was not very happy after getting this answer.

Originally, the two of them were like this now, as if they were in a long-distance relationship.

Right now, if she wants to go abroad, it will become a foreign relationship.

If she misses her.

What can I do.

Suddenly.

Beigui's eyes suddenly turned red.

She started crying without warning, which startled Ying Die.

"Big sister, don't you care about me anymore?"

Ying Die was a little confused: "Why don't I care about you?"

Bei Gui cried and was wronged: "Then you are still in a hurry to push me out."

Ying Die hastily explained: "No. I'm not trying to push you out. Rather, it's beneficial to you. It's helpful to your future path."

"It never occurred to me to push you away."

"But what you need to know is that even if we are together, we also have our own lives."

"Just like I am going to take the postgraduate entrance examination now, you also respect me very much. Don't you?"

"The things that help you, I will support you too."

Beigui sniffed: "Is it true?"

Ying Die tried her best to coax her: "Don't worry."

"No matter where we are, we have each other in our hearts. Moreover, we are now at the age of hard work, why not go forward and cheer."

Beigui buried his mind deeply: "But, I will miss you very much."

Although the time between two people is not as much as before, even if they meet together, it is still learning.But as long as Beigui thinks of her big sister, she can still come to her side.

But if she goes abroad.

If you want to meet up, you can't just take the subway and get home.

"Baby, I know all about it."

"But now, haven't we been working hard in our own direction?"

"If you don't want to go abroad because of me, I will be very angry."

"Maybe, I will tell you, or we will be separated for a while."

"I don't!" The eldest sister never said that she wanted to separate before, and when she spoke, Bei Gui couldn't accept it at all, "I don't want to separate."

Ying Di patiently coaxed her: "Baby, I don't want to separate from you."

"It's just that I think that if I exist, you will not be able to make a good decision. Is it right? We all have to think about it calmly."

"I really don't want you to go abroad because of me."

"If you feel like you were in high school, you don't like going there. Then I will be your confidence to refuse. But now you are different from before."

"Can you understand what I mean?"

How could she not understand.

Beigui bit his lip.

There are tears in my eyes.

"Then if I go abroad and see other good-looking young ladies, I won't play with you anymore."

Ying Die was amused by her.

"You, you. Don't be angry. I will be at home and wait for you to come back obediently."

Returning to the north is still very sad.

The thought of the two being separated for a whole year.

Ying Di possessed her body and kissed her.

The two really haven't been intimate for a long time.

The subtle touch made Bei Gui temporarily forget his sorrow.

When he woke up again, there was no warmth around him.

Her eldest sister was sitting at the desk, writing hard.

The eldest sister has to recite English words every morning and learn spoken English.

In the past, she struggled to read every letter, but within a few months, she has been able to speak without nervousness and pronounce clearly.

She can get this far.

I really put my mind to it.

Beigui knows.

Even if you don't go abroad.

The big sister now doesn't have much thought for herself.

It's better to improve herself when the big sister is also studying.

With this mentality.

Beigui went to a university in London, England as a school exchange student.

The time is one year.

When I first went there, Beigui would send messages from her elder sister every day.

From her school to her hostel, to the classes she takes, the weather, and the new classmates she meets.

All in all, everything looks fine.

The eldest sister will reply to the message in a timely manner at first.

But in the end, I don't know if it was because of the jet lag, or the big sister really didn't have that much time to pay attention to her little things.

Later, their news became less and less.

It was Beigui who had been contacting her.

Occasionally she would send a few messages, but they disappeared quickly.

Once, Beigui was verbally and sexually assaulted outside.

Although Beigui was highly vigilant at the time, he ran fast.But she was still terrified.

It was a month after she came to London school, she made the first video call to Ying Di.

Because at that time, she was really scared.

She thought about it, the big sister was by her side.

Even if you're not around, even if you listen to her talk.

But she never got through to her eldest sister.

After a few hours, the eldest sister texted her back and asked her what was wrong.

At that time, Beigui's emotions had already calmed down.

It took her a while to come back, nothing happened.

I just missed you all of a sudden.

After that time, Beigui seldom sent messages to Ying Tie again.

Ying Die didn't know that when she first went to London, she didn't have a good time.

Schools in London do not have student dormitories.

You have to find a place to stay by yourself.

Moreover, the school is very biased.

The large supermarket is dozens of kilometers away, and she is still a little uncomfortable.

She has been used to eating Chinese food since she was a child, either buns or soy milk.But in London there is only bread and milk.

Beigui doesn't like to eat bread.

Drinking pure milk will also cause diarrhea.

In the end, I could only bite the bullet and eat it. After pulling it a few times, I became immune.

There are also academic issues.

Her English is not bad, but she is an exchange student who came over halfway.Moreover, the way of teaching at home and abroad is different.

There are different ways of completing your studies.

Perhaps in China, teachers pay more attention to theoretical study.

After class, I will give you a topic and write a paper by yourself.

But in foreign schools, they pay more attention to the combination of practice and theory.It is also a subject, and the teacher will ask you to complete it in groups, together with your partner.Then fieldwork the data.

Finally, the topic will be summarized in the form of video or on-site reports.

Newcomer to the North.

In addition, she is still a girl with yellow skin and black hair, so the classmates in the class will always discriminate against her instinctively.

Although Beigui didn't want to admit it, it was true.

In some foreign schools, there is actually a chain of discrimination.

It has nothing to do with whether you look good or not.

It's about national origin.

……

These are worse things.

Beigui didn't tell her big sister at all.

Many nights in a foreign country, Beiguidu had tears in his eyes.

For a while, her ear condition recurred.

Just then.

Ying Die's written test was successfully landed.

When she couldn't wait to send the news to Beigui, she realized that she could no longer contact her child.

And their chat records actually stayed more than a month ago.

She told Beigui that the exam was finally coming.

Beigui cheered her up.

Scroll up the chat history.

It was Beigui who told her that she was fine.

After that, Ying Die also looked for her several times.

But returning to the north is only occasionally.

At that time, Ying Die felt that maybe the child was busy.

After all, in a foreign country.

But now, something doesn't feel right.

In the past, even children were busy.

It won't be so cold.

Do not know why.

Ying Die's heart suddenly panicked.

You should stack this person and do something once you put it into it.

She cut off everything from the outside world.

The same is true for the postgraduate entrance examination.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't care about her child, it's because she cares too much, so as long as I think of her, my heart can't calm down at all.

All she can do is pay less attention.

Then wait for her to finish the exam, that's it.

But what she didn't expect was——

When she devotes herself wholeheartedly to her own affairs.

Her child seems to have been lost by her...

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